Camp 11 Secrets and Feelings
A/N Okay here is yet another chapter. I'm going to be ending this story soon but I don't know how many chapters I have left in me. I might just decide to write a sequel. What do you think? I still have my other stories to update as well. Again if you like please review and if you have any suggestions they are more than welcomed.
Daniel's POV
Daniel decided that he wanted to sleep in and miss breakfast. He wasn't hungry so he didn't get up with the rest of the boys. Daniel looked at Christian who was getting ready to leave the cabin. "You going to get up and get breakfast?" Christian asked. Daniel shook his head "No, I don't want to eat." said Daniel. "Are you sick or something? I can go get someone." said Christian. "No, I'm okay. I'm just feeling tired." Daniel said. "Okay well you should get up soon, get some rest." Christian said. It had been a few days since the night they played poker and Daniel was able to hug him. Christian even kissed Daniel on the cheek as a reward for winning a game. Daniel felt like staying in bed but he wanted to talk to Christian. "Can you stay?" Daniel asked. "What?' "Can you stay here for a little while then we can get some food." said Daniel. Christian nodded and sat at the end of Daniels bed. "So are you tired because you didn't get that much sleep last night?" Christian asked. Daniel really didn't sleep well last night and he kept thinking about the other night with Christian. He feared other people's touches and flinched at first when Christian touched him but after that soft kiss to his cheek Daniel wanted more of Christians touches. "I don't sleep good most nights." Daniel admitted. Christian stared at Daniel and that made Daniel want to know what Christian was thinking about. Christian shifted his position on the bed by moving to sit next to Daniels head. He leaned up against the bed post. "Sometimes my messed up parents keep me up at night. The divorce and the aftermath kinda screwed me up." Christian said. "Divorce sucks doesn't. Mine got divorced and my mom got remarried." Daniel said. "Do you like him, I mean your step dad?" Christian asked. "No, not really." said Daniel. "Yea it must be hard dealing with step parents." said Christian. Christian moved down to lay next to Daniel. "I don't care, he made my mom send me here saying that I had problems. Here is better than dealing with home." said Daniel. 'I guess I can say the same thing about me." said Christian. Christian turned around facing Daniel "Daniel please tell me what made you like this, so closed in?" Christian asked almost in a whisper.
Daniel tried to hold back his tears but they slowly slipped down his face. Christian gently wiped them from Daniels face. "Please tell me. I want to help you." said Christian. Daniel wanted to tell Christian but he didn't want Christian to leave him. He was his only friend he had for awhile. "I cant." said Daniel. "Yes you can, its going to be okay." said Christian. "I was raped." Daniel cried out. Christian looked at him and without thinking grabbed Daniel in a hug. Daniel cried and struggled against Christian but Christian refused to let him go. Daniel stopped struggling and let Christian hold him. "Daniel was it at the party you were talking about?" Christian asked. Daniel nodded remember that night. ( I'm not writing a flash back). "My friend wanted me to go to this party with him. I was fourth teen, and it was my first party. The house was crowded and my friend disappeared to find his boyfriend. I was just standing around when this guy came up to me. He grabbed me from behind and we started dancing. He pushed me up against him and kept saying how cute I was and if I wanted to go upstairs with him to have some fun." Daniel had to stop for a second. "I kept shaking my head no but he kept insisting so I went up with him. When we got to the bed room he pushed me on the bed and started kissing me. He tried to take my clothes off and I said no so many times but he just pinned me down and took my clothes off. The rape seemed to last for hours until I passed out. When I finally woke up the party was still going on so I just rushed to put my clothes on and left the party. I just wanted to forget." Daniel finished. Daniel stopped crying and was whimpering in Christians arms. "Daniel I'm so sorry that that happened to you." Christian said. Daniel moved if possible closer to Christian. He wasn't afraid of Christians touch anymore. Daniel stayed in Christians arms trying to forget his past.
"Hey are you ready to get some food now." Christian asked. "Yea" said Daniel. Daniel grabbed some clothes and quickly changed into them. "Christian thank you." Daniel said as they walked to the dinning hall. "For what Daniel?" asked Christian. "For letting me get out what I have been hiding for over a year, for just being nice and letting me cry." said Daniel. Daniel really couldn't believe how Christian could be so nice to him. Christian smiled "You don't have to thank me, Daniel will you come with me to go talk to your counselor." Christian asked. Daniel widened his eyes in fear. "I don't want anyone else to know, I'm too ashamed." said Daniel. "Daniel you need to talk about it, it will help you to get over it." Christian said. They stopped outside of the dinning hall and Christian held Daniels hand in his "Do you trust me Daniel?' Christian asked. Daniel wanted so much to trust Christian and Christian lightly kissed Daniels cheek. Daniel nodded "I want to." he said. "Then come with me after we eat and we can go talk to your counselor, okay." said Christian. "Okay." Daniel finally said.
Chris's POV
"Chris you need to sit down and calm down." Dr. Sheamus said. Chris was passing back and forth in Dr. Sheamus office. Chris glared at Dr. Sheamus "I cant I too pissed off." Chris said. "Why is that?" Dr. Sheamus asked. Chris remembered what had happened earlier today. Chris finally sat down 'I know I say that I know everything but what about if I don't know anything?" Chris asked. He wasn't sure if he was asking Dr. Sheamus this or if it was more like to himself. "Chris like I have been telling you ever since you came here this summer you don't have to know everything, you don't need the answer for everything. Now tell me what brought you in here acting like this, what don't you know?" Dr. Sheamus asked. "I don't know how to help him." Chris whispered. "Who cant you help?" Dr. Sheamus asked. Chris was so confused, he hated feeling like this. "You remember telling me to become friends with one of the campers? Well I did and now I don't know how to help him." said Chris. "What's the problem with him?" Dr. Sheamus asked. "He just has a messed up past and I don't know how to help him to get over it. Earlier today he told me some stuff and I don't know what to do." Chris sadly said. He never felt this useless before. "Chris its not your job to help everyone, if you truly care for this boy then all you can do is be there for him when he wants to talk. You have to let him seek out help for himself." Dr. Sheamus said. Chris nodded. He wanted to get out of here and find Evan. "Can I leave now?" Chris asked. Dr. Sheamus nodded "Yes, I will see you for your regular session tomorrow." he said.
Chris found Evan laying in his bed with his head turned to the wall. No one else was in the cabin so he quietly walked in and laid next to Evan. He heard Evan stir and he turned around. Chris smiled as Evan rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. "Sorry for waking you up." Chris said. "It's okay." Evan said sitting up. "Evan can we talk about what you told me about earlier today?" Chris asked. Chris didn't want to bring it up again but he needed to know a way to help Evan. "What's to talk about Chris. I told you everything." Evan said. "I want to help you Evan." Chris said. "There's no one that can help me." said Evan. "Don't say that Evan." Chris said getting angry. "It's true Chris. I just want to leave everything alone. I don't ever have to see him again." Evan said. Chris was angry and Evan could sense that. He held Chris's hand and gently squeezed it "I'm away from him and I don't ever have to see him again." said Evan. Chris nodded "I know but I hate what he did to you." said Chris. "Chris can I tell you something and you have to promise me you wont laugh at me okay." Evan said looking right into Chris's eyes. Evan's eyes pierced right through Chris's and Chris felt the hurt that Evan still was holding in. "Evan you can tell me anything." said Chris. "I like you Chris and its okay if you don't like me.I just wanted to tell you what I thought, I'm tired of keeping things in." said Evan. Chris looked at Evan and saw tears well up in his eyes. Chris leaned down and kissed Evans forehead. "Evan I like you too, that's why I want to help you so bad. I want to take your pain away." said Chris. "Chris will you kiss me, on the lips." asked Evan. "Are you sure Evan?" Chris asked. "Yes" Evan whispered. "Chris leaned in slowly, his lips grazed over Evan's as he attached his mouth to Evan's. Evan stilled himself and Chris moved his lips over Evan's and Evan finally moved his lips. They kissed softly and Chris deepened the kiss by tracing his tongue over Evan's lips. Evan parted his lips and Chris got to taste Evan. He massaged his tongue with Evans. Chris finally broke the kiss fearing that he would go farther than he wanted to. Chris pulled Evan to his chest. "Chris can you make it better?" Evan asked weakly. "I'll try Evan, all I can do is try." Chris said. Chris knew he was getting to Evan.
Ted's POV
Ted was in his cabin writing in his journal. Ever since he found out that Randy was going to be moving to his home town he couldn't help but feel happy again. A matter a fact since coming to this camp and meeting Randy he was starting to come out of his depression. Even his therapist at the camp was saying how he was seeing an improvement in Ted. "Are you busy?" Ted heard. He looked up to see Randy standing by the door. He gave Ted a small smile and walked over to him. Ted put his journal under his pillow "Not anymore." Ted said. Randy stood in front of Ted and rand a hand through Ted's short hair. "How was your counseling session?" Randy asked. Ted shrugged "It was okay, my therapist said he sees some improvement in me." Ted said. Randy leaned down and kissed Ted. Ted broke the kiss "Have you written your dad back yet?" He asked. "No, I'll just wait till I get back home to talk to him." Randy said. Randy sat on Ted's bed and pulled Ted onto his lap. "Why don't you just write to him and tell him that you are okay with moving." Ted said. Ted didn't understand why it was so hard for Randy to just write to his dad. Randy never spoke about his parents so maybe he had some real problems going on with them Ted thought. "I'm still pissed at him for sending me to this camp yet again for another year." said Randy. Randy had his arms wrapped around Ted but Ted pulled away. "So your not happy that you met me then. If it wasn't for your dad sending you here, we would of never met." Ted said. He was hurt by what Randy said. "Ted I didn't mean it like that. I am so happy that we met, its just I have some issues with my dad and it's not that easy." Randy said. Ted let Randy pull him back into his arms 'I understand, it was the same way when my parents found out I was gay. I was happy they got over it and now I'm thinking I'm starting to also." Ted admitted. "What do you mean?" Randy asked. 'When I first came out to everyone that I was gay I began to slip into a depression, it got worse when my parents didn't accept me. I thought my depression would leave when my parents finally got over it but it didn't. That's when they decided to send me here instead of putting me on medication." Ted said. "How do you feel now?" Randy asked. "I'm getting better, I think. I don't feel so sad or feel like I don't want to get out of bed." said Ted. Randy smiled at Ted "You know its because of you right." said Ted. "Oh yea and why's that?" Randy asked. "I didn't have a clue how to act around boys that I liked and I was scared that when I came here I wasn't going to be able to handle it. When I met you, I learned it was okay to be with a boy." Ted said. "I'm happy that I met you Ted, in a way you have controlled my anger on so many levels. When I'm angry all I have to do is look at you and it calms me down. I don't understand it at times." Randy confessed. "Maybe I'm just the right person for you." Ted said. Randy nodded "You just might be." Randy whispered in Teds ear.
Ted and Randy grabbed food and decided to shoot some hoops. Ted watched as Randy shot the ball in several times. "Are you on your basketball team at your school because your really good." asked Ted. "Yea, I was the captain until last year when I got into some trouble and lost my spot." said Randy. Randy tossed the ball to Ted "It's no big deal though, basketball wasn't helping my problems much." Randy said. Ted tossed the ball but missed the basket. He frowned and Randy smirked. "That was an easy shot Ted." he said. Ted glared at him and picked up the ball. Randy went behind Ted grabbing him by the hips pulling him in to him "Rand what are you doing?" Ted asked. "I'm going to show you how to properly shoot a basket." said Randy. Randy grabbed Ted's hands with the ball in Ted's hands. He made sure Ted was in the right position and guided him when he shot the basket into the hoop. Ted turned around and smiled "That's how you shoot a basket." said Randy giving Ted a quick kiss. Randy let Ted shoot the next basket by himself and it made it in the hoop. "How was that?" Ted asked. "It was perfect." Randy said. Ted beamed and he was rewarded with a kiss. "Can we shoot some more?" Ted asked. "Yea Ted but we are going to play a little game." Randy said. Ted didn't know if he should play a one on one game with Randy. He wasn't half as good as Randy was. "Were not going to play a one on one game" said Randy, making Ted think what Randy had in mind for them. "We are going to play a shooting game. We take turn shooting hoops and who ever misses the hoop has to give the other person something sexually pleasurable." said Randy. Ted raised his eyes brows. Randy grabbed the ball and missed the hoop. Randy grabbed Ted and started kissing and nipping at Ted's neck until Ted started moaning. "That's how the game is played." Randy said smirking. Ted was going to like this game.
Randy handed the ball to Ted and he concentrated on making the perfect shot. He aimed and shot the ball right into the basket. Ted waited to see if Randy made his basket in. He did make it in so now they were shooting hoops back and forth to see who would be the first to miss their shot. Finally Ted shot a basket and missed. Randy licked his lips and ran his hand up and down Ted's sides. "I want you to get on your knees and suck my cock till I cum in your sweet mouth." Randy whispered. Ted was turned on by this and Randy stroked him through his track shorts. Ted looked around "I cant do that here." said Ted. Randy walked into the woods and Ted followed him. Randy kissed Ted hard on the lips and pushed Ted down to his knees. Ted looked up as he pulled down Randy's shorts. Randy's cock was hard and Ted licked the tip of his cock. Ted sucked on the head and Randy guided his head, pushing his cock more down Ted's throat. Ted loved how Randy would take control, showing him how he liked to be pleasured. Ted took more of Randy's cock down his throat. He twirled his tongue around Randy's cock and he rolled his balls around in his hand. "Damn Ted your mouth feels so fucking good." Randy said. Ted could feel Randy shake and a couple of good sucks later he came inside of his mouth. Ted swallowed and licked Randy clean. Ted stood up and pulled Randy's shorts back up.
Ted watched as Randy missed his shot and it was his turn to smirk. He walked up to Randy, standing in front of him. He leaned in forward "I want you to fuck me." said Ted. "In the woods." Ted added. Randy licked his lips and let Ted feel how hard he was for Ted. It was Ted's turn to lead Randy into the woods. They started kissing and Randy pushed Ted up against a tree. Their shorts were off and Ted came crashing down onto the ground with Randy on top of him. "Get on your hands and knees." Randy said. Randy pushed two fingers into Teds mouth to slick them up with saliva. Randy removed his fingers and pushed them into Ted. Ted groaned as he felt Randy stretching him, preparing him for what he really wanted. "Please Randy." Ted begged. Randy took out his fingers and thrusted his cock into Ted. Ted quickly pushed back against Randy, not wanting to waist time to adjust. Randy thrusted in and out of Ted fast and hard. Randy grabbed Teds cock pumping it. "Ted cum with me." Randy growled. They both came together and fell to the ground. "We should play this game more often" said Ted. They didn't bother to get up from ground. Ted's knees and hands were covered with dirt and Randy was brushing the dirt away. "Yea but I need to get showered so do you." said Randy. They quickly put their shorts back on.
Edge's POV
Edge was hanging with Christian jogging on the trail. "So Christian how's it going with you and Daniel?" Edge asked. Edge knew Christian had a thing for Daniel but he also knew Christian was having a hard time with Daniel. "It's going okay I guess. He is opening up to me a lot more now. He let me kiss him on the cheek." Christian said. Edge smiled "That's good, maybe he will let you kiss him soon." said Edge. Christian stopped running and just looked to the ground "Edge something bad happened to Daniel." Christian whispered. Edge walked over to Christian "What do you mean?" Edge asked. Christian shuffled his feet around "I cant say but I know that I want to help him." Christian said sadly. "Then I think you should help him. Listen Christian if you care about Daniel you should help him. I know I act like I don't care about things but you know I'm not really like that." said Edge. Christian smiled at Edge "Yea, you put on this act and I think its time that you stopped acting. I know you really care for Mike so use that to help you start caring about other things." said Christian. Edge knew what Christian said was true and he wanted to start caring for things other than himself. "Thanks Christian, so how do you plan on helping Daniel?" asked Edge. "I don't know, I want him to see his therapist and talk about what happened?" said Christian. "Okay that sounds good." said Edge.
Edge had a quick shower and went looking for Mike. He was talking with Riley in the dinning hall. They were laughing and Edge almost didn't want to interrupt them. It was Riley who saw him walk in and called him to sit with them. "Hey" Edge said as he sat next to Mike. Mike smiled at him going back to eating his food. Edge wanted to know what Mike's problem was but decided to drop it. He stole a fry from Mike. "So I'm going to head back to my cabin and do some writing, I'll catch up with you later." Riley said. Mike nodded. "What's up with you?" Edge asked. Mike finally pulled himself away from his food "Nothing, I'm eating." Mike said. Edge moved closer to Mike and put his hand on Mikes thigh underneath the table. "You want to do something after you finish eating?" Edge asked. "Yea." said Mike. They left the dinning hall a few minutes later "Do you want to hang in our cabin?" Edge asked. Mike shook his head "I want to go swimming, its too hot out." said Mike. Edge liked the idea of swimming with Mike.
Edge walked with Mike to the dock of the lake. Mike jumped in and Edge followed. Mike started splashing Edge once Edge resurfaced. They started a splashing war which ended when Edge grabbed Mike from behind. "Hey" Mike yelled. Edge just laughed as he watched Mike try to get out of the grip that he had on him. Mike finally stopped struggling and went still. "Can you let me go?" Mike asked. "No, your body feels too good against mine." said Edge. Edge felt Mike grind his ass on his cock which made him get hard. "mmm if you wanted that than you should of told me." said Edge. He let go of one hand to grip Mikes cock. Mike moaned and saw his opportunity to get away from Edge and he did just that. It was Edges turn to be upset "What was that about/" Edge asked. "I asked you to let me go?" Mike said. Edge wanted to know what the hell Mike's problem was. "Is something bothering you Mike?" Edge asked. "No." said Mike. Edge knew Mike was lying. Edge caught Mike again but this time they were face to face and Mike didn't try to escape. "Why don't you just tell me what's really going on?" said Edge. "I think we should break up." said Mike. Edge was confused as to what Mike just said. "What? Why?" asked Edge. "I don't want to have to face leaving you at the end of camp." said Mike. Mike leaned his head on Edge shoulder. Edge had thought about the day when he and Mike would have to say leave each other. He knew the day was coming sooner than he wanted to. "I don't want to leave you either but we will find a way to be with eachother." said Edge. He lifted Mikes head and kissed him on the lips. "Baby, you have to promise me that you will tell me what's bothering you next time. I don't want you acting all weird again okay." said Edge. Mike nodded. "I promise." said Mike kissing Edge back. Both of them stayed kissing in the water.
Justin's POV
Justin saw Matt talking with Jeff. He didn't want to interrupt them but Matt saw him and called him over. "Hey Justin, did you finish your letter?" Matt asked. Justin smiled and nodded. "Yea" Justin sat next to Matt. "Is Cody still in the cabin?" Jeff asked. "Yea but he fell asleep listening to his I pod." Justin said. Jeff smiled and got up from the table. "You shouldn't wake him up." said Justin. "Don't worry, I won't" Jeff said before walking off. Matt turned to Justin "Hey you going to grab food?" Matt asked. "Yea, I'll be right back." said Justin. Justin sat back down with his cheese burger and fries. "How was your talk with Jeff/" Justin asked. "It was good, I'm happy that I can finally spend time with Jeff. We can talk with out me having to be an over protective brother." Matt said. "Is therapy helping you?" Justin asked. "Yea, my therapist says that its okay to have worries about Jeff but I cant overstep my boundaries." said Matt. Therapy was helping Justin by allowing him to talk to someone other than his parents. Justin finished his burger and was almost done with his fries.
Justin and Matt walked around the camp. "Today is really hot." Justin said. "Yea, you want to go for a swim?" Matt asked. Justin shook his head "No, I don't like lake water." said Justin. Justin pulled Matt to a large tree with enough shade to cool them from the sun. Justin sat down and Matt pulled Justin onto his lap. Justin let out a sigh as he snuggled up against Matt. "You okay Justin?" Matt asked "Yea, its just I never was this close to anyone before." Justin said. "What do you mean?" Matt asked. "I never was able to hug, cuddle or even kiss anyone. They never stayed around." Justin said. "What about your parents? Don't they hug or kiss you on like your cheek or something?" Matt asked. Justin shook his head "No, my real parents are dead. I'm adopted and my parents don't really have time for me. My aunt that I wrote the letter to lives in Africa." said Justin. Matt rubbed Justin's back softly and Justin snuggled more into Matt's neck. "I miss her so much, I left when I was only four. She started writing me letters when I was eleven, after I was adopted." Justin said. Justin really did miss his aunt, he wanted to move back to Africa but his adopted parents refused to let him go back. "Justin do you want to go back to Africa?" Matt asked. "Yea, but I have to learn to like living here." said Justin. Matt looked down at Justin who looked back right at him "I don't want you to leave." Matt whispered before gently kissing Justin. "I want to be where ever you are Matt. If that means staying here then I will." said Justin. To be honest Justin hadn't thought that much about wanting to go back to Africa since meeting Matt. Matt nibbled on Justin's neck making him moan. Justin felt Matt's hand slide down his body to cup the outside of Justin's shorts. He palmed Justin while sucking on his neck. "Matt I don't think here is a good place to do this." Justin tried saying. Matt smiled "It's okay no ones around, were not doing anything too bad." Matt whispered. Justin leaned back on Matt as he let Matt continue doing what he was doing to his neck. He liked having Matt so close to him and trusted Matt when he said everything was going to be okay.
Jeff's POV
Jeff had Cody underneath him as he kissed all over his chest. He licked and nipped at Cody's nipples. Cody ran his hands through Jeff's hair and grabbed some pulling Jeff up to a kiss "Jeff will you make love to me?" Cody asked. Jeff smiled, kissing Cody hard on the lips "Yes" he said. Jeff led a trail of kisses down Cody's body until he reached his shorts. He pulled them down along with Cody's boxers. Cody laid there naked as Jeff licked his lips. He dipped his head down to Cody hard cock. He licked the tip of Cody's cock earning a moan from Cody. He took Cody into his mouth and began sucking his cock. Cody nudged Jeff up and Cody sat up. Jeff began taking his shirt off but Cody stopped him. "I want to undress you." Cody whispered in Jeff's ear. Cody nipped at Jeff's neck and pulled off Jeff's shirt. Jeff watched as Cody unbuttoned his jean shorts and pulled them down. Cody rubbed him through his boxers before sliding them down. They both laid there naked. Jeff was on top of Cody kissing him "Do you have something we can use for lube?" Jeff asked. Cody sat up and went over to a dresser and took out a small bottle. Jeff looked at him questionably "It's Randy's?" Cody said. Jeff laughed and grabbed the bottle from Cody. Cody laid back down and pulled Jeff on top of him. Jeff kissed Cody and stroked his cock. Jeff poured some lube on his fingers and rubbed them at Cody's hole. He wanted to make this as painless as possible for Cody. He slowly pushed a finger in and Cody let out a groan. Jeff kissed Cody as he pumped his finger in and out and adding a second finger. Jeff could tell Cody was starting to relax underneath him as he heard the quiet moans Cody was letting out. Jeff started kissing Cody's neck as he lined up his cock to enter Cody. "Just relax Cody, its going to make this easier." Jeff whispered as he slowly pushed into Cody. Cody tensed up and Jeff laid kisses on his neck leaning down to capture his mouth in a kiss. Jeff pushed all the way into Cody and waited as Cody adjusted to Jeff being inside him. "Are you okay?" Jeff asked. Cody nodded "Yea, you can move now." said Cody. Being inside felt so good and Jeff was happy he was able to start moving. His movements were slowly and gentle but became fast as Cody started moving against his thrusts. Jeff pulled all the way out and thrusted back in hard. Cody moaned out in pleasure as his spot was hit over and over by Jeff. Jeff grabbed Cody's cock that was leaking with pre cum in his hands and began to pump it to match his thrusts. "Jeff I'm so close.. I'm going to cum." Cody moaned. Jeff felt himself getting close too "Cody do it, cum for me." Jeff said. Cody screamed as cum started shooting out all over Jeff's hands and Cody's stomach. Feeling Cody clench around him and cuming made Jeff shoot his cum deep inside of Cody. Jeff collapsed on Cody. "I love you Cody." said Jeff. "I love you too." Cody said.
They stayed attached to one another until they felt that they could move and Jeff slide out of Cody. Cody groaned and Jeff thought he might of hurt Cody. Jeff used his shirt to wipe Cody and himself. Cody pulled Jeff back down to lay next to him. "Jeff did you really mean what you said when you told me you loved me?" Cody asked. He was lazily running his hand through Jeff's hair. "Yea Cody I meant it. I want to be with you so much Cody." Jeff said. Jeff really thought that Cody was right for him. Cody snuggled up against Jeff as Jeff thought of how he found someone he could share a real true connection with. He never thought that was possible again. He had Cody in his arms and he wasn't going to let him go. Their time together was interrupted when Randy walked into the cabin. He looked at them both before turning to his bed. They didn't pay no mind but then Randy sat on his bed and looked at them again. "So you guys together or something?' Randy asked. They both nodded "Okay, I think you guys are good for each other." said Randy. Now Jeff knew Randy from previous summers and he knew Randy as a hot head. He didn't care to talk to hardly anyone at the camp and it was weird to see him now say these things. "Huh, thanks Randy." said Jeff. Randy some what gave him a smile. Cody shifted in his spot in Jeff's arms and Jeff loosened his hold on Cody. He knew Cody couldn't stay still for long periods of time. "Are you and Ted dating?' Cody asked. Jeff looked at Cody "Ted said something about liking Randy." Cody said. "Yea Cody, me and Ted are dating." said Randy. Cody's eyes lit up "I'm happy because Ted told me he really liked you, but you have to promise to be good to him." said Cody. Jeff found it touching that Cody cared for Ted like that. He didn't even know him and Ted talked to each other. "Cody I think Randy will take care of Ted just fine." Jeff told Cody. "Yea but Randy gets mad sometimes and he might get real mad at Ted." said Cody. Cody did have a point and Jeff looked at Randy. He glared at Cody but his eyes had a tint of sorrow in his eyes "I would never hurt Ted" Randy said quietly. Cody ignored the glare and smiled "I know but I'm just saying. Ted is my friend and I want him to be happy." Cody said. Jeff kissed Cody's forehead, he loved how Cody cared for his friends and how much love he had for people. Randy stood up "Don't worry Cody." said Randy. Randy left the cabin "It was nice of you to defend your friend." Jeff said. Cody smiled and sat up 'Lets go shower and get some food." Cody said. Jeff laughed at Cody's short attention span as he too sat up to follow Cody to the showers.
John's POV
John stared at the bottles in his bag. He had tears in his eyes sitting on his bed. He zipped up his bag and grabbed his bag. He stormed out of his cabin and walked to the dumpsters by the dinning hall. He looked to his bag then to the dumpster. He dropped the bag next to the dumpster. "Hey John, What's up?" Riley asked. John turned to Riley "You okay?" Riley asked. Riley jogged over to John "Yea, I'll be fine." John whispered. John wiped his eyes and Riley saw the bag and walked over to it. He unzipped the bag as John watched him. John watched as Riley looked at the bottles in the bag. Only one of them were half empty and the rest were completely full. "John were you planning on dumping these out?" Riley asked. "Yea, do you want to help me?" John asked. Riley smiled and nodded. "I couldn't have those bottles under my bed anymore. I don't want to drink anymore." said John. John went into his bag and started throwing the bottles into the dumpster. Riley dumped a couple. After they finished, when the bag was empty John walked away.
John made it back to his cabin with Riley following right behind him. He was happy that he had Riley there to help him when he needed it. He collapsed on his bed staring at the ceiling. He felt Riley lay right next to him draping his arm across Johns chest. "What are you thinking about John?" 'I need to change Riley. I cant keep pretending everything is okay. I'm a fucking alcoholic at age seventeen. What kind of messed up shit is that?" John said. "John I think that you are doing good, you haven't drunk since the day I took away your bottle. Your getting help and its doing you real good. Its not your fault that you started drinking." Riley said. "I know but I could of stopped but I didn't want to. I saw no reason, I thought drinking would make it all better." said John. John really didn't know how to feel anymore. He knew drinking till he passed out was wrong but drinking allowed him to not think about his sisters death. John had to think about the things that he had in his life now that filled the need to drink. He had his parents, friends but what he cared the most about was who was laying right next to him. Riley, he was the one he cared for the most. He didn't want to disappoint Riley with continuing to drink and he wanted to get better for him. John sat up and leaned over Riley. His eyes looked down Riley's body before pressing his lips to his. Riley opened his mouth for John to slip his tongue in. The kiss was slow and gentle, trying to make a statement of passion and love for Riley.
"John can I ask you something?" Riley asked. They laid there holding each other. "Yea" said John. "Did you do that for me, you know dump the bottles?" Riley asked. "Yea but I also did this for me. Riley being with you as made me want to change. I probably would of just kept drinking myself till I died if I hadn't met you." John admitted. "John you mean a lot to me. I know I have stuff I have to deal with but when I'm with you its like I know I'm not the only one going through stuff and you make it better for me." said Riley. John held Riley pulling as close as he could "Riley do you think its too soon to say how we feel for each other?" John asked. He didn't want to risk Riley freaking out if he said how he truly felt about him. "No, I don't think so." said Riley. "I love you Riley." said John. John waited for a response from Riley and he was about to apologize when Riley spoke up "I love you too John, I just don't want to get hurt." said Riley. "I can never hurt you Riley." said John. John kissed Riley.
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