Thanks for the reviews. Ok I think this is my shortest chapter. I don't own Twilight.

Ok right now I'm going to say some things and launguage I really shouldn't. For the bitch that is saying the mean things STOP IT!!! What did I do to you? I mean really? I mean really what you said is hurtful and I don't see you doing anything better. So step off. And please for those of you that read this thing tell me that I'm not just going crazy. Yes I know I rush things but that's how I right. You unknown person are a hurtful person. I'm almost in tears about what you said.

But for those of you that give me nice reviews thank you. I take your word into account.

By the time my 8th month came I was as big as a house. I hated staying in bed but Edward was strict on my not getting up. Alice had planned the nursery and wouldn't let me see. After school she and the others would spend a few hours a day in there more or less and then they would walk out. She even went to locking the door knowing that I would try to look in. Well I tried.

All the time I spent in bed I worked on my homework and I actually finished all my work for the year.

I was sitting on the couch reading when Edward walked in. He kissed me and handed me a cookie from the school. It had been a usual he would bring me something every day when he got home.

"How was school?" I asked as he sat down.

"Ok boring without you there." I kissed him.

"Yeah ok." I said as I got up.

"How much have you been on your feet?" He asked concerned.

"Just enough to go to the bathroom." I walked into the bathroom.

"Bella…" He warned through the door.

"What do you want me to just go in my pants? I have to get up to walk here." I said as I walked back out. Alice walked up stairs and walked into the room without saying anything.

"How much longer till I get to see what's in there?" I asked as Brice walked in. I looked at him and it looked as he was crying.

"Hey what's the matter?" I asked him.

"Dad." Was all he said. He walked over to me and hugged me.

"What about dad?" I asked concerned.

"Bella I have some bad news." Jasper said walking in.

"Someone tell me what the hell is going on now!" I yelled aggregated. Alice ran down the stairs hearing my yelling.

"What's going on?" She asked.

"I don't know. Now someone tell me what's wrong with my father!"

"He was in a car crash. He died instantly." I gasped and looked at my brother who looked up and me with teary eyes.

"Oh my God." I said but I didn't cry.

"I'm sorry Bella." Jasper said he walked over to Alice who was crying. I pushed my brother off of me.

"Where was he going?" I asked.

"He was on his way home." Emmett said walking in. "I had to go identify him." He was coming to see me. No, no, no, no.

A week later

A week later we were at my father's funeral. I still hadn't cry. I had to be strong for everyone else. But in truth I was torn up inside.

Emmett was the first one to make a speech. He walked up with tears in his eyes.

"Charlie Swan was a cool guy. Even when I was little and got in trouble he would still just laugh at what I did. I will really miss him." He stepped down. I was holding my brother and I touched Emmett's leg showing him I cared.

Alice walked up with Jasper at her heels. "Charlie was my best friend's dad. He once held me when some guys at school made fun of me…He was a g-g-great guy." She had to stop she was crying so hard. Jasper hugged her.

"Charlie wasn't just Brice and Bella's father he was like another father of mine. He took care of me like his own." Tears fell down his face. "He will be greatly missed." They moved behind me. I nodded to him and now touched Alice's hair. Rosalie next made a speech but she didn't make more than a few sentences. I got up since I was the only one not blubbering. I hugged her and walked her back to her seat next Emmett. Edward did the same and once again I had to get him down. Instead of sitting down and getting back up I followed Brice up. He broke down before he even started talking. I put him in his seat and waited for everyone else went. Then I went last. Edward helped me up seeing as I was having trouble now.

"My father was a great man. He cared about others before himself. When I left with my mom he almost cried. He told me his baby girl was leaving. I told him that it wasn't so much a good bye as a see you later. I will teach my kids and grandkids the same things he taught me. So Daddy see you later." I walked down and plopped down in my seat.

Later we went to our house and everyone was there. I made food but no one ate. We just sat there.

But when Edward asked the one question after it was just us and the Cullens I blew up.

"How come you're the only one that hasn't cried?" Edward asked.

"Because! I have to be strong for everyone else! That's my thing! When someone

made fun of Alice or Rose I held them! When you had a nightmare about your parents I held you! When Jasper broke his leg I held him! When my mother told me I was leaving I held everyone else!" I was pissed.

"No one asked you to." Jasper said harsh.

"But I did! I had to! No one else could! I had to be the one to hold you! I had to be the one to grow up! I had to be the adult because that was I had to do to make sure you were ok! And if I broke down than you wouldn't be able to handle it!"

"Oh Bella." Alice said reaching for me but I was trying to get up once I finally got up I stood in front of them.

"I don't need your pity! I don't need any of it!" I waddled up the stairs and into my room.

I still didn't cry I wanted to but I didn't. I bent down and pulled the list of names out and also a picture of my dad and me when I was little. I was smiling at him.

"Daddy." I brushed my finger tips on his smile.

"Bella open the door." Edward said from the other side. I had locked the door.

I scooted over to the door and unlocked it. He pulled me up and I walked out. I walked into my father's room to see Brice already in there.

"Get out." I told him.

"I was here first." He said crying.

"Brice fine once again I'll be strong for you! For all of you!" I walked out of the room. They were all there in front of me well except Brice who was behind me. "Just move. Ok just move." No one moved. I swore and tried to push past but they wouldn't move.

"You can't hold it all in." Emmett said.

"Yes I can." I said.

"No you can't." Brice said.

"I do because no one is there to hold me!" I yelled angry.

"We're all here!" Alice yelled.

"No because if I cry then you will!" I finally got through them. I walked down the stairs but stopped. I turned around and looked at them they each had yelled my name.

"For once let us hold you." Jasper said stepping forward.

"For once let us help you." Emmett said.

"For once let us care for you." Brice said. Tears were now falling down my face.

"For once let it out." Edward said taking me in his arms.

"I-i-i-it's al-l-l-l-l my fa-a-a-ault." I sobbed. "H-h-h-h-h-e was c-c-c-c-oming to me." Edward hugged me tighter.

After an hour my tears had died down enough that I got up and walked into my father's room. Everyone followed. I took the huge family picture he had in his room off and started spinning the combination to the safe. I heard it click and I opened it. I took out the paper knowing that they didn't know where his will was.

"Here take this to the lawyer." I said to Brice.

"How did you know that was there?" He asked shocked.

"That day that Dad and you got in that car accident he told me that if anything ever happened to him to go in here and get this. This is where he would put your presents if you're wondering." I closed that safe and walked over to his closet. I pulled out the shoe box and sat on my dad's bed. Everyone sat around me.

"After I moved away I started sending letters. I would put a fake name and hope that you wouldn't open it. I knew everyone was mad at me and I couldn't just openly ask how you were. So we sent letters back and forth. These are mine." I opened the lid and dumped out the many letters. "So when you thought that I didn't care you were wrong. Here let me just show you one…." I picked one and unfolded it. "'Dear Daddy I miss you and Brice so much neither of you know. I know that everyone there hates me but I had no choice but to go with Mom. Today was my first day at high school and some kid poured milk on my head. I ran out of there crying like a baby. I wish Emmett was here to beat the kid to a pulp. Or Jasper to tell me it was ok. Alice to try to get me to go shopping to get my mind off of it. Edward to play the piano to me. Brice to go into his brother mode. Rosalie to do my hair. But they're all mad at me. Write me and tell me how they are none of them write anymore. I love you Daddy. Bells.'" I slide off the bed and walked into my room not caring what they thought.

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