It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday by Boys 2 men
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How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.
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Olivia's P.O.V
When I'm not thinking of Alex I'm thinking of Elliot.
I can't get him out of my mind.
I discussed this with Alex and she said that was fine.
However I could see the pain etched inside her eyes.
But we were friends once upon a time.
Before he hurt me life was good.
He was all the family I needed but now...
Nothing.
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I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
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I thought he loved me, I thought he cared.
Guess I was wrong...
This makes me scared.
I honestly thought we'd work but then he changed,
Became an Elliot that not even I knew.
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I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.
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I've spent almost all my adult life with Elliot by my side and now without him I feel lost.
Alex helped me through the pain he caused me but now it's back.
Sitting across from him I get that heat in my body that makes me shake.
He makes me nervous and this is bad.
Why can't I forget what we had?
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If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
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I dream about him constantly but they're no longer nightmares.
I awake in the morning snuggled up to Alex's chest and instantly feel guilty.
I shouldn't dream of him, I should dream of her.
I wonder if she knows?
It's not like I don't love her but I love him too.