Howl
Hand mine
into your icey blue
and thn ide say to you
we could take to the highway
with this rrunk of
amunition
Im trying to let
you know just
how much you mean ot
me.....
Author Note:
This is what happened while they were in Flordia with Bellas mom... its a pointless chapter pretty much... but its fun to write :) i perfer to write from Jacobs POV hes funny. lmao. and i tend to make Jake horney all the time... but hey, he IS a teenage boy... so it could happen,,, rofl.
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Sorry if it geta a little un-belivable, i had to TRY to make it intresting... tell me if i succeded....
This storyt isnt finished... sorry... im working on it :) i have alot going on..... if my writing sucks right now im sorry... thres alot of drama with ugly girls hittin gon my boyfriend and stuff... so sorry if i seem a alittle violent in the next chapters... lmao.
Chapter Three: Olympic Eater
The Visit to Renee.
Jacob pushed me up against the bathroom stall. we were about to have sex in a public bathroom in a airport. Jacob turned me into a little bit of a sex freak. everytime we'de kiss too much it sent me aching. and usually if i wanted it Jacob would give it to me. Jacob had my pants down in seconds and was in me in the next second. he thrust against me hard. i could hear heels someone was in here. but i didnt really care Jacob growled low in my ear and it sent a moan through my entire body. he bit my neck something he did fairly often. he moved hard and then i heard the heels walk out
"Were gonna break the door..." He snarled the words.
"Jacob, dont stop...." i said pulling him closer to me Jacob was strong. stronger than any normal person. he could rip this toilet out of place and probley the entire wall if he really wanted to. so i didnt doubt the door was in serious peril. i heard it creaking and squealing in protest and then i was cumming. it was sudden. i whined out his name and he was cumming too. he groaned lightly. we couldnt let go in a airport. especially because Charlie and Billy were waiting for us. we went to 'go get a water' i heard the door snap and then the door was broken and mangled on the floor
"Oops..." Jacob muttered as he set me down kissing me on the lips
"I love you Bells"
"I love you too." I said as i leane up and kissed him he kissed me back passionatly and then pulled up my pants and his too. we walked out and saw a woman standing there in heels she looked at us funny and i just grinned at her.
Jacob chuckled and we walked back to where our dads were. Jacob sat down on the seats
"So 5 days?" Charlie asked. he hadent been happy at all about who i planned to go with but he was happy that i was going to see renee. i was soposed to a long time ago back when esme bought me tickets... i tried not to think too much about my birthday. i heard our flight be called and Charlie pulled me into a sudden squeeze.
"Be careful kid." He said
"I will dad... its only 5 days. no worries." i said he let me go and Billy smiled at me i walked with Jacob to the line and boarded the plane. when we were on the plane he grinned at me a huge Jacob smile and i melted a little.
"I wonder how much it costs to replace a bathroom door." he chuckled.
I laughed and then somethig caught my eye. it was a woman. she was 3 rows ahead of us and very pale. when i saw her face it was esquisitly beautiful and her eyes were a gold color. i knew she couldnt be what i was thinking or else Jacob would be trembling. i stared for a long time until i caught sight of Jacobs trembling hands
"Is that?" I asked
"Yep."
I gasped. it must be one of the Denali family
"We need a different seat." Jacob growled. a woman sat in the 3rd seat next to Jacob it was the woman from the bathroom. i looked forward again and the pale vampire was gone.
"What happened?" I said just low enough that i knew only Jacob could hear me.
"She upgraded." He growled
"Hmph."
I decided not to think about it. dosent matter anyways. the lady next to jacob was smiling. a funny smug smile. i tried not to think about that either. but she gave me no choice
"So what was that in the bathroom?" She muttered smiling Jacob laughed.
"What was what?" He said
"Ooh im not stupid." she anwsered simply
"Does it matter?"
"No. its just a little amazing. sex in a public place." She said i tried to tune her out but Jacob anwsered her. and it was hard for me not to listen to his voice
"Amazing? no i just call it horney at the wrong time. in the wrong place."
I blushed.
"Whats your name?"
"Im Jacob and shes Bella."
"Im Cynthia. i worked for the airport."
"Ooh shit." Jacob mumbled
"No. i WORKED for the airport i quit like a month ago and i've been looking for a reason to get them under triple A's nails. and i think you guys provided it."
"Ok... yeah... cool... im not actually Jacob. my names Justin and shes Jamie."
"Im notgetting you two in any trouble. i wont even tell them that i was on the same flight as you but yeah. thanks."
I tuned them out. i didnt care to listen anymore.
When we landed me and Jacob were the last ones off the plane. naturally. He complained about Vampire stink as we walked off the plane. We walked all the way through the flordia airport to the escladors i saw my mom and Phil standing at the end My mom started jumping for joy when she saw me I ran down the excladers Jacob kept up easily probley making sure i didnt fall down them and into my moms arms she squeezed me tight and squealed loudly
"Ooh my gosh its so good to see you BELLA!!!" She was squealing after a few of jumping up and sown and squealing I introduced Jacob.
"This is Jacob Black. Jacob this is my mom and Phil." He smiled politely and shook hands with them both
"Ooh your burning Jacob." My mom said as she took her hand away
"Nah... im feelin great." he anwsered. i walked with them to the baggage claim and found my bags and took them. Jacob stiffened next to me and a low growl erupted through his teeth
"What?" I whispered
"Shes watching you."
"I thought she got off the plane."
"No. she upgraded to 1st class."
"What would she want with me?"
"I dont know." Jacob growled i sneaked a look up and sure enough a beautiful blonde vampire was staring at me with golden eyes. i looked away quickly and Jacob hurried us through baggage claim and to the car i noticed her just 3 cars away standing at a silver volvo. my heart stopped. she unlocked it and got in. i heard a snap and the handle on the suitcase snapped in Jacobs huge hand.
"Is he here?" I asked so low i knew my mom would miss it
"No. i can only smell her."
"Smell who?" My mom asked
"Nothing." I lied quickly
"Jacob... take it easy on the luggage." He looked down and it was dented to the shape of his hand
"Ooh oops. cheap bags you know?" he said throwing it in the back i looked over and the car was gone. Jacob was tremoring.
"Are you sure your not ill?" My mom asked
"No... i just shake a little when im hungry." Jacob lied he looked at the concrete and then took my hand in his and the shaking slowed to just his hands.
We all jammed into my moms tiny voltswagon and Jacob and Phil talked baseball and cars. he was calm now his fingers were a little twitchy but all was well. we stopped at a food place and went in
"Might as well feed you so you dont shake." My mom teased Jake. he looked at me seriously and i wondered what was with that girl. we were seated and Jacob ordered 3 hot dogs with fries and a coke. though i knew that wouldnt exactly fill him up. he'de be up all night eating.
"Jacob eats more than your average person mom... so i hope that you have alot of food."
"Ooh Phil eats alot too. and dont worry i thought about it. i stocked all up. you told me awhile ago about him and his brothers eating that huge plate of eggs. i remembered. Why do you have so many brothers Jacob?" She directed her attention to him at the end
"Ooh... their adopted." he anwsered drinking some of the soda in front of him
my mom and him talked the entire lunch and then after he ate 3 hot dogs a giant plate of fries, the rest of my burger, and tater tots, and a huge peice of apple pie. my mom told him he should be in competitive eating. 'ooh i think i have an unfair advantage.' Jacob had anwsered. he looked at me and smiled his big jacoby smile when he anwsered the question.
We sat in the living room of my moms house all talking about Forks
"so was it raining when you left?"
"No. but it was cloudy."
"If you dont mind me asking what did happen with you and Edward?" My mom asked suddenly
I felt my heart ache a little just thinking about it but i loked at Jacob and it stopped. Jacob must have seen the panic and he cut in
"Better job offer for the doctor. moved. far. L.A." Jacob said his words slurred together a little with the speed. he was talking at.
2 Days later
my mom was getting pretty suspisious about Jacob. The tempature. the eating habits. the sleeping habits. the shaking. everything. just after 2 days
Jacob dove into the pool and then popped his head out of the water next to me. my mom was suspicious of why he could swim better than any human too. no matter how well he faked it it wasent good enough it seemed.
"God your BURNING up jake. you MUST have a fever of 109 at least. can i take you to the doctor?" She asked as she swam past i noticed the warmth of the water next to me but just not as much as my mom. i was used to odd tempatured boys. Edward was an ice block and Jacobs a furnice.
"Nah Renee. im fine you just notice too many things. i feel wonderful." He said diving under the water i swam to the stairs and got out of the water. slipping on my t-shirt and pants. unless Jacob was right next to me that water was freezing. he pulled himself out of the water and walked over to me kissing me on the lips
"I love you." He whispered
"I love you too." I kissed him back and he smiled i knew something bad was gonna happen he looked at me grinning and locked his arms around me he looked at the pool a couple times
"Dont you do it Jake." He kept looking at me and ten the water a wide devious smile spread across his face
"Jake... dont do it im serious." His smile faded and he let go and turned around i breathed in deep and suddenly in a blur of motions i was in the water Jacob stood above me on the concrete cracking up
"Ha ha Jacob." I said my mom laughed behind me
"Ugh. Jacob your a dead dog." I muttered getting out of the pool my wet clothes were weighing me down
"Ooh i am am i? you have to catch me... and i can guarentee you cant." I stared evilly at him and then took a small step forward towards him he smiled a small crooked smile and took a step back my mom was giggling at the stand-off. i put up my hands in defeat and Jacob took a few steps forward i walked to him and huggend him. he hugged back i knew if i tried to throw him in the pool it would just be a waited effort he was too strong. i pulled away and he jumped in the pool i walked away and changed my clothes to dry ones and dried my hair when i came back my mom was talking to Phil in the water apperently Phil had joined too. i decided to sit in the sun and watch Jacob. He was trying to strech out his leg mucles. he hadent phased in 3 days now and he kept complaining about leg cramps and more exercise. so i watched him do laps in the olympic sized swimming pool. He came over and shook his hair out on me spraying chlorine water all over my nice new dry clothes
"Whats up Bells?" He asked kissing me on the lips.
"Nothin. watching you"
"Watchin me? why dont you come swim?"
"Waters cold. and i cant exactly keep up with a werewolf."
"Why dont we go find a sucluded area of beach where i can run then. and be with you?"
"i dont think my mom wants to drive anywhere,"
"We can walk and if you get tired i can carry you."
"Ok." I gave in easily
"Mom were gonna go to the beach." i said
"Okay honey be home for dinner though. Phils making thai."
"Okay. Will do." I followed wet jacob out of the house he wore only a pair of shorts. but i was used to seeing him like this. we walked a long ways and he ended up picking me up and carrying me he ran pretty fast. he told me once or twice it was around 40 mph. and eventually he set me down i hadent seen people in atleast a mile or two he inhaled.
"Nope. just water and trees." He muttered he got ontop of me kissing me. i knew this is what he truley wanted. he slid his hands up my body and kissed me on the neck
"Im gonna go phase. i'll be back."
"Why?"
"See whats going on at home."
"Hurry back."
"I will." He kissed me and ran off into the woodsi watched the waves they were big today. i heard a low yelp behind me and Jacob was standing there huge and furry at the edge of the trees. he was next to me in less than a second he leaned his head back and let out a earsplitting howl. it was loud. too loud. people for miles would hear it. as soon as he was done howling that first howl he howled again only louder i covered my ears. what the hell was witth the unneccicary howling. then he was silent. his eyes looked a little mad. he hlwled one more time and it was so loud i saw birds fly away. then he phased and he was standing next to me as a regular Tan beautiiful Jacob who i couldnt be mad at for howling loudly in my ear
"Ugh. Leah. Wolf. Trapped."
"Huh?"
"Leah is a wolf. im completely screwed im never phasing again." He mumbled as he sat down next to me i noticed he didnt have any shorts on but something blue was tied to his ankle
H leaned over and kissed me and i relized the reason for no pants in less than 3 minetes he was inside of me thrusting and snarling.
we walked in the door
"Bella someone called for you." My mom called from another room
"Who?"
"It was a girl."
"A girl? Did they say their name?"
"no."
"Did they leave a number?"
"No... said they were just making sure that you were well,"
"Ooh. okay then. Odd. it was probley Angela." After dinner and talking me and Jacob walked outside and laayed down in the grass
I stared up at the sky
"Hey look ITS A FULL MOON!!!" I said excidedly
"And?"
"Ugh. your slow."
He looked at me for a long time and then he relized
"Ooh!!! i get it." He stood up in a blurred notion and clutched his head and in seconds a giant wolf was standing infront of me he froliced around ani hoped that my mom didnt decide to come out. then he was jacob again (with pants) he smiled and kissed me
I laughed
"what if my mom had come out?"
"She wouldnt have. shes talking to Phil about our sex life. i can hear her."
"WHAT?!" I squealed
He started cracking up
"Ooh damn... that was priceless bells!!! im just kidding!!!" he was laughing so hard i could see tears rolling down his face
The Next day.
I stood at the edge of the cliffwith my hands on my temples
Bella. his voice echoed. i wanted to smile but i couldnt. Jacob was just a few feet away in the woods talking to Sam and The pack back in Lapush my hands were quivering. i just wanted to see if i could hear Edwards voice anymore. it wasent that i wanted to but more just to see. i closed my eyes and stepped closer. i knew the water was deep here. i wouldnt get hurt and i knew that the water was safe too. other than sharks. i needed to jump now if i wanted to jump
Bella. go to Jacob. NOW Edwards angry voice snarled in my head i forced my eyes open and flung myself off the cliff i covered my mouth so i wouldnt scream but it escaped my llips. i heard a howl in agony and i sliced through the water it was warm i went deep into the water and i started resurfacing fast my head popped out of the water and looked around i couldnt see shore anywhere just a cliff. i didnt even think about how i was getting out of the water i started paniking i didnt even see Jacob in the water.
Bella SWIM. Go. Edwards voice was dim. it didnt send a throill through me like it used to
"Jacoo---" I started to call but it was gargled off with water. this was a bad idea just like last time. i tried to swim forward and nothingi still couldnt see land an then i was being pulled by something warm and i knew it was Jacob. i looked and a russet wolf was pulling me by my shirt with his teeth. i was having a hard time floating a very hard time. Jacob was moving fast thoughi could feel a low growl coming out of his chest he was mad at me. in less than 5 minetes we were on shore he drug me to the shore and phased slipping on his drenched shorts and ran to me putting his hands on my face tears were streaming down his face
"Your so stupid Bells..." the wors came out in a rush as he kissed me on the lips several times
"I love you... your so stupid" He kissed me again
"So stupid... why did you do it? I love you." He kissed me again he pulled me into his burning body kissing me on the cheek a few more times
"I love you." He kept saying
"I love you too Jacob im sorry. im so sorry."
"Fucking BLOODSUCKER." He snarled
"I love you." He started again kissing me on the cheek
"What were you thinking?" He asked the words rushing again
"You saved me." I was in awe now
"Dont i always?" He said pulling me so close i couldnt breathe
"Dont EVER do that again EVER. i dont care if were in flordia i dont care if were in La Push i dont even care if were in a swimming pool no more diving. EVER Bella you promise me."
"I do i promise." he pulle dback and kissed me i wanted him to hold me again. so i pressed myself to his warm body the water was colder than i had expected so i was freezing now. he held me close and muttered short strings of profanitys. i barley registered the movement when he started running with me in his arms. i think i was loosing conciousness
I noticed her eyes rolling as i ran with her. so i sped up. i'de take her to Renee and see what i should do. plus i didnt have any idea how to get to the hospital. i made it to her moms car in less than 5 minetes and put her in carefully buckling the seatbelt. not like i would get into a car accident but incase she slumped over. she was out now mumbling about the ocean. i got in the drivers seat and shoved the seat back. for being a voltzwagon it didnt drive as well as it should have. i thought as i started the car and hit the gas i couldnt go as fast as i would have liked to. i probley could have run faster but i think people would look at me funny. some tall indian kid holding a full sized woman in his arms running 50 mph. yea. i think ide get alot of looks.
"Edward..." Bella mumbled. it shot a sharp pain through my heart like someone stabbed me with a hot poker from a fireplace right in the middle of my heart. i thought she was over the bloodsucker. i knew she might have jumped off that cliff to hear his voice but i couldnt understand why she wanted to hear it unless she was inlove with ihim still. the poker went deeper. my hands were trembling on the steering wheel and i could feel the hot prickle all over my body. i ran a red light in the midst of trying to calm down. why was it taking so damn long to get her to her mom? i didnt know why she passed out. she slept more than 12 hours and she WAS fine. her heart sounded strong in my ears but her breathing was ragged and sharp. i was only a block away from her house when i smelled the distinctive smell of Vampire. it burned my nose so badly that i instinctivly reached up to plug it. i looked up at the sky it was sunny. how? this was fresh. i looked around and standing undernath a shaded balcony stood 2 Vampires. one black haired female and a darker haired male. they looked at me as i drove by and the female grinned at me. i hit the gas pedal and drove more quickly to Renees house i parked and grabbed Bella who was mumbling something about seaweed and shoes. i brought her in and her mom was sittign at the table. i explained the situation hoping that later on Bella would get reigned about jumping off cliffs and then Renee told me to lay her down.
"What about her clothes shes all sticky."
"would you mind helping me bathe her?"
"No... anything.." I said quickly. i carried her intot he bathroom her mom filled the tub half full and grabbed a rag out of a cabnit
"Have you tried waking her?"
"I would think that when i was running and jumping over stuff she owuld have woke and my driving was crap so i would think that that should have waken her too."
"How long has she been out?"
"10 minetes... 15..." I listened to her heart it was still strong.
"I think mabye she just went into shock and passed out." i unbuttoned her pants and slipped them off. please Jacob DO NOT get a boner... i thought to myself as i slipped off her shirt. she was really sticky and smelled like the sea. no one would notice that she smelled like the ocean but me but she did
"Okay i need you to hold her up and i'll wash off the sticky." Renee said i pulled bella into my arms and set her in the tub
"Get in with her." She said i listened to her and got in holding bellas body up her mom quickly started runiing the rag all over bellas body i was having a hard time not getting a boner so i tried to think about unpleasent things. the vampires. they suddenly didnt seem very important to me. when her mom was finished i picked bella up and her mom dried her and put a shirt and pants on her i carried her to the bed and layed her down her breathing was normal and so was her heartbeat i was accustomed to her heartbeat now. i had spent most of the time i had with Bella memorizing it. i kissed her lightly on the cheek and she muttered
"Jacob... My Jacob..." That made up for her saying Edwards name. i walked out into the living room her mom handed me a sandwich i grabbed a knife and cut it in half & sat down in the chair and started eating it
"So i know you and Bella have had sex." she said i forgot how to breathe and i inhaled my bite of sandwich choaking on it i got it down with a quick swallow of soda
"Ooh." My voice cracked a little
"Im not mad because Bellas 18 shes old enough to make her own decisions but you Jacob youre only 16. i mean you dont look 16 but.. really. does your dad know?"
I blinked hard and concentrated very hard on chewing
"i think so." was all i could anwser with.
"is he mad?"
"I dont know."
"does the age difference really matter to you? I mean really you look like your in your mid twentys and yur strong like a body builders. and your body dosent look like a average 16 years olds does."
"No. and i just work out alot." I anwsered
"Theres something just SO different about you. its like you arent even human." That caught me off guard. i didnt quite know how to anwser that one. i was human ENOUGH. i mean what was i somosed to say... im part timber wolf? she was too smart for her own good. no bloodsucker would get it over on her.
"yeah i wonder if im human sometimes too." I anwsered i had to work to make my hands stop shaking.
"And you shake. like whenever you get mad or overly excerted. the body heat is off. the strength is super human, you eat enough to make you obese but your stomach never even shows it. ive never seen you go to the bathroom nothing. theres something worng like your a vampire or something." A trmor ripped up my back and heat rose in my mouth and everywhere else. she notices too much. i figured she wouldnt notice me not using the bathroom and the strength. i felt like i should just tell her but i knew better
"Jacob. theres something not quite right about you..." i felt a sharp pain in my hand
"Oow. Dammit." I dropped the sharp oblect and looked at my hand with out even thinking the knife clattered to the floor blood staining the blade
"Ooh... Jacob..." Renee grabbed my hand pulling me to the sink it was deep and blood was gushing out everywhere. how do i explain the healing dammit dammit dammit dammit. she turned on teh water and i knew she saw the cut she rean it under the water. i could feel it sealing already. how do i explain what i am gently? i thought to myself. 'uhh yeah renee.. i turn into a giant wolf and rip vampires into shreds. and ooh yeah her ex was a vampire. ooh did i mention i have a wolfy claim on your daughter. yeah when she has a kid it will be a wolf too. not to mention i could probley rip your daughter in half while having sex with her. but dont be afraid im a good guy." I felt the wound healing it was just a pink line on my hand now i knew that. Renee turned off the water
"I dont think you should look at my hand." I muttered closing my hand she handed me a few paper towels and to please her i dried it. no blood.
"Here let me see im not faint to blood like Bella. i think i need to stich it up..." I knew i had to show her but i couldnt. i closed my eyes and let mt head fall back my neck cracked
She grabbed my hand and i let it open
"Jacob... Wrong hand."
"Nope right hand."
"Didnt it cut you i SAW it." i shook my head and lifted it up
"Okay renee. this is VERY against the treaty for me to say any of this but i'll tell you if you keep your mouth shut." It came out sharper than i had expected my hands were trembling
"TREATY?"
"yes treaty. now come with me outside." I walked with her outside and she sat down
"Have you ever heard of 'the protecters?'"
"Yes i think Bella mentioned a name like that a long time ago in her e-mails. Sam Uley right?"
"Yes. Sam Jared Paul, Me Quil, Embry and" -Mental Wince- "Leah. thats us. now think about it. what ELSE did she say did she ever mention anything other than that?"
"No."
"would you like to see what i am?" I asked i didnt know how to explain it right.
"your a indian Jacob. with a odd healing power a temp of 109 and a apitite fit for a giant animal."
"Exactly. A giant Animal." i took my shorts off quick and pulled the heat from my core and in less than 2 seconds i was stnding as a huge wolf
Jacob? Sams voice
i ignored him and watched Renees face it changed a few shades and a small 'o' formed on her lips
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! sam squeaked
what i had to. she thought i was a bloodsucker!
it was jus a suspicion. you didnt need to blow it!!!
"Jacob... this is weird..." She whispered i howled it was pretty loud and i knew the whole neigborhood would hear it
JACOB?! quils voice this time i guessed Sam had phased out
Quil. it needed to be done tell Sam that it was a percaution and she wont tell anyone. i cut off the howl and phased back slipping my shorts on
"Wh-- What are you?"
"Im a were wolf. i protect my tribe from... yes... Vampires. they exsist and youve met a few of them."
"VAMPIRES? WEREWOLVES?"
"yes. The Cullens."
"Does Bella know about this?"
"Yes she knows it all."
"Edward was a vampire?"
"Yes."
"and shes okay with it?"
"yes."
"Ooh dear god. how old are you really?"
"16."
"no in years that youve lived."
"16."
"so you age?"
"No. but i havent been this for long."
"And Edward?"
"90..."
"that explains SO much. ooh my god."
"Do NOT tell ANYBODY. not even phil this is a secret and you figured it out."
"no i thought you were a vampire or something."
"No i kill vampires." I explained to her for a good hour or so about being a werewolf. she was intrested in everything i said and nothing seemed to take her by suprise i explained ahout Edward and his family and then i explained a bit about Sams past i just didnt want her to be creeped out by me. i concentrated on Bellas heartbeat as we talked
"So is food actually sustaining you or is it blood?"
"Im not a vamp. im a wolf. i eat food. human food. when im a wolf i can eat raw meat. just like a wolf. but when im a human it would make me throw up."
"So you throw up?"
"Im not exactly sure if i throw up or not i havent since ive become what i am."
"And you dont use the bathroom?"
"No."
"weird. how does you system work?"
"Youve got me."
"tell me more about the 'imprinting' process..."
"Well. theres ONE person out there for my kind just one of them. and when you find them you have a claim to them and them you. it can start at just a baby for the inprint-ee. and then as they grow it becomes morte of a romantic thing. i imprinted on Bella long before she knew she was in love with me. Edward Scarred her when he left. before i was a werewolf i gravitated towards her and thats because wolf ran in my veins. but as soon as i was a wolf... i couldnt stand to be away from her. it hurts. physically. like a sharpened rake scraping down every inch of your body. and Sam said it wasent safe because i wasent in control of myself. so i had no choice, she didnt know what i had become. she thought i was sick for 2 weeks. and then i couldnt stand it so i snuck away from my pack and climbed into her window and made her remembe the story i told you. i couldnt TELL her but i found a way to TELL her with out plain out saying im a werewolf. and slowly with the time she spent with me she became closer and closer until one night she kissed me. my heart almost exploded in my chest and it took every ouncew of self control insode me to not hold her too tight. and to be gentle enough to not squish her."
"So imprinting is love at first sight?"
"Yeah... pretty much only stronger. like... destiny at first sight."
"And if Edward would have stayed?"
"He wouldnt... because its FUTURE... destiny as soon as i would have made my conversion into a werewolf she would automatically be drawen to me. she already was when i was human... so as soon as i changed her heart would have too."
"so she had no choice?"
"No she had one. if she hadent have WATED to be with me she wouldnt. your partner in this life is your rope. that keeps you sane and as soon as i stop phasing i will start aging again. i think as soon as i turn 18 im gonna stop so that i can age with her."
My life entertained Renee alot. she asked every question she had. and never held back even if the anwser was ovious i had to explain the blood line a few times so she would understand. and i had to explain the voices a few times too. then she asked me a question that caught me a little off guard
"What does it feel like when you phase?" She asked she was catching onto the terms for everything quickly
"Ugh. I dont know how to explain it."
"Does it hurt?"
"No far from it... Its... Like... you can feel the power and strength just ripple through your entire body. you know like when you open a jar that youve been struggling with for monthes and you finally open it how strong you feel. its like that... and theres... a glitter to it. like a shimmer... i cant explain it right... its a feeling youde have to experience to understand it."
"Why do your hands shake." I was suprised that she hadent asked this earlyer
"I tremor when i get mad... and the animal inside whats to come out." I relized we'de been talking about this for 2 hours
"So Bella was going to become a vampire?"
"yeah.... so was told."
"and she didnt."
"No... they left. and im damn happy she left her the way she was ment to be left. the smell of them is repulsive. its too sweet like minty and it burns my nose."
"I thought Edward smelled amazing."
"You would its all part of the bloodsuckers hunting mechinizm."
"you?"
"i smell like pine trees." I said smirking
She leaned in and smelled me
"you smell good too."
"Not according to the vamps. part of my mechanizm too."
"You hunt humans too?"
"Hell no. but thats just part of me. i smell like the woods so im confusing to the animals i hunt."
"Odd."
"Yes. i said that too."
I heard Bellas Heart skip beats
"Bellas heart is skipping... shes dreaming about kissing me."
"How d you know?"
"I can hear it."
"Her heart?"
"Yeah i can hear yours too."
"How do you know the dream?"
"thats how her heart sounds when she kisses me and shes sleeping so she couldnt be kissing me."
"Hmph... you pay alot of attention to her."
"Yes. ive memorized everything thats important."
Her heart sped up into
high gear and then it went slowly back to normal.
"Is it
weird to hear someones heart beat?"
"No. its just natural now."
"does it get annoying?"
"No. i like listenting to bellas. but other people its like being outside and hearing birds sing. you dont notice it unless your listening... but if bellas heartbeat was in there i'de notice it."
"So shes your favorite bird call."
"Exactly."
"what you are is amazing."
"so everyone says." i heard Bellas breath become a little shallow
"shes waking." I muttered getting up and walking to her room when i walked in her eyes were open
"Jake.... What happened? What time is it?" She asked her voic thick with sleep
"Its 6:00 and you passed out for a really long time." I said smiling. she smiled at me hugley. i loved when she smiled at me like this. my heart swelled up and stuttered a few beats everytime. i walked over to her and kissed her on the lips her heart skipped a little and then started back up.
"your mom knows."
"knows what?"
"What i am."
"how?!" bella paniked
"I explained everything. she was hot on my trail and i cut mself accidently with a knife and ofcourse it healed all fast and so i phased and explained."
"WHAT?!" She squeaked
It took a long time to explain everything to her so she didnt freak out. but eventually she was fine with it
"Hey wolf. you hungry?" Renee asked me
"Yeah always." I said smiling. i was suprised at how much her mom had taken to me i was sure that she would hate me but she liked me alot. i smiled to myself about that ans noticed Bella and her mom talking aout me. in truth for the first time since ide met her
"Okay Bells. i need to go talk to Sam and them about the parisites in town but i'll be back." I walked over to her and kissed her walking out as soon as i was in the cover of what here they call rural i phased
Jacob. i was greeted by a very angry Sam
Sam let me explain.
Explain your supidity and betrayal to me right? i rolled my eyes mentally and ran through all the events in my head even the unhelpful ones and i hard him sigh
You broke the treaty Jacob,
I did it before too.
THAT WAS BEFORE YOU KNEW ANY BETTER!!!
Sam i had to.
you DID the WRONG thing.
I started running through the woods thinking.
I wasent born to be lead. i was born to lead. i didnt mean to think it but i did
So you want to be ALPHA now?
No. i dont but i know what i did was the best choice. she would have told people about me. and so i needed her to know the truth.
And Bella? you found a way around this before. because of you 2 people that dont need to know what we are KNOW.
I IMPRINTED on Bella. what? your gonna yell about me telling Bella now? in that case why did you tell Emily? and Kim?
YOU TOLD HER BEFORE YOU EVEN KNEW ABOUT IMPRINTING!
This is retarded Sam i dont want to fight with you. i thought about my day while i tried to ignore the betrayal sam was feeling and radiating through his entire wolf limbs
Vampires? sam was listening to my thoughts
yeah 2 of them and i saw one on the plane when we boarded. but she dissapeared and then reappeared in the airport.
Im sorry. Sams voice echoed. i could feel the truth in it
Its fine sam. i mean i just... i knew i couldnt just let it keep on with Renees suspicions getting out of hand...
she called you a vampire? sam was laughing in his mind
yeah. it was alot more insulting than being called a dog or lassie.
sam was full on laughing.
wait until SETH hears this one!!! hes gonna love it!!!
Seth?
Yeah he joined. not long ago. he phased his first time abput 3 hours ago Leah was there to help.
Why the sudden amount?
Billy thinks mabye theres vampires in the area that we havent picked up so were on a constant patrol.
Were coming home in 3 days.
No worries Jake. weve got this. we have 7 here now. and when you come back it will be 8 no worries. weve got this handled. ide like a bloodsucker to even TRY this one.
sam seemed over his bad mood but i figured as soon as i got home i wouldnt hear the end of it. I started heading back to Renees house i could hear cars again and i phased back i slipped my shorts on and walked back Bella was sitting on the couch eating a bowl of spegetti-o's when i waslked in
"Hey Jake." She said smiling i walked over and sat down next to her her mom walked out and gave me a huge mixing bowl of spegetti-o's
"Thanks." I said blushing a little bit
"Yeah i figured i might as well just feed you alot now an just a little later" She joked Bella smiled. for some reason i thought this was her idea. she was the only one really that really knew how much i ate.
"How many hot dogs do you think you could eat?" Renee asked sitting dow with her own spegetti-o's i swllowed the food in my mouth and thought about it.
"probley like... 20... 25?"
Bella giggled next to me she was in a extermely good mood and i wondered the reason for that within hours Phil was home and we had to pretend to be normal again. Bella was good at it. but renee not so much. i guess you had to get used to it and Bella had pracctice with the bloodsuckers. i grimaced a little and hoped no one noticed.
We walked onto the flight Bella was all teary eyed leaving her mom. i wondered idly what it would be like to not be with bella every waking second now. i knew Charlie wouldnt care a whole lot if i hung around but i think he'de get weird if we slept in the same bed. Sam wasent mad about me telling Renee anymore, and seth thought i was retarded. Leah was bitter about everything. i hated being in her head it made me want to throw up everytime i phased and she was there. all she could think about was Sam and her envy for Emily and it didnt help that she had to watch it evryday. and see the sex in her head. though sam was good at controling his thoughts he slipped up. and now it was worse since Leah was there to hear it. i didnt bother keeping my head away from me and Bella. usually just to make Leah go away. but mostly becasue i couldnt control it now a days. i had gotten a little too used to being in my human form. i only phased once a day for less than 10 minetes. so i was used to having privacy in my head. by the time my thoughts had died down i was seated in the middle of Bella and a blonde girl with too much make-up on. her face looked a little like a clowns. i laughed a little. Bella eyed me like i was insane. eeh. i probley was. the blonde clown reached up pushing the button for the stwerdess she brushed her hand against me a little and laughed a little
"Whoa. your burning."
"So ive been told." i muttered i didnt want to talk to the clown i felt like i might laugh a little if i looked at her too much. she attempted to flirt with me the entire ride to washington. ugh. me and bella got off the plane and got our baggage
"What was with her?" She asked
"I dont know. but she looked like she belonged in a circus." I mumbled. i was tired i hadent slept well in a few days now.
Me and Bella walked outside and met Charlie he was estadic to see me and her. i was run down even my thoughts were a little blurry. as soon as i was in the car i passed out.
Jacob was passed out in the back snoring loudly as we pulled into charlies driveway in was raining a little drizzle. i missed home. my truck was parked exactly where i had left it
"Jake..." I said Jacob kept snoring charlie stopped and turned the cruiser off i got out and opened the back door
"Jacob... get up..." I said shaking him a little he jerked awake
"Bella." he said
"Hey Jake... were at my house get up and i'll feed you and drive you home."
"What time is it?"
"Its 11." He looked around observing the moon and the woods and everything he breathed in deep
"Somethings off..." He muttered so low i wasent sure thats what he said
"Get up... come on." He got out of the car and followed me into the house he was dragging. he was exausted still. i made him some spegetti and gave him a whole heap of it. he ate slowly
"Whats wrong Jake?" I asked
"Tired. havent slept well. dreaming weird stuff."
"i dream weird stuff all the time...."
"yeah you talk about it..." i blushed deep
He ate the whole plate of food and washed the dish
"Alright... i guess i gotta go home now dont i?" He muttered
"Yeah i guess you do..."
"You have school tommrow?"
"Yeah." He leaned down and kissed me on the lips he put his arms around the small of my back pulling me against his over heated body and kissed me some more. it had been awhile since we got to kiss like this. i wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back his lips were soft against mine considering all the force he had in holding me. it kind of hurt my back but i wanted to be closer to him the kiss was familliar but unfamillar. i in my entire lif had only kissed Edward before Jacob. and Jacob was ALOT softer than edward. i liked kissing Jacob more than Edward. there was a short cough behind me an i let go of Jacob quickly Jacob Chuckled against my lips and then pulled away. he didnt seem phased that my dad was standing there. he released my waist
"Billy called. hes missing you." Jacob laughed lightly. it was a tired sound
"Lets go Jake. i'll drive you." Charlie smiled at me as i walked out. Jake got in the truck and we took off. i drove slowly. i didnt want to have to say goodbye to Jacob. i wanted to sstay with him. he yawned
"Ugh. im beat Bells." He said leaning against the window and grabbing my hand his warmth made me feel better. i had thought that he was sleeping okay. but apperently not. we were in La Push sooner than i was ready to say goodbye to him i pulled ino his house and he leaned over kissing me on the lips i put my hands to bith sides of his face holding him to me he kept kissing me untili was ready to end it. or atleast ready to breathe. he smiled hugely at me and kissed my neck softly i could see Billy peering through the curtains
"I was going to suggest we drive away to somewhere so we could have a quick one but i dont know how i would explain it to Billy. i have enough energy atleast to do that." He said smiling and kissing me on the lips so light it felt like a feather brushing against my lips.
"you could think of something..." i whispered.
"Dont tempt me. you know i will." He kissed me on the lips one last time and got out
"I'll see you tommrow Bells." HE said waving and walking off into the house. i put the truck in reverse and started driving home. i didnt want to be home i wanted to be with Jake but i had no choice.