ok so sue me, i didnt know how to continue, but i think i got it now, lol, hope everyone enjoys, more is on its way soon!

Gee's POV

wha-what? did i hear him right? mistrial? free to go? they helped me up and they took the cuffs off.

No.

Yes?

i looked at my wrist, looking at the red indents where they had been placed for the longest time.

was this real? i cant believe im free! then the courtroom exploded, people were yelling, sending me very verbal death threats, my father leading in that case, others were demanding to know what had happened, while others were trying to get the inside scoop on the judge.

"Gerard! Gerard, over here!" i heard the voice of my angel call, and i turned to find Mikey struggling to push himself over to me. Ray, Frank, Bob and my mom all rushed over to him and pushed him closer to me.

i took two steps closer before i froze.

i killed him before, i could kill him again. i raped him. i twisted his mind into what i wanted. i hurt him so much.

everyone got quiet, watching as he stoped in front of me and struggled to his feet. when he stood, he looked proud of himself, and smiled big at me. i couldnt hurt him anymore. i promised i wouldnt hurt him anymore. i couldnt do this. i turned and ran out the door, everyone gasping as i rushed passed them.

i turned to see Mikey had collapsed to his knees, his face crumpled with pain. better him feel pain than feel nothing at all. i kept running, not caring who i bumped into. i had to keep going, i couldnt hurt Mikey, i couldnt kill him again.

"Gerard!" it was Ray. my speed faltered, but i pushed harder. "Gerard wait!" i couldnt just leave Ray back there, he kept all of my secrets, so i slowed to a stop and turned. he was on my heels, but before i could say anything, his fist made contact with my mouth.

i felt skin rip, and blood quickly ran down my chin. "You piece of SHIT!" he yelled at the top of his lungs, before i could recover, he punched me again, my cheek, once again skin ripped. "HE SAVED YOUR ASS! HE PULLED HIMSELF OUT OF HIS DEATH BED TO HELP YOU, HE STAYED TRUE TO HIS WORD, AND WHAT DO YOU DO? YOU RUN FROM HIM, LIKE HE WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE! HE DID THIS FOR YOU, HE LOVES YOU AND YOU. FUCKING. RAN!" he screamed, his eyes filled with rage, never a good thing for sweet compassionate Ray Toro.

i opened my mouth to speak, but he punched me again and said "dont you spin your lies on me Gerard. dont you fucking dare. dont ever speak to us again. any of us. not Frank, not Bob, not me and especially Mikey. i thought you loved him, now i know he was just a fuck. go to hell Gerard Way." he stalked off, leaving me bleeding and broken.

i couldnt believe that just happened. he was right, i just destroyed Mikey when i swore never to hurt him again. he just saved me and i tossed him like a candy wrapper. i needed to tell him how sorry i was, how i much i loved him.

i started back to the court house and made it just in time to see them putting Mikey in the car.

"Mikey!" i called and he squeezed his eyes closed, shaking his head and holding back sobs. "Mike-" another fist came in contact, this time in my stomach.

"Stay the fuck away from him Gerard. do you fuckin hear me?" Frank hissed him my ear when i doubled over. he walked back, him and Ray holding a stance between me and the car.

i watched as Bob drove him away with the nurse in the back, rubbing Mikey's shoulder soothingly.

Ray and Frank walked away, spitting in my direction.

"good job Faggot, i thought i was gonna have to work super hard now, but you did the job for me. i guess this hell is better than the first!" my ex father sneered. how do i fix this, when im not even allowed to see him?

Fuck.

i fucked up big time.

Mikey's P.O.V

it was like my dream.

it was just like it, only worse. he was free, i thouht thats what he wanted, to be free, so i helped him. and he ran off, like i was the plague.

dad was right.

he didnt love me, he used me and i let him.

everyone stood shocked as he sprinted to the doors, a look of horror on his face.

i could feel it, i was losing it again, i was going to lose my mind. im slipping.

i felt a small crunch, the world was spinning, what was this?

pain, i felt pain. everywhere there was pain.

why did he run from me? what did i do? didnt i do the right thing? didnt i tell the truth?

i did, but he didnt. he didnt love me like i loved him.

he... he used me.

hands. hands pulling me up, had i fallen?

who? who was calling my name? why cant i hear them right? were they pulling me up?

im moving, talking, looks, pity.

Gerard?

Gerard where are you?

why did you leave Gerard?

what did i do?

car, theres a car have to get in, but why? are we going to find Gerard?

no, hospital, they say i have to go back to the hospital.

there!

i heard it! hes calling me!

no.

no its gone, hes not here.

he ran away from me, he doesnt love me.

of course not, why would he?

dont cry Mikey, dont let the tears fall, no more tears, you have the truth Mikey, no more tears, no cry. ok mikey?

ok mikey.

driving, we are going back.

and im going back alone.

no more Gerard. Gerard isnt here.

Goodbye Gerard.

i love you.