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Chapter 13

This is why I did not want my name linked to Edwards? How is this going to affect the big deal he was working on? I don't want to bring anyone's name into disrepute and now Jasper? Shit he was just starting out and now he going to have all this publicity linked to his name.

He just made the team and I have turned his whole life upside down?

My phone buzzed and I looked at the screen and saw it was Peter Mayhem the cancer fundraising committee

Hallo this is Isabella

Isabella glad to hear you are feeling better angel…

Yes much thanks.

Isabella our phones are going crazy for tickets to the show now that people know you are the Isabella from Vanilla Essence

Sure sure…

Isabella honestly you are now everyone's sweetheart. Girls are relating to you and your past they see how you raised from the ashes…

I did not believe what I was hearing? Like people want to know me for my underwear and not get close to me to chuck rotten tomatoes at me.

Isabella turn your television on To E Fashion Week and see.

Okay…Uhmm I have to go talk to you later.

I did not want to do that so I showered, Put on long white pats with my black stiletto heels. I put on a white figure hugging top and a big belt.

Grabbed my bag and called a cab. The cabby stopped right against my door and I jumped in hastily.

I wanted to go see the girls at the cancer wing. I have been doing charity work here since my parents died. I have even given bone marrow. I work hand in hand with the Cancer association every year for a fundraiser to help these girls who have been stuck down with a terrible disease and do not have the funds to get the best treatment. We do a yearly concert with Kid Rock, Gaga etc and we raise about 2 million a year, which helps a lot of the patients. This year being no exception. I usually get Kid Rock in because he lets me play guitar with him and he is awesome. Jasper had taught me to play guitar before I could even walk.

I walked into the home that housed about 30 cancer patients. They all stayed together and I stuck as much of my profit into this house that I could.

We spend hours fixing their wigs into the latest styles and altering their clothes to the latest fashion. They were all between the ages of 16 and 22.

They were all huddled around the TV in the lounge.

"Who is up for pizza and a movie?" I yelled

"Bella" They all yelled and started right for me. After about 20 hugs and tears they ushered me into a seat.

"So girls make the list so I can order us some pizza" I said smiling. I mean no matter how bad my life is, theirs is worse. Some of these girls have no family. No Jasper to pick them up when they fall apart.

"Bella I love you, you are my hero" Charlotte said. She has the worst case of cancer here and the doctors keep her on pain meds constantly so she can die peacefully.

"I love you too Charlotte, what is wrong?" I asked looking from Charlotte to the rest of the girls?

"Bella we saw you on the news a heard about what happened to you…. I mean how can you still be such a loving and caring person when you were hurt so bad?" Tammy asked

I was confused I mean yes I was raped but it was my fault I should not have trusted Jacob and brought shame on my family and friends? Jasper did warm me time and time again.

I stated telling them my story trying not to give to much detail and scare them. But I needed them to understand that this was my own doing.

"Bella how can you blame yourself?" Charlotte scolded at me it is not like I expected them to understand.

"My own Father raped me repeatedly and bashed my head so much that I now have a tumor in my brain and I am dying, is that my fault?" She asked now crying

No it wasn't her fault so….but maybe she is right maybe it isn't my fault either I mean I had never thought about it like that.

"No Char it is not you fault pay me no heed please." I said hugging her to me

My phone started to vibrate… Alice

"Sorry Ladies I won't be long" is said

"Is it Rose?" Maria the aspiring Model who worships Rose asked.. I have never introduced the girls to them but they loved hearing stories about everyone.

"Ohh is it Emmett?" another asked "Tell him to come over?' she said showing that even as sick as a dog your hormones still rule your body!

"Please ask them to come over Bella Please!" the girls pleaded..

I just shook my head with laughter and answered the phone. I would not be getting any privacy here!

"Hey Alice" I chirped feeling a bit lighter.

"Bella where the fuck are you" She yelled making the girls close enough to hear gasp!

"Alice language please"

"What? Are you high on shit or something?"

That was it I just ended the call because the girls did not need to hear that.

The phone buzzed and I was it was Edward this time.

"Edward" I said smiling and the girls all oohed so loud he could hear. "Shhhh" is said to them. Which made them all giggle more.

"Isabella where are you? I am crazy with worry!" God this man had a sexy voice

"ooh Isabella" the girls all started saying loudly. I wanted to turn to shush them again when Charlotte grabbed my phone from my hand.

"Charlotte what are…"

"Hallo" she said into my phone keeping her hand in front of her while the girls all crowded her to keep me at bay. I mean I couldn't exactly use force in their conditions and most of them were bigger than me anyway. She fiddled with my phone and got it on speaker.

"Hi" I heard Edward say in his sexy voice and all the girls swooned which caused me to just roll my eyes.

"My name is Charlotte and Bella is my Marrow sponsor"

"Hi Charlotte my name is Edward"

"Do you play board games?"

"Uhhh not much but my brother does."

"Emmett?"

"Yes his name is Emmett" he said and the girls started screaming.

"Bella was going to get us some pizza and cola, and then we were going to play board games"

"That sounds like a lot of fun" he said laughing. He was so calm not even annoyed that Charlotte had taken my phone.

"Why don't you join us, and bring pizza and Alice and Emmett and Jasper and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ROSE TOO" she begged and Edwards's phone must have been on speaker because I could hear them all laugh

"Sure ahh if it is okay with Bella, May I speak to her please?"

She hastily handed me the phone and I took it off speaker while all the girls shot me pleading looks.

"Hallo" I said once again

"Isabella…" he breathed relieved

"Yes I am sorry I ran out like that earlier Edward I just needed some space."

"Don't worry about it. So do you want us to come over?"

"Sure if y'all aren't busy?"

"Of course not, what pizza should I bring and where am I bringing it too?"

"Jasper should know the house; we are at my parent's old place. The girls like Hawaii, but no cola, or ice cream or sugar treats" I said

"See you in a bit Angel"

"Edward?"

"Yeah?"

"Thank You!"

"Anything for you"

I hung up and the girls were all screaming and running around.

"Okay Ladies" I yelled standing on a chair.

"Calm down, lets get you all showered and ready." I stated trying to get some order to the chaos.

I need to inform the front room of what was happening.

I went looking for Victoria she was the nurse in charge of the girls.

"Hey Vic" I said hugging her

"Isabella, I thought it was you making these girls smile"

"Yeah I am having some friends over to keep them entertained" I laughed

"Any news on Charlotte?"

"No sugar she is still the same. The Doctor has doubled up her meds though the pain seems to be getting worse." She stated firmly but I could see her holding back her tears.

I sat with her talking in detail about all the girls and checking who was having chemo when and how they were all coping. There were 3 girls her with families but they lived too far away to visit. So Victoria was nurse / comforter. We also had a few volenteers that cooked cleaned and spent time with the girls. But they were alone most of the time.

I heard a car pull up and quickly headed out to explain the situation to the guys.

I headed out into the sunshine just as they were getting out of the car.

"Bella" Edward said wrapping me in his arms.

"Hey" I said.

"Sorry about my breakdown" I said not just to him but everyone. We all exchanged hugs.

Edwards phone buzzed "The Pizza man" he said smiling at me "How many Pizzas do we need?" he asked looking at me.

"I usually get 32 for the girls and I am not sure how many we will need for y'all?"

Everyone's mouths dropped open but I just smiled.

"uhm guys I need to just run a few things past you about the Whitlock's Nest" I said using the name of the home I ran.

Jasper smiled so bright you'd think he was auditioning for search light.

"These girls….well…most of these girls are dying of cancer…some are still in treatment…and a handful are recovering."

They all just stared at me like I had a picture of a pussy on my forehead.

"They don't have parents so please don't ask them about that" I continued

"Emmett if you have to pick them up be gentle"

I said looking at Emmett who looked like he was about to cry

"And guys please act normal" I said looking at them and they all looked like a bunch of fucking retards slopping a biscuit drenched in coffee.

But they regain their composure as I turned and opened the door to Whitlock's nest.

"This has to be the proudest most defining moment of my life Bella." Jasper said hugging me close and wiping a tear off his cheek.

This really took me back. I never told anyone about the house because I didn't want to overwhelm the girls. Jasper stayed so far away and Rose and Alive Travelled a lot and I did not want to obligate them to come here. But it seems I was wrong.