I've got envy, I've got greed, anything that you need

WARNING: Strong language in this chapter!

Walking through these halls on this particular Monday morning was a terrible mistake. A mistake for not faking some random disease to my dad and tell him that my knee hurts a little more than usual and stay in bed whilst eating ice cream and drinking hot cacao in front of the tv, texting with Riley and waiting for him to spend the rest of the afternoon in my company before my dad comes home and kicks him out, gently.

No, instead I'm just walking through the halls on the worst day of the week, all by my own because my best friend is hitting on that stupid friend of Edward's and my boyfriend is late... Again. Every time I looked at the little twats and whores at school or the bastards and macho's, I had to avoid the need to puke, preferably on them. I hated this school and these people, especially that one person who was standing next to me at my locker. His smell consumed me, the sweet perfume of his AXE, and I tried to neglect the need to jump on him and kiss him again. Bella, please. His nose was still swollen and there was still dried blood at the bottom of it. But despise that, he was still handsome and very easy to hate.

"Where is your sweet boyfriend?" Edward asked as he smashed his hand on the locker next to me.
"He's late."
"Pity." Oh God, this shit really wasn't over yet.

"What do you think of my shirt?" He asked while unzipping his big coat, revealing his- beautifully shaped- body, covered by a thin white shirt that showed his abbs and muscular arms.

I looked down at the inscription on his white shirt. I first had no idea what the black letters meant, but that was only because I refused to understand them. Slowly the pieces fell into their places.

Bella is my hookah whore.

My eyes almost dropped out of their cases. I could almost hear them fall on the ground, bounce back and roll away from me. I was sure people could see my heart bounce through my feather filled coat. I was also certain the little color I usually had on my face disappeared as well. I was probably the palest person on earth right now. Even paler than a vampire. Or an albino squirrel.

I was his hookah whore? I was his hookah whore?!

Tears were forming in the corner of my eyes and I had to keep myself from letting them fall all the way down my meanwhile red face. A red face of anger and shame.

I wish I was strong enough to say something back to him but I knew for sure that my voice would come out as a little peep. Whatever I was going to say would sound so pathetic. Instead of screaming something mean back to him, I cried and ran away, as far as I could. Without really thinking about where I was going, I ended up on the parking lot, where bitches and bastards were talking to each other.

I knew they were staring at me but I wasn't staring back. All I was doing was hiding my face by looking down at my running feet.

I ran towards my car, when I noticed the black European car Riley borrowed to go to school. He was there. My love was here.

Two arms grabbed me from behind. I screamed out of angst, I was a very paranoid person. Always scared of whatever could happen to me or the people I loved such as my parents. So right now, I thought I was being abducted on a parking lot full of people. But when I turned my head and faced my so feared abductor, I was relieved to see that he was the boy I was in love with. I turned my entire body and jumped in his arms and let the tears flow again, just like I had done two days ago. He stroked my hair in a comforting way as he put me back on the ground and looked at me with his eyes drilling into mine.

"What has he done now?" He asked. Of course he already knew the reason why I cried, the reason being Edward Cunt Cullen.
I missed his sweet British accent though it had only been a few hours since we got separated. Looking at him, at that exact moment where I needed him the most, made me realize that I was slowly really falling in love with him, how weak and Forks-Twatlike that might sound.

I explained to Riley the reason of my tear shed. I saw his face turn red with every new sentence I began. Something inside of me said that this was more than what it initially started with. It was personal now and I was just something in between. The victim to hurt to anger the opponent. It was a pathetic game they were playing and it was hurting me so badly. It was humiliating.
Riley passed me and ran inside. I tried to keep up with his large steps but my little legs and ever hurting knee couldn't really follow his long legs. I yelled his name , trying to slow him down or to stop his anger from growing. You know in those movies where the boy is calmed down because of his lover's voice? Well, this wasn't one of those stories. He wasn't calming down. Instead, his anger grew by every step that made him come closer to Edward.

"Cullen!" He screamed through the hallway, causing every bitch, twat, whore and bastard to look at him. At us. I was standing in front of Edward's usual crowd and the usual whores whom were trying to hit on him, like Jessica right now- couldn't she understand their three days love was already over?- with my extremely swelled up, red eyes and wet cheeks. Edward looked up from one of his happy victims- I think her name was Carmen but I couldn't be exactly sure about that. He drilled his eyes in a challenging way into Riley's, whose muscles were now swelling, ready to punch Edward hard enough to actually break his nose this time.

Riley walked closer and closer to Edward. He stopped walking only when their chests were touching each other, their heads to each other and only a few inches away. If we didn't knew better, if we didn't knew this was going to end up in a very bad way and if their faces weren't all angry and challenging, we could have think they were coming out of the closet. "You'll have to stop making my girl cry, muppet." His girl? Oh God, this made some feelings rise up.

"What'cha gonna do, Beers? Punch me again? Here, in front of all these witnesses?" Riley began shaking. I tried to hold his hand to calm him down but his inner Hulk exploded. He jumped on Edward, just like he did the day before but this time, he used his fist several times. Edward's nose was bleeding and Riley's hands were smeared with what was flowing out of it. He was obviously dominating the situation. At least I thought was, until Edward rolled him over and layed on top, before pulling his hair, hitting his nose and cheek and his chest. Riley obviously tried to be the master again but failed under Edward's muscular force. People around us were screaming, oo'ing, happy to finally have a bit of action in this usually boring school.

"FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT." Was all I could hear, along the ooches and the aaws and the screams from Edward and Riley. And suddenly, silence. Everyone shut up, no one dared to talk at the view of our rather large and intimidating principal, Mr. Greene. Edward and Riley glanced at him, scared of an outburst of our angry teddybear. The others walked away like there was nothing going on and like they were sweet angels who clearly were too sweet to boo and aaaw and scream "fight". Pathetic cowards.

"Mr. Cullen, Mr. Biers, follow me please." He said, turning around and leading the two to his office. A place I'd never been to and wasn't planning on going to.

XXX

I was sitting in my German class, just drawing some stupid things. I wasn't even paying attention at whatever in the world was happening around me. A nuclear war couldn't even wake me up from my day dreaming. I barely could make out a female shape sitting next to me. I prayed to God that it was Rosalie but the fact that I couldn't spot long, blonde hair made me realize that it was worse. It was one of Edward's little sluts and by bad luck, also my sweet and lovely cousin, Jessica. Bitch.
"So, you liked kissing E.?" She asked with her eyebrows up. I couldn't believe that this was actually happening.
"Oh you know. His kiss is so normal. Luckily I have Riley." I said without even looking up to her.

"Sorry? You mean Riley Beer is a better kisser than sexkissing Edward?" She opened her mouth in a bitchy shock way. People often act like they are bitchy but Jessica was bitchy.
"Uhm, yes?" I answered dramatically, just to make fun of her.

"You know, Bells," she said while standing up from the chair so she wouldn't have to sit next to me for any longer. These three minutes were already painful enough for her popular and very important reputation, "you have to realize that Edward was high when you kissed him. It was all a mistake. He would never kiss you if he was sober. You're just too plain and ugly for him. "

And so the teasing went on for the rest of the day. It began to be painful and at the end of the day, I had cried so much that I couldn't see clear anymore. I was sure Edward was enjoying all of this, his victory and his trophy was my tears. When I saw Riley back at the end of the day, I asked him to bring me home, my eyes were dimmed because of the irritation of all the tears.

None of us were talking during the drive back home. Probably because Riley's lips hurt and I just had no breath to use anymore.

"So, what did Mr. Greene say?" I asked, breaking the silence as I closed the front door of my house after Riley entered.

"Oh you know. Mr. Biers, what you did was completely unacceptable, as was Mr. Cullen's attitude. I don't care about who started with doing what." He said, faking Mr. Greene's pronounced accent from Texas, which he failed royally because of his superb British accent. I grabbed his head by passing my arm on his neck and pulled him to me to kiss his tender, hurt lips.

"Owh, babe." He said, pushing me away gently to point at his lips. I automatically reached for my lips and laughed silently and shocked. It was the first time today that someone made me laugh and I was happy it was this boy who I loved.

He took both sides of my head in his hands and kissed me gently so his lips wouldn't hurt too much. "Are your parents home?" He asked silently. I looked around me in a dramatical way, like I saw people do in bad movies.

"No." I said before attacking his lips again.

"Ow." He said still on my lips but as soon as I wanted to pull off so his lips could rest from the pain, he pushed his even more strongly on mine. He led me upstairs while his tongue made his way into my mouth, trying to be the master of it. He softly bit on my lip, making me hot and let's face it, wet. A warm glow came from the bottom of my spine, to my feet when we entered my room and he pushed me on my cracking bed. He immediately reached for his shoes and took them off, as well as his socks. Our bodies were laying on the bed but our legs were still hanging. I made myself more comfortable on it and so did he by laying on top of me.Master.

And suddenly, at the moment he was putting his hands underneath my shirt to pull it over my head, I understood what was going to happen. Oh, help. I was actually going to show a boy my body, something so personal I didn't even let my mom watch me in my underwear since I was 10 years old. But with Riley, it seemed different. It was what I wanted. I needed to feel comforted and loved instead of crying on my own in front of tv and look at myself like I'm less than anything on earth. I felt desirable, sexy even.

So I let him do whatever he wanted to do. When I felt his hard crotch between my, now naked legs- I was still wearing my little blue underwear that owned zero sexiness- I knew this all was real. That I was actually going to have sex. I liked his touch on my body, especially in the area of my breast. He was kissing my neck while undoing my bra and I grabbed his hear with my fingers while breathing so heavily it looked like I was expulsing my lungs. When he undid my bra, he looked at my boobs like to check if they were like he imagined them. He didn't look disappointed and I was happy he wasn't.

"Condoms." I whispered. It just occurred to me we needed them. I didn't take the birth control pill yet because I had no problems with my menstruation and I never could have thought this would come so soon.

"Shit." He said in a sigh in my neck. It broke our magic and I waited- naked, I'd like to point out. His cock was hard as a rock as he put it on rather easily, and he came back to me. He started where he left a moment before, by kissing my neck and behind my ear while pushing his naked body on mine and striking his dick around my pussy area. And then, he came closer and entered. So far for any form of foreplay. He trusted, hard. So hard it hurt but I liked the pain. Not in a kinky way but more in a way like I had sex for the first time and enjoy it. I groaned and breath hard as he passed his hand underneath my ass to pinch it in his hand while putting his dick even deeper into me. With his other hand he grabbed my leg and pulled it on his ass, making it all look like it was gymnastic or something.

He stopped pinching my ass but made his way to my breast. With one hand he rubbed over it and he kissed and licked the other breast as he continued to thrust into me. He made a little, maybe girly sound when he came and rolled over next to me when his hard cock slowly grew. We were both breathing heavily, only the sound of our breaths filling the room. I closed my eyes and tried to control all the emotions. And then, this stupid song came to me again. I just had sex and it feels so good. It really felt good, even if I didn't have the chance to come. I felt loved and desirable, everything I needed as a girl. Despise the pain I was feeling inside of my cooter. I opened my eyes again and noticed Riley was looking at me. He came closer and kissed me, softly. Way more softly than he did before while we were having... sex. He made soft circles with his index over my tits, following the pink trace on them. I noticed they were a bit sore and very red but the soft way he touched my nipples made them feel already better. And it turned me on. I loved that he could get pleasure from my body.

So I turned over him and this time, it was me who turned him on while I was waiting for his cock to be hard.

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