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"I should go," Jasper sighed as he looked between Ali and I.

"Yeah. You should," Alice agreed as she glared at him.

"I'll pick you up at six," he murmured to me with a small kiss on my cheek before he grabbed his coat and walked around a fuming Alice. I bit my lip as I looked at her, how was I going to explain myself? Why do I need to explain myself? I thought. I haven't done anything wrong. Jasper isn't her boyfriend, why should she care? I ran a hand through my hair and bounced on the balls of my feet.

"What do you want Ali?" I finally say with a heavy sigh.

"I wanted to talk to my best friend about my wedding but she was busy sucking her not-boyfriend's face," Alice explained in an angry tone.

"Why are you mad at me?" I asked.

"You've been telling me for weeks you weren't into him, that you weren't together and then I walk into your apartment and you're one step away from having sex? How could you lie to me like that?"

She was trying to make me feel guilty. This is how she always wins, she makes me feel guilty for everything. I even start to fall for it now.

"I…" I hesitated on how to explain this. "I didn't lie to you Ali. This thing with Jasper is relatively new to the last 48 hours. I was going to tell you after the wedding."

Alice sighed and took a seat in the chair closet to her. "Okay, I'm over it now."

"You're what?" I exclaimed as I crossed my arms, glaring at her.

"I'm over it," she explained slowly, like I was stupid. "I was just shocked but now it has passed and I'm over it. Can we please talk about me and my wedding now? As wonderful as your new love life is, I'm not interested in hearing about farm boy's kisses and gropes."

I bit my tongue. Don't say a word. Just don't. I sat opposite her and sighed. "Whatever Alice, what's wrong now?"

"Do you think I should get married?" she asked out of the blue. This honestly scared me almost out of my seat. I gripped the arms of my chair and stared at her.

"Alice what are you talking about?"

"I love Edward, I do," She said quickly. "I think I do, but should I marry him?"

"You think you love him, or you know you love him?" I asked quietly. This can't be happening. This can't be happening!

"I love him. God Bella, I didn't think any of this would happen when I met at that bar I honestly barely even remember that night but I remember him. He's great but when we were talking about vows you said it so perfectly and I can't say stuff like that. I can't tell him stuff like that. I'm smart Bella, you know that right? You know I'm not the same bimbo I was in high school. But I can't be like you. I want to say stuff like that to him but I can't.

"And sometimes it feels like he's distant. And not just recently so you can't blame it on wedding jitters. It's been happening since we stared dating. I just ignored but what happens if we get married and he decides he made a big mistake?"

Alice almost seemed near tears at this point. I sighed and pulled her to me. She hugged me tightly and cried into my shoulder. "Please tell me what to do," she begged.

"You love him. He loves you. You are getting married in less than a week. You two just need a break. Just be with each other. Don't talk about the wedding or life or anything just be with each other."

Alice sniffled and nodded, "Okay, you're right. God, I'm so stupid. Thank you Bella. I wouldn't know what to do without you."

After she cleaned herself up I showed her out the door and I looked at the clock before cussing. It was already five. I rushed around to pack a small bag which I filled with a couple tee, jeans, some sort of dress, pajamas and a pair of high heels (just in case, Lord knows… It's Jasper). I quickly packed my make up bag and few other bits and bobs, including my laptop for work. Jasper, of course, was early and smiled as he took my bag.

"Are you ready to go?" he asked as I walked out the door with him.

I nodded with a smile. "Yes."

We arrived at the train station and for the next three and half hours I was all Jasper's on our way from New York City to Boston. We settled into our apparently first class seats and I casually leaned into Jasper as he started to read a file from work. He leaned down and kissed my forehead before I managed to doze off until we got there.

"I can't believe I slept!" I grumbled. "Now I'm gonna be up all night."

Jasper just chuckled. "Well we'll just have to find something to do in that time."

Of course whether he planned it or not, his comment made me blush a deep red. He laughed again as we walked hand in hand to find a cab to take us to the hotel. The ride there was short as we arrived at the Boston Hilton Downtown. My heart was racing a mile minute from nerves as we walked in the room. Of course, it was originally booked for one person so we were given a king size room. It was normal for Jasper and I to share a bed but that was back when we were technically just friends and nothing else between us going on. Now though, it seemed to be different I could tell that it seemed that way for Jasper too.

"You okay with this?" Jasper asked before setting his stuff down.

I nodded with a smile, ignoring all my earlier thoughts. "yes, it's not like we haven't done this before."

Jasper smiled and nodded. "Well, it's late and you still look tired despite what you say. You can change in the bathroom if you'd like."

"Thank Jazz," I smiled.

I emerged from the bathroom to find Jasper already in bed… topless. Of course Jasper has always been one of those men to always sleep topless unless they pass out or something, not that he does that. I slid under the blankets and scooted closer to Jasper. He chest was warm compared to the chilly room as my head rested on it.

"It feels so natural but at the same so new… even though we've done this so many times before." I murmured.

"It is new," Jasper replied. "We've never admitted we've felt this way before."

I smiled as I leaned put to kiss him softly. "I guess you're right, Jazz."

"I'm always right," he said against my lips.

And that's what we did, we made out. All night until we got tired and fell asleep in each other's embrace.

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