June 14th
We've been at the hospital for over an hour. It's been a very quiet waiting period, the only sound is the footstep from passing people out in the halls and the monitors that are all hooked up to Kate. Still waiting on getting the sonogram, see if anything is wrong. The nurse has told us its normal for babies not move for quiet sometime, especially in our case where we have four in such a small space, there's really no room for them to move much. If they do Kate wouldn't feel it that much. Hopefully that's just it, and we are overreacting, but I still have that nagging feeling that it might not be that. The nurse, Jenna I think, told us other things that could be wrong. Too many things, I don't even remember.
They put us in a room that's make me feel down. It's too dark, aren't hospitals supposed to make you feel better not the opposite. The colors they use….. The sterile smell makes even me feel sick.
Ah, the nurse is here with the doctor, better shut this off before I get myself in trouble. Plus I need my full attention at them. Kate seems to be off in her own world, not really paying attention to her surroundings.