Edward's POV

Bella was planning a trip to Paris. For Christmas her dad had given her to tickets to anywhere she wanted to go. She had asked me but I had told her to take her brother instead and she wasn't happy about being away from me for two weeks. I wasn't happy either but I really thought that she should go with her brother.

"Edward!" she cam in my room screaming my name. When she saw me lying on my bed and instantly jumped on top of me, rocking her hips into me.

"Hello Bella" I laughed.

"Baby come with me and Jasper to Paris, you Alice, Em, Rosie me and Jazz." she said excitedly.

"Bella, I don't think that's a good idea. Jazz might want to spend some time with you."

"Edward his just as happy as I am. We talked about it and he didn't want to be away from Alice either. We are going to hang out alone together, but we would love it if you guys went with us."

"Alright love let's go talk to my parents."

"To late!! Alice already asked and they loved the idea."

"What if I said no." she pouted and looked away from my eyes. I started to laugh at her cute pout.

"I'm kidding love, Id love to go. When are we going?" I asked her.

"Um after new years eve." I raised my eyebrow at her.

"Bella that's tomorrow."

"I know" she smiled.

"Alright love, I can never say no to you" I joked.

"But you still love me" she said with an innocent smile. She locked her hand on my hair and pulled me in for a kiss. It started off sweet, but then I felt her rock her hips into me. I groaned at the feeling, it was amazing but I wanted more. I roamed my hands all over her body, and placed them on her hips. I licked her bottom lip begging for an entrance and she granted me permission. Our tongues fought and our hands roamed some more. She was wearing a red dress for the party tonight. I put one of my hands on her thigh and started to move it up, she didn't stop me instead she rocked her hips into me even more. In one swift movement I had her pinned down on the bed. Her hands went to my chest and started to unbutton my shirt. When I noticed were this was going I pulled away a bit. I knew we were getting ready for this, I just wasn't sure she wanted it to happen here and now.

"Bella, are you sure this is what you want. For our first time to be in my room while everyone is downstairs setting up the family room?" I raised an eyebrow at her.

"Edward, I don't care I love you and that doesn't matter. I want you to make love to me."

"Are you sure, I don't want you to regret it"

"Edward I'm sure." she said to me clearly. I got up and locked the door, I put some music on. and continued to were we left off. She was placed on top of me rocking her hips into me in circular motion.

"Bella wait!" she pulled away raising an eyebrow. "I love you Bella but I really want to wait until we get to Paris. I want to plan it and make it romantic, I know it's not what you want but I was raised a gentlemen and I would really love it if you let me do this my way."

"Okay Edward we'll wait! But not for long, you might be able to control yourself but I can't." She made me laugh, she thought I had strong self control When I'm trying my hardest to not make love to her this second.

"So you want to go down stairs before a show you how little self control I have." I told her picking her up bridal style.

"Edward please put me down I'm wearing a dress and inappropriate underwear." that made me raise my eyebrow. Once I put her down she picked one of my hands and blushed. Slowly she slid her and my hand under her dress and I felt nothing but a string.

"Bella! what if you fell I don't want anyone seeing you in that but me"

"Sorry" was all she said. I pulled the string and made it snap against her hip which made it hurt.

"Ouch!"

"I couldn't help it. No come one before those come off with the rest of your clothing." I half joked. We walked hand in hand down the stairs and saw everyone sitting there eating. It was only 11 at night and we had one more hour to go before new years. Bella's dad said he was going to Bill's so to spend it here.

"So Bell's what were you and my brother doing a up there huh?" Emmett asked with a stupid smile on his face, She blushed.

"Nothing that you might car to know about" she smirked and walked away. Em raised and eyebrow confused about what that even meant.

"Just let it go you big goof." I said and walked after Bella. She was sitting on the kitchen counter while she saw Esme bake. I leaned my back between her legs and she played with my hair while I also looked at mom bake.

"So mom what exactly are you doing at 11 am."

"Oh nothing just keeping myself busy."

"So are we really allowed to go to Paris with Bella and Jazz?" I asked.

"Yeah son, we bought yours, Alice, and Emmett's ticket when Bella asked. You'll be leaving tomorrow at the same time they leave 12 pm. Rose asked her parents and they bought her ticket too. She leaves at the same time. We booked you kids a hotel, Bella and Jazz too. You guys can handle the sleeping arrangements. And the rest, well when you need money you Alice and Emmett have your own Cards and we'll be putting in money before you leave. Is there anything else?" she asked. I leaned over and kissed her cheek.

"No that's all mom thanks."

"Of course honey. Now I need to go find your father. Bella honey please don't let his touch the cookie dough."

"Sure thing Esme." Mom left leaving me and Bella Alone in the kitchen with me between her legs while she's wearing a dress. It wasn't the brightest idea so I picked her up and put her on her feet dragging her to the leaving room couch. We sat there looking at everyone play rock band. That's when Bella got up and wanted to play to. She picked out a love song, and started singing while Emmett played base, and Alice the drums. I was sitting back listening to her beautiful voice. She really had a good voice, and it wasn't just her boyfriend talking. She could actually make it as her career. Everyone had the same dumbfound face that I had -except Jazz- and started at her with wide eyes. She wasn't even nerves but she was blushing for all the staring. I was in shock that my beautiful Bella had an angelic voice. Well I knew she did but I mean I didn't know her singing voice could sound like a beautiful Harmony. When she was done she looked into my eyes and walked to me so she could sit on my lap. I wrapped my arms around her waist.

"Bella, I didn't know you could sing so beautiful." I said still in shock.

"I'm not that good but I did win a lot of awards on talent shows." she said.

"Good. Bella that was amazing." she blushed and looked away.

"Bella always did become really shy when it came to singing. Once she got stage fright,and she almost passed out. That was probably the only year she lost."Jazz said.

"Bells why don't you look into that for a career." Rose said.

"I don't know because it's not what I want to do in life" she simple said. That made me wounder what she did want to do.

"So What do you want to do." I asked.

"Oh nothing" she said biting her lip in embarrassment.

"She wants to be a writer." Jazz answered for her. She looked at him giving him a death glare.

"Bella I didn't know you wanted to be an author?" Alice said.

"That's because I didn't want anyone to know." she said still glaring at her brother.

"You guys want to hear one of her story's. She showed me one once and asked her if I could keep it. Which she let me." Jazz lifted Alice off his lap and ran to his car.

"No Jazz wait" Bella yelled after him.

"Love don't be embarrassed we won't make laugh at you." she only gave me a small smile and hid her face my chest. only minutes later, Jazz came back with his lap top in hand. He sat down and opened it up, he didn't have to wait for it to download since he already had the word page opened and ready.

"Alright well this part of the story Bells said it was at a meadow. It's about a vampire and a human girl who fall in love." (Twilight the movie part not the book. Do not own! But it's my favorite part in the movie.)

Jazz took a deep breath and stared to read the page.

Once we got to the place he took me off his back letting me stand on my feet. He looked at me with a worry look and turned around. He walked towards the sun and turned so he was facing me. His skin sparkled under the sun it was like diamonds radiating off of his skin.

"It's like diamonds." I said. I started to walk closer and spoke. "Your beautiful"

"Beautiful" he huffed. "This is the skin of a killer Bella" he walked away and I followed. "I'm a killer"

"I don't believe that"

"That's because you believe the lie. It's a camouflage. I'm the worlds most dangerous predator . Everything about me invites you in. My voice, My face, even my smell. As if I would need any of that" and the he disappeared like he was never there. "As if you could ever out run me." he yelled, from the top of a hill and disappeared again. "As if you could fight me off." he tore a tree and threw it across. "I'm design to kill"

"I don't care" and I didn't

"I've killed people before"

"It does not matter"

"I wanted to kill you. I've never wanted a humans blood so much in my life before."

"I trust you" "don't" "I'm here, I trust you" I was going get closer to him but he disappeared again, I looked around for him again and I found him on a tree.

"My family, we're different from others of our kind, we only hunt animals. We learned to control our thirst." he paused and looked straight into my eyes. "But it's you. Your sent, It's like a drug to me." he paused again thinking about his words. "Your like my own personal brand of heroin."

"Why did you hate me so much when we met?"

"I did, only from days one (Not sure about that part) I wanted you so badly. I still don't know if I can control myself."

"I know you can" I started to climb up the tree. we were now facing each other and I felt like I was getting lost in his eyes. He climbed down and I followed. He had me against a rock.

"I can't read your mind, you have to tell me what your thinking." "Now I'm afraid" there was a long pause "good" "I'm not afraid of you, I'm only afraid of loosing you. I feel like your going to disappear." he put his hand over my heat and I could feel my heart beat increasing 10x more. "You don't know how long I've waited for you" we gazed into each others eyes. His beautiful golden brown eyes. "& so the lion feel in love with the lamb" "What a stupid lamb." I responded breathless. "What a sick masochistic lion"

Jazz stopped. I was utterly and completely in shock. I had no Idea Bella could write so...I can't even describe it. Bella was still hiding her face in my chest. I gripped her to me closer and looked around the room. Em looked touched, Rose looked like she could burst into tears at any moment, Jazz looked proud, Alice had burst into tears, Esme looked like she was proud and also like she could cry any moment, Carlisle looked curious and happy. I was still in shock when Bella pulled away and looked at Jazz.

"I told you it wasn't good." she said with disappointment in her voice.

"Bella" I said to her. "That was honestly a great story. I'm already caught in the story and you haven't even finished it. Love you really are an amazing author. Please don't think that your not." I tried to reassure her.

"Are you lying to me Edward."

"No, that was amazing. Bella please let me read what you have." Alice was the one to answer before me.

"Alice but it's not ready yet, I only have 14 chapters." she said.

"Please Bella. Pretty Please."

"Alice can you please wait. I don't want you to read it while it's not ready. Besides your going to get mad if you don't get to read the ending which isn't done." Alice pouted and sat on Jasper's now free lap.

"Dear would you by any chance let me get people to publish that story?" Esme asked.

"Esme I don't know. Can we please talk about this when I'm done." she was feeling unselfconscious now.

"OMG. it's 11:50" Alice yelled. She quickly got up and turned the TV. there were new reporters talking about the new year and love money a bunch of nonsense I didn't care about besides Bella. She was looking at me with love and I was sure I had the same look.

"Bella you want to be my new years kiss" I joked.

"I thought you would never ask" she joked back.

"It's 11:58" Alice yelled. Carlisle came running out of the kitchen with champagne glasses and a bottle. He opened it and started to poor the drink in the glasses and pass them out. Esme handed me and Bella our glasses and we got ready for the count down. Bella and I looked at each other the whole time, never breaking eye contact. I heard Emmett and Alice's scream the loudest next to everyone else's. "30, 29,28" everyone yelled. I was happy with Bella in my arms. I wouldn't mind for it to stay like this forever. "I love you" I told her." I love you too" she said. It looked like she could cry if she wanted to. "10,9,8,7" I pulled her closer to my body. "5,4,3,2,1" I crushed my lips to hers. It was sweet and caring, then it become more passionately and hot. She licked my bottom lip begging for entrance and I granted it. Our tongues fought with each other and then she one. I pulled away and everyone was screaming and drinking champagne. I also brought the glass to my lips and drank it, and Bella followed after me. We cheered and screamed with excitement. I never ones broke Bella's gaze but then her phone rang and she had to answer it. She walked a little towards the kitchen to get away from the noise. As I watched Bella talk on the phone I notice that the only thing I wanted this new year was her. My Bella.