Stef
I remember kissing her, spooning her before we fell asleep as we kissed it all came back too me. Why would i ever cheat on her? It doesn't seem right.
"I have too tell you something" i said.
"Ok" she said steeling herself.
"I had my follow up appointment yesterday…" i said and she interrupted me.
"Is everything ok?" she asked worried.
"Yeah just i asked if i was ever pregnant after meeting you…" i started and i saw her bite her lip and play with her hands.
"He told me i was pregnant ten years ago… that i miscarried early maybe a month in at the most…" i trailed off. I can see that she's on the verge of tears.
"I'm sorry" i said and she got up.
"Um i have a lot too do today" she said. Translation: get out of my house.
Lena
How could she cheat? She started our relationship off with cheating and lying? Do i even know who she is? I started crying and Jude came downstairs.
"Oh i'm sorry. Are you ok?" he asked.
"Oh yeah" i said whipping the tears off. He hugged me and i really need it.
After Jude left i called my dad. After a heart break i would always calm him, i never thought i would have too call him about Stef.
"Hey honey" he said.
"What's wrong?" he asked worried having heard me crying.
"Stef cheated on me" i said.
"What?" he asked shocked. When i called him up and told him Gretchen cheated he wasn't surprised at all. Now that i think about i wasn't either but Stef. I could never have thought she would cheat.
"Stef got a memory of being pregnant after she met me. Her doctor confirmed that she miscarried ten years ago" i said trying my best too slow my tears.
"Oh my god… honey maybe she got pregnant before you. You know right before her and Mike permanently split up" he pointed out and i felt like slapping myself. Why haven't i thought of that? If thats true why wouldn't she tell me?
Stef-present
This is when my memory started coming back the most. When my memory started getting confused.
Stef-flashback
I watched as Mariana ran after Jesus on the beach. Lena sitting next too me laughing at the sight. She looks beautiful in that bikini and so relaxed too. She looked over at me and smiled.
"I love you" she said but suddenly the scene switched. I was in a house i don't recognize and Mike was sitting there looking frustrated.
"I had a few beers what's the big deal?" he yelled.
"A few? You were passed out, Michael. All you're doing is getting drunk lately" i yelled at him.
"Oh you're being a bit over dramatic, don't you think?" he said.
"No i don't, Mike. We are expecting a child. A child, Mike. It's not like having a dog, you can't be getting drunk all the time" i yelled at him and sure enough i was pregnant.
"I'm just having a little fun with friends before the baby comes." he said but it sounded like lies.
The scene switched again and i was outside a school building. Lena standing next too me.
"We shouldn't be doing this" she said.
"Why not?" i asked and she sighed.
"You're married" she argued.
"We are separated" i argued back.
"So it's still cheating." she said.
"He doesn't make me happy anymore, you do" i said grabbing her hand.
I tried too make sense of it all but it's too jumbled. What am i suppose too get from each memory? Lena looks good in a bikini? My ex-husband is a drunk and me and Lena started before me and Mike officially ended. I knew all this, well minus Lena looking hot in a bikini but by the looks of her i would have assumed. Wait a second me and Lena started before me and Mike ended. What if i got pregnant during the overlap time?
Lena
The next day i went too work. I could have stayed home if i wanted too but watching tv all day by myself would just be depressing. Timothy came up too me, why won't he give me a break.
"I'm not here too flirt with you. You're boyfriend already told me too back off…" he said. Boyfriend? I haven't been accused of having a boyfriend since i came out at seventeen.
"Boyfriend?" i asked interrupting me.
"That Mike guy…" he said and i actually started laughing.
"Mike? A boyfriend? Please tell me you're kidding." i said and he shrugged.
"Mike is a friend of mine i met though Stef. He is just being protective right now because he knows Stef would want him too. And really Timothy you know i'm gay" i said and he nodded. I'm not surprised Mike told him off, I kinda thought he would. Like i said he feels the need too be protective because if Stef had the chance too see this coming she would have asked him too step up.
"Alright whatever" he said hands up in surrender.
"Mike's my wifes ex-husband you do realize that right" i said and he looked shocked.
"Oh ok than, sorry about i came too apologize" he said shocking me.
"You did?"
"Yeah you're going though a lot and instead of being a good friend and being there for you i made things worse and i'm sorry" he said sincerely.
"Well thank you that means a lot."
Stef
I was at the grocery store and a woman came up too me.
"Oh my god, Stef? It's been so long" she said. Well this is awkward.
"Oh yeah… i um was in a bad accident i don't have my memory. So i'm sorry who are you?" i explained and she looked shocked.
"Oh my god thats terrible. Are you ok?" she asked.
"Yeah i'm fine and i'm suppose too be getting my memory back but it's a slow process." i said. Who are you?
"Oh right sorry, I'm Tess Brown. We went too high school together" she said. Tess? She was the girl i was cuddling with my dad caught me and sent me too see a youth minister.
"Oh thats cool…" Really thats cool is what im going with.
"Yeah well i really should be going but it was good seeing you again. I hope you get better" she said dismissing herself. Well this is awkward.
"It was good seeing you too"
I go too get milk and bread and run into Tess? She's definitely attractive i can see what younger me saw in her.
Ok yet again just a short chapter that is alright. Anyways let me know what you think should happen next please. I need the ideas.