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A/N: I know it's been so long since I've posted. I am very sorry!

I have everything set up. I am going to tell Spencer that I love her tonight. I thought about it for a while now. At first, I thought the love I felt for her was just because of how much she has helped me. But the more I spent time with her this feeling just kept growing inside of me. I love her. I really do.

"I've never seen you like this before," Kyla comments when she walks into my room.

"I hope that's a good thing," I say while I tune my guitar.

"You just seem… I don't know.. happy," she says.

"I'm happy when I'm with her," I tell her. She nods. "And what about you? How have you been?"

"I've been okay," she says quietly. She sits down on my bed next to me.

"Really… talk to me. How have you been?" I say trying to get her to talk to me. She looks down at her feet. "You were really supportive to me when I was having a hard time. I never really asked you how you really doing."

"I'm okay. I mean I barely knew him so…." She tells me. "I'm happy that you're happy."

"I'm here for you, Kyla," I tell her. I want to make sure she knows. I want her to let me in. Is this not what sisters are for? "I know you are, Ashley, I really am okay."

"Okay," I reply.

"So tonight is the big night then?" she asks. I nod.

"Yeah well if everything goes as planned," I tell her.

"I think it's cute that you're going through all of this trouble just to tell her you love her," she says.

"This is a big moment in our relationship," I tell Kyla. I set my guitar and walk around my room making sure everything looks nice and in order.

"Does it scare you that her family doesn't know about you guys yet?" she asks.

"Yeah a little bit, there is always that fear that she'll change her mind about all of this. I'm totally okay with keeping it a secret, but I just don't want her to feel like she has to hide me. I want to be a positive thing in her life," I tell Kyla.

"I'm sure she sees you as a positive thing in her life," Kyla tells me. She gets up from my bed and walks towards my door.

"Wait, do you have plans tonight?" I ask her. I just noticed how dressed up she was.

"Yeah, I'm just going out with a friend," she tells me. I nod.

"Have fun," I tell her.

"You too and good luck!" she says.

Spencer texts me, "I'm here." I walk downstairs slowly and open the door for her. She smiles and kisses me softly.

"It's nice to see you," she whispers in my ear. I grab her hand and pull her gently into the house.

"It's nice to see you too," I smile at her, "How was your day?"

"It was good, but my mom seems to be trying to hook me up with some guy from our church. I keep saying no, but she's very persistent," she tells me. I'm not really sure what to say to this. I don't want to put pressure on her. I just nod.

"Oh," I say. She eyes me.

"How was your day?" she asks me.

"It was good," I tell her. I spent most of it setting up my room and talking with Kyla. She smiles. I take her hand and lead her to my room.

"Wow," she says when she walks in. I had strung up Christmas lights around it. I have candles spread throughout the room. I have a small table set up where Chinese food awaits for us. I lead her to table and pull out the chair for her.

'Thank you," she says as she sits down, "What is all of this for."

"I've been really happy having you in my life," I tell her.

"Me too," she says.

"Okay I know this is really cheesy and stuff, but I wrote you a song," I tell her. She perks up. I pick up my guitar. "This is really embarrassing."

"No, I really want to hear it, Ash," she says. I nod.

I strum the first couple of notes. She watches me intensely.

The days I can't see your eyes

I don't even want to open mine

On the days I can't see your smile

I rather sleep and wait a while

I get weak in the knees

Fall head over heels baby

And every other cheesy clichés

Yes I'm swept off my feet

Oh my heart skips a beat

But there is really only one thing to say

Goddamn you're beautiful to me

You're everything that's beautiful

I finish the song and set down my guitar.

"Wow, Ashley, I loved it," she says. She gets up from here seat and sits on my lap. "It was wonderful."

"I'm glad you liked it," I tell her.

"Ashley, I have something to tell you," she says. My heart starts to race.

"Yeah," I say quietly in fear it's something bad.

"I love you," she says. I smile wide, "I'm in love with you." I laugh. "Why are you laughing?"

"I was going to tell you that tonight. I am absolutely and totally in love with you too, Spence," I say. She smiles and kisses me. Things get a little heated and we move to the bed.

She's on top of me. Her lips are on my neck sucking and biting. I take control and flip us over. I suck on her bottom lip. She tugs at my shirt. I pull it over my head and toss it aside. She looks at me. She reconnects our lips. I reach under her shirt and stoke her stomach. She pulls at her own shirt and pulls it off.

"That's better," I whisper. She trails her nails up and down my back. She starts grinding against my leg. "Fuck," I breathe out. She reaches for the button on my pants. She unbuttons them. I pull them off with some help from her. She shimmies out of her own.

I kiss her neck and bring my lips down to her collar bone. I reach to take off her bra.

"Is this okay?" I ask. She nods. I undo her bra and throw onto the pile of clothes that has been collecting. She's breathtakingly beautiful.

I run my fingers across her breast. She seems a little nervous. I kiss her again. "We don't have to do this Spencer."

"I want to," she says.

"Okay," I say. I move down. I look at her one more time, and she nods. I pull her off her underwear slowly. I kiss her again. I take my right hand and find her clit. I slowly draw circles. She moans quietly.

"Mm, Ash," she says. I move two fingers inside of her. Her back arches, and she lets out a deep breath. I move slowly in and out of her. I kiss her neck as I quicken my pace. She trails her nails down my back hard. This encourages me. I make my movements harder and faster.

She moans loudly. I am thankful that Kyla went out for the night. I can feel her walls tighten. I curl my fingers, and she orgasms. I move in and out of her until she comes down.

She kisses me. "Wow," she says.

"Was it okay?" I ask.

"Better than okay," she tells me. She kisses my neck and reaches for my bra. She gets it off with now effort. She runs her teeth across my nipple. Then she pulls away and looks at me. "Show me." I nod. I take her hand into mine and lead it down. I take her two fingers and insert them inside of me. I move them just the way I like it. I take my hand away. She kisses my neck as she moves in me.

She starts to my faster sensing my need. "Fuck," I breathe out once again. She likes this and pushes in harder and deeper. She's moving fast, and I'm almost there. Her thumb flicks my clit, and I reach climax. "Fuck," I say. She slows down.

She looks at me. "Spence, you were amazing." She seems relieved. She moves into the crook of my arm, and we lay there and talk. We eventually fall asleep somewhere in between all the talking.

Song used: Goddamn You're Beautiful- Chester See. Thoughts on the chapter? Is there anything you'd like to see happen next? Anyway, thanks for reading. Have a good day!