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CLARY'S POV-

I went in when i saw Celine . She was asleep on the couch while holding the those letters carefully. Her face was shining on dim light .Tear stain was evident . A plate full of food placed on the side table caught my eyes .She barely even touched it. She was even sobbing in her sleep.

I wanted to wake her up feed her something hold her ask her what pop wrote but then I realized it might be personal. She should take her time and I should take it slowly .

It was already past dinner time and I was hungry . Morgenstern maison were full with guest relatives and visitors . My family needed to treat our guests so they left long ago. Tomorrow's meeting was going to held in here so I stayed. John insisted himself or atleast Alec but both had some unavoidable duties. Everyone just left Herondale's to grief alone in this huge maison along with me. They already started to grant me as a part Herondale and I never blamed them . Marriage or not I'm a herondale atleast for pop.

I went to kitchen for some food there was a lady sitting there impatiently. She was waiting for me . She asked if she can serve me dinner now on which I nodded .she further asked me if jace coming too . She became worried when I told her I don't know.I learnt Jace is skipping dinner since that horrible day and he didn't eat anything since yesterday . I told her not to worry but myself was worried for him . I needed to do something . SPAGHETTI.

I ask her to leave and quick found myself cooking spaghetti in daddy style for him . I took a tray place the bowl full of spaghetti cooked just the way he like it . A plate full of cookies baked by Imogen and a glass of mango milkshake. I didn't know what I was doing but every nerve every vien in my body was telling me to do it.

Now this was going to be a challenge. I knew where I could find him but didn't knew I could make it there with this huge tray and a blanket tossed over my head which i had picked up from my room. Herondale maison had a old tower like structure in the end and it had an attic . Nobody visits there .

It was his best place for hideout since childhood. We used to place made out and out naughty game there .We used to hide from servents and pretend to be lovers and kissed and pretend to make out.

The staircase was broken. I take a long breathe before balancing upon the stairs. As I took each step my chest felt heavier . I could feel his sorrow his anxieties his loneliness but couldn't focus much because of obvious reason- broken stairs , huge tray full of food , a witch light within my teeth, a balancing blanket over my head and last but not the least my overly irritating curls falling over my face and blocking my sight . It was so frustrating.

When I almost reach the top of that rounded neverending stairs I was rewarded with my second challenge' the door' . I turned myself to open it from my back but hit nothing but air. Before I could allow my mind to think I'm falling my back support against his front .His hand were holding mine steadily . i dropped the blanket.

"what the hell . clary " his voice was husky and cracked .

" mmm muhm momo " i couldn't help a word out as the witche light it still in my mouth.

he chuckled into my neck and I couldn't already feel my shivers . He turned me around carefully and i put the tray down . I placed the witch light into tray and sat down when he locked the door .

" what are you doing here .just go away " he ignored to meet my eyes.But I was determined and when Clary Morgenstern decides something , nothing's really going to stop her.I pulled him down and he sat beside me. For a moment we were silent. I came here without even thinking . Now I didn't know what to say how to make him better but I was not giving up easily.I hold his arms and rapped mine to it.I pulled it closed to me and tried to rest my head at his side before ,he released his arms and rapped around me .

He pulled me closer to hi chest." you know it's not healthy for you to beh.." I tried to speak when he interupted "ssshhhh. stay like this "

but i refused " jace "

"hmm" he hummed

"eat something " i requested

" I don't feel like eating.not hungry" he simply resisted

" nobody's feeling like but we still need to . have you read your letters" i asked but he didn't reply this time.

i tried to look at him but he was not looking at me either. I saw the bunch of letter scattered beside him . As he refused to speak i grap two of them they were both dated on jace's birthday . first one was when he was turned to eight and second one was when he was two . I grabbed all 17 of them. he wrote each for his each birthday . I wanted to read them but didn't seemed right so I brushed my eyes on few lines on each . they were full of emotions beautifully conveyed to from a father to his son.

"you can read them you know" jace said still not looking at me I couldn't even see his face from dark.

"it's yours" i said

"nope , from today onwards everything that belongs to me belongs to you " hesaid it very softly.

"you don't have to marry me clary. you deserve to lead a happy life .you deserve to be happy .just say no and we'll pull it back " i was angry and hurt on his choice of word .

So I climbed into his lap to face him towards me . but when i did i regretted not for doing it soon. His eyes were red puffed . His golden aura was vanished . His nose was red and his lips were chapped. Tears were running through his eyes constantly. He seemed like a child lost in woods who needs to me saved , comforted , protected .

I quickly wiped his face with my hands and he didn't protested. I couldn't held myself kissing his swelled eyes ,then his cheeks .his cheekbones,his nose ,his lips ,his jawline. I pulled his chin upwards to see him properly. He looked at me with agony. I pulled his head against me and dug his face with my hand back his head by grabbing his hair. I rubbed my another hand to his back to console. He kept sobbing while holding me tightly.

JACE'S POV

Clary took my loneliness within a blink of an eye. I wasn't capable of showing emotions but I wasn't good at holding it back. I needed her more .I needed most now.

After a while she broke apart from me. She wiped my face again and placed some quick kisses randomly. they were sweeter than honey. I made out a soft laugh when she bite my nose while kissing it.

She paused and looked me with her widened doe eyes.I smiled at her and pulled her to kiss her . By my surprise she placed a finger on my lips and stopped me to say "ah oh no Mr. first thing comes first.finish your food fast" she placed her finger on my chest to command "stay"

god knows how she managed to dragged that tray while sitting on my lap. The image was quite amusing for me though she sitting in my lap kissing me.

She placed the tray beside us and asked me to hold the bowl .she placed a big amount of spaghetti inside my mouth. As soon as I chew it i recognised the taste. Its valentine's recipe nobody knew here how to cook that's mean she cooked it for me. It was perfect and i was hungry . I gobbled down half a bowl when a strange sound of "growl" filled the room . I looked at her with awe . She was feeling embarrassed.

"cute " I said and kissed her lips as she parted her lips I placed the food from my mouth to her . she bite it down.

we both fed eachother. then I saw the cookies and played the game who can eat maximum. I let her win . i knew for a fact she hadn't ate anything since morning . then I moved to milkshake. it was clary style milkshake . she added a strawberry on the top. we fought for it and she scratched me like wild cat and she finally won but this time I took the advantage and swallowed the shake in a one go. She looked at me with a" unbelievable" expression while pouting. Ofcourse I'm not willing to share my mango shake especially the clary style one.

I was feeling my tiredness now that my stomach was full. My eyes went drowsy and started to rebel not let me see. My almighty redhead bought us a blanket.

I pulled my shirt off and found her wearing it when both of us snuggled in inside the blanket. She was also tired . I grabbed her tighter against me not before I pressed my lips to hers .It was sweet and soft kiss with a strawberry taste .I tug a lock behind her ear and dug my fingers into her hair. I always wanted to play with her lovely fiery curls.I kissed her forehead while she pressed her head on my neck. I kept playing with her curls untill sleep drift us away.

I THOUGHT TO MAKE IT INTIMATE BUT MADE IT SWEET INSTEAD.

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