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Chapter 11: Guilt

Previous: (Monica pov)

"Please Monica we need your help to see if the Volturi are responsible for your brother death." Renesmee said.

"Fine…only because it will help to find my brothers killer."

I tried to remember that day. i opened my eyes and looked at the vampires.

The one with the bronze hair looked at the pale blond one.

"It was indeed Felix."

"The Volturi are back again…" The small pixie like vampire said.

Bella POV

It was quiet for a couple of seconds. Then all hell broke loose. Everybody was talking at the same time. Alice looked frustrated, Edward tried to compose himself by all the outburst from our minds. Nobody knows what this meant. Carlise looked deep in thought, Esme looked worried and Emmett was excited. Rosalie was glaring at the wolves probably thinking that is their fault that the Volturi are back into our lives, what isn't true at all. We are the reason the Volturi know of their existents. Jasper looked pained? I guess all the emotions running through him are too much, but I can handle it. I think I couldn't handle it. The wolves, what are they doing? I have no idea they tremble a little. They have heard about the Volturi that's for sure. Quill just stands their watching everybody.

Why would they come back to Forks? For the wolves? Do they want to do the same as they did to the children of the moon? I started to get furious and worried. Would they really do that to them?
I know the answer and it is yes. Of course.

"Enough!" Quill looked at no one in particular. "This isn't helping. We need to calm down and think about why they are back. Thank you Monica for showing it to Edward."

"Quill is right. Let's think this through and have another meeting. " Carlisle said. "You kids have to get ready for school."

"We still have to go?" Rosalie crossed her arms. "Why?"

"Because you want to life her longer than a couple months." Carlisle walked toward Quill to shake his hand. "We will see you soon."

"Goodbye friend. We will call about the next meeting." Carlisle nodded.

Renesmee walked towards me with an outstretched hand. I took it and walked with her towards the tree line. We waited there for Edward and Jacob. We ran through the forest to our cottage.

"What does this mean? Are they going to kill all the wolves?" Renesme looked like she was about to cry.

"I don't know sweetheart." Edward sat down next to her on the couch and put an arm around her shoulders. She hugged him closely to her. "But if they want to do that they have to go threw us."

I sat down on the other side of our daughter, putting my arms around her as well.

"Maybe they are." I said hesitantly. They looked at me. "I mean, it wouldn't surprise me and I feel a little bit guilty."

"Why?" Jacob asked.

"You don't have to feel guilty mom!"

"Because I feel it's my fault that the Volturi know about the wolves!" I stood up to stand by the window looking into the forest. "I will always be the trouble magnet! Look at James, Victoria, the Volturi and the new borns."

"Love stop doing this to yourself. You blaming yourself to often! It isn't your fault. It is a miracle that the Volturi didn't find out sooner and they would visit us sooner or later, and if Aro would have touched one of us he would know about the wolves." He stood right behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. "You are not a trouble magnet. You are you can you are so compassionate. You care so much and I admire you for that Bella."

"Bells, none of the wolves ever blamed any of you they were proud to be able to know you and your family and the way you are brave and that you are fighting your nature by drinking animal blood instead of human blood. They loved all of you. They learned to love vampires. Us wolves. Who would have imagined that we could be allies, friends and family? The next generation doesn't but we will show them! And eventually they will understand really Bells."

"Mom, Everybody should feel guilty. If I heard the stories right then Jane & Alec could have smelled the wolves in the clearing when they came for the new born war and they could have recognized the smell at the clearing again… when I was little. They were stupid or maybe smart enough to think nothing about it."

"Why are you guys trying to make me feel better?"

"Because we love you Mom." She hugged me. "Okay we have to get ready for school. Come on Jake let's change. You have to work too."

"See you later Bells, Edward." And with that they ran out of the door.

"Let's get dressed as well, love." He kissed me and walked to our room.

We ran to the house to meet the others. We got into the cars and drove to our place of torment. School. Where we go willingly to have a normal live. But u realized that that will never happen.

A/N: Okay I will try to update much more from now on! I know I said it before but I'm really going to try. I'm sorry if my grammar wasn't right! I know I make mistakes! Haah but I haven't wrote in English for the past couple months! I hope you stay tuned for the next chapter! This one was short but the next one will be longer!

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