Akuma's Diary- 7th Entry

312th day of the 389th year R.S. disappeared

Warning: the following chapter contains a bit of lime... and hints of lemon for the future

That little shit did it again!

Although I should be glad that he hasn't made me hunt down another Bijuu or Jinchuuriki. But the bastard still did it! He used his fucking Mangekyo Sharingan on me and for something so simple!

But I guess you're all so confused with my ranting again. So let me explain a little.

Tobi used his Mangekyo on me so we could move from one base; we were in Wind Country this entire time, to another somewhere in Mist Country. I really should have paid more attention to the geography but I was kind of busy with spreading as much 'cat-like abilities' as possible.

And on top of that, Yurara sensed me! She hunted me down along with my 'entourage'. It's a good thing I'm already an experienced liar, even if I did fuck it up. But I suppose I should just show you instead of denying you the juicy details.

"Do I really need to wear a fucking blindfold?" I asked irritably as my ears twitched. They were extra sensitive to someone else touching them. And considering what happened if someone massaged the tips, yeah I wasn't looking forward to someone finding those spots. "I'm already being held hostage here."

"It's to make sure you don't run off." Kakuzu said. I snorted.

"Where am I going to run to?" If I was found by my siblings they would chew me out for 'neglecting' my duties. And it's not like I would run into more humans. A month and a half was enough time for me to be around humans.

"Leader-sama wants me. Don't do something stupid Hidan."

"What the fuck would I do to her?" Hidan asked as I growled under my breath. He was trying to get close enough to tie the blindfold around while not moving too close to my tail.

"Idiots." Kakuzu grumbled before walking away. I relaxed slightly once he was gone.

"Will you stop moving your tail?!" Hidan grumbled as he grabbed my tail.

"Don't-" I jerked feeling heat spread through my body. Involuntarily I let out a small moan. Hidan had managed to find a very… delicate spot on my tail. Combine that with his slight tugging, I could feel my body flush.

"The fuck?" Hidan asked as he jerked my tail again. I gasped moving back into him as a fine trembling took over my body. I could feel his smirk. "You're fucking sensitive?"

"Let. Go." I growled softly. He jerked again which made me arch as the feeling of having my tail pulled brought pain and pleasure. "Hidan!" I gasped breathily. I felt him chuckle before he let go of my tail. I whirled around to glare at him.

"Watch. My. Tail!" I hissed feeling my fangs protruding from my upper lips. "Unlike your brain, my tail is attached to me." My arms had goose flesh. Hidan smirked making his smug face seem dangerously sexy.

"I didn't know you were fucking sensitive. It's going to make the next few days easier." I cocked my head to the side.

"Easier for what?" He leaned in causing me to lean back.

"To tease you." I turned around ignoring the blush on my cheeks. Goddammit! Was he always such a perv?

"Fuck you Hidan." I growled as he went back to putting the blind fold on me.

"If you want. But I'm on top." I have never met a human who was as… blunt and verbal as he was. I can see why sex was a sensitive topic now. It was fine reading it but actually thinking about it in real life was different. I felt Hidan's hand wrap around my tail and tug, sharply causing me to gasp/moan. "I'm going to enjoy the next few days."

"Jackass." I snapped whirling around and smacking him. I heard him fly back and hit a wall with a fleshy smack. Lashing out was a natural response, besides he was immortal, he'd survive. Although that wasn't what worried me. I hadn't moved that fast, he should have been able to avoid getting hit, or at least grabbed my arm. Before I could think on it too much the door opened.

"Bitch!" Hidan cussed.

"What did I tell you two about fighting?" Kakuzu growled. "Let's go."

'Follow Kakuzu.' Tobi's voice washed over me making my body limp as fear filled me. He couldn't have known what happened moments previously but still I feared he would know about me and Hidan. I shut those thoughts deep into my thoughts before I nodded limply and walked to where I smelled and heard Kakuzu. 'Be a good demon and make sure you don't cause any trouble.'

'Fuck you Tobi!' my head nodded. Hidan fell into step behind me but thankfully he didn't do anything else to abuse my tail. I had wrapped it around my waist securely.

When we got close to the exit my nose started to go crazy as I smelled wet earth, fresh air, and the cold wind. I sped up causing Kakuzu to grumble about me. I ignored him but didn't go more than three feet away. Nagato had put another seal on me. Joy!

"About time." I heard Sasori growl.

"Blame Hidan." Kakuzu grunted once we were outside. I was frozen as my ears twitched catching all the sounds of the wildlife around us.

"Let's go." I didn't move as I felt my four guards get ready to move.

"Oi, bitch we're moving." Hidan called.

My ears twitched as I heard the sounds of animals, the wind, and the life flowing all around. As far as I could reach with my senses I could see a slight dullness to the humans. They were… very uncoordinated, less stealthy, and less creative.

They were slowly dying in their creativity. I felt a tear slip down my cheek.

"What's wrong with you?" Sasori asked.

"They're… dying." I choked out feeling myself go cold. This… this wasn't supposed to happen. My job had been ignored for way too long. The chakra system of everything all around was slowly receding. I was the one who made sure ninja's were ninja. I helped them move like I moved, like a cat. The pain I had pushed to the back of my mind rushed in full force as I shuddered and fell to my knees.

"What the hell?" I kept the four guards away as I felt the chakra that had been gathering inside me explode all along my skin. It felt like fire as I let it all go.

I could feel the chakra pumping around me as I gathered more and sent it out into the air, the earth, and the animals. The Akatsuki got the first doses and from there it would spread with every human they saw and came in contact with. I was doing my job. Although this was much more 'louder' and 'flashy' than I usually worked.

"Akuma!"I couldn't stop though. The world needed it. I had to do my job.

'Akuma stop!' Tobi ordered

"You took me away from this. It's your own fault I'm doing this." I hissed. "I'm doing what I was created for. Now shut up and let me do my job before every ninja ends up a civilian."

"What do you mean, yeah?"

"Haven't you noticed your reflexes and abilities becoming less smooth and more rugged? Like you're a child again?" I asked as I sent out another chakra burst. I grunted before gathering all the chakra around me and concentrating it. I got on my hands and knees focusing on what I wanted. My tail, ears, and demonic aura rose. I buried my hands into the earth and released the energy. Whoever hadn't been able to receive any would as soon as they drunk water or ate any fruit.

My job was done and balance was restored.

I swayed.

"That… wasn't a good idea." I mumbled before I collapsed to the ground panting. My muscles were twitching violently as I tried to catch my breath.

"Are you done?" Kakuzu asked.

"No. I'm about to wilt." I replied sarcastically. Well it was sort of true. A little blip on my internal radar came to life as I stiffened. "Oh shit."

"What?" Sasori asked. I could hear it in his voice though. They knew someone or something was coming. I whimpered in fear pulling off the blindfold. With my current vision I couldn't see. My eyes were probably silver like Tenshi's.

"Yurara." I crawled to the nearest tree and lay under it. I wouldn't be any match for her like this.

"You're sister?" Hidan murmured. I nodded.

"Something tells me I'm going to be killed within the next few minutes." I muttered. What I'd said before was true, why would I even want to go back? The four Akatsuki members stood in front of me looking around in all directions.

'Distract her. Don't let her know about us.' Tobi ordered. In a flash the four Akatsuki members disappeared via shunshin. Huh, I guess I did my job a little too well if I couldn't sense them.

I waited under the tree, catching my breath and preparing myself. With the damn Sharingan I couldn't really disobey Tobi. Oh but thinking of what Yurara would and could do to him was much more appealing and helped to calm me faster than I thought possible.

So when a huge fox appeared out of the forest looking like death warmed over I was already in my happy place. I sighed seeing her red eyes boring into me.

"Hello Yurara." In a swirl of black and red mist she changed. I blinked and there stood a tall woman with long black hair wearing a white yukata with a black obi tied around her middle. Her reddish orange fox ears poked out of her head like my ears did and her fluffy tail swished behind her.

"Where have you been?" She hissed still looking at me with her blood red eyes.

"Vacation." I said nonchalantly hiding the tremor in my body. Weakness, no weakness.

"We do not take vacations." Yurara snapped. "Do you know what your actions have caused?"

"I am aware." I said getting up slowly. "If you haven't noticed I am paying the price." She eyed the dripping blood that was coming from my side.

"As well you should." Her beautiful face twisted. "You look like shit."

"I see you're still as articulate as ever. If you haven't noticed I kind of have my own problems to deal with right now." I hissed.

"Your problems are the same as ours little sister." Yurara growled. "What did you think you were doing when you decided to go on your little vacation? Do you know what the humans have been doing? You almost tipped the balance on us all."

"Well you can't say I'm just a no good little rug anymore." I replied dryly. She moved too quickly for me to react. In a second I was flying through the air and slamming into a tree.

"Do you think this is a game Akuma?" Yurara asked deathly calm. She was beside me in an instant. In another second I was flying through the air again and slamming into a large boulder. "You have been living among the humans for too long if you cannot remember that everything we do is to keep these humans in check."

"Oh don't spout that 'holier than thou' bullshit to me." I growled getting up to face her. "I did my job didn't I? I may have taken a little reprieve but at least I didn't leave you all to pick up the sticks."

"Knowing you, you probably would have left us like Usagi did." I hissed feeling my fangs lengthen.

"I can't blame her. You always told me you could do my job better than I could." Yurara didn't say anything as I approached her. "Well sis? Did you do a better job than I did? Because I felt the chakra of all the humans. I'm surprised you managed to get them all. Or did you start with the ones who you liked and felt were worth it?"

"No human is worth more than one." She said coldly.

"I remember what Rikodu-sensei said." I snapped. "I remember the fucking balance. I've just been a little tied up." Her eyes narrowed. Ah shit.

"With what?" She asked quietly. I stared into her red eyes for a moment before turning around.

"Doesn't matter."

"Whatever caused you to go on your 'vacation' must have been worth it." Yurara snapped. "For three hundred years you've done your job without complaint or any holidays. What caused you to choose now to 'vacation'?"

'Do not say anything.' My mouth snapped shut.

"Answer me." My mouth opened of its own accord. I said the first thing I thought of.

"Have you ever noticed how fragile humans are?" I asked. Well it was better than saying I was being held hostage by Akatsuki.

"That's what it's about?" She snorted. "A human?"

"I didn't say that." I said turning around to face her. I saw the slight widening of her eyes before she narrowed them.

"Whoever he is forget about him. He will be dead in a few years." I rolled my eyes.

"Kami. I'm not that stupid." I growled.

'End this conversation now.'

'Will you shut the fuck up?' I asked.

"I'll do my job from now on okay? I'll even check in with you every month if you want. I just needed time away from all of you."

"If you choose to go on another vacation Akuma, I will be grounding you." Well she very well could and would. I gulped.

"Understood."

"Check in with me on the full moon. Every full moon!" I nodded faintly before walking forward. "Akuma." I stopped. "One last thing." I turned to look at her serious face. "If you see anyone with a black cloak and red clouds on, report to me at once."

"Why?" I asked getting a heavy feeling in my stomach,

"They're a group of humans hunting down our brethren. The Bijuu. They already took Isobu. Kurama's been giving me information from what he's learning from his Jinchuuriki." Yurara walked forward as I turned to face her completely. "If humans have found him, then it's safe to say that the balance will be gone soon enough. If they take another Bijuu, I will be waking Kai."

"Why would you wake him?" I asked feeling dizzy. "Surely we can stop them before it comes to that?" Yurara shook her head.

"It would seem that they are much more talented than we gave them credit for. One of their members was able to get Isobu to come quietly. No one else felt his signature or distress signals." I had. I'd felt it the entire time they're been putting him in the Juubi. Tobi… that bastard had me cloak it. A small tear slipped from my eye.

"Isobu?" I asked reaching for the name. Yurara nodded seeing what I wanted her to see.

"The others are already aware of this but until now no one's been able to find you. Be prepared sister. The others are watching over the Jinchuuriki." I nodded before asking.

"Tenshi? Where is she?"

"She's in Konoha." I nodded knowing Kurama would prefer her or Yurara to watch over his Jinchuuriki no matter what he argued.

"I'll keep an eye open." I said. Yurara nodded before shifting back into a very large fox. She bounded away into the forest leaving me alone standing still.

I'd just gotten an order from my alpha female. I was to rat on the Akatsuki. Yurara and Kai were the only two we couldn't disobey no matter what. It helped keep us all in line over the years. But with Tobi controlling me with the Sharingan, I couldn't say anything. My loyalty warred with the damn curse of the Uchiha clan.

'Return to your hell Akuma.' Tobi ordered. 'You will stay there while we continue to move.' My body jerked as I mentally fought the order. In the end I did as he said and stayed buried while we moved.

No one said anything to me as we ran to this base in Kirigakure. I'm surprised they even blindfolded me when we were getting close. Not that I cared since I was in my head trying to sort things out while shoving various chakra beings away.

Yurara had probably sensed something was up with me. I had been more concerned with Kai coming back in case she jumped the gun. And who wouldn't? My brother was scary as hell. But still, even I couldn't have been that good an actor. If I was I think I'd need to come up with a signal for my siblings to look for if I was lying. Nah, that would be used against me if I ever needed to lie to them. I was already lying to them by 'sleeping with the enemy' here.

My guard tonight is Itachi. But for the first time, I don't want to look at him and wonder. Nor at Sasori and Hidan. I'd rather look at the wall and contemplate the future and what will happen to me if, no when, Yurara finds out I lied to her about the Akatsuki. She'll probably lock me up for real. Either that or… she'll ground me. And grounding, that was the most we could do to each other without killing each other. My heart would be ripped out and I'd be forced to wander the lands doing my job without rest. (I told you, we are demons. Demons want results. It would hurt Yurara to do that to me but she would do it anyway. She'd think she was helping.)

I didn't want that to happen to me. But I also didn't want my… friends to get hurt.

This situation got even more complicated when I decided Sasori, Hidan, and Kisame were my friends. I've made my decision about all this. I'm going to take Hidan and Kisame's advice about accepting help. I cannot stay here any longer without warning my sisters of what's happening. Tobi will no doubt have already located the next Bijuu. I refuse to participate in the next 'family reunion'. Especially since my father will be there. I just need Itachi and Sasori's help and everything will be set. I'd better get to work.

-Akuma

GM NASAI: Whoo, longest chapter ever. And believe me this chapter was... well it's been waiting for a while for me to publish it. I was trying to figure how to do this and all but I have an idea on how I want this to end and how to get Akuma away from Akatsuki. But that's it, I still need to work on the events leading up to the ending.

I just wondered if anyone had any objections to the Animal Demons meeting the Jinchuuriki and the Kage later on. That's all I'm having trouble with. So review or PM me and I'll see if I can get any ideas. Thanks for reading and hopefully reviewing.