Authors note and warning: Rape. Its the first time Tyki takes Allen. It ties in with what Allen told Cross before he said mean things to him...Poor cross...sorta...
Allen stood with his eyes shut as Tyki stood up from his bed. His eyes opened quickly when he knew Tyki was standing right in front of him. The look in those golden eyes froze Allen in place. The look in his eyes was with lust and hunger. Not a good look in Allen's opinion.
"So…you agree to become my pet?" Tyki gently stroked Allen's cheek with his knuckles. The touch sent bad shivers through out Allen's body. Allen's breath caught as he tried t take a deep breath.
"I see no other option…" Allen turned his head away from Tyki.
"So tell me…have you ever even had sex before." The blush on Allen's cheek was all the response Tyki needed. "Hm…pure…not for long. When I am through with you…" Tyki made Allen look at him by taking his chin between his thumb and index finger. He was grinning maliciously. "You will be the most tainted, broken person in the world."
Allen gasped as his shirt was ripped open and off his body before forced onto his bed. Tyki made quick work of ridding Allen of all his clothes. Allen was roughly rolled onto his stomach and forced to his knees with his head still on the bed.
"This is going to hurt a lot." Tyki promised right before he forced himself into the very unprepared virgin entrance. Allen screamed in pure agony gripping the sheet.
"No! Stop! Please! It hurts!" Allen begged as tears streamed down his cheeks. The pain only got worse which Allen hadn't thought possible as Tyki started to move at a hard fast pace not even letting Allen adjust to his member inside of him. Allen continued to cry out in protested but Tyki ignored him. "No! M-Marian-san! Help me!" Allen sobbed. That made Tyki laugh.
"That waste of a man can't help you. So shut up and take it." Tyki grunted reaching forward to cover Allen's mouth gasping in surprise when Allen bit down hard on his index finger. Tyki pulled his hand away noting that Allen had actually drawn blood before he gripped Allen's hair painfully as he yanked on Allen's hair making him call out in pain. "You'll pay for that later pet. I promise you that."
"You…son of a bitch…" Allen growled. Oh Tyki was going to enjoy breaking Allen.
"Its Master. Or at least Tyki if you need to call out something." Tyki gritted as he drew close to his climax. It wasn't too surprising it was so quick as Allen was so tight from being a virgin and that he was refusing Tyki with body and mind.
"B-Bastard…I will never call you that!" Allen groaned in pain as Tyki started to thrust harder and faster.
"Geez pet…you feel so good even as you refuse me…that makes it so much better actually…so tight…" Tyki groaned as he released deep inside of Allen. He pulled out pushing Allen down. "Damn. So good. I'd usually go for a second round but I don't want to break this." Tyki pressed a finger to Allen's entrance that oozed blood and semen. Allen gasped softly biting back a wince as Tyki lifted Allen up carrying him to the bathroom. Oh no way…there was barely enough room in his shower for Allen alone…Tyki really was going to try and fit the both of them? That seemed right as Tyki set Allen on his feet before pushing him into the shower. Allen stumbled into the shower falling to his knees as his hands hit the wall. He didn't move from where he landed until Tyki entered the shower pulling Allen to his feet before turning on the shower.
"Oh I know you must hurt pet…" Tyki feigned sympathy as he ran his fingers through Allen's hair. "But you dirtied me with your blood. So you have to clean me." Tyki grinned sadistically. Allen tried to push himself out of Tyki's hold but Tyki wasn't going to let him.
"Go…to hell…you did that to yourself. Clean yourself." Allen growled wincing when pain shot up his spine from his backside. He knew he wasn't going to be able to move or sit right for a long while.
"Ah-ah. You're my pet. You have to do whatever I say. Now you have three seconds to start cleaning or I'll make you clean it with your mouth. You want that?" Tyki smirked at Allen who looked down right terrified and sick. Allen glared at Tyki before he reached to a washcloth putting soap on it before he started to wash all of Tyki's body as instructed. All the while watched very closely by the grinning Tyki.
"Now…. usually you'd be rewarded for listening but since I had to threaten you to get you to listen you get neither reward…nor punishment since you obeyed the three second threat at least. Remember that well pet and you'll maybe be okay. Now pack your shit. You aren't living here anymore. It's gross and rather inconvenient." Tyki stated as he climbed out of the shower.
"Can I at least wash myself first?" Allen asked a little bitter but more quiet than anything. Tyki stopped to stare at Allen for a second.
"Be quick. You have till I've dried and dressed." Tyki processed to dry himself. Allen had to kneel in the shower as it hurt too much and his legs were too weak to hold up himself up any longer. Tyki turned to the side to watch Allen. He couldn't help but think of how much he liked seeing Allen on his knees. Allen looked at Tyki out of the corner of his eye to see how long he had left in the shower. Not long. Allen focused really only on washing away the blood and semen between his legs before leaving the shower. Allen left the bathroom in just a towel to get dressed and pack his stuff. His living hell was about to begin.
"Walker-san! Walker-san wake up! You're having a bad dream!" The nurse was trying to wake Allen who was thrashing about as much as he could with his arms restrained. Allen was covering sweat and he was screaming incoherently in his sleep. The nurse jumped when Allen's eyes shot opened and Allen tensed up. At least he wasn't thrashing about anymore which meant he wasn't likely to open his wounds on his wrists. Allen took a deep breath laying down in the bed as he had arched his back while freaking out. As Allen started to lay down the nurse started to fix the cuffs that had gotten loose and had slid down Allen's arms.
"…..I want to see Ka….." Allen started to talk softly then cut off entirely making the nurse look at him worried. She thought he had passed out or something with how he trailed off but it was clear he was still conscious.
"Who do you want to see Walker-san?" It was actually the first time she had heard Allen speak. He sounded so alone and in pain. That really hurt her but she wasn't going to mention it.
"No one… I told him not to talk to me…I have no right to ask to see him…I can't use him like that…" Allen turned his head away from the nurse.
"What do you mean use him?" The nurse asked softly.
"Use him like…I don't know. I just…can't expect him to save me…its not fair. It shouldn't be his job to save me…." Allen closed his eyes as tears threatened to escape.
"Ah so Walker-chan is talking now? This is good." A man stood in the room now. He had dark purple hair and was smiling happily.
"Oh Dr. Lee. I hadn't noticed you." The nurse commented.
"I know. I'm sneaky like that. Hello Walker-chan. I am your doctor. Komui Lee. I've introduced myself before but I'm not sure you heard me last time." Allen's eyes fell on Komui, he looked a little agitated. Allen remembered Komui. He hadn't remembered his name but his smiling face was hard to forget.
"What do you want?" Allen demanded quietly but bitterly.
"Just came to check on you. The nurses said your monitor was rather...chaotic." Komui moved to he stood next to Allen's bed. Allen turned his head forward but he still glared up at Komui.
"Komui…wait…are you….Lenalee's older brother?" Allen finally realized where he had heard that name before.
"Oh? You know my sweet younger sister Lenalee?" Komui said all lovey dovey.
"Yeah…we went to high school together… Please don't tell her what I did. She'll freak out…" Allen remarked.
"Allen…do you regret trying to kill yourself?" Komui asked as he sat in the chair.
"No. I regret failing to kill myself. You wouldn't understand so don't ask." Allen looked away from Komui whose smile had faded.
"Why did you try to kill yourself?" Komui ignored Allen's order not to ask about it.
"Everyone is better off with me dead….safer…" Allen sighed not looking at Komui.
"Are you a danger to people Allen?" Komui needed to understand Allen to figure out what the next step was.
"Only to those Nea doesn't like or he thinks stands in his way to win control and return to the man he thinks he loves." Allen was scratching his palms with his nails hard enough to draw blood but the action went unnoticed by the other two in the room.
"Who is Nea?" Komui shifted in his chair to get comfortable.
"He's…a dual personality I created in order to protect myself. Now I don't know how to get rid of him…He wants to hurt Kanda…I can't let him hurt Kanda. I don't care what he does to me…but I have to protect Kanda… Nea could trick him…make him think it's me then…stab him in the back…" Allen's voice cracked showing his pain more than he cared to show. "I don't want to hurt him…"
"I don't think you can Allen. Your love for him would overpower this Nea person if he tried to hurt Yu-chan. I assume you are referring to Froi's son? Yu Kanda?" Komui watched as tears silently escaped Allen's wide eyes that stared at the ceiling.
"L…love… I don't know what that is…" Allen slowly closed his eyes.
"Just because you don't know what it is doesn't mean you don't feel it." Komui remarked.
"Dr. Lee…he wants to see Kanda-san. He started to say his name after he woke up from his nightmare." The nurse commented.
"No! He's…so mad at me…as he should be. I don't want to see him…He needs to hate me…" Allen took a deep breath. It'd be so much easier to stay away from Kanda if Kanda hated him. It hurt his heart to think of never seeing Kanda again but it was the best. Komui stood up from his seat.
"Well in the end its only up to you and Yu whether or not you two ever see each other again. No one else can make that choice." Komui started for the door.
"Wait…" Allen called out softly making Komui look over his shoulder. "Its rather cold…could I get another blanket?" Allen asked shyly.
"Of course. No need for you to freeze." Komui smiled before nodding to the nurse as a silent command for her to get Allen more blankets. A little while later the nurse returned with more blankets for Allen. Of course the lack of blood in Allen was part of the reason he was so cold. The nurse stayed in the room with Allen to keep an eye on him.