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Warning:

This chapter holds self-harm and depression, and masturbation! ;)

Disclaimer:

I do NOT own DGM

(I really wish I did though.)

Chapter 11

Day two

Kanda's POV:

Daniel's progress with his love was slow and he didn't know what Kanda's reaction would be to certain situations. Kanda was fragile and unpredictable while he was in this quiet demeanor; Daniel wasn't use to it. Just a few minutes ago Daniel had accidentally cut himself while he had been cutting up a carrot. He had yelled in surprise and had rushed over to the sink to wash it out. Kanda had scrambled into the kitchen, his chest was heaving and his eyes were wide as they were scanning everything in the room, before settling onto Daniel. Kanda had hurried over to him and grabbed his hand. Daniel let Kanda act in his curious childlike behavior; he pulled Daniel's hand from under the steady stream of water. Kanda inspected his hand from every angle until he saw the blood starting to pool under the skin. Kanda squeezed the tip of Daniel's finger and the blood beaded out from under the skin. Daniel kept his steady blue eyes trained on Kanda, in the way his long eyelashes now caused lengthy shadows upon the tops of his now pale cheeks, the way his brow was farrowed as he concentrated on Daniel's finger. How his pale, pink lips were slightly opened and how he seemed to be holding his breath. But what unsettled Daniel so much was how Kanda's dark blue eyes, which have seemed to be empty of all spark, now seemed to leeched onto the blood as it rolled down his finger.

Carefully Daniel pulled his hand from Kanda's tightening grasp. "Yu," Daniel said as he gently rested his uninjured hand onto Kanda's shoulder. "I'm okay."

Kanda's gaze never wavered from the cut on Daniel's finger though. Daniel brushed back Kanda's hair from his face, "Yu." After several moments of silence, Kanda forcefully tore his stare from Daniel's finger, and looked into Daniel's pale, blue eyes that were framed with dark lashes. Daniel's dark sandy blond hair was in disarray and a cowlick poked through the thick silky layers. Once Daniel saw that he had his attention he smiled tenderly, but the fear and concern was still plain in his eyes. "would you like to cut up the rest of the carrot while I go and get a bandage?"

Kanda nodded and moved over to where the carrot was, grabbing a fresh knife, he set to work. Once Kanda was busy Daniel went to the bathroom to grab a band aid.

Allen's POV:

Ever since he had woken up he had felt the best that he had ever felt in a long time. Well, it seemed like a long time. He had only been this happy with Tyki. A pang of guilt ad longing made Allen physically stop and place a hand over his heart, as if he could sooth the dulling ache. Allen dashed thoughts of Tyki from out of his head, as he stepping into the showers. He had woken up to the sound of the air horn again with a promise that he would wake up earlier than that cursed horn tomorrow. He rounded the corner and made his way past shower curtains to the very back corner. His steps had an extra bounce to them; he hummed a tune to himself as he placed his towel onto the little metal shelf that was at stomach height for him. Turning on the water of the shower he left the cold water rush over him, he didn't mind it, nothing could get his mood down. Grabbing the loofah that had one of those clear handles attached to it, he poured a generous amount of soap onto it. The loofah quickly lathered as he set to work on his back. Soon he was covered in suds that softened his skin. He smiled as he set the loofah down and set to work on shampooing his hair. Frowning he looked in the mirror that was built in, so that they could shave, his hair had started to grow out, showing his black roots. It was a small detail that most people would miss, but Allen liked his hair silver. Taking his gaze from the mirror he moved to step under the cascade of water, but two darkly tanned arms encircled him around his pale waist.

Yelling Allen jumped and spun around almost falling in the process, but tanned hands grabbed him so he wouldn't. Allen looked up into the face of Devit. A blazing deep blush colored his whole face and it ran onto his neck and chest. "Sorry," Devit laughed as he readjusted the towel that was around his waist. "Didn't mean to scare you. Just thought that we could share a shower in order to save water." He said with an easy grin. Allen, catching Devit's smile, returned it with enthusiasm as he said okay. His blush steadily deepened as Devit dropped his towel and placed it onto of Allen's own towel.

"Here," Allen stammered as he handed Devit the loofah. Allen stepped back, his blush now out of control as he moved behind Devit. Quickly he looked down. Yep, he was hard, but there was enough suds that it wasn't that noticeable…hopefully. He cursed himself, he had a crush on Devit, and his dream didn't mean squat in the long run. He didn't want to disgust the only friend that he had here.

The clatter of the loofah hitting the floor scared Allen from out of his thoughts, "Sorry, it slipped," Devit said as he gave an sorry grin as he bent to pick it up. The loofah had fallen on the ground, at Allen's feet. Before Allen could even move Devit looked up at Allen. Time seemed to freeze as Devit's gaze stopped on Allen's hard on. Devit's eyelashes were long and impossibly dark, his eyes were clear of makeup which made Devit impossibly even more attractive. Devit's lips formed into an 'o' of surprise, before a grin burst out upon his face. "Morning wood?" he asked as he cocked an elegant eyebrow at Allen.

Allen nodded, Devit coming up with a better excuse than he ever would have. Devit nodded as he stood up, his smile still on his face. "Don't be ashamed, everyone gets it." Devit laughed as he turned back to soaping himself up, before he started on his hair. He turned around, "Are you going to take care of that?"

Kanda's POV:

After they had dinner, Kanda was instantly crashing. He barely had any food, he mainly drank his wine; that Daniel had gotten upon his request. Picking him up, Daniel carried him to the bed, frowning as he did. When had Kanda gotten so light? Tucking him snugly under the sheets, Daniel headed back to the kitchen where he pulled out the homework that both he and Kanda had been missing out on. It had quickly built up, looking at the pile now Daniel was be withered by how much homework they did at school. Next he took out the bills that he had to pay. The numbers were high, too high for him to meet the next deadline with the job he had now; he would have to get two jobs, and drop out of high school. He looked at the small sleeping form that was on his bed. Turning back to table he pulled out his laptop and searched for another job with new determination. He had to do this; he had to do this for Kanda. Calling the school he pulled himself out, and looked for another job. Finding one that paid well, he applied and set to work on Kanda's homework. He was going to get Kanda caught up and then while he was working two jobs Kanda could do his homework while he was away. He worked well into the night and woke up sometime later; a little more than half of Kanda's homework was done.

Pulling himself from out of the chair he went to couch that was by the bed and went to next time he woke up, Kanda was gone. He jolted awake, "Kanda?!" He yelled out in desperation. The sound of the shower running calmed Daniel down, no one was going to get him. No one was going to hurt his Kanda. Looking at the time he got dressed into a fresh set of clothes and headed out the door, going to work.

Allen's POV:

'Are you going to take care of that?' echoed in Allen's mind, 'are you going to take care of that?', 'are you going to take care of that?', 'are you going to take care of that?' Allen stood there, unmoving. He didn't know what to do or what to say. Devit stood there staring at him, his grin slowly fading into a curious but troubled looked as he was met by silence from Allen. "You do know how to," Devit said after he was still met by silence he frown, "right?" he asked.

Allen snapped from his daze, "Of course," he said, brushing that pathetic question aside.

Devit's grin snapped back into place, "Good," he settled onto the floor, sitting cross-legged.

Allen's brow furrowed, "What are you doing?"

"Isn't it obvious?" Devit asked. His grin growing wider with each passing second.

Allen moved his arms, unsure of what to do in this embarrassing situation. "No, care to explain?" he asked as he decided to sit cross-legged in front of Devit.

Devit leaned forward on his hands that were hidden behind his crossed legs, reminding Allen of that of an excited child who couldn't sit still. "I want a demonstration." He said with a small grin.

Allen sputtered, A demonstration?! Was he crazy? There was no way in hell that he would give a demonstration of masturbation. "I highly doubt that you need a demonstration." He said still be withered by even the suggestion.

"Oh?" Devit said as he raised an eyebrow. "Why do you think that?" He placed a hand upon his chest in fake horror, "Do you think that I am a whore or something?"

Allen was reeling from this suggested insult, "N-no, no!" he stammered out, his hand out stretched pleading falsehood in that accusation. "I-i just," he floundered, "no, no," he repeated.

Devit's grin was wide, "Oh calm down, you're fine." He said with a laugh. "I just want to watch." He pinned Allen with a look that made his blush travel south. "Guys do this all the time; they become better friends by doing this." Devit pouted, "I want us to be better friends."

Allen was at a loss of words, he was pinned in a corner. He felt like he had to do this or their newly found friendship would break. Thinking about it he mentally shrugged, what was the downside of this? He would be able to masturbate in front of the guy he had a crush on. Allen nodded.

"Okay," Devit smiled, "move your legs, I can't see."

Blushing Allen nodded and moved his legs so that Devit could see better. Allen touched himself. The fact that he was wet, and that he was being watched added to the situation. Allen moaned out in surprise on how great it felt, and he hadn't even moved his hand yet. Allen looked at Devit from under his lashes. Devit was focused on Allen's hand, his gaze had turned darker and his mouth was open slightly. Just seeing that expression on Devit made Allen almost cum.

"Move your hand," it was a quiet command that had an unexpected effect on Allen. Allen cried out at he came. He was left trembling as he finished, his dick quickly becoming soft. "Already?" Devit asked, surprise clear in his husky voice.

Allen was embarrassed, he had come very quickly.

"Allen," Devit's voice as deeper and huskier as he said Allen's name. "Would you mind if I...experimented?"

Allen's heavy breathing slowed, "Experimented?"

"Yes." Devit said, his gaze moving slowly up and down Allen's body.

Allen felt a pull in his groin, not knowing exactly what to do, he nodded.

Devit crawled the short distance to were Allen was sitting. At first Devit didn't touch him at all, he just looked. "Here," Devit said as he motioned for Allen to move underneath the shower head. The water cleared his body of all suds and left him clean. As soon as he was clean Devit touched him. His darkly tanned hand encircled Allen's penis. Allen moaned at the touch. Devit started out slowly; slowly he moved his hand up and down Allen's entire length. Then he picked up speed, moving faster and faster. Before Allen could cum though, Devit slowed down and then Allen felt hot breath on his penis. The water that was raining down on them was no longer cold to Allen, it was perfect, it was perfect as Devit enveloped Allen's length in his mouth and sucked. Crying out Allen's hips bucked forward, Devit placed a hand on Allen's hip, holding him down. The urge to cum started it quick escalation. But just like before, Devit stopped before he could. Allen whimpered out as Devit removed his mouth and hand. "Could I try something else out?" Devit asked.

Allen nodded, to weak for words.

"Would you suck mine?" Devit asked as he moved back. Allen nodded without hesitation. Moving he got on his hands and knees before Devit (who was kneeling). Devit was huge! Grasping Devit's great length Allen licked the tip, a moan came from Devit as his fingers knotted themselves into Allen's hair. Allen bobbed his head up and down, moving at different speeds. Devit moaned and his hips bucked. Allen felt something poke at his hole, startled he looked up, it was Devit with the loofah! "Keep going," Devit urged. "Allen nodded and went back, Devit slowly eased the loofa handle into Allen's hole. Allen groaned. The sound around Devit's dick made Devit moan too as he moved the handle in and out. Right before Allen could cum again Devit stopped and gently pushed Allen away. Ug! Allen was on his back, Devit positioned himself at Allen's entrance. Gently he pushed in, and started moving. It felt so good, Allen moaned as Devit stretched him . The pace was quickly picked up as Devit lost himself in his own pleasure and moaned as he came closer and closer. The closer he got the harder he pounded into Allen. Allen moaned, then he jerked as he came.

But Devit was still moving, he hadn't come yet. In one swift move Devit yanked Allen up and dashed their towel's to the ground. Placing Allen on the little ledge Devit made Allen close to cumming again. With each thrust Devit hit harder and deeper into Allen than he had on the floor. Allen moaned as he clutched the shelf and he cummed again with a yell. Devit was moaning loudly clutching hard to Allen's hips Devit slammed himself once more deep into Allen and Allen could feel jets of cum inside of him.

Devit helped Allen off from the shelf, and they both clasped onto the ground. After their breathing got to normal Allen turned to look at Devit, "Mind if I tried something?"

Kanda's POV:

Daniel came back home after working hours at his job. He walked in through the front door in desperate need of a shower. Kanda was asleep in bed, his homework done on the side table. Letting a slight smile on his face, Daniel went to the bathroom to take a shower. Everything would be okay.

Haha! And that's where I leave you guys! :)

Perfect I know, great cliff hanger. I swear I'm a sadist, but I know I'm a masochist. ;)

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