Here it is Chapter 11 of Heart Break Island. I have to admit I never thought I would ever write a story this long but this is what reviews do to me. lol

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Disclaimer: much to my disgust I don't own twilight or Edward Cullen. But one day he will be mine!

"Hello Tanya speaking"

"Hey, it's Bella" I tried my hardest to sound happy. By the sound of it I still couldn't lie.

"Bella what's wrong?" she asked.

I was going to say nothing was wrong but realised she would see through my lie. And I really needed to talk to somebody.

I tried to control myself but it didn't work. I soon found myself dry sobbing into the phone.

"The girls… gone" I whispered.

"What do you mean the girls are gone?" Tanya like every on else in the Denali clan felt very protective of the girls.

"I think they went to go find … him" I still couldn't manage anything above a whisper. I was pretty pathetic, I couldn't even say his name.

"Tanya?"

"Yes honey."

"Can you please give me his phone number?" I asked.

"Bella, I can't give you his number."

"Why not! I know now that he doesn't wan t me! I have to do something" I started sobbing.

"Shhhh Bella. I will give you his but you have to know something."

"Okay. What is it?" I asked.

What the hell is so important? I don't want anything to know anything about him.

"Well… you see… um … well"

"Tanya! Just spit it out!" I was starting to get annoyed.

"He's getting married" she whispered into the phone.

The little bit of my heart I had left shattered into a million pieces. I realized then that I had been hoping, wishing, that one day we might be together again. And now that tiny bit of hope was gone.

It was stupid to ever think that we would be together again. You would think I would learn the first time.

I remembered that Tanya was still on the phone.

"Wow good for him! I'll have to congratulate him when I speak to him next. Now his number please"

I tried my hardest to make the lie sound believable and by the sounds of it had worked.

"Oh Bella you really don't mind!?" she sounded happy. It was good to know that when the situation called for it I could lie.

"Well here his number 03918754 (A/N please don't try this number because Edward Cullen won't pick up some old person in a retirement village will).

"Thanks Tanya. Well I better ring him and explain some stuff to him. Bye!" I hung up before she had time to reply. The truth was at any moment I might vanish into thin air and disappear because there was no reason for me to exist.

It took me 5 hours to get enough courage to pick up the phone. It took me another 7 hours to actually press the button that made the phone ring.

Every time it rang I could feel myself shaking a little bit more.

Finally after what felt like hours someone picked up the phone. Not just someone but god himself.

"Hello Edward Cullen speaking." His velvet voice drifted through the phone. He still sounded the same and no doubt was still as beautiful as before.

All I could do was sigh. It wasn't a good idea because he heard me and probably thought I was an escapee from the local institution.

"May I ask whose calling?" god he sound so good.

"Um sorry it's um…" I was thinking of giving him a false name but then I realized that that wouldn't get me any where.

"Um... it's Bella."

There was a pause and I realized he probably didn't remember me.

"Bella Swan from Forks we dated for a little while" well we did more than date but I don't think I needed to mention that yet.

"Bella!" he sounded… happy almost excited. Strange , very strange.

Edward's point of view

I was sitting in my room listening to Decode by Paramore when my phone rang. I wasn't planning on picking it up but when it didn't stop ringing I gave in an answered.

"Hello Edward Cullen speaking."

I heard the person on the other end sigh.

Um what the hell

"May I ask whose calling?" I asked actually wanting to know who was on the other end.

"Um sorry it's um…" The voice was obviously female and reminded me of something

"Um... it's Bella."

Hang on. What did she just say?

Bella? It couldn't be. But what if it was?

I couldn't speak. I felt a smile spread across my face. I wanted to ask where she was and go and find her so I could pull her close to me and never let her go. I wanted to tell her that loved her and that I will always wanted her. That's what I wanted to say but nothing came out because it couldn't possibly be her for one she didn't have my number and any way why would she call me?

"Bella Swan from Forks we dated for a little while" She didn't have to remind me. I remembered every day with her. I remembered the way she used to blush when she fell over, and how she used to be so at ease with me even though I could easily kill her. I remembered how she would whisper my name when she slept. I remembered every little thing we did.

"Bella!" Was all I managed to get out. I couldn't contain my joy. I got up of my bed and paced around my room.

"Bella it's really great to hear from you"

I was going to say that I loved her and I missed her and I wanted her back but then remembered what I said last time I saw her.

"I promise this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back… it will be like I never existed"

It was a half true. She did never see me again even though I spent the last few years looking for her.

"Uh…um… thanks. Hey I'm going to get straight to the point; can we meet up soon. Please. I really need to speak to you in person" she said the last part extremely fast but I could still make out her words.

She wanted to meet with me in person. She was begging to meet me in person. She WANTED to meet me. she didn't have to ask twice.

"Yer sure. You just tell me where and when."

"Um it needs to be soon, like tomorrow if you're free."

I was free when ever she wanted me. If we were going to meet again it had to be somewhere we both knew and it had romantic and….. Our meadow.

"how about the meadow at 3. you remember don't you? If you don't…"

"No I remember. Okay I'll se you tomorrow at three"

The line dropped dead and she was gone. I could feel the depression coming on me again but then I remembered that tomorrow I would be united with my one true love.

I couldn't wait so I decided I would leave early.

I made my way down stairs and went through the front door. I was stopped by a voice that called from behind me.

I turned around already knowing who it was. Emily.

"um where are you going" she was so shy and uncomfortable around me.

She did love me I knew that but the connection wasn't there. She loved me because I was the one who got her out of living her life in that ugly castle in Volterra. I knew she would find someone one day that she really felt for, I was just puppy love. And that's the way I wanted it to be.

"I have to go and meet someone in a few hours back in Forks"

"Oh um you do remember that Alice is taking you to get your suit for the wedding tomorrow. Not that you can't do it another day..." now she was mumbling. I hoped that special someone came soon. I didn't want to hurt her, she was a nice girl.

"Oh um this is really important I'll talk to Alice later. Anyway she's not back from wherever she went"

Her face fell in disappointment. But there wasn't anything I could do; I HAD to see Bella again even if it was only for a couple of hours.

I pulled Emily into my arms and kissed the top of her head.

"I love you" I heard her whisper. Usally I would say that I loved her too but I couldn't bear to lie to her.

"See you later"

With that I left speeding down the road back to Forks. Back to Bella.

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