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Sean and Emma stepped into the night. Sean had grabbed a blanket off of a chair on the way out the door. They stopped on the deck momentarily; Sean wasted no time he pulled Emma to him for a kiss. Emma returned the kiss as Sean backed her up against the railing. "Sean…" she said breaking the kiss. She was starting to get nervous about where this was inevitably going to lead. Sean leaned in to give her a quick kiss before turning her around to face out towards the lake.
He wrapped his arms around her and looked out at the lake with the moon reflecting off of it. Every time he touched her those words would come back into her mind 'I want to fuck you…over and over and over again'. Just thinking about him talking to her that way sent shivers up her spine. She was still scared about the whole situation, but the curiosity and the alcohol overcame the fear for the time being.
Sean loved holding her in his arms like this. She probably would never want him back as a boyfriend; she was probably just using him. But he pushed that thought out of his head in hopes for something more, but he knew he could never have it. He looked down at her and watched her watch the water move under the moonlight.
Emma could feel Sean's eyes on her, not sure about making a move or just waiting for him to make it. Maybe he was having second thoughts. She wanted to moment to last, him wanting her so badly she could feel it radiating off of him. But come morning it would be back to casual hellos and good-byes. It would never be like it was before. She was heartbroken. She thought about the plan Paige and her had lain out for tonight, to always leave him wanting more. She didn't know what was going to happen, but she knew what he wanted to do.
Emma snapped back to reality when she heard Sean speak "So…what I said to you in there about the whole…well, over and over thing. I…" Emma turned around stopped him with her lips. She didn't want to hear that he didn't mean it or anything that would change the night. She just wanted him.
Sean was surprised that Emma made the first move but wasn't at all upset. He kissed her back hard and attempted to finish his sentence between kisses "I…" kiss "wasn't" kiss "kidding". Emma stopped kissing Sean; it was all sinking in now. She wondered how far she could go when she was already getting scared.
Sean kissed her again, letting his tongue slide in her mouth and Emma returned for a moment then backed down again. She was playing mind games but not with Sean, with herself. Every time he touched her she wanted more but the fact that she wanted more would scare her into backing off. Sean needed to get her to loosen up a bit. He held Emma's hand as he led her down to his tent and got in. Emma stopped right outside the tent.
"Get In" Sean said in a rather seductive tone.
Emma crawled in and sat on her knees on the air mattress as Sean zipped up the door and unzipped a window to reveal the lake and let in some moonlight. When he finished his tasks, he got on his knees in front of Emma. All the alcohol in both of their systems had suddenly taken a back seat to their hormones. Their faces were inches apart as Sean ran his hands softly up and down her bare arms. She placed her hands on Sean's chest as they kissed slowly. Her hands traveled down and tugged on Sean's shirt he raised his arms above his head and Emma pulled the shirt over them, breaking the kiss for only a second before their lips met again.
Sean's head dropped to her neck, he felt Emma tense up. He didn't want her to feel uncomfortable with it but he knew that wasn't the case. She just needed to let go of her inhibitions like she had before. He looked down to her and kissed her forehead. He spoke slowly at first but sped up with his thoughts.
"Emma, it's ok. You know you want this, please, stop telling yourself you don't. You wouldn't have left that room if you weren't at least curious; you wouldn't have reacted the way you did on the Jet Ski today if you didn't want more. I want you so bad Emma" Sean said cupping her face and kissing her "I need you." Now she kissed back, she'd been given the reassurance she needed. He laid her down onto the mattress and hovered over her.
"Let me have you" he whispered as placed a kiss onto her lips.
"You've always had me" was her only response as she rolled them over so she straddled his hips.
Her hair fell over his face as she kissed him. His hands slipped under her shirt and began massaging her breasts through her bra. Her shirt was soon discarded and she was again beneath Sean as he rolled them over again. He left Emma's mouth and trailed kisses down to the top of her jeans and back up to her mouth. His hand soon returned to where his lips just were and unzipped Emma's jeans.
Sean again kissed his way down and both hands were now on either side of Emma's slowly departing pants. Emma lifted her hips to allow the jeans to be pulled off. She was shed of the article of clothing and was lying down in front of Sean wearing just a bra and panties. She blushed as Sean kneeled at her feet and placed his hands on either one of her thighs. He slowly began the accent up her body by kissing the inside of her thighs following his hands.
His hands met at the sensitive junction between her legs causing Emma to gasp, then moan when she felt his hot breath against her core through her panties. Her hands subconsciously tangled her fingers in his hair attempted to apply the pressure that she so desperately needed. Sean resisted and placed one soft kiss and continued upwards.
He kissed her everywhere he could, while Emma's hands were still in his hair. With one hand Sean lifted Emma into a kiss while he other skilled hand unhooked her bra. He slid of the straps before she even noticed what had happened. Emma's hands were around Sean's neck until she realized her bra was now missing she covered herself.
Sean kissed her and slowly moved her hands away from the covering position. "There's nothing to be scared of, don't worry," he said, as he looked her up and down. He locked eyes with her and ran one hand up to her breast and massaged while kissing her again. His hand left it's ministrations to venture south, he slipped his hand into her panties. His thumb rubbed against her clit Emma's hips involuntarily bucked, and Sean pressed harder. He slipped one finger into her already wet core and another quickly joined it. Sean stopped what he was doing to take off the restrictive garment, he tried to slide them down her legs but Emma hand him locked in a passionate kiss, he ended up ripping them off and returning to his task at hand. (No pun intended)
He let his hand do it's work until Emma was to distracted by the pleasure to kiss him back, she was rocking her hips against his hand when he left her mouth and relocated his mouth to where his hand was. He replaced his two fingers with his tongue and his thumb was still hard at work. Emma couldn't believe what was happening and the fact that she enjoyed it show much was amazing her. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing deep.
Sean himself was getting excited and he could feel his erection growing by the second. He sensed Emma was closed but wanted to watch her, he let his hand go back to it's original position but placed a third finger in and thrust them in hard and fast. Emma's jaw dropped against his mouth when he came up to kiss her, she could feel that she was about to lose it. Sean whispered into her ear "let go Emma, cum for me" hearing those words come from Sean's mouth pushed her over the edge. She shut her eyes and let the waves of her orgasm that Sean had brought her rush through her as she moaned his named quietly.
Emma was breathing hard naked in front of Sean. "That was…I've never…Wow." Was all she could manage. She was regaining her strength fast and wanted to return the favor, but was unsure on how to go about it. She didn't want to disappoint him in her lack of experience in that department. She didn't need to worry about it for too long though as Sean began to kiss her again.
He took one of her hands in his and brought it down to feel his growing erection. Her eyes opened against his kiss when she felt his impressive size. He undid his pants and Emma pushed them down past his hips and completely off. All he was left with were his boxers and those came off almost a quickly as his shorts. Sean guided her hand to his hard-on and she wrapped her small hand around and started to stroke his smooth shaft. She didn't really want to go any further but the control she had over him was worth it.
Sean braced himself over her as her second hand joined the first. She went slowly at first; Sean knowing she was nervous placed one of his hands over both of hers and showed her what to do. She squeezed him harder and began to speed up her pace. Sean kissed her and let grunts escape whenever she would graze the head.
Now he was the one letting his hips rock back and forth into her hands. He rolled onto his back and Emma kept working on his rod. "Emma, please" Sean moaned. She looked down at what her hands were doing Sean kept grunting and pushing harder into her hands. "What?" She said half teasing, half hoping it wasn't what she thought it was. Paige had told her how do to it but she wasn't so sure now. She released her grip and lowered her head and placed a single kiss on the tip of his erect cock. And kept pumping with her hands, Sean rolled over so he was on top her hands were now in his above her head.
He kissed her and rubbed himself against her hip. She could tell what he was asking. "Sean, not like this." He sighed in frustration and stopped kissing her. "Emma…"
"I'm Sorry, I thought I could. Sean, I'm Sorry." Tears forming in her eyes, she wanted to make him happy but as much as she tried to talk herself into she didn't want to lose her virginity on some drunken night in a tent on an air mattress. She loved him and couldn't do it knowing he didn't love her back. He kissed her forehead "It's okay, don't cry, it's fine trust me" and kissed her one more time before rolling over attempting finish the job himself thinking of her the entire time.
Emma felt horrible he brought her to orgasm and she couldn't even let him have his fun, looks like Paige's advice was going to come in handy after all. Without him noticing she relocated herself.
He stopped when he felt her hands at the base of his penis. He let go and propped himself up on his elbows to watch Emma play with him. He could definitely handle them not having sex for the time being. She lowered her mouth onto his shaft and sucked on the head. She worked her tongue in circles up and down the sides. Sean ran his fingers through her hair. "Oh my god, keep going" He hissed and she did keep going.
Emma performed all the tricks she could remember Paige telling her and within no time Sean about to lose it. He tried to warn her to stop so she would have to choke or anything but she wouldn't budge. Paige told her that swallowing it would drive him crazy, Sean fell back and spilled into Emma's mouth, she was a little surprised but managed just fine. Sean moaned and grunted the whole way through.
Emma wiped her mouth and let Sean regain his composure. She looked around for some type of clothing to put on because she all of sudden felt self-conscious in her naked state. She put one of Sean's black wife beaters and a pair of his boxers on. She lay down with her back facing Sean thinking about what had just happened, Sean was still breathing heavily. She shut her eyes and heard Sean shift, he had pulled on his discarded boxers and laid back down behind Emma. He put his arm around her and kissed her shoulder, she buried her head into the pillow.
He could tell something was up.
Sorry that chapter took so long to come out. There were about 4 versions of it. I finally settled on this one. No there was no sex. Sorry I kind of hinted it hardcore, it just didn't seem right. It seemed to easy to come by cuz let's be honest how many of you would want to lose your virginity because of some drunken type dare/game with your Ex who publicly humiliated you. There are reasons behind it and they have to resolve some things before they just fuck and go home happy. Sorry ya'll. I Hope you liked it though. Leave reviews they would pretty much mean everything to me after this chapter. Thanks for waiting and thanks for all the reviews guys. LEAVE MORE! haha