Chapter 10/11

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EMMETTS POV

I did what I came here to do; I told Bella that Edward was coming. I also told her about Rosalie and her new boy toy would be here also.

But I didn't want to tell Bella the rest of the story. I know I should have but, I still have time to figure out how to break it to her. We agreed on total disclosure between us. I am not sure what her breaking point is either.

Having her in my arms was making my better judgment go down the shitter. Jasper and Alice will be pissed off I couldn't do it but, I will tell her. I think her knowing that Edward is coming is enough for now.

Bella told me she would take a shower and meet me at the spot that we always go to. She didn't want Jackson to wake up and find me there. She needs to talk just as much as I do.

When Bella got out of the car, she looked like she did the first time I seen her when we came to town. I'm worried that she will want to go back to Edward.

"I didn't want Edward to know that we found you again. But Edward called Carlisle and he told him. It was too late by the time they told me. Besides it's not like I want to see Rosalie either."

The truth is that Edward is coming here to get Bella back. He thinks that all he has to do is show up and she will be running back in his arms again.

Edward still sees her as that naive little girl he left in Forks. But I bet he is going to be fucking surprised to see what a strong and beautiful woman she is now. Even more surprised when he finds out that I am in love with her.

It's not like I already don't have enough competition with Jackson. But at least I know that Jackson really does love her. Edward never treated her right and she was only his little toy he played with until he was done with her. He doesn't know what loving a woman really means. I didn't know how cruel he was to Bella when he broke it off with her until she told me.

Rosalie called Esme to tell her that she was getting married again. Esme told her that she and Carlisle were here with us and that we found Bella again. Needless to say Rosalie had a bitch fit about us even speaking Bella's name out loud.

Then Rosalie wanted to talk to me and she called me her brother. I couldn't believe the bitch called me her brother. She wants to pretend like we were never married. I have already let Rosalie go and I am falling more and more for Bella everyday but, Rosalie still hurt me. You would think after being with someone that many years you could at least be descent to them.

Then she ragged on and on about how could I be around Bella again and ruin every bodies life. I listened to it until I had enough of Rosalie's bitching and I hung up on her.

"Bella you haven't said anything, are you going to be able to do this? You know that Edward is going to want to see you."

"I don't want to see Edward or Rosalie. Jax has his vote to stop running guns in two days. I will tell him what I have to and after that; I am thinking about leaving this fucking town."

Shit, I can't let her leave, not by herself. I'm going to have to go with her or tell her the rest of the story. Maybe I can get Jasper to help me explain it to her. All though I was getting a sigh of relief, she doesn't want to see Edward.

"Bella, if you're leaving then I am too. Let's just go, tell Jackson and we will be gone." I know that the rest of the Cullens will not agree with this and they will see this differently but, I don't care what they think about it.

She was sweating from the humidity and she has had a bad week. Everything has been so serious with us; so I decided to cool her off and play a round a bit. I pushed her in the pond. She came up out of the water.

"Emmett, what the hell did you do that for?" I was laughing at her and jumped in too.

We were splashing in around in the water and Bella was smiling. The smile I love so much. Everything was fine until she thought she was going to dunk me under the water. When I grabbed her, she and I were face to face. I was having trouble with my control, I wanted her.

Bella wrapped her arms around my neck "I want you to know that I do have feelings for you but, I am still trying to work them out." She was making my dead heart smile right now.

"What about Jackson?"

"I think that I am in love with him too. Jax is the one that helped me work shit out in my own head to get over Edward. I made Jax a promise that I would walk by his side as long as he needed me. But if I tell him the truth I don't know what will happen to him. I am so torn right now."

I swam over with her to the dock to get out. Standing on the dock I took her in my arms.

"Does that mean that you love me too?"

"It is wrong for me to love you Emmett, your my ex-boyfriends brother. I can't come between you and your family. You're finally back with them. I don't want to be the reason that it's torn apart again."

"If the only reason that you don't want to be with me is Edward, then that's not a good enough reason. I don't care what my family thinks about us being together. I know that you have feelings for Jackson. I also know that you love Abel too. But Jackson could never love you as much as I do. When I saw you at the restaurant; time stood still at that moment. You are all I have thought about since that day. You're on my mind every second. But Jackson can give you the one thing I can't, a child." I had to say that to her. I know that she will someday want a baby of her own and I can't give her one. This is the one thing that I failed Rose on and I wanted it out in the open.

"Emmett, I don't understand all of my emotions that I have for you right now. You have become my best friend and I think about you a lot too. I feel so guilty about kissing you and then being with Jax. I was with Jax tonight and…"

"And what Bella?"

"When I was with Jax tonight it started out my being with him. But then I was thinking about you and I was having sex with you in my head. Ever since I kissed you I have been avoiding Jax and sex. I know that it is wrong and I don't want to hurt Jax. I don't even know why I had you in my head. I'm not innocent about sex anymore Emmett. So now that you know I was with Jax tonight; I'm sure that your opinion probably isn't the same of me."

"I'm not innocent either about sex either and I already knew that you were with Jackson. But that doesn't make me want you any less, if anything I want you more right now. I don't care if it is wrong, I love you and I want you."

We laid on the dock kissing and I was wanting more. After telling me that she has love for me and wants me; I didn't want to stop. Right or wrong, at this moment I didn't give a shit.

Feel the heat radiate from her body as I touched her; I took off her wet shorts and tank top. I only let her take off my shirt; hoping that leaving my pants on would be enough for me to stop from getting too carried away.

We were both getting so aroused. My cock felt like it was coming out through my pants right now from being so hard. But when she started rubbing my cock with her hand through my pants it had to stop, at least for now.

"If you don't stop doing that, I am going to take you." I am trying to keep control and she was pushing my limits.

Bella was rubbing me harder. Does she want me to take her? I wanted to make her feel good by fingering her pussy. But that was only making it worse for me.

When I felt her clamping down on fingers and her sweet juices were flowing; I was almost gone. She was unbuttoning my pants.

"That's not a good idea."

"Don't you want me too? I was going to help you get off." Well fuck yes I wanted too but its more complicated than that.

"I want you. There is nothing more that I want to do than make love to you but I want it to special; not here."

That was and wasn't a lie. I knew that my actions tonight could alter the future. But I still want to make our first time be special.

"Okay, I can wait and I do love you Emmett." I let a long sigh out if she only knew what I was doing for her right now and how much I loved her too.

After we talked everything through, we decided that we had to stay to face our past or we would never heal from it. Bella really didn't want to run away from life anymore. I didn't really want to either.

So we will face them together. After that Bella is going to tell Jackson that she has a family emergency. We are going back to Forks, Washington. We can stay at the Cullen's house, together. She wants to stay gone for a week or so thinking that will be enough time, but I know that it won't be.

Jasper was waiting on the porch for me when I got back. "Emmett you said you would tell Bella. Not run the fuck away with her. How long do you think you're going to be running until they find her? They will find her and that brother you can't stop that from happening." Alice must have saw I didn't tell her all the truth.

Then Jasper started pacing on the porch "Please explain to me what in the hell were you doing trying to fuck Bella at her and Jackson's spot? You said you were not going to interfere with her and him. That you were going to let her come to you. You already know what the future holds for Jackson if you do." I knew what Jackson future held without Bella, but I really didn't care at the time. They should just be proud of me that I stopped when I did because I didn't want to.

"I'm in love with Bella and I will run until I have to fight. She told me tonight that she has feelings for me too. I just have to see where all this goes. I'm not leaving her alone. You and I both know what will happen then."

"Look Emmett you're my brother and I love Bella too. You know how Alice feels about her. If you leave then we will go too. You can't fight them alone. I will call Peter and Charlotte to see if they can come. They are both good fighters. You're not alone in this. But you tell Bella the truth or I will."

Jasper went inside and I need time alone to think. Bella isn't the only one that is torn right now.

BELLAS POV

I must have over slept because when I woke up I heard several voices coming from the kitchen. When I walked in; Jax, Happy, Juice, Bobby and Opie were sitting around the table eating fruity pebbles. Bad boys that love their pebbles; that gave me a little giggle.

Jax came over and hugged and kissed me "Morin beautiful, were holding a little meeting here." I kissed him on the cheek and grabbed a cup of coffee. I went back to the bedroom; waiting for them to be done.

After the guys left Jax told me that he thinks that there is a good chance the vote will be to stop running guns. With his and Pineys vote that would be a majority rules. But he was unsure about a couple of them, they could go either way. They can't have those conversations at the clubhouse so, they would be back tonight. He has been working so hard to make this happen.

I knew I wouldn't be seeing him for a while or maybe ever again in couple of days. So I was going to make it count.

"I'll make sure that I have dinner or something made after you guys go to church and come back here. Would it be okay if I asked Gemma to keep Abel and we run away after the guys leave tonight?"

"I would love that Bella, I know that this shit has all been so much. I thought maybe you had enough and was packing it up. I don't know what I would do without you baby."

Guilt, so much guilt was rushing over me. Maybe after things calm down, I will see him again. But after I tell him the truth and break his heart, who knows.

I want to stay and be by Jax's side. But I want to be with Emmett too. I sure as the hell don't want to be anywhere near Edward or Rosalie. I know that I can't have it all and that I am going to have to choose.

CLUBHOUSE POV

Jax had worked hard to convince his brothers of the new revenue plan. Later today he will present his plan to them and they will vote tomorrow.

Bella was outside with Cherry while Half Sac was trying to make a sale on a bike. Bella noticed the blond man, he was beautiful and his eyes were a weird shade of brown.

Bella's heart was beating fast and she dropped her coffee cup. She whispered "Vampire." The man's head immediately turned to Bella.

The man took out his cell phone and came walking over to where Bella and Cherry was.

"Excuse me Miss, I believe that you know my brother, Jasper Whitlock." Bella was still in shock and didn't move or say a word.

The man was trying to hand Bella his cell phone and finally whispered to her "You know what I am. If I was going to hurt you, would I do it with a cell phone?"

Bella slowly reached for the phone. It was Jasper telling her that he wouldn't hurt her. That it was his brother, Peter Whitlock. He only came there to buy a bike so he could ride with them.

Bella helped him pick out a bike. Peter told her that he wanted his to be cooler than Jasper's. His was chromed out and had a reaper painted on the gas tank, like Jax's did. Peter told her he was a reaper in his own rights too.

Emmett showed up after Peter had called Jasper. Peter was watching Bella's butt swing as she was walking back to the office to get the paper work for his bike. Emmett punched Peter in the arm.

"Dude, seriously I'm standing here. Do you have to make it that obvious?"

"Emmett are you tapping that?"

"Look Peter, I want to but I can't right now. She is different so let's not go there with her okay?"

"Since when don't you want to talk about tapping it, banging it or just throw down fucken of any woman?"

Then Peter smiled "Well I'll be dammed you're in love with that human, that's so sweet Emmett."

Emmett has always given Peter nothing but shit over the years for one thing or another. They have always had fun together, so Peter got a smirk on his face. He decided to tease Emmett for a change.

"Well you know Emmett, if you can't do Bella; then I am your man. I'll do her for you." Peter saw how tense and serious Emmett turned. Emmett was looking around Peter at Jackson walking through the parking lot.

Peter turned around and was watching Jackson talking to Bella. Peter just rolled into town and hadn't got the full details of what was going on yet. When Jasper said he needed him, he dropped everything and came. Charlotte was with another coven and would meet him in Forks.

Emmett turned away from them so he didn't have to see anymore. Peter could see that his feelings were true for Bella. So Peter figured he could help him out.

"I don't like that little cocky son of bitch Jackson either. Do you want me to kick his ass?"

"Does it look like I need help kicking his ass? I just have to step back and let shit happen right now so I don't alter the future. Bella doesn't know the real reason you're here so don't tell her. I'm going to tell her after she sees Edward."

Jackson watched from the garage bay doors as Peter and Emmett was telling Bella good bye. Cherry, Lila and Gemma came out to see and talk to the smokin blond hunk. Jackson couldn't believe there was another one of them fucken Cullens.

When Gemma asked Peter what he does; Peter told her that he could be of any service that she needed. Needless to say he was hired too. Emmett told him that they all needed to stay close to Bella until they were ready to leave. This way they have an excuse to be there.

Bella went to tell Jackson good bye and she was going home to get things ready for the guys to come over later. He tried to kiss her but she only kissed his cheek. He knew in his heart that something was going on with her, but he didn't know what. It seemed like there was distance between them lately.

All the brothers gathered in the clubhouse to hear Jax's plan of new revenue. They would be given a day to decide to vote yes or no on it.

They were sitting around the table when Gemma stuck her head in "I'm sorry to interrupt but, there is a guy here with a special delivery for you Jax. He said he can't leave it with me."

Jax walked out to bar and signed for the envelope. He went back to sit at the table and opened it. He couldn't believe what was inside of the envelope.

Clay saw the look on Jax's face "Son are you okay?"

"I've gotta go. I'm sorry we'll have to do this later."

Clay had a huge smile on his face because he already knew what was in the envelope. He picked up his gavel "Well since there isn't any new business, meeting adjourned." Then he banged his gavel.

They all went out to the bar to drink. Clay saw Jax's response as his victory. That should slow him down for a while.

BELLA POV

I have had Emmett on my mind all day. I feel horrible about what I did with him last night. I don't want to hurt Jax but it feels so right with Emmett. Maybe I really don't know what love is. I can't be in love with both of them.

I heard Jax's bike coming up the drive way. He was earlier than he said he would be. So I was getting the food out of the frig and putting it on the counter when he came in to the kitchen.

"Bella why have you been lying to me?" He had a look on his face that I had not seen before. It was a cross between hurt and pissed.

"Jax I don't know what you're talking about?"

He threw an envelope down on the kitchen table. He was yelling now "Stop fucken lying to me Bella."

I opened the envelope and inside was an 8x10 photo of me, Emmett and Abel. We were standing in front of Jaxs house on the front steps. I was kissing Emmett with Abel in my arms. I only had Jax's SAMCRO t-shirt on.

I hope you enjoyed reading me. I know that Jaxs is (Jax) but that was my way of making him special. I am just a silly girl.

But we will have to deal with Edward and many other issues in the next chapter.

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