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Chapter 11

Jeff and the boys waited anxiously in the waiting room for news on Lily. Jeff was pacing around the waiting room whilst the others were sitting on the chairs.

"Do you think she'll be alright?" Gordon whispered to Virgil.

"I don't know. I'm keeping an eye on John at the moment he's been getter paler by the hour."

"I wish dad would sit down. He's getting on my nerves." Scott whispered.

Then Dan walked in. Everybody stood up.

"Is she okay? What happened?" Jeff immediately asked. Dan took a deep breath.

"We managed to re start her heart but when we opened her up she had a large laceration to the abdomen which we have repaired successfully. She also had a punctured lung which was from a piece of metal. We have repaired that successfully too. She is on a ventilator because she won't be able to breathe for herself. Now, about her heart..."

"What about her heart?" Jeff interrupted.

"Well Jeff, i'm sorry it's very weak. Do any of you guys know how much she weighed before she gave birth to the twins and how much she weighed before she was pregnant?"

Everybody turned to Virgil.

"She's 5 foot 8 and she weighed 110 pounds before pregnancy and a couple of days before she gave birth she was 133 pounds." Virgil stated.

"Right that means she's probably lost about 25-30 pounds in the last month. So I say she weighs between 103 to 108 pounds maximum. She's severely underweight for her height. Her heart is not coping that's why she went into cardiac arrest. Now I've spoken to a few people and we want to move her to a private hospital in New Zealand. The main doctor there is Mike Banner."

"I know him Dan. When can we move her?" Jeff asked trying to get rid of the tears in his eyes.

"Soon. Now I want to quickly check you out John follow me. You guys can go and see Lily."

"When will she be able to breathe by herself again?" Jeff asked.

"Well she's got the Tracy stubborn gene she could be out from a day to a couple of weeks. Now go in to see her."

Jeff, Scott, Gordon and Virgil went to see Lily and John went with Mike.

Jeff went over to Lily and held her hand.

"Hello again sweetie. You gave us another fright. We're gunna move you to Mike's private hospital in New Zealand. You'll be closer to home then. Please wake up for me."

Dan walked in but without John.

"Dan, where's John?" Jeff asked.

"We've had to admit him for overnight observation Jeff."

"WHAT?" Scott said alarmed.

"His heart rates too fast and BPs low. He's showing signs of shock. We'll move him in here so he can be with everyone."

"Good grief. Thanks Dan" Jeff said. The nurses wheeled John's bed into Lily's room.

"Johnny?" Gordon said.

"Hey Gordo. Sorry about this everyone."

"It's not your fault you've been through hell so just relax okay." Scott said.

"She looks so ill and thin laying there." Virgil said.

"I know but, she'll get better. Hopefully." Jeff replied.

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2 weeks had passed Lily was still unconscious and John was still under observation.

"She looks so thin" Gordon said.

"I know son, but once she's better, she'll be back to her normal self." Jeff replied

Dan walked in smiling.

"How are we all today?" Dan said.

"Fine thanks Dan, just waiting for Lily to wake up."

"Hmm okay well there's no change but it could be anytime soon. Now John how are you feeling?" Dan asked walking over to John's bed.

"Still about fuzzy bout a lot better."

"Okay well we'll keep you in for another couple of days."

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Lily's POV

It was, it had to be. Five people; my Brothers and Dad, it just had to be them. I could hear them shuffling around the room and then one held my hand. They felt so hot and their grip hurt me, I didn't think it was intentional. I heard a loud noise, a sob. It sounded so close to me but I felt so far away.

The hand let go of mine and there was noise as if someone had moved quickly, then there was the sound of a chair being pushed across the floor and someone falling into it.

My hand was then being held again by the same figure. His hands were soft and slim, only a bit bigger than my own. They must be Virgil's; they just had to be.

There was once again shuffling, though on a lesser degree as opposed to before. I think it was only one person doing the moving.

Suddenly, really big hands were holding my other hand. They were hot too, so much hotter than the other pair. I wanted to move away from both of them because it hurt, God, it hurt so much but I found myself unable to move.

"Lily?"

That one word immediately identified the person. Dad.

"Wake up, please, let us see you smile."

My Dad is hurting; I can hear it in his voice. His actions. He hadn't given up on me, yet. How was I supposed to wake up? I could try but I don't know how much longer I could hold on. How long could I stay awake.

Then everyone was gone. I was left alone, or maybe I had been alone all along? Perhaps, they hadn't come. I had just imagined it all. But, if that was true, who was this coming into the room? A nurse, probably.

The person didn't do anything for a couple of seconds, choosing instead just to stand beside my bed. I didn't know if he was staring at me or not, he probably was.

He then ran a finger across the back of my left hand before leaving.

So that was it? Nothing? Maybe they know something. Maybe I'll be able to see Mom again.

That was something that would make everything so much more easier to bare but I still didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay; I wanted to be able to spend more time with my Brothers and Dad and My girls.

I heard laughter in the room. I wanted to laugh with them but I still couldn't move. I had opened my eyes once but this time it's more difficult.

"I love you Lily, we all do, and that's why we need you to wake up again." That was Virgil

I could hear his footsteps pacing around the room, they sounded too loud.

Why was I still here? The pain I had been feeling returned in full volume. It was sudden and it scared me, I wanted to scream and shout but my mouth wouldn't open.

This wasn't a good sign was it? Or maybe it was. I don't know, I have no idea about anything anymore. I couldn't even control my own body anymore. I felt trapped, like I did on Thunderbird 5.

"Big sister, please wake up. I want a hug from you again. they're the best. I know I've never told you this before but I love your hugs so you're not allowed to go because I need them." That was Gordon.

Gordon liked my hugs? That explains a lot; out of all my brothers he had always been the first to ask for a hug when something had upset them. Or maybe it had just been with me he had been like that. I didn't care, as long as I had made him happy.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He sobbed, and I found myself wondering what he was sorry for? I couldn't think of anything.

After a couple of minutes I felt myself being pulled closer to his body, my forehead against his. I was glad for the contact, even if it did bring pain.

My body was shaking and I didn't know why or how to stop it, I was terrified once again. I'm scared a lot, I've noticed. Who wouldn't be though?

I was alone once again. Then somebody took my hand again. It felt like Scott's. I needed to do something to attract his attention. I put all my effort into my hand so I could squeeze his. I relaxed after trying. I don't know if it worked though.