Alec continued to tell Magnus he loved him, and Magnus replied every time. Eventually they ended up tangled together across Magnus' bed, his hands moved underneath the band of Alec's jeans and Magnus let him do whatever he wanted.
Magnus pulled down Alec's jeans and threw them on the ground, and then he unbuttoned his pants and slid them down slightly, "Come here," Magnus leaned back against the pillows and reached for Alec. Alec complied and moved over Magnus, bringing their lips together again.
When Magnus slid his hand completely down Alec's briefs he jumped a little. Magnus withdrew, but Alec grabbed his hand and held it still, "I'm sorry," he whispered, "I want this, let's keep going."
Taking a leap, Alec reached down and touched the fabric of Magnus's underwear. He was very firm there, and Alec was surprised by how responsive he was under his touch. He rubbed his hand over it a little, testing the waters and creating friction.
Magnus jerked his hips a little, "Touch me," he moaned taking Alec's hand and slipping it under this briefs. Alec knew what he liked, so he tried it on Magnus and received a positive reaction. He gripped Magnus firmly and pulled his erection out from under the briefs. His cock was uncircumcised, the tip was a dull rose shade, fully raised out of his tan foreskin, this was the first time Alec actually saw it, "Sorry if it looks weird." Magnus was looking up at the ceiling awkwardly.
Alec was confused by his apology, "Why would you think it looks weird?"
"Yours is so pink and shiny," Magnus was blushing now, "It's so much larger than mine."
Alec rolled his eyes, "That doesn't matter, your penis is perfect." Before Magnus could say anything else he ducked down and placed a kiss on the tip of his erection. Magnus looked down at Alec, his eyes full of shock. He certainly wasn't expecting Alec to act this way, and Alec was enjoying his reaction.
Acting impulsively, Alec reenacted what Magnus did to him when they were in the bathtub together. He covered his shaft with his mouth, being careful not to use his teeth. Magnus cried out, his voice shattering their soft whispers. He grabbed Alec's hair, his hands in tight knots.
"Alec don't do that," He gasped, Alec looked up at Magnus, worried he had done something wrong. His face was heavily flushed and his eyes were glossy.
"What did I do?" Alec pulled away, "Did I hurt you?"
"No, just the opposite," He reached out and grabbed Alec's upper arms. Alec was feeling overly sensitive so even the feeling of Magnus's skin on his was driving him insane, "I just want you to take me first."
Magnus's golden eyes flashed at him, "You want me to top you?" Alec could barely say it, and he could feel his arms shaking.
"Yes," Magnus pulled him close, "I would really like that." Alec watched as Manus turned around underneath him, he shimmied out of his underwear. Magnus reached behind himself and reached for Alec's hands, his pushed his hands to the soft flesh of his behind, "You won't hurt me, I promise."
Alec kneaded his rear with the palms of his hands, Magnus let out a low groan in the back of his throat. The muscles in Magnus' smooth back twitched and he leaned back, his back tense. Alec sucked on the skin down his back leaving small marks.
"Magnus," Alec said, his mind in a fog, "You're beautiful."
"I love you," Magnus stammered, his breath shaky, "I love you." He turned back over and faced Alec, his face was bright crimson and his brow was shiny with sweat. His fully naked body was like a marble statue, his nipples a shade darker than his skin, and his stomach was slightly toned.
"I want to touch you," Alec whispered, "I want to touch you everywhere."
"Then do."
Alec slid out of his underwear and covered Magnus's body with his own; he could feel everything against him. His breath caught in the back of throat as Magnus draped his arms over his shoulders. Taking in a big breath against the nape of Magnus's neck, Magnus shivered against him, "Are you cold?" Alec asked.
"A little," Magnus flushed.
Taking a fistful of the dark fabric, Alec pulled the blankets from underneath them and covered their bare bodies with them. Magnus settled down deeper into the bed and he wrapped his legs around Alec's waist. His breath was harsh and hot against Alec's lips.
Magnus jerked his hips upward and took Alec's hand and pushed it between his legs, "Magnus," Alec froze, "Do you have any, erm…"
"Any what?" Magnus said, his eyes half closed.
Alec dropped his voice an octave, "Do you have any lube?"
Magnus chuckled and Alec felt the vibration of his laugh through his body, "Yes, it's in my side table drawer." He reached over to it and opened the drawer; he pulled out the bottle and then grabbed Alec's hand.
He dumped the contents into the palm of Alec's hand and Alec worked it over his fingers. Magnus threw the bottle on the floor and raised his hips back up. Carefully Alec slipped his hand down between Magnus's legs and for a moment just felt Magnus's heat against his hand.
"I don't want to hurt you," Alec said, before Magnus could protest he added, "You have to tell me if I hurt you."
"I'll guide you," Magnus grabbed Alec's shoulders and pulled him into a deep kiss. As he did this Alec slid one of his fingers inside of Magnus, the heat intensified. Slowly Alec moved his finger in and out of Magnus, his entrance becoming lose, "Another," Magnus gasped, "Fill me more."
Alec obeyed and pressed another one inside; Magnus jolted slightly and dug his fingers into Alec's shoulders. His hips jerked into his hand and Magnus grabbed Alec's cock and stroked it forcefully. A bead of sweat fell from Alec's brow and fell onto Magnus's chest and slid down his torso.
Trying on Magnus what he did to himself the night before; he pushed his fingers upward and stroked him hard. Magnus arched his back and cried out, his hands flying from Alec's shoulders to the bed sheets. The fabric twisted around him.
Deliberately Alec applied more pressure and quickened his pace and used his other hand to stroke Magnus's dripping cock. Magnus' body was rocking in time with Alec's touch. Alec couldn't take his eyes off Magnus's, his eyes wide and face contorted in pleasure.
Alec could feel Magnus spasm in his hand and Magnus shouted, "Alec stop! Stop! Stop!" He clawed at Alec's hands and pulled him off. Alec let go, scared that he had done something wrong.
"I'm sorry!" Alec put his hands in the air, "What did I do?"
"I want to come with you inside me," Magnus pulled himself up, his chest rising and falling prominently. He pushed Alec over on his back and climbed over him, his mouth found his neck and he bit down hard making Alec shout and arch his body closer to Magnus.
The pulse in Alec's ears was deafening, all he could hear, smell, and feel was Magnus. His soft skin slid over his, his lips traveled over his body and his hair tickled his nose until they were so wound in each other Alec felt like he was a part of him.
"I love you," Alec kept repeating.
"I love you too," Magnus replied every time.
Gently Magnus grabbed Alec's erection and stroked it a few times sending waves of pleasure through Alec, he couldn't look away from the beautiful creature touching him. His face was shining with sweat and his golden eyes reflected the dull light of the side table lamp.
Magnus then placed himself over Alec's cock, he could feel the heat and tightness surrounding his shaft as Magnus impaled himself slowly, "Magnus," Alec called his name and reached for his hand, Magnus held it tightly, "Oh my god, Magnus."
A deep moan escaped from Magnus as he filled himself completely of Alec, his stomach twitched and Alec reached out and ran his fingers over his dark skin. Magnus shuddered and buckled forward, his forehead resting on Alec's.
"Is it okay?" Magnus huffed, "It's not too tight?"
"You feel amazing," Alec said giving him a small kiss, "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine- yeah, I'm fine." Magnus straightened his back, "I'm going to move, okay?"
"Okay," but Alec wasn't sure if he had said it because Magnus started riding him. Slow and deliberately, it was just like his fantasy only a million times more intense. Magnus was a tight ball of heat encasing him in a pleasure he had never felt. Every stroke of his hips wound Alec into a frenzy.
Alec reached out and grabbed Magnus' waist, his hands traveling farther down and grasping his ass. His hands squeezed them forcefully and Magnus almost seemed to whimper. His cock was moving in front of him dripping onto Alec's stomach.
"Alec," Magnus stopped, his breath ragged, "Will you take me from behind?"
"Whatever you want," Alec gasped as he was pulled out of Magnus.
Magnus fell back to his old spot, but he lay on his stomach, his rear slightly elevated. Alec rose and crawled between Magnus' legs. His hands grabbing him and pulling his cheeks apart, Alec placed his shaft in the center and stroked it back and forth. Magnus grunted with frustration and jerked backward.
Complying, Alec pressed himself inside of Magnus. Once again Magnus consumed him, his body was on fire and he could barely breathe, "Alec," Magnus said, "Deeper."
Alec pressed on until he had completely sunk into Magnus, his legs were shaking badly and fell on top of Magnus, "I'm sorry," Alec fumbled to get up but Magnus grabbed his arms.
"This is fine; please just make love to me."
Testing the waters, Alec ground his hips into Magnus the friction in his loins increasing rapidly, "Magnus, I don't know how long I can last." He tried to slow down, but his need was becoming too great and Magnus' voice was becoming louder with every thrust.
"Ah!" Magnus dug his head into the pillows, his body meeting Alec's with every movement. Magnus was so tight and slick and Alec was losing control fast. He tried to hold onto something, but he was spinning too quickly.
Alec thought Magnus had said something, but he could barely hear him. He wanted to see Magnus as he came inside him, so he grabbed Magnus's leg and turned him over without pulling out.
Magnus ground himself against Alec with a great force, and Alec locked his eyes with his. Taking Magnus' legs, Alec spread them far and lunged deeper into him. Magnus shook as Alec grabbed his neglected cock and pumped it forcefully.
Quickly Alec's body was demanding release, but he held on for as long as he could so Magnus would come first. The pulse in his ears had turned into white noise as Magnus convulsed around him, his hand filled with Magnus' semen.
Alec couldn't hold back anymore as he rammed himself into Magnus, his body rippled and shook as he released himself inside Magnus. His vision was gone for a moment, but he felt Magnus pulling him down on top of him, his fingers grazing his hypersensitive skin.
Clinging to Magnus seemed like the right thing to do, he didn't even pull out of him. He wanted to be connected to Magnus for as long as he could. Alec hoped he was giving Magnus thanks and was telling him how much he loved him.
The white noise subsided and Alec could see again. He felt Magnus's hot breathe on his neck, and his soothing voice.
Alec raised his head and crushed Magnus's mouth, forcing his tongue through. Though it was a lazy kiss, Magnus reciprocated, their tongues teasing and tasting each other.
"That was nice," Magnus said through half lidded eyes, "You're amazing."
"You know," Alec confessed, "I had come here with intention of letting you take me."
"Are you okay with that?" Magnus opened his eyes wider.
"Yeah. I sort of practiced on myself last night," Alec blushed, "I mean, I just did to you what I did to myself."
"Well next time, okay?" Magnus flung his head back down to the pillows. Alec shifted and felt their stomachs slide against another; they were both a mess, "We should get cleaned up."
Groaning Alec pulled himself out of Magnus and he fell down next to him. He didn't want to move, or get up, or even leave Magnus' side, "I love you." He said again.
"I love you," Magnus turned on his side and looked at him, his face was relaxed and beautiful, "That thing you did with your hands," Magnus buried his face in his pillow, "That was remarkable. I asked you to stop because I almost came there."
Hearing this made Alec feel good, he was thrilled he could bring Magnus pleasure, "I'm happy. I'm so happy when I'm with you."
"I don't want you to leave," Magnus looked back up at him, "Can't I just kidnap you and take your far away?"
Alec reached over and took his hand, "I'm sorry."
Tears welled in Magnus's eyes, his face painted with anguish, "I love you," He cried as he pulled himself up and crawled closer to Alec's side, "I love you more than anything in this world." Alec tried to hold back his tears but he was failing miserably.
Instead of saying anything Alec pulled Magnus close, even though they were filthy. Alec didn't care. He just wanted to hold Magnus and to be held by Magnus. This was the first time they actually spoke about Alec leaving like this. Alec wasn't sure how Magnus felt before, but now he knew that he felt the same way.
They kissed each other and held onto one another tightly.
Eventually Magnus dragged Alec into the shower. They washed each other, but went back to touching and kissing the moment they were clean. The shower room became too warm and steamy so they had to leave before passing out from the heat.
Magnus pulled out a soft white bathrobe for Alec and handed it to him. Magnus' back was turned and Alec saw his back was covered in bruises and bite marks. Even his rear had red scratch marks on them, Alec felt inclined to look in the mirror himself.
His chest and neck had many small bruises, and his shoulders had scratches as well. Alec grinned at his battle scars, he was happy Magnus painted him with his love.
Alec's stomach cramped with hunger, the previous activities left him famished, "Erm, Magnus? I'm starving."
"Me too," Magnus slipped on his bathrobe, "I'll make us something."
Before Magnus could get too far away, Alec grabbed his hand and pulled him close. He took Magnus' face with his hands and pressed his lips to Magnus'. He just wanted one more. No, he wanted enough kisses to make up for the time they would spend without each other.
Alec's stomach gave another angry growl, and Magnus laughed against his lips, "Sorry," Alec fumed.
"It's fine, we should put some clothes on and then get some food."
They walked hand in hand down the hall. When they passed Magnus' room Alec had to stop and stare for a moment. The bed was ruined, pillows flown everywhere, and the sheet was coming off, "Your house keeper is going to wonder what happened."
"I don't care," Magnus shrugged, "She never tells my dad anything, so I'm not worried."
After examining the bedroom, the two of them threw on some clothes and then made their way downstairs. Alec took a seat at the bar counter, he was already in his pajamas, he didn't see the point on putting his normal clothes back on. Magnus was wearing a green tank top and his gray boxer-briefs.
Magnus rubbed the back of his neck and opened fridge. He pulled out several items and began cooking. They spoke as he did so, and soon Magnus was pushing a plate of parmesan chicken with pasta and a small salad, "This looks amazing." Alec exclaimed, his mouth was salivating from the smell.
"Thanks," Magnus took the stool next to him and handed Alec a fork, "If you tell me your favorites, I'll learn how to make them." Alec then dove into a story about how his sister thought she could cook, so he didn't really have any favorites.
"You'll just have to show me my favorites." Alec smiled at Magnus.
"Okay." Magnus leaned forward and kissed him quickly.
The lights in the house weren't very bright, so when two pairs of headlights flashed in the kitchen window, Alec flinched. Magnus jumped up and ran to the window, he turned around, his face was drained of blood, "You need to run upstairs right now, hide your bag and go in my closet. Behind the row of suits is a good place to hide. I'll come get you when it's safe."
"Why? Is it your dad?"
Magnus nodded, "Yes, you need to go now." Magnus grabbed Alec's plate of food and tossed its contents into the trash, rinsed it and threw it back into the cabinet.
Alec turned and ran up the stairs as fast as he could. He stopped when he saw the bed, he did his best to tidy it and he threw the bottle of lube back in Magnus's side table drawer. He grabbed his bag and went to the closet. It was neat and organized and Alec had no problem finding the spot Magnus spoke of.
There was small cubby, most likely for shoes, but it was just large enough for Alec to crawl inside. He threw his bag inside, turned off the light and slid in. Alec pulled his knees up to his chest and just focused on his breathing. Closed spaces weren't exactly his favorite, but he couldn't get caught.
Muffled yelling sounded through the walls, and Alec tensed. Did his dad see Alec's footsteps in the grass and know he was here? Was he hurting Magnus again? Alec really wanted to go and investigate, but the way Magnus described his father, he knew it was last thing Magnus would want.
After about thirty minutes there were some light footsteps outside the closet door and then the light turned on, "Alec, he's gone." The suits were thrown back and Alec looked up and saw Magnus's face, there was a deep bruise across his left cheek, "Are you okay? You look really pale."
Remembering to breathe, Alec crawled out and grabbed Magnus's hands, "Your face, oh my god."
"He doesn't like it when I cook." Magnus looked down.
"Why didn't you throw away your plate then?"
"So that he wouldn't see signs that you were here," Magnus explained, he leaned into Alec, "I needed something else to be wrong. There are way too many signs that you're here, and it was the only way I could protect you."
"Your dad can't be that scary." Alec said, he wrapped his arms around him.
"He is," the Magnus said it, the severity in his tone made Alec believe it, "But hey, you can have my dinner, I'll make something else for myself."
"Oh, no." Alec frowned and pulled away, "That's yours."
"I've made it for myself plenty of my times, you can have it."
Alec opened his mouth to protest more, but Magnus frowned at him and Alec could see the dark bruise staring at him in the face. He couldn't say no.
"You know that it's snowing?" Magnus said after he poured himself a bowl of cereal, "It's actually falling pretty hard out there." He sat down next to Alec, "We could go out to the woods tomorrow, if you want. Take some pictures; spend some time away from people."
"That sounds nice," Alec twisted his fork around in his noodles.
"Alec, are you alright?" Magnus reached over and tucked some of Alec's hair behind his ear.
"Not really." Alec was having some strong emotions about what had just happened. He wanted to go find Magnus' father and beat the living hell out of him. No one had any right to hurt Magnus; it should've been Alec protecting him, not the other way around.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Magnus leaned in tried to look at him; Alec avoided his gaze, "Is It because of my dad?"
"Yes," Alec exhaled, "I don't want to talk about it, because I'm very angry and I might say something I regret."
"I understand. Do you want to watch a movie after we eat?"
"No," Alec cut into the chicken with the side of his fork, "Can we just go to bed?"
"Of course," Magnus looked down at his cereal and took a bite. Silence fell between them, and Alec wanted nothing more than to just grab him and pull him into his arms.
They finished up, did the dishes with minimal words between each other. Quietly they went back upstairs, Magnus changed the sheets. He moved over to the far side and pulled back the blankets, "C'mon, let's get some rest."
Alec crawled in and Magnus followed. Magnus didn't move from his spot, but Alec went right to him, wrapping his arms tightly around his torso and burying his face into his collar bone, "I'm so angry at your father right now. I want to kill him."
"I know," Magnus wrapped his legs and arms around him, "I'll get away from him someday, okay?" Magnus pressed kisses on his forehead, "I wanted to ask you something, why did you look like you were going to feint when I came and got you?"
"Erm, I'm not a fan of small spaces." Alec admitted, "Never have been."
"I'm sorry I asked you to do that."
"Don't feel bad," Alec pushed his hands under Magnus's shirt and ran them over his skin, "You didn't know."
Their words stopped again, Alec just listened to Magnus' breathing, and Magnus tangled his fingers in Alec's hair.
Magnus started to grind on him a little, their legs rubbed against each other. Alec sucked on the skin between his breasts, a small moan escaped Magnus, "I am so lucky I found you." Magnus whispered.
"Why?"
"You know how to touch me," He pushed Alec on his back kissed him hard, biting on his lower lip. Magnus threw his hands to the hem of Alec's shirt and pulled it off. His hands wandered and his mouth sucked and kissed him everywhere, "Where do you like to be touched?"
Alec gasped as Magnus closed his mouth over his nipple, "Are we going to ruin the sheets again?" Alec didn't really mind, he loved being his close to Magnus.
"Yes," Magnus stripped himself of his clothes and then tugged on Alec's pajama pants, "Unless you don't want to."
"Oh, I want to," Alec whispered and Magnus covered Alec's mouth. Magnus pulled Alec's hips to his and lifted his legs, pulling off his pants the rest of the way. Alec felt a bit exposed in this position, but he didn't say anything.
"Turn over," Magnus commanded, and Alec did. Magnus was between his legs, and he rubbed his hands up and down his back. Goose flesh rose on his skin and Alec buried his face into the pillow. His body felt loose, Magnus could do whatever he wanted to it and Alec wouldn't care.
His hands traveled down lower and he grabbed Alec's rear, all the air in Alec's lungs disappeared. Magnus grappled him hard, kneading him with great force. Alec didn't think he could ever be this turned on like this; being touched by someone else was a different level entirely.
Magnus brought his hands lower to his thighs and squeezed them. Alec- not having complete control over his body- turned his torso and grabbed the back of Magnus's head forcing him to look at him. They locked eyes, Magnus' golden gaze like a flame in darkness.
Leaning forward, without breaking his stare, Magnus kissed Alec softly. Holding Alec in place with one hand and reaching around with the other, Magnus grabbed Alec's neglected member. Alec gasped against Magnus's lips at his touch and Magnus only deepened the kiss, his tongue pushing past Alec's lips and dueling with his own.
As Magnus stroked Alec, he also ground his hips into his back side, his stiff cock rubbing hard against Alec's entrance. Alec felt his body tense in anticipation and excitement but Magnus seemed to notice and interpret it differently because he pulled back entirely, "I'm sorry," he gasped, "I'm sorry, I'm going too fast."
"No," Alec whined, "No, keep going." Alec pushed himself forward awkwardly and reached for the side table drawer. The bottle of lube was where he put it and he pulled it out, he offered it to Magnus, "Seriously, don't stop, please."
Magnus took the bottle and Alec laid back into his previous position, he wait for Magnus to touch him as soon as he felt him on his body, he let out a moan. He was holding so much in, he wanted to be touched by Magnus so badly.
Alec felt Magnus pressed soft kisses down his back, his breath hot on his skin, "You are so beautiful," Magnus whispered, "The most gorgeous boy in the world." Magnus's words made him blush and Alec chuckled, "You don't believe me?" Magnus said flatly.
"I believe you feel that way," Alec said turning his head, "It's just weird hearing it said out loud."
"Then I'll say it until it isn't weird." Magnus smiled and then suddenly his hands squeezed his behind hard and Alec cried out. Magnus gave an airy laugh, and then Alec felt Magnus pressing into him, his fingers slick with lube. The force was intense and all the air in Alec's lungs escaped, "Are you okay?" Magnus asked.
"Y-yeah," Alec stammered, "Erm, it's just-" Magnus pushed further in and Alec fell face first into the pillows, "Keep going," he encouraged, his voice muffled in the pillow.
"You're doing really well," Magnus kissed his neck, "Tell me if it's too much though, okay?"
Alec nodded, his face still smashed into the bed. Unnoticeably, Alec reached down and grabbed his erection; he squeezed it hard as he focused on the feeling of Magnus opening him. He moved his fingers deeply inside of him, and pre-come leaked from the head of his shaft. Alec tried to control himself, but soon he was writhing against the sheets.
Magnus pressed down and his whole body quivered, "Do you feel that?" Magnus asked, "Is it good?"
"Yes," Alec bucked his hips into Magnus's hand, "I want more, please."
"I wish you could see yourself," Magnus's tone was amused, "You would find it embarrassing." He removed his hand, and placed himself over Alec's entrance, "Maybe I should take a picture."
"Or you could shut up," Alec snapped, he felt heavy and annoyed, "You talk too much Magnus, just do it already."
"Fine, fine," Magnus's hands where on Alec's hips, he pressed his groin against Alec's backside again, this time it was hot and wet, "Really, tell me if I hurt you."
When Magnus told Alec that he felt like his size wasn't good enough, Alec disregarded it. He felt like he would make that assumption for himself when this part happened to him. Alec was thicker, that was a fact, but not by much.
Alec felt like he was being split open slowly, "Magnus!" he cried, "Oh my god." He buried his face in the sheets and bit down on the fabric, it didn't feel raw and for that Alec was thankful.
A couple more inches in and Alec had adjusted better, and the pressure, oh lord the pressure inside of him was intense. He wanted to burst.
Sweat covered his brow and his cock was throbbing, "You feel amazing Alec," Magnus, his voice a whimper, "Is it still okay?"
"Oh my god yes," Alec tried to push himself up, but his arms wouldn't hold, "Magnus, please I want all of you."
Magnus grunted and he filled Alec to the brim, he could feel him in the back of his throat. Magnus dropped down, his arms on both of his sides, his legs sliding over Alec's, "Can I move?" His lips were against his ear, his breath hot on his skin.
"Do it," Alec reached down for Magnus's hand; his hand was a tight fist. Magnus let out a loud breath and he covered Alec's back with his body, his heart was beating so hard Alec could feel it pound against him.
Their hands locked together, Magnus's long fingers with Alec's flat and rounded ones, their skin tones contrasting dramatically in the dim lamp light. Magnus sucked hard on Alec's neck as he shifted his hips and pulled out, the breath hitched in the back of Alec's the throat, he pushed back in and suddenly the air was gone.
Magnus ground against Alec, his hands becoming tighter around Alec's. With every thrust, Alec's body wound tighter, Magnus hit the spot every time. Magnus' weight bore on Alec, and taking in air became difficult. Alec tried to say something, but his body felt so good he didn't want to stop.
"Alec," Magnus moaned against his ear, "Y-your breathing-" he gasped and picked up the pace. His head rested between Alec's shoulder blades, his hands moved down spread Alec's cheeks, he pressed even deeper inside of Alec.
There was so much pressure rising in Alec, but he couldn't find release. He tried to slide his hand down under his stomach to jerk himself off, but Magnus was grinding into him so roughly he could fit his hand, "Magnus," Alec huffed, "I need to-"
Magnus slammed hard into Alec, and he felt a hot rush flood inside of him. Magnus dropped on top of Alec, his body loose and sweaty.
Alec felt blood starting to bubble under his skin, he felt hot, frustrated and uncomfortable, "Magnus, get off me," he demanded, Magnus shifted slowly, but Alec felt impatient. He pulled himself out from underneath Magnus and sat upright, his legs dangling over the bed.
"Alec, what's wrong?" Magnus touched his shoulder.
Embarrassment flooded Alec, what did he say? Sorry Magnus but I didn't come, would you mind helping me out? Alec didn't really feel like saying those words out loud, "It's nothing," he lied, "I just need to use the bathroom."
Magnus leaned over his shoulder, "Oh," he said his tone wary, "I-I'm sorry, let me help." He wrapped his arms around his chest and pulled him down.
"Magnus, it's okay," Alec tried to sit up, but Magnus was already pushing him down into the pillows and onto his back.
"No, it's not. I should have controlled myself," Magnus snipped, "You deserve to feel just as good as I do." He grabbed Alec's now pouting shaft and covered it with his mouth. Magnus' body temperature was high and it made his mouth even hotter.
Alec grabbed at the sheets as he was finally getting the attention he needed. Magnus dragged his tongue up the base then sucked hard on his head. Magnus pressed his fingers back inside Alec, his hold wet with come and lube.
Magnus swirled his tongue around his tip and worked his fingers inside of Alec, this made Alec's toes curl and his back arch, "Magnus," He gasped, "I'm so close."
He didn't seem to take the warning, because his method was relentless. Magnus' mouth worked a storm in Alec's body. His stomach was thrumming; the blood in his ears pounded and his throat was tight.
Soon Alec's body was thrown into a fit of spasms, he wasn't sure if he cried out, but he hoped he did. He let go inside of Magnus' mouth, and Magnus held onto his hips to keep him in place as he thrashed around.
Magnus pulled away, licking his lips, "Is that better?" Alec nodded, unable to say anything yet, "Good, I'm sorry you didn't get to finish with me."
Alec sighed, "It's not a big deal, it felt good regardless."
Laboriously, Magnus hauled himself over next to Alec. He settled down on his back and looked over at Alec, All he said was, "I love you, Alexander."
Alec searched his face, his skin was flushed and his eyes shone, "I love you too." He replied. Alec extended his arms to Magnus and leaned into him, burying his face into his neck. Magnus grabbed the blankets and covered their naked bodies.
They wound their bare bodies together; Alec just enjoyed the feeling of being held by someone that cared for him. He pressed hisses on Magnus's neck and ran his hands down his back, he could feel goose flesh rise, "Alec," Magnus said exhausted, his hands trailing down to Alec's chest, "When I was inside you, did it feel good?"
"Mmhmm," He hummed in approval, "It was really nice, you're not as small as you think."
"Stop," he frowned and dug his face into the pillow.
"I'm not allowed to embarrass you?" Alec teased, "You can say whatever you want while you're dominating me, but I can't compliment you after great sex?"
"No, no you can't" He barely spoke, his eyes were closed and his breathing was slow and heavy. Alec closed his eyes too and listened to Magnus breathe.
He tried to focus for a moment about what he had to do, about the funeral and moving and new school, but he just wanted to be in the moment. Alec feared this would be the only good time for him in a while, he knew he had to take as much of Magnus in before he was separated from him.
Alec was aware that Magnus' father would take notice if Magnus was going up to Portland every weekend to see him. What could they do?
Before Alec could answer Magnus stirred and pressed a few soft kisses on Alec's lips, "I love you," he grumbled, and Alec drifted off with Magnus on his mouth.