Night Drive Chapter 11
Brittany POV
Shit. Shit. Shit. SHIT.
What the fuck did I just do? On the plus side I made out with Santana, and she remembered our amazingly hot sex. That girl works magic with her tongue, shit I'm so wet. But I shouldn't have gone over there.
And she knows it too. She didn't even say anything as I was putting on my clothes.
I'm just going to slip ot quietly when someone grabs my arm and pulls me into the bathroom.
"WHAT THE FUCK BRITTANY. WHAT THE FUCK?" Quinn whisper yells.
"I don't want to talk about it." I say and try to escape when Quinn slams me into the door.
"Oh no fucking way. First you disappear under Puck's watch." "I'm gonna smack that boys ass" she mumbles "Anyway, when he checks your apartment you're not there. We called you like a bajillion times and you didn't pick up, all to find out you are in my MOTHERFUCKING HOUSE FUCKING SANTANA. FUCKING SANTANA. WE TALKED ABOUT THIS. Not to mention how creepy it is" she says lowering her voice
"I'm sorry. To get me out Puck said Santana would be there. And when she wasn't well… I just acted on instinct. I need her. I miss her. She's my life. She's my other haklf. I LOVE HER" I scream
"Well you know what Brittany, I'm sorry I have to tell you this but SHE DOESN'T KNOW YOU. SHE DOESN'T REMEMBER YOU. YOU CAN'T FORCE YOURSELF ON HER." Quinn yells.
"Well you know what, I LOVE HER. And even though you may doubt it she told me she remebred me. SHE KISSED ME. SHE WANTED ME. There, I said it." I yell and run out. I can't deal with this Quinn shit. I love Santana. And I don't give a fuck if she doesn't know it yet. It's to slow for Quinn and Puck. They don't understand. I'm taking matters into my own hands. I got a shitload of planning to do.
I get into my car and drive.
I know you, so better then the city in the review
I drive to eliminate the ball that I'm chained to.
Take me, break me every mile further there's a part of me that slips away
One day you'll see even if you get down on your knees you couldn't make me stay.
I don't even know where I'm driving to. Frankly I don't give a shit
Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight, fight, fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
I'll stay strong I'm pushing on the pedal till I break dawn.
So I'm gone go find another shoulder you can cry on.
Take me break me every mile further there's a part of me that slips away
One day you'll see even if you get down on your knees you couldn't make me stay.
Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight, fight, fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life so I'm gonna have to drive all night.
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
All of the things that you knew that I'd try
All of the things that I held inside
All I gotta do is drive
Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight fight fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
Fuck it. I've decided. I'm going home. I know what I'm going to do. This shit's going down. And I will do whatever it takes.
I have no idea what song this is but it comes on the radio
We touch, I feel a rush,
We clutch, it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous, you must be a sorceress,
Damn that's how I feel when I touch San.
Cuz you just
Did the impossible; gained my trust, don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over, cuz if I get burnt
Ima show you what it's like to hurt
Cuz I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evol, spell it backwards I'll show ya
Shit. I would never hurt her
Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own.
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these mo'fuckin' hoes
Blood suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this
I've tried in this department but I ain't have no luck with this
It sucks, but it's exactly what I thought it would be like tryna start over
I got a hole in my heart, some kind of emotional roller coaster
Something I won't go till you toy with my emotions so it's over
It's like an explosion, everytime I hold ya I wasn't joking when I told ya
You take my breath away, you're a supernova, and Imma...
I'm a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I'm aiming right at you, right at you 250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you, right at you, right at you
This is depressing… I miss San.
I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches, when I ain't with you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one, then once we get them it's never the same
You want them when they don't want you,
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking when I stumbled on to you, musta been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take?
Let's cut to the chase, before the door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break
And leave myself open that I won't be makin' a mistake Cuz Imma...
I'm a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I'm aiming right at you, right at you 250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you, right at you, right at you
So after a year and six months, it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God
I blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm bleedin, I'm tryna stop you from leavin'
You won't even listen so fuck it, I'm tryna stop you from breathin'
I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you squeazin'
Til I snap your neck like a popsicle stick, ain't no possible reason
I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks now I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple I told you this...
And I woulda did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now, it's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cuz Imma...
I'm a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I'm aiming right at you, right at you 250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you, without you, without you
Holy shit. I wouldn't blow her brains out. If anything I would blow mine out if she left me. I can't live without her. I won't do what he did. I'm gonna go out there and win her back. I miss San. This song makes me sick. Usually San would hold me and rock me to sleep. She knows how much these sad songs get to me.
I go back to my apartment, and cry myself to sleep.
A/N Life's a bitch. I would apologize for not updating, but at the same time I begged for review and got none. And I wrote like 3 chapters in one day. And I'm an insomniac so inspiration is random and shit and fuck it. I don't have to explain. I updated. Whoopie.
Songs: Night Drive- All American Rejects; Space Bound Eminem.
Don't hate on me I love both these songs but I can't write britt as her going to kill like in Spacebound. That's fucked up. I love Brittany and Santana. She loves her. Like trust me it will be good.
I'll update soon. Review usually encourage me. Not like you would read this far down so fuck it. I got better music coming up too. But its 3am and I really don't feel like busting out the jams. It's 3 Am.