Chapter 11 regrets

Voldermort's POV

Sirius has hardly moved from his bed, only too pee, I bring him his meals and I talk to him,

"Do you have it in you, to go for a walk today," I ask Sirius rolls over I lay next to him, and I rub his hair, he shakes his head, it has been three days since Malfoy killed James Potter, I did not want to spill any pureblood but James was aiming to kill Lucius and Narcissa.

Sirius will have to just expect it, but there was the problem of the wife, the mudblood Lilly. Sirius looks at me, and says, "alright I'll go for a walk I need some fresh air."

I smile and we go for a walk (after he dressed) we wander along the paths, I put my hand on his shoulder, he shoved it off anger got the best of me.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" Sirius yells, even through I saw only a few death eaters I was fuming, how dare him, how dare you insult me, in front of my followers

"Curio!" I yell pointing at him, the second unforgivable curse, curio, the Cruciatus curse, my SON screamed, I did it twice, I meant it too stop their, he has learnt his lesson, but the anger and my pride got the best of me, I keep hurting him I levitate him in the air I shoot curses at him horrible curses, at my own son.

I stop; Sirius was out cold squalled on the ground in a foetal position, what have I done? I have nearly killed my one and only "Sirius?" I ask, he was out cold oh no is he dead, I have killed him. I kneel down and I hear a pulse, I pick him up and take him inside, I lay him on his bed his still breathing.

"SNAPE," I yell, serval seconds past than I see Snape,

"You called me my lord." He says, I rub Sirius hair,

"I have hurt my heir, please heal him," I say, Snape stairs at his former enemy, I glare at his anger. "Do this for me, and I will give you Lilly Potter ALIVE." I yell, at once Severus started to work,

Sirius had a broken arm, a fractured jaw; few broken rib a fractured leg, a broken leg, and to cap it all off he is still hurting really bad because of the torture. "What can I do for him?" I ask, Severus looks at me,

"Well you could give him a very strong pain relief he is going to need it, I need to heal him, but the ribs will take a few hours, a sleeping potion can help him as well." Severus says, I nod. Severus quickly gave him the potions, Sirius wont awake for 14 hours that is good Sirius needs his rest, after Snape left I sit by my sleeping sons side, full of regret.

Flashback

"My lord what a wonderful surprise to see you," Walpurga says, her and her husband were having brunch at their manor. They have a good house, lots of money, lots of places for a son, when I take a seat sitting carefully, they stand and they bow, I smile and than I reach into my robe and pull out a bundle my son. I nurse him; he was still pinkish and tired, he cried after his mother died last night now he is tired.
"I have chosen you too raise my son, his name is Sirius… I know you desire an son a heir of your own, so here one is, I even gave him a star name, to fit into your family." Orion stairs at the bundle. I give it too him,
"Master… thank you," Orion says, he smiles I nod he bows his head, I would make him kneel but not with my son in his arms.

"You are welcome, I trust you will feed and clothe him and treat him as your son, I will come to take him when he is a adult, love him and care for him." I turn to leave,

"My lord wait… who is baby Sirius Mother," Walpurga asks, "How old is he?" she looks at the bundle, Sirius opens his beautiful baby blue eyes, I look at him, it will be the last time he sees me as his Father for a long time.

"His Mother is or was, a pure blood she died soon after Sirius birth," Actually I used her for target practice but she did not need to know that, "he is seven days old." I say, I turn to leave. But I kiss his forehead good bye, "Good bye my son." I say, I kiss his cheek and I leave.

End of flash back

I saw Sirius after that, at the pureblood functions, not all the time but often enough, at his birthday I would be invited over and I gave him wonderful gift after gift, he would always smile at me, and reply the same, 'thankyou my lord.' Expect when he was one and two, he could not be coxed into saying these things

When I saw Sirius at the functions he was strangled in Green robes, with snakes on it, he looked stuffed in them, like he wanted to rip them open, he was tired and exhausted, I applied myself and I would smile and wave at him, but that was it.

Than his brother was born, Regulus I felt sad, I wanted Sirius to have love, and no other siblings, but I kept Sirius there.

He ran away when he was sixteen, he fled to the Potters, I thought it was a teenage rebel thing.

My son was a bad boy after all, always in trouble with the teachers, but brilliant all the same, I should have been there for his seventeenth coming of age party, but there was none, he was disowned…. Stupid foolish woman, she should have ran after him, I shake my head and I stair at Sirius.

Maybe I am the fool

Sirius woke up weak many hours later, he was tired and exhausted, and I put water to his lips. He was exhausted, "That's right Sirius you drink up." I say, Sirius noticed me, I kiss his brow.

You are tired little one, I'll get you some food, I put some olives in his mouth, I am his father, and Sirius fell asleep soon after this. (He could not talk because his jaw was being repaired, it was locked together and he was weak from it.) I tuck him in and leave, Sirius needs to sleep.

Tomorrow I will make it up to him.

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