Thanks for all the reviews so far.

I got a review on chapter 8 from afret2010 and i meant to answer that question a long time ago, I have only seen parts of that movie, but now im going to have to watch all of it now that you mentioned it.

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Chapter 11

"You have to come back to me." I saw the hurt on her face.

I moved to get closer to her, and she got even further away from me.

"I don't even know who you are." I said because it was the truth.

"Jane please come back, I need you." This time the agony in her voice was the only thing I heard.

I watched her reach out for me, but as I went to reach my hand out to her she disappeared.

I woke up in a cold sweat, I had had been having this dream for weeks, each time I would, I went to reach out to her she would disappear, and then I would wake up and I would feel so heart broken. I had no idea who this person was but her green eyes haunted my dreams nightly and I had no escape from this agony each night.

I crawled out of bed knowing there was no point in trying to go back to sleep. I looked at the clock on the bedside table and let myself get frustrated. It was only four in the morning and I had a long day ahead of me, and with only a few hours of sleep I knew I would be a long day.

I got in the shower and let the warm water caress my body, some days I never wanted to leave the shower it's like my body craved the warm water like I had never experienced it before.

I let my mind wonder to the woman in my dream as I was getting dressed. Those green eyes were tattooed in my mind, sometimes I would be taking care of the animals and I would flash back to those eyes and I would drop what I was doing and feel this aching inside me almost like a part of me was missing, all I wanted to do in those times is crawl in a ball and cry it was one of the worst feeling I've had, at least since my memory was gone, who knows what i had felt before then.

I made my way down to the barn, and greeted un petit ange with our normal greeting.

"How was your night un petit ange?" He would nudge my hand.

"Mine was just about the same." another nudge.

"I had that dream again." this time I got nothing from him.

"Yeah, I know I think I'm going insane too. But what if I'm dreaming about someone from my past, what if she is the key to learning who I was before? Do you think I should try to find her? This time he nudged my face.

"I guess that's a no." I laughed and then got him some food.

I let him eat out of my hand for a few minutes and then filled up the place for his food, gave him a pat on the head.

"I'll see you later un petit ange, maybe tonight we can go walking." He nudged me again.

"You like that idea, don't you buddy." after another nudge and pat I left him to eat on his own.

I feed and watered each animal with care. They were starting to really grow on me, but the only one I had an understanding with was un petit ange.

Hours later I went back to un petit ange, and started to get him ready for the walk I promised him when I spotted William watching me form the door to the pin.

"Sneaking up on someone was something I thought you didn't do." I said while continuing getting the saddle hooked up and ready to go.

"I don't normally, but you seemed very in tune to what you're doing, I didn't want to mess you up."

"It's fine do you need something?" I said while turning around to look at him.

"No I just came out here to see how the animals are. You ever ride him?" he asked while indicating un petit ange.

"No, I don't ride I just take him for a walk, change of scenery, he seems to like it." I said with a smile.

"Would you like to try?"

"Maybe one day, but not today."

"it's not that hard, you get him at full speed out in the open with no trees and close your eyes it's almost like flying."

I smiled. "I guess you tried it a time or two?"

"No I haven't but my daughter explained it to me once."

That faraway look came to his face again.

"Why don't you call your daughter and tell her you would like to see her?"

"She doesn't want to see me or her mother."

I didn't want to pry so for the second time I just let it be, finished getting un petit ange ready to go, when I turned back around to face the door William had been he was gone. A part of me wanted to go search for him to make sure he was ok but I figured even if he wasn't he would want to talk about it with a stranger.

It was only early afternoon when un petit ange and I made it to the river a short ways from the isles home. While I let un petit ange get a drink I sat on the ground, and really noticed how tired I was, before I knew it I had let myself fall asleep, and I was back into the same dream I had woken up from.

"Where are you? You have to tell me." those hunting green eyes stared at me from afar. I didn't move I knew if I did she would she would disappear.

"Who are you?" I asked.

Every part of me wanted to get closer to really see her.

"Jane please answer my question." she sounded desperate. I moved only am inch and she was gone.

Maura's point of view.

I awoke again, with Doyle standing over me.

"Did it work?" he asked.

"No every time she goes to move towards me I wake up, can you fix that?"

"No I can only let you in her dream I can't fix everything else, my powers are not what they used to be. Does she remember you in anyway?"

I wanted to scream at him tell him to fix this, to get her back at my side, but I knew yelling at him wasn't going to fix anything.

"She has no clue of who I am. Why did they do this to her?"

"She broke the rules; she knew what she was getting herself into."

I had been asking all these question over the last few weeks but there was one I still hadn't asked and I figured now would be a good time.

"Why are you not an angel anymore? What are you?"

Doyle hesitated for several seconds opened his mouth to speak and then stopped, he turned to leave.

"That's not fair you can't start to answer my question and then just leave." I said to his back.

He stopped and turned to look at me again.

"Find us somewhere else to go, I've been using my powers just enough for them to find us, we have to keep moving." he said and then he was gone again.

Jane's point of view.

I awoke from that dream again, the sun was setting. I had been out here for hours but only felt like I had slept for just a few minutes.

I looked around for un petit ange. It didn't take me long to find him, he was only a few feet away from me.

"Why did you let me sleep so long buddy?" he answered by walking to me.

"You ready to go?" he nudged me and I knew he was.

We walked back to the barn with the sunset at our backs, and open field ahead of us. After I got un petit ange back in his pin and ready for the night, I went in the main house expecting both isles to be in bed for the night, but to my surprise both were still awake.

They were in a hushed conversation, and I didn't want to disturb, but William caught me before I could get down the hall.

"Could you come here for a minute? We have some news we would like to share with you."

I walked into the kitchen where they were Constance didn't look herself almost like she wanted to leave.

"Is everything ok? Should I leave?" I asked not knowing what to expect.

I knew at some point they would tell me to leave every day I woke up a kind of expecting it.

"No, we don't want you to leave, but we would like to know if you would mind staying in the room we have in the barn, we're not kicking you out we just..." he stopped for several second and then started again. "Our daughter called today and asked if she could come stay with us, she's in some kind of trouble, and we don't want you involved in it."

"What kind of trouble? Anything I can help with?"

"No, but thanks for the offer." Constance finally spoke.

"When will she be here, when do I need to move to the barn?"

"If you could move there tomorrow, she should be here in the next couple of days." the phone rang then, and William went to answer it, so I left down the hall and into the bedroom I had been using.

I figured why wait for tomorrow it's not like I would sleep tonight anyways, so I went ahead and moved the few things I did have into the barn, and went to see un petit ange. I watched him eat for a while.

"your owners going to be here in a few days, and then I'm not going to be around as often as before, I mean I'll still feed you but our walks will probably have to stop, I'm sure your owner will take over that."

He looked up at me while still chewing his food.

"Don't try to talk with your mouth open bud it's not good class." I laughed at my joke.

Time with un petit ange was the best time of day for me, he was like a god sent when I needed it most.