Chapter Eleven

Back To Reality: Part Two

The comfort of her own home welcomed Leia, soothing away most of the stress from her day. Locking the door behind her she tossed her things to the counter, not caring to put them away at the moment. Han had mentioned a bath on their com call and ever sense that is all she could think about. Her feet carried her to their bedroom, she found the apartment oddly quiet without Han's voice echoing from the walls, or his big feet stomping up and down the hallway. Her eyes glanced towards the lights of Coruscant, always seeming to be mesmerized by the movement of the city beside her. These days alone time was hard to come by and she felt oddly uncomfortable at the thought of being alone in her thoughts. A normal day consisted of breakfast with her husband, Han would sometimes give her a lift to work or she would call a hover cab. Then came the meet and greet of everyone at the office. Rarely she had a moment alone in her office between meetings but her mind was usually so full of work she had no time to think for herself. Sometimes she would visit Han at the hangar for lunch or he would meet her, before she had to rush off to another meeting. Her day would end with a quiet night with her husband or maybe her friends if Chewie or Luke were available. Thinking of her daily routines she couldn't help but miss the company.

Knowing she needed to com Han she quickly reached for her device pressing in his code. He answered almost immediately.

"Took you long enough."

"Well hello to you too darling. How is my sweet husband?"

"Going crazy! What took my wife so long?"

"Han I just got home."

"I was worried."

"You were jealous." She corrected.

"No…"

"Whatever you say sweetheart." She said using her nickname against him.

"I miss you."

"Captain Solo is getting soft over a silly Princess." She said enjoying her teasing.

"What are you doing beautiful?"

"I am lighting candles, starting a bath and trying to look for a good novel to read."

"The Princess is going to relax? Hell has froze over."

"You…are…so…funny."

"Don't forget the wine." Han suggested, Leia rolling her eyes before accepting it was a good suggestion. Padding her feet across the hall she quickly poured herself one of her favorite wines before moving back to the fresher, stopping the water from overflowing.

"How's Kashyyyk?"

"It's nice, I'm giving Chewie some time with his family."

"You're all by yourself? I wish I was there with you."

"That makes two of us Princess."

"How's about I skip the novel and I just talk to my husband instead?"

"I like that idea."

"Hold that thought….I need to get these clothes off." She explained hearing a groan over the speaker. She giggled softly, stripping her dress over her head. Opting to leave her braids up and hopefully out of the water. Walking over to the counter she grabbed her com before stepping over and into the water. She sighed at the warmth of the water around her.

"Feel good?" Han assumed.

"Very good." She said sinking down into the warmth, her body humming with relaxation. "How was the trip? Falcon hold up ok?" She asked.

"Hey! The Falcon always holds up fine, thank you very much."

"Sure it does." She giggled again.

"Dare I ask how your meeting went today?"

"It was fine, Cole and I seem to be on the same page regarding Naboo. We brainstormed a lot and have most of our plans in place. I'll be going to Naboo in a few weeks time."

"Cole? On a first name basis with someone you just met?"

"Knock it off." She warned taking a sip of her wine. She did have to laugh at his jealousy, it was rather cute.

"When will you be seeing this Cole again?"

"I invited him back to the office tomorrow, figured we could have a quicky on my desk before my husband got back in town." She paused waiting for a response.

"Leia!"

"What sweetheart?"

"You're a very mean woman."

"Han its just business. We'll see him on Naboo, assuming my husband wants to accompany me?"

"He does."

"He mentioned Padme." Leia admitted softly.

"Were you OK?"

"I was, I controlled myself. Its not as if he knew it would upset me. Hell I'm not sure why it upsets me. She was a very popular Queen of Naboo and Senator, I've known this for years. It just caught me off guard."

"Of course it did. The last time you spoke of Padme in public you didn't know who she was to you."

"My husband, always has all the answers."

"So tell me about this Cole guy, was he attractive?" Han said moving their conversation back. Leia giggled again.

"He was a good looking man. Although I'm not interested in looking at other men."

"Good to know."

"He was very nice Han, I'm sure you would like him."

"Make any moves towards you?"

"Han why are you letting this get to you? Need I remind you we ran into your ex sleeping buddy on our honeymoon no less."

"That's different that's from the past, this Cole guy might think he's got a shot with you."

"He knows I'm married, besides his flirting was harmless." She let slip.

"Awww so there was flirting. What did he say?"

"I don't know, I'm not exactly used to men paying me any attention Han."

"What!"

"Don't what me! You can't lead a rebellion and have men think of you that way."

"Just because you were technically the boss doesn't mean you didn't catch everyone's eye Princess."

"You're being ridiculous."

"Am I? You didn't hear the hushed comments that I did, sweetheart."

"Well fine, even if some of them mentioned me they hardly acted on it."

"I made sure of that." Han laughed.

"Meaning what exactly Captain Solo."

"I think its safe to say everyone knew you were mine."

"I'm a thing now?"

"No my dear, they understood you were off limits. You are a Princess after all."

"And I'm sure you mentioned that to them often, making sure they stayed out of your way hot shot?"

"Hey! I needed to make something easy, you sure as hell didn't make it easy. You all but ignored all of my flirting attempts."

"You act as if I knew you were flirting. I assumed you were just being…being an ass."

"I liked your reactions, they're sexy."

"I didn't know you were flirting, you don't count."

"My flirting counted enough for you to marry me."

"We got there eventually."

"Too long. Hows the water?" Han asked.

"Its getting cold, hold on while I get out." She said placing her com on the edge of the tub before downing the rest of her wine. Reaching to wrap her robe around her wet form she ran into their bedroom surprised at how cold their apartment was. "Its freezing in here." she told Han as she set her com down on the bed and turned to pull on her night gown. Opting to pull one of Han's shirts over top of her gown, she felt a little warmer.

"What's your day looking like tomorrow?" Han asked.

"Nothing special. I need to get Mon up to speed on our plan for Naboo. I'm going to Luke's tomorrow night to help them back and organize."

"It's going to be a little strange to not have the kid around all the time."

"Tell me about it…I just find out I have a brother and he's leaving already."

"Yavin is close enough, if you ever want to visit we can go." Han offered.

"Maybe. What about you? What is your day like tomorrow?"

"Not sure, might spend some time with the kids, little wookies are kinda cute."

"And furry."

"Well I should be used to the fur by now." Han explained. A roar from the background rang through the com.

"Do you need to go?" Leia asked.

"Hold on Chewie I'll be right there. Dinners ready I guess."

"OK, you should go eat."

"I'm not done talking to you yet."

"I'm boring Han. Go eat, you're probably starving."

"Fine, but only because you're making me. I love you."

"I love you too."

The morning light dusted their bedroom. Rolling over Leia opened her eyes and peered at the light. Stretching slightly she reached for Han's side of the bed. Disappointed to find it empty. Staring up at the ceiling she debated her dreams. While they weren't as terrifying last night they always left her exhausted in the morning. What was the point of sleep if her dreams kept her mind awake. She had hoped they were calming down, so far she hadn't woke up screaming sense before the wedding. She prayed it stayed that way. She hadn't bothered to tell Han about them, no need to worry him over silly dreams. She silently hoped she wouldn't wake up screaming when he was beside her. He understood her nightmares, always had and the few nights after the carbonite when he had woke up screaming she had been there for him as well. They understood each other so well. But that had been months ago, her nightmares had stopped and they both slept well through the night. That was until Leia started dipping into the force. She was pleased with herself, she knew she was learning her powers well. If she was going to do something she wanted to do it properly, but it also scared her. It was so easy for her to reach the force, she wondered what else she was capable of. Maybe she didn't want to know that answer.

Glancing towards the nightstand beside their bed, Leia smiled down at the wedding holo that sat there. Han's arms were wrapped tightly around her waist as he stood tall behind her. Leia's smile lit the holo as she stared straight ahead, Han however wasn't looking forward, his face was tilted down smiling at her. It was one of her favorite holos of them, it made her feel happy when she looked at it. Deciding she had laid in bed long enough she moved to stand and get ready for her day. She hoped to get out of work early today, she promised Luke she would be over early. Luke. She had avoided the topic of his move recently, but now it was real and happening. They had talked about it for months but now with it really happening Leia some how felt empty. Her family was lost, he was all she had left besides Han. She liked Han's suggestion to visit Luke's new home, but it would be different to not fly across town to see him. It's funny to not know someone your whole life but the idea of being apart brings so much sadness. She was excited for this next chapter in her brothers life. Naya and him were perfect for each other and Leia was so pleased she was going with him to Yavin. A training academy for Jedi was still years off, but Luke and Naya both were so excited at their first steps towards regaining the Jedi Order. An order that Luke wanted Leia to be apart of. While she was enjoying her experiments with the force she couldn't see herself as a Jedi. She never saw herself welding a light saber or training younglings, It just wasn't in the cards for her. Twisting her final braid she made her way out of the apartment, praying for a smooth day.

"Everything sounds in order." Mon said after Leia finished explaining her and Cole's plan for Naboo.

"I'm pleased to hear that."

"I like the idea of your visit Leia. I'm sure the Naboo citizens will enjoy a royal visit."

"I'm sure it will help the situation." Leia agreed.

"Have you given any thought to moving to Chandrila?"

"I haven't spoken to Han about that yet. But I'm most likely going to decline. This life isn't me anymore."

"Leia, we both know you will always be a leader."

"In some aspect yes."

"What will you do with yourself dear?"

"I'm not sure, maybe pick up a hobby. Han wants to take me around the galaxy."

"A never ending vacation?" Mon said trying to hide an eye roll.

"Perhaps, I did give up most of my life for our cause, an extended vacation might be good for me." Leia argued not pleased with Mon's tone.

"I appreciate you updating me on Naboo. I trust your mission will go well."

"I believe it will."

"Of course I will see yourself and Captain Solo at the Gyration Ceremony?"

"The?"

"Surely you must have heard my dear."

"I'm sorry I've been rather busy."

"Haven't we all. The Gyration Ceremony will act as a farewell to Coruscant as we move capitals to Chandrila. Nothing too big of course, a simple dinner with the correct people."

"I'm sure we'll try and make it."

"Of course, it would be wonderful to see you there Princess, with you leaving us and all." Mon said with a tight smile. Leia silently wondering if she was trying to guilt her into showing up.

"I'll be there." Leia said excusing herself before she said something inappropriate, perhaps Han was a bad influence on her political skills. Nodding to Cherie Leia entered her office without a word. Pulling up her data files she noticed a message regarding the Gyration Ceremony, sent only an hour ago.

"So much for any sort of notice." Leia said to herself frustration lacing her voice. Tossing her data pad to her desk not caring about the large bang it made against he surface. Resting her head back against the chair she closed her eyes. Han. She thought about Han. She wondered briefly if she could reach out to him, if she could feel him. How did this work? She had felt them while he was in the same room as her and while he made love to her but what about now while they were planets apart. Creasing her brow she concentrated on her husband. She thought about his gaze and how his eyes sparkled with mischief when he looked down at her. Her thoughts shifted to when his eyes were dark and possessive, when his eyes showed passion and love. Her thoughts clouded now with her own lust. "God damn it." Leia groaned smacking her desk. So much for that idea, all she did was turn herself on while her husband was planets away.

"Princess Leia?" Cherie's voice suddenly said making Leia nearly jump out of her seat.

"Yes Cherie?' Leia said placing her hand over her heart, looking towards her com system on her desk.

"You have a visitor, may I send him in?"

"Who is it?" Leia asked confused, glancing down to her schedule she didn't see any meetings planned. She didn't hear a response instead she heard her door slide open. Why even ask me, Leia thought to herself as she spun her chair around to face the door. Her heart stopping.

"You look stressed sweetheart." Han said with a smirk. Leia didn't even think, she was suddenly up and in his arms. Wrapping her arms tightly around his neck. "Miss me that much?" He laughed.

"I was just thinking about you."

"Good things?"

"Its a secret. What are you doing here?"

"I left the wookie and came back to see my wife." Han smiled leaning down to kiss her but Leia quickly turned her head.

"What do you mean you left Chewie!?"

"Calm down, its just for a few weeks. I missed you and I needed to see you." Han explained. Leia cocked her head at him before it came to her.

"Are you checking to make sure I'm not having my way with a official from Naboo?" She asked.

"What! of course not, although I'm pleased to find you alone."

"Oh my gods! Han Solo, I told you! You have nothing to worry about."

"I just wanted to see you, thats all."

"If thats your story." She said grabbing hold of his jacket and pulling him in for a kiss. Her lustful thoughts returning as she moved to deepen the kiss. They slowly moved back until her ass pressed agains the edge of her desk. Pulling back breathless, Leia glanced up to find his smoldering eyes she had longed for. Without a second thought Han lifted Leia up and on top of her desk, moving to step in between her legs. His lips were on hers, his tongue running patterns along her lips.

"What are we doing?" She asked while her fingers danced up his shirt, resting against his stomach muscles.

"I missed you."

"You've barely been gone." She laughed. His kisses moved down her neck making her eyes roll back into her head. Surprising both of them Leia quickly pulled away and moved back further on her desk. Reaching for her com she waited for Cherie's voice.

"Yes Princess?" Cherie asked.

"Captain Solo and I have an important call to make regarding the Naboo trip and our transportation. Would you be able to hold my calls and visitors." Leia asked as Han cocked an eyebrow in her direction.

"Of course Princess, you won't be bothered." Cherie explained as the line went dead.

Looking down at his wife Han looked confused. He was about to ask for an explanation when her lips crashed on to his, surprising him with a deep and passionate kiss.

"We have to be fast." She whispered to him as her fingers pulled at his belt.

"Are you serious right now?" He laughed, gods he loved this woman.

"Oh I'm serious." Grabbing hold of his hand and bringing it to rest on her chest. Didn't need to tell him twice. Kissing her again he massaged her through her dress while her fingers un-clicked his buckle pulling his pants away from his hips. Pushing at the fabric Leia smiled as she quickly took hold of him.

"What's gotten into you?" Han mumbled into their kiss.

"Are you complaining?" She giggled lifting her hips, his hands helping her to slide her panties down her legs.

"When do I ever complain about sex?"

"Good now kiss me."

Their lips nipped and sucked at each others skin. Han's hands grabbing her and pulling her closer to him. Running his fingers along her center, Leia moaned at the contact before pleading with him.

"Han please!"

"I love you."

"I know!' She all but shouted as he entered her in one quick thrust. Quickly clamping his hand down on her mouth he laughed softly.

"You're going to have to be quiet Princess." He told her slowly moving his hand away.

"I'm sorry." She giggled pulling his mouth back to her awaiting lips. His hips moved against hers hard and fast, both of them silently hoping the desk would hold. Wanting to touch all his skin but knowing this wasn't the time or the place to remove any more clothing, Leia settled with running her hands up his back and under his shirt. Resting her palms against is lower back she felt his muscles move under his skin with each thrust of his hips. This was so much better then she had imagined just minutes before.

Hearing voices outside Leia's door they froze. Leia's eyes grew wide as she recognized the voices.

"I'm sorry Madam Chancellor Leia has asked not to be disturbed as she is making arrangements for her trip to Naboo." They heard Cherie's voice say. "Is it urgent?" Cherie asked.

"Better not be fucking urgent." Han mumbled into Leia's shoulder.

"Oh, well I suppose it can wait until tomorrow." They heard Mon say through the walls.

"Have a lovely day Chancellor." Cherie said before silence came. Han's tempo quickly picked up as he tried to kiss Leia once more but her face had fallen into a frown.

"Whats wrong?"

"This was a bad idea." She said doubting herself.

"No this was an amazing idea, and you're going to feel amazing in a couple minutes." Han said angling his hips for another deep thrust. Leia groaned against him loving the way he was making her feel but feeling guilty at the same time. "You're aloud to be bad every now and again sweetheart." Han told her hoping to change her mood, that seemed to do it as a smile lit her face and she quickly leaned in to kiss him again. As a man of his word a few minutes later Leia held back a scream as her husbands movements sent her over the edge in a pleasurable finish.

Trying to catch their breath, Leia leaned in to place a small kiss to his chin.

"I'm glad you came back."

"Me too."

Quickly straightening their clothes the pair smiled at each other. Hand in hand they walked out of her office both saying a goodbye to Cherie, and ignoring the look of knowing she gave the couple.

"Hey guys!" Luke greeted as he moved to let Han and Leia inside his apartment. Most the room was boxes and Han briefly regretted his decision to help them back tonight. "Han I thought you were off planet?" Luke asked.

"He surprised me today at work." Leia explained moving to hug Naya.

"Well we appreciate the help guys." Luke said smiling.

"Where do you need us to start?" Leia asked.

"Well if you girls could grab the small stuff I need Han's help with some of the bigger boxes. The ship will be ready to transport everything in a few days, so as long as we get everything in this room it will make moving day much easier." Luke explained.

"OK you men and your muscles move the big stuff while I steal the Princess." Naya said with a smile.

"Oh Princess Leia!" C3PO greeted walking into the room. "So good to see you."

"How are you 3PO?" Leia asked.

"I am well, master Luke has kept me busy Princess, which I don't mind of course."

"3PO why don't you help the boys." Naya suggested as Han groaned. Leia gave him a pointed look that told him to behave. Han and Luke watched as the girls moved into the other room before they began moving the larger boxes. Immediately sending 3PO away from his side, Han watched as the droid started on the opposite wall.

"How have you been Han? I haven't talked to you much sense the honeymoon." Luke asked.

"I'm good. Married life is surprisingly good."

"Did you have any doubts?… keep in mind your married to my sister." Luke joked making Han laugh.

"Things are good." Han said looking down the hall to where he heard Leia's laugh. "You ready for this? the big move with the girlfriend?" Han asked.

"Yeah, I mean she's practically living here already. We're both excited to get a fresh start on Yavin."

"I'm sure the alone time won't be bad either."

"It will be nice. Plenty of time to meditate and focus on the plans for training." Luke explained and Han laughed at him.

"Oh yeah meditation, I'm sure that's exactly how you'll spend your alone time." a slight blush colored Luke's skin, reminding Han of the young boy he had met years ago. "Your sisters going to miss you." Han admitted.

"You'll visit won't you?"

"Of course. I think it would be good for her. She is going to miss you Luke. Don't be a stranger. I know she wont fully admit it to us but she doesn't want you to leave."

"What are your plans after she leaves the government? Surely you won't stay on Coruscant, You could move to Yavin with us." Luke suggested his face lighting up with possibilities. Han nervously laughed.

"I don't know kid, I can mention it to her but part of me says its going to take a big push for her to fully let go of her work."

"I thought she was finishing up?"

"She's been finishing up for weeks. I thought she would be done before the wedding but here we are."

"It's just a thought. I think you'd like the atmosphere, surely you remember how nice Yavin is."

"I do. We'll see, it's always possible, I guess. Not sure how I feel about being around little tiny Jedi's"

"That won't happen for a while Han. Besides look at it this way, when your kids are ready you'll be right there for them to train as Jedi." Luke said so simply he didn't notice Han's face fall. Had she spoken to her brother about her wish to not have children. "You ok Han?" Luke asked noticing his frown.

"I'm fine, I'm not sure kids are in the cards for us Luke, but I'll mention Yavin to her."

"Is she still scared?" Luke asked, answering Han's unspoken question about whether Leia had discussed children with her brother.

"She's a lot of things Luke. I'm not sure we should be talking about it with her right down the hall."

"Is that something you want?" Luke asked ignoring Han's request. "Kids do you want kids?"

"Luke, now is not the time."

"It's a simple question Han."

"I want to make my wife happy, that's all I want."

"Fair enough." Luke said dropping the subject and moving to rotate a few more boxes.

A few hours passed and with most of the rooms packed the couples sat on the floor eating some simple take out food. Sitting in between Han's legs, Leia leaned her back to his chest loving how his body surrounded her. She felt safe and warm this way.

"Almost done." Naya said with a smile to Luke. Luke returned her smile and kissed her forehead gently. Leia smiled at the exchange so pleased to see her brother happy, she only wished she would be there to witness their relationship grow to be more. Letting out a yawn everyone looked to Leia and smiled.

"Sorry." She said softly, slightly embarrassed.

"Tired sweetheart?" Han asked.

"A little."

"How are the nightmares Leia?" Luke casually asked.

"What nightmares?" Han asked from behind Leia. Leia glared Luke's way before she opened her mouth to answer.

"Its nothing Han. They're fine Luke, I think its tied to my meditations." She said trying to make it sound as harmless as possible.

"That makes sense Leia, the more your ability's grow the more natural it will become." Naya explained.

"Can I control it?" Leia asked.

"Over time you can learn to control. The nightmares may just be a side effect to it all." Luke started. "You've been through a lot, that combined with your new ability to tap into the force may be putting your brain into overload."

"Should I stop the practicing?" Leia asked sitting up to look at her brother and his girlfriend, the couple shared a look before continuing.

"You are strong Leia, I have no doubt you will be successful with your training." Naya explained and Luke nodded in agreement.

"Are you sure? The other night I moved the entire living room while … while I was distracted." Leia explained blushing at her almost slip.

"You're moving things now?" Luke asked.

"I haven't before, just the other night. I wasn't trying to move anything but the whole living room just kinda started moving." Leia explained worried for what this meant but shy when thinking back to what had had her attention that night.

"Were you upset?" Luke asked worried for his sister.

"No…just distracted." Leia said ignoring the small laugh from her husband. Naya looked between the two, before a smile played on her lips. Leia caught her eye as Naya gave her another smile of knowing.

"You just need to practice more Leia, once your mind is centered and focused things like that won't happen as much. It's all about control." Naya explained.

"Control." Leia repeated.

"Leia why don't you come with me real quick." Naya suggested standing up and offering her hand to Leia. "You boys can clean up the food."

Walking down the hallway Naya closed the door to her and Luke's bedroom before turning to face Leia.

"Please know I don't wish to make you uncomfortable but may I ask you a question?" Naya asked.

"Sure…"

"We're you and Han having sex when the room started moving?" Leia fully blushed now before nodding softly. "Its ok Leia, nothing to be embarrassed about, everyone has sex." Naya explained as Leia crinkled her noise at the thought of her brothers sex life. "I know you don't want details about your brother and I, and I won't give you any but just rest assured it can be normal." Naya said with a smile.

"You mean its happened to you before?" Leia asked.

"A few times. Like I said its about control but sometimes in those moments you lose control. I am surprised to hear you have experienced this."

"Why?'

"Well Han isn't force sensitive, is he?" Naya asked as Leia snorted.

"No he's not."

"You're connection to him must be powerful. Your love for him is tied to your force, the power of the force that flows through you, much of it comes from your love for him" Naya suggested. Leia thought silently to herself. She thought of that night being lost in Han's arms and simply being with him in them moment. she thought to her training and how Han had helped ground her in a way Luke couldn't. She even thought to her dreams, Han always made an appearance, whether it was a pleasant or dark one he was always there with her.

"Should I be worried about our connection?"

"No! Its beautiful Leia. You are lucky to have found your soul mate. Your connection could lead to bright and powerful things."

That night Han and Leia silently lay in bed. Han's arms naturally wrapping Leia into his embrace. Her head snuggled into her favorite spot above his shoulders.

"Why didn't you tell me you were having nightmares again?" Han's voice asked quietly.

"I didn't want to worry you."

"That's not how this works Leia, and you know it. We help each other through the dreams."

"This is different, this isn't like before."

"Why because the force is connected now?'

"Exactly Han, I can't wake you up every time my mind wonders away and I reach out."

"Why not? I love you and want to help you with everything Leia. Please tell me you know that."

"I know Han, but I shouldn't have to burden you with this."

"Hey Princess." He said tilting her chin up so her eyes met his. "I married you, I signed up for all this. Jedi weirdness and all."

"I love you."

"I know and I love you. Promise me you'll start talking about these nightmares with me, even if you think I'll worry."

"I guess….I promise I'll try Han."

"Has it gotten bad? like before?" Han asked remembering waking to her screams bouncing from the walls of the Falcon. Remembering the tears that would stream her face as she remembered the Death Star or Bespin.

"Not like before, these are so different. I think I'm more used to this now."

"How long have you been dreaming like this?" Han asked sitting up to look down at her.

"Not long, before the wedding is when it really started."

"You need to tell me these things Leia! I need to know when you need help."

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you."

"Don't be, just let me take care of you." He whispered kissing her forehead gently before pulling her into his arms once again.

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