Chapter 11: Displacement
(FLASHBACK)
I sat silently in the backseat of the moving station wagon. My suitcase, filled with my few possessions, lay unmoving in the lap of my tail. I was 14 fish-years-old, and this was my 7th foster home.
I had never exactly been the ideal child, and was almost always picked by the foster homes as a last resort. I wasn't attractive, I wasn't an athlete, and I wasn't the most engaging fish around. Instead I was a scrawny, "nerd" of sorts who was also a recluse. After arriving at the 4th house, I'd stopped unpacking my bag. I'd simply count down the days until the couple would ship me on to the next home. I intended on repeating the process when I moved into this new house.
I looked up in the rearview mirror, hoping the driver wouldn't notice me inspecting them. She had wavy, pale green hair and soft peach-colored skin. She was a seahorse, like me, which was a first. She was also my new "mother". She glanced up in the mirror, spotting my staring eyes. I quickly looked away, embarrassed.
"How you doin' back there?" She asked.
I didn't respond, not exactly knowing what to say. I was nervous, tired, depressed, angry, and every other emotion in the book. How could I ever choose just one?
" You could at least tell me your name." She smirked.
"You first." I said.
"Ah ha! So he does speak! Well, my name is Anemone. You can call me Ann for short." She chuckled.
"That's quite a mouthful." I commented.
"It is, but it's a family name. Your turn!"
"…Daniel. My name's Daniel." I replied.
"Daniel, huh? You got a nickname? Danny, or something?"
"No, just Daniel."
"Alright then, Daniel. So, how many homes you been in?" Ann inquired.
"Er…6. This is my 7th." I answered.
"Is that so? That sounds tough." She commented.
I didn't reply.
"Hey, you can talk to me. Anything you say won't be held against you." She laughed.
"You don't have to pretend to like me." I said.
"I'm not pretending." She smiled.
"Bullshit," I snapped, "you're just going to send me back to the agency within a month! Just like all the others!"
"Well, with that attitude, I certainly would!" She replied.
"Then do it already! I'm tired of being kept in suspense; just ship me off to the next house like cargo!" I cried.
Suddenly Ann slammed on the breaks, and the car screeched to a halt. Being slammed against my seat knocked the water and the cynicism out of me. I unwillingly began to cry out of pure anger.
"Look, Daniel, I'm not exactly a fan of your obscene language, but I'm not gonna' send you back." Ann said, sounding a little sad.
I was shocked at how she continued to be nice, even after I had just acted like a complete ass.
"You have no idea what it's like. You foster home parents never do." I grumbled, continuing to be a jerk.
"Hey, you know something? I was a foster kid, too." She admitted.
"Huh? Really?" This was another first. Two in one day.
"I was in as many foster homes as you are years old."
"That's…that's a lot, I must admit." I said, wiping my eyes.
"Yep. So, I decided helping kids like you would be my life goal."
"Pretty bland goal." I muttered.
"I know you don't want to trust me yet; I get it. I just really want you to know that, once you get to my place, you're not going anywhere." She grinned.
"You mean, I'll be OK to stay for a bit? Maybe a few months?"
"Maybe until you graduate, silly."
"You're serious?" I asked.
"As the dropsy." She joked.
"Wait, how many other kids are there?" I wondered, trying not to let myself get carried away in my own excitement.
"Only about nine."
"How many will I be bunking with?"
"Just one other kid. Don't worry." She informed me.
"Only one? No fooling?"
"Mm'hm. Sounds good, eh?"
"Sounds…unbelievable." I said, truly not believing her.
"I guess you'll just have to see it to believe it."
"I suppose I will. I probably won't even get to stay long enough to enjoy it." I sighed.
"Hey, there's no need to be negative. You're staying, alright?" She assured me.
"If you say so, Anemone." I said.
"Please," she said, reaching back to pat my hand, "call me Ann."
(PRESENT)
"Mom!" I snorted, waking up from my doze.
I realized quickly that instead of being in a comfortable bed, I was asleep at my desk. A desk that was covered in ungraded papers.
"Urgh…" I groaned, looking up at the clock. It was 10:30 at night. My bed looked so inviting from where I was sitting.
'Maybe I'll grade these later.' I thought.
I scooped up all the papers off my desk and shoved them into my bag, then flipped off my desk light. I tiredly slipped off my shirt and slipped on my night tee. I was just about to take off my glasses when the phone rang.
"Oh fish sticks! Who is calling me at ten pm?" I cried.
'Who calls you at all?' My mind asked.
"Shut up, thoughts." I voiced, feeling pleased I was alone.
I snatched the phone off of the receiver, and clapped it to my head.
"Hello?" I growled.
"Daniel? Is that you?" A very feminine voice asked.
"Mom?" I asked, still in my dream stupor.
"What? No Baldwin, it's Marlene!" Marlene snapped.
"Great. What do YOU want?" I asked, slightly disappointed it wasn't my mother.
"Is it true you're still…pregnant?" She asked.
"I think the bump under my shirt proves that to be a 'yes'." I sighed, tapping my stomach.
"I knew you wouldn't do it. You never go through with anything!" She responded. I knew she was rolling her eyes.
" I came close to it." I grumbled.
"So if you're still pregnant, when are you due?"
"Well, I'm five weeks right now, so…four weeks, I think." I replied, counting on my fingers.
"Really?"
"Mm'hm. Hope you're ready for this kid." I muttered.
"Dan, about that. I think we need to talk; maybe face to face?"
"More talking? Can't you just show up when the kid arrives and I just hand it over to you?" I groaned.
"Daniel, we really need to have a discussion. Soon, or maybe even now." Marlene said.
"It's really late, Marlene." I muttered.
"How about dinner tomorrow then?"
"Aren't you wanting to have dinner with your fiancé?" I asked, irritated.
"He's working late tomorrow. So dinner at the Hokey Poke then?" She offered.
"Well, I don't have morning sickness anymore. I guess I could suffer through one meal with you." I said.
"I really appreciate it." She said.
"You know you're paying, right?"
"Whatever you say, Dan."
"See ya'." I said.
"Wouldn't wanna' be ya'." She finished, her line clicking off.
I hung up the phone, and exhaustedly swam back over to my bed. I gratefully sunk down under the covers and tossed my glasses onto the bedside table. My head hit the pillow and I waited tiredly for sleep to come. I felt the beginnings of rest start to hit me when I felt a strange fluttering on my stomach.
Irritated, I pulled off the covers to make sure it wasn't some sort of parasites in my sheets. I found nothing of the kind, but the fluttery feeling remained. It took me a moment to realize that the feeling was coming from inside my stomach.
"What the-?" I muttered, staring at my belly.
I cautiously pressed my hand against the side of my bump. Almost immediately, something pushed back. After a moment of sheer confusion and near panic, it finally dawned on me that it was the baby. I breathed a sigh of relief, but I was still irritated as she continued to squirm and punch.
"Great," I groaned to the fetus, "you move now. Lovely."
I collapsed back on the bed. This was going to be a long four weeks.
