Chapter 11

Dead silence was all that greeted Hadrian after that seemly innocent remark, Hadrian had bowed his head and didn't dare look up for fear of seeing the revulsion and disgust painted all over his parents face, the silence continued, the only sounds being made in the kitchen was breathing, and after another 15 minutes of silence, Hadrian felt all his fears and doubts coming real "I knew! I shouldn't have told them, they'll hate me now, I don't think I can bear that, not from them I should have kept my mouth shut" while Hadrian was mentally berating himself, his father and mother looked shell-shocked at what their son had said, they completely blanked and it wasn't before really taking a look at their son and seeing how he was quivering and shrinking back on himself in the seat, they immediately felt awful, since it had taken their son so much to say that, and now they weren't even going to say something, lily met he husbands eye and they had a silent understanding passing through them.

"This is just my typical luck, everybody out there got to have a piece of him, now when he finally has found a family(dursley don't count) he is going to lose them over silly, ignorant prejudices." While Hadrian was beating himself up on the inside, he didn't notice when his parents suddenly got up of their chair and went to him, so he became shocked out of his mental rant with the warm feeling of his parents body hugging him close, and without a warning everything suddenly started to get blurry before his eyes, and suddenly everything went into focus, he focused on their faces (or as much as he could) and saw nothing but love, that entirely did him in and before he knew he was bawling all over them with tears running rapidly down his face, while his parents did nothing but hold him and whisper soft reassures of their love, something no one had ever really done for him, Sirius because he was fresh out of Azkaban and not all their, plus he wasn't got with emotional stuff so he let his actions speak for themselves, Remus had tried but in the end Remus had a lot of problems himself and therefore didn't really recognise what Harry really needed, so feeling all that love that was practically radiating of them broke a dame he didn't know he had and he saw for the first time ever what he had been missing all his life, and he cursed Tom, Dumbledore and the whole fucking wizarding world for taking away this from him.

(Meanwhile)

The grimmauld place number 12 was screaming with sounds, literally screaming the twins had just been put to bed after the dinner and now when Sirius and Remus was finally starting to get hot and messy when the youngest Alexi started crying just as Sirius was about to penetrate Remus, needless to say he was very frustrated, and to top it of her big sister helena started to compassion cry with her at the top of his lungs, and Sirius at this very moment was wondering why in the hell he had wanted children that blocked his libido!

(Sorry I read through some of the chapters before when it hit me that I actually never gave the twins gender or names since I wasn't really focusing on them)

Hadrian was in a dazed, their was nothing else to describe this state of mind, he had been in since that day at the dinner table, his parents love and their behaving towards him hadn't changed at all they still showed they same to him, they even let him keep Maseri but under strict order from his mother that if he bite anyone that is not a threat to the snake or himself he is out.

While lying in a daze on his bed at night and appreciating all that his parents have done for him, he still looks back in time sometimes just to remember to be grateful for what many take for granted, and it is while he lies here on a regularly night almost asleep, that he doesn't notice the slight glow that has become of his body before he passes into oblivion, but Maseri sees and he knows what has just happened to his young master and can't help the quiet sniggers from escaping since things world certainly be interesting tomorrow when the master awakens for a new experience that will shock his pants off.

Hadrian wakes up with the feeling of bright, warm sunlight hitting his face, he has grown quite used to waking up later then he did in the past due to the dursley and Hadrian found he truly enjoyed the freedom of sleeping in, no backstabbing friends, no Aunt or Uncles shrilly voices or cold water showed in his faces before a day of slavery, no constant worrying of threats, a complete uncomplicated life Hadrian found he could grow quite used to this, and it was with that though in mind he got up after 30 minutes in bed to go down for breakfast, never noticing Maseri sitting in the window pretending to sleep, looking at him in thin veiled amusement, this would be fun.

The first thing Hadrian notice when he gets to the dining hall is his beloved godparents are on visit with their children,

"Uncle Sirius! Uncle Remus"

Hadrian yelled and ran towards them (or more specific Sirius since remus was holding their children)

"Good morning prongslet how are you feeling? I heard from your parents you had a quiet the secret to tell them"

Sirius said while looking down at his suddenly tensing godson, who looked up at him looking like a kicked puppy,

"Arh don't show such a face little pup we still loves you, and all your super nice gift, just think of how jealous the whole bunch of stuck up people would be if they knew"

Sirius said, winking to him meanwhile his eyes dancing with humour that successfully manages to relax Hadrian enough to send his own shy smile back.

Just as Hadrian was about to respond to his godfather, he felt a rush of frustration run through him, he frowned "that was strange, why I'm I feeling frustrated? As far as I know I was relaxed 2 seconds ago" Hadrian was pushed out of his musing by Remus who looked at him worry, but that is not what surprised him, it was the fact he could feel how worried, Hadrian started to panic so much his breathing was of, and suddenly he was bombed on all sides with worry, panic, fear and love it was driving him insane, he could feel someone shaking him, and the feelings just got worse until he exploded,

"SHUT UP JUST SHUP UP YOUR EMOTIONS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!"

They were so shocked their emotions just went to standstill and gave Hadrian some peace which he found wonderful, meanwhile his parents and godfathers were so shocked not only because they had never heard him yell like that at them, but also because of what he said.

Remus was the first to come out of the daze and say

"Pup can you feel what we are feeling right now"

Hadrian looked at Remus trough his bangs shyly, while the rest of the family came out of the daze with Sirius,

"Yey you were a moment ago all feeling worry, fear, panic and lots of love and I couldn't even think with the emotions hitting me on every side, before that it was just Sirius frustration I could feel which I actually still can feel?"

He looked at Sirius questioning, while everyone also turned shocked eyes to the suddenly blushing black,

"Love, what are you feeling frustrated about?"
Was the soft question from Remus, original Sirius was going to lie but one looked at Remus honest and worried face made him blurt it out,

"The last time we had sex was before months ago, the twins are constantly blocking us and it's frustrating!"

He blurted out in one fast breath, Remus became shell shocked, but lily and James looked scandalised, and Hadrian was blushing up to his ears,

"SIRIUS Not in front of my son!"

Was the scandalised yell from both Lily and James while they lifted Hadrian and took him with them out of the room, giving Sirius dirty glares while they went.

He was now alone with Remus who had gotten over his shocked and now looked at him with a blank expression, he panicked he didn't know what to do, he had never planned on telling Remus since he could understand why he had other things to do, while Sirius was throwing himself into a bigger panic and inner rant, Remus face slowly change to amusement at seeing Sirius throwing himself in panic opening and closing his mouth, after 15 minutes of watching that, Remus couldn't hold it back anymore he broke out into loud belly laugher, which spread to his 2 children who had been watching the encounters with big eyes, When he finally had control over his laugher he broke again when he saw Sirius indignant face, before he said

"It's not funny! I though I was never going to get any before the children went to Hogwarts!"

Throughout the whole Potter manor was an answering high belly laugher.