HEY! So I haven't updated in awhile. I don't know why I couldn't think of one idea or write a single thing for like ever! Then I buckled down today and wrote this chapter. So I hope you enjoy and again a big thanks to all who review means everything to hear your feed back! X)

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We stood at the train stop waiting for the four o'clock train leaving to California. I stood there face looking down trying to hide my bruises from all the normal eyes that pass by. This place, Jupiter FL has absolutely ruined my life. I have never meant people more screwed up in my life and I have bounced from freak show to freak show.

Home, home is where I need to be. Back with my mother, me and my sister and the newest addition to the family, Jimmy. I loved him; love him and when he says he'll keep me safe I believe him.

I looked up to the large clock that stood in the station. It read, '4, PM' the train should be here? I look to Sarah and then Jimmy with a questioning gaze. Though neither had the answer I still looked to them.

"I'm gonna go ask about the delay." Sarah said.

I nod with a worried face fixed on her. She left her bags next to me as she made her way to the ticket station.

"It's gonna be okay" Jimmy assured me with a smile.

I suppose I seem jittery and uneasy and Jimmy could easily tell.

"As soon as we are out of this place I'll feel better" I remind him.

I look back over to Sarah seeing her standing by the ticket station on the side of the booth talking to some unseen person. My heart quickened.

"Sarah?" I call out to her keeping my voice as easy as possible.

She turned looking to me, pleading for a few more seconds. I bounce slightly uneasy with this unseen force.

"I'll be right back" Jimmy says taking a step away from me and closer to Sarah. "Stay right here, okay?"

I only nod. I couldn't move even if I wanted to. Fear held me here.

Jimmy walked beside Sarah. His face gave no indication that I should be worried about who he was talking to. I tapped my hands against my skirt, pulling at the loose pale teal fabric.

Sarah moved back to the booth. I watched as she purchased another ticket from the wrinkly old woman with the smeared red lipstick that filled her deep wrinkles above her lips.

Who else would be joining us?

The loud train pulled in front of me, a man, a worker opened the doors as people flooded out in a hurry and the man worked in a faster rush. I suppose to try to get back in schedule.

"Come on" Sarah said nudging my shoulder.

Jimmy disappeared behind the crowd of people trying to board the late train.

"Jimmy?" I questioned her.

"He'll be right with us" she confirmed. "Just grab your bag and we'll grab a seat" she moved me along.

I wheeled my trunk and Sarah picked up her suitcase along with it, Jimmy's and we entered the train. We walked and walked till we made it to the last car and took a seat in a little room with two booths facing one another.

I plopped down sighing heavily. Sarah lend above putting our luggage away.

"Where's Jimmy?" I asked. "Did he change his mind?"

I waited for her answer, tears ready but not flowing yet.

"He's coming he's just helping someone on first" Sarah said. "Someone who can't hide as easily as him and I"

"Who?" I asked wide eyed.

Who else would have left the show? Who would come here for Jimmy's help?

I look up as the booth doors opened and in walked Jimmy with a worried smile of his face followed by the last two people I wanted to spend a long train ride with, Bette and Dot.

I huffed quietly.

Jimmy put the rest of the bags above us in the storage cabinets above. Then took his seat next to me, facing them.

"Jimmy" I nuzzled into him leaning my head on his shoulder.

"It's gonna be okay" he promised kissing my forehead.

As I rested my head on him and loped my hands with his I look to Bette the woman who had turned homicidal on me a few days ago leading to this mess. I wouldn't fight with Jimmy, I couldn't. It's in his nature to help people especially if their like him.

And I knew if I did fight helping them, they would start drama between us about me being a freak hater and twisting everything I stand for. So I bite my lip and hold my tongue.

The train moved much to my joy we finally left Jupiter FL train station and headed to the opposite side of the US.

Somewhere in the dead of the night or maybe the beginning of the morning we transferee trains trying our hardest to not let anyone see Bette and Dot as we do. With everything being dimly lit we managed to keep them hidden.

Unfortunately the next train we boarded did not have separate carts to hide my color 'friends' if I could even call them that. But we did manage to sit in the far back placing them in the darkest corner.

"Eighteen hours then we'll do one last change then be home" Sarah smiled to me.

I softly battered my eyes trying to stay awake but my lashes closed and I fall asleep holding Jimmy gloved hand.

I sighed looking at Bette and Dot. We all three sat alone in the booth together as Sarah left to the ladies room and I requested Jimmy escort her so no trouble happened. If Sarah was good at anything it was definitely falling into trouble.

"I know Bette won't say it but she's sorry" Dot said voice sweet like a child's. "She did not mean for things to go so far and none of us wanted Dandy to do what he did to you"

"Oh, okay" I nod. "I really don't want to start any of this right now, Dot"

"Of course" she nodded biting her lower lip.

"Everything alright?" Jimmy asked plopping down next to me.

"Yeah" I smile grabbing on to him.

I kiss his cheek sweetly.

"Nine more hours" Sarah made us aware.

Till we jump onto the next train and once on that train we have over a day's ride ahead till we reach out destination.

"Are you excited to see mom?" I asked Sarah trying to talk.

She sighed rolling her eyes like the brat daughter she is.

"Well I am" I nod. "I think it may be... Nice" I searched for the right word and 'nice' seemed appropriate.

"I just don't wanna get yelled at" Sarah laughed.

I couldn't help but laugh with her. Mother always has a temper and first I knew she would hug and love Sarah then the 'do you know how much you scared me' speech would happen.

Though how she would greet me, treat me was still unclear. Sarah maybe the one rolling her eyes and acting like the black sheep but that's far from the truth. Even if things stayed the same between us, my mother and I. I will still have Jimmy and Sarah mostly, and that's all I need.

Bette and Dot though, they need to go. I am not going to allow them to stay in my family in my life after their homicidal jealousy. They, correction, Bette wanted Jimmy to an unhealthy level.

She was cooped up in that house with her mother and just her sister for too long. I understand being a stupid girl and doing this for the 'love of your life' a girl always believes when she has a crush but by this point she was just scaring me.

We switched trains during two in the morning. I bite back my jealousy as Jimmy held on to Bette and Dot covering their deformity with his ever towering body and I walked alone behind them. Chewing on my lip as we entered an empty train cart room that like the first train had separating rooms and two long booths facing each other.

I sat closet to the window on the right side as Jimmy put the bags above us again. A slip of a pocket and a notebook fell from one of the bags. I turned my head to see the fallen paper book. A thought of picking it up and handing it to Jimmy crossed my mind but before my mind could tell my limbs to move of that action Bette, Dot were bending down with a lustful grin on and handing Jimmy the book.

"Here you go, Jimmy" Bette said.

They way her very full lips moved made me want to stand up and throw her out of this very fast moving train. Though all I did was bite my lips, look away and remind myself Jimmy loves me.

Seven hours pasted, we woke and ate.

Four more hours pasted we joked and played cards.

Five hours and dinner pasted.

Four hours more and I fell asleep.

Six hours and I woke in the middle of the night with a nightmare.

I gasped lightly awake seeing the landscape hardly lit zooming by us fast outside the window.

The image of that twisted clown in the bloody outfit haunted my dreams tonight as I saw an image of me sawed in half. Blood dripped down the wooden box and the fabric stuffed in my mouth once a dirty white that tested like dirt was soak red.

I rubbed my forehead controlling my anxiety and fears. I griped Jimmy hand that was still kept away from me with his gloves. I don't really see the point if someone were to walk in here the last thing they would notice is his hands they would be too busy looking, staring, screaming, and running from the two headed girl.

I shut my eyes again still using Jimmy's legs as pillows.

My eyes shoot open as I feel the wind brush against my legs but the rest of my body beside my head feels no air telling me I am covered by something. I saw both views of myself from third person and throw my own eyes I couldn't understand it but it is my vision.

The taste of dirt, dryness and mud was consuming my taste buds. Looking to where I was I knew I was repeating my nightmare. Such an odd thing to know yet it didn't comfort me to know this wasn't real. Yet I know and I don't. Odd.

The sound of the hand saw moving back and forth cutting the wood closer and closer to my body set my into a crying frenzy. I couldn't remove the gag from my mouth I could only cry out, scream for help muffled.

I looked all around to find Jimmy. He saved me before when this had been real and wanted him to do it again. The saw got closer to me and my insides as both clowns stood on each side of the box pushing it towards and away from each other with the two person saw.

My screams stop I could no longer pour them out as the saw entered my body ripping me apart. I felt the pain at least I think I do. My gasp and cries were muffled, from the gag and also because my ears began to ring leaving most sounds sounding distant.

My slowing heartbeat pounded throw the ringing and the pouring of my blood rushing out of my body became more prominent till finally the saw had hit its end of the wooden plank below me and my inside gushed to the dirt floor.

My eyes stayed open, blooding running out of my opened gagged mouth I thought surely I had died. But the cleaner clown took the gag from my mouth and I begin to cough up blood, breathing hastily.

"Ta-da!" The cleaner clown said.

He thrown his hands up and took a bow as he reveled I had been cut in half. Flashes as he bowed ran throw my head ones of him doing this action as a masked covered clown and the other as well groomed rich boy.

"Ladies and gentlemen a round of applause for my lovely assistant..." He announced. Leaning down to me the clown costume was gone leaving behind the rich boy, Dandy. "...Tiny Tits" he whispered in my ear the stage name he gave me.

I thrashed away from him still being held by the box. As my body struggled I could still feel, see my organs spilling out of me.

I turn as I heard claptrap. The dirtier clown stood there clapping jumping up and down. Then I look to the crowd of people containing Dot and Bette smiling big, the man I had smashed the skull of eighteen times eating popcorn laughing and the two look alike, Dandy's mother and the other lady attached to one another.

"Oh, Dandy mommy so proud" her voice was soft and regal.

My gag was removed and the box opens allowing my thrashing body to tumble to the ground without my feet.

"A thank you, a thank you" Dandy kept bowing.

I crawled away trying to reach the woods beside me. They let me leave as their laughter haunted me. I sob quietly as I felt the sensation of dirt and rocks dragging against the long slivers of the parts that hang out of me.

Continuing I drag my hands, nails in the dirt entering the tree line. The moment I do the scenery changes in to that lake Jimmy and I were interrupted by that cop before the clowns ever got a hold of me. Though I stayed on the dirt floored cut in half.

"Bonnie, that you?" Jimmy asked as his back was to me.

"Jim-Jimmy" I sob out in Shaky breaths.

He turned looking to me. I thought I would see horror over take him, concern for my life but nope I saw nothing he didn't care about me he took one look at me and shrugged me off.

"Jimmy?!"

"Bonnie wake up"

I jumped up terrified. Dot and Bette stood over me. That sight caused me to jump again.

"You okay?" Dot asked kindly.

I wipe the sweat from my brow.

"Yeah" I answer shaky.

Sitting up I see only us three were in here.

"Where are Sarah and Jimmy?" I ask.

"Getting breakfast from the dining car" Dot answered me again.

Besides talking to Dot or Jimmy I haven't Heard Bette talk in a long time. Not that I wanted to.

"Oh, okay" I nod.

"Four more hours" Dot said excitedly.

"Can't wait" I reply very dull, looking out my window.

Before Jimmy and Sarah returned from the dining car I left to the ladies Laboratory. I fixed my high ponytail and cleaned my face only applying the simplest of makeup needs, mascara and my painted on brows. Then I changed into my white skirt, plaid pink collard shirt, sleeves stopping before my shoulders I tied the shirt at the hem of the skirt into a bow, finishing up with my lace socks and black-and-white Oxford shoes.

I returned to our room. Jimmy and Sarah were back before me with an extra plate of food for me as the rest of them ate. I sat down again by Jimmy picking up the plate of hot cakes that were already buttered and poured some syrup on them.

"Thanks" I whisper to Jimmy.

"No problem" he smiled moving my long bang to the side to see more of my face.

I kiss his ungloved hand happy to feel his skin on mine.

"I love you" I lip to him before taking a bite of food.

"I love you to" he says lowly and kisses my cheek.

Three and a half hours later we're here. Venice, California.

Okay all I know beside the dream not that much going on but I feel it sets the mood for the next chapter. Anyways I hope you all enjoyed. And as for how long it took them to get to CA from FL by train I did about three days I looked online and did the math though I could be off. Sorry.

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And much to my dislike I think the end is rearing its ugly head to this story :,( *Sniffle*

As for my ideas upon the end (DO NOT READ OFF IF YOU WANT TO BE COMPLETELY SURPRISED… READ ON THOUGH IF YOU WISH TO GIVE AN OPINION ON MY ENDING!)

1: Should I end happy at the CA Freak-Show?

2: Should I adapt parts from the AHS FS final few shows in here? (Being lose of hands, Crazy Dandy maybe leading to his tank death, crazy puppet guy, ECT)

3: All of the above?

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-QUINN