(A/N; I am SO sorry for not updating! The flu is going around my house AND we had another snow storm, so I've been juggling sick and bored kids. I promise I'll update again tomorrow. ENJOY THIS CHAPTER!)

It is late January and Jax and Tara are going to visit her cousin in Colorado. Olivia is just over 10 months old so they were a little on edge at first but then decided it would be good to get away for a while. They were leaving the next morning.

"Babe make sure you pack warm! Colorado is cold this time of year." Tara said to Jax as they were packing their suit cases.

"Yes mother!" He said rolling his eyes.

"Hey, don't complain to me when you're cold! I spent every winter with my cousin in Colorado; I'm used to -20 degree whether! You and liv are used to 100s" she said laughing.

Jax leaned over the bed and kissed Tara.

"I love you babe. We'll be fine. It's going to be a fun trip for all of us." He said smiling

"I love you too baby."

For the next hour Tara finished packing all of their stuff while Jax played with Olivia in the living room. Zipping up her last suitcase Tara put them by her bedroom door and went to walk to the kitchen to make dinner. She stopped when she heard Jax talking to Olivia.

"I love you baby girl. So much. Did you know that?" He said tickling her.

Olivia cracked up laughing and started clapping her hands.

Tara could've stood there and watched for hours but Olivia busted her cover "mama!" She yelled smiling

Jax rolled over and saw Tara standing in the corner "like the view? He said shaking his ass and smirking."

Tara just rolled her eyes and went to cook dinner. She made lasagna because Jax and Olivia loved it.

After dinner Tara cleaned up took a shower and made her last suitcase check before she went to go ask Jax if he needed anything else only to find him asleep in their daughter's floor.

"Oh. Olivia. Daddy's gonna be up your butt until your 40." She said laughing and putting a blanket on Jax.

The next morning Tara woke up at 6:30 to load everything into their car because their flight left at 9 but you had to be there a few hours early. Tara was so excited to see her cousin and Colorado.

After getting everything into the car Tara went to wake Jax up.

Shaking him lightly "hey baby, time to wake up." She said kissing him

Stretching Jax got up off the floor and gave Tara a kiss on the forehead.

"I'm going to wake Olivia and get her ready. I pumped just enough for a bottle right now and then I'll just breast feed on the plane, so hopefully she'll sleep."

"Alright. Is everything ready to go?" He said rubbing his eyes.

"Everything is loaded. All the car needs is us." She said grabbing Olivia.

"Well aren't you amazing." He said smiling

Tara just smiled and walked over to the changing table to get Olivia ready. She was wearing a pair of black tights with a red polkadot long sleeve shirt.

After everybody was dressed and fed, they were on their way to the airport. When they got there Tara took Olivia inside to check in while Jax unloaded the car.

Olivia screamed the entire time Tara was registering and she couldn't figure out why. She felt kind of bad for the lady at the counter.

"I'm sorry about the screaming. She's not usually like this." Tara said with an apologetic look.

"Don't worry about it, it's early! A little baby cry is nothing!" The lady said smiling

Walking up behind them Jax says "what's wrong princess?"

"Jax she's been crying since we got inside, I don't know what's wrong with her!" Tara said looking stressed.

"Dada, dada, dada." Olivia screamed

"Come here baby." Jax said grabbing her.

Jax started humming to her and bouncing and within a couple of minutes, she was out like a light.

"She really is a daddy's girl." Tara said smiling and hugging them both.

"Mmhmm. Daddy loves it too" he said kissing the top of Olivia's head.

Tara decided that since the plane didn't board for another hour, she would take a little nap because she didn't know how Olivia would act on the plane. She put her head on Jaxs lap and went to sleep.

She woke up to the voice over the intercom.

"TERMINAL 13 SECTION 2 TO COLORADO IS NOW BOARDING"

"That's us!" Tara said jumping out of her seat and grabbing her purse and diaper bag.

Getting up Jax walked slowly trying not to wake Olivia up.

"Boarding passes please." The flight attendant said.

Tara handed the lady their passes and she saw her making googly eyes at Jax. Tara just rolled her eyes and continued on towards the plane.

"Welcome to Delta airlines, we hope you enjoy your flight today. If there is anything we can do for you at any time during your flight, feel free to hit the attendant botton and one of us will be right with you"

"Thank you." Tara said with a smile

Sitting down in their seats, they got comfortable and waited for everybody else to board the plane.

"Babe? Do you think your cousin will like me?" Jax asked curiously

"Of course Jackson! I've told her so much about you and she sounds really excited to meet you and Olivia."

"She knows about Olivia?"

"She knows I have a daughter, I didn't go into great detail, just gave her the basics. Plus she was younger than us when she had her son, she's not one to judge."

"EVERYBODY PLEASE FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELTS AND PRPARE FOR TAKE OFF" A voice said over the speaker.

Buckling her seat belt Tara got out her boom and started to read.

As the plane was taking off Olivia started to wiggle around on Jax. Tara could feel her ears starting to pop and then Olivia started crying.

"My poor baby, her ears probably popped Jax." Tara said with a sad look on her face.

"Olivia, daddy's here, its okay baby." He said to her.

Jax tried to calm her down for, almost 20 minutes, until Tara finally took her.

"Hey baby girl, are you hungry? Do you want milky?" Tara cooed.

Grabbing a blanket from the diaper bag Tara unbuttoned he shirt, put Olivia to her breast and draped the blanket over her.

"See, now that's something daddy can't do!" Jax said laughing.

"The beauty of being a mother." Tara said smiling and kissing Jax.

Olivia was finished and was asleep in Tara's arms.

"Jax, we have such a beautiful daughter." Tara said moving some Olivia's hair out of her face.

"Yes we do babe" he said kissing Olivia's forehead then Tara's.

A few hours had gone by and Olivia was awake and happy.

"Patty cake patty cake bakers man.." Jax cooed "bake me a cake as fast as you can, roll it, pat it and mark it with a B and put it in the oven for Olivia and me! Yay!" He said laughing.

Olivia was laughing and clapping her hands along with Jax.

"ATTENTION ALL PASSENGERS, WE HAVE NOW ARRIVED AT YOUR DESTINATION."

"We're here, babies!" Tara cooed to Jax and Olivia .

Tara grabbed all of their stuff and Jax grabbed Olivia.

As soon as they got into the airport Tara saw her cousin and ran to her.

"TARA! Oh my god! Look at you! You've grown so much!"

"Kathryn! God I've missed you!" Tara said hugging her cousin tightly.

Olivia started to cry because she wanted her mommy. "Mama, mama." she kept saying over and over.

Jax walked over to where Tara and her cousin were standing and said "Hey babe, sorry to interrupt you, but this one isn't having it." He said pointing at Olivia.

"OH! I'm sorry." She said taking Olivia and kissing her. "Kathryn this is my boyfriend Jax. Jax this is Kathryn."

"Nice to meet you Kathryn." Said Jax with a smile. "Babe, I'm gonna go grab our bags"

"Okay baby." She said giving him a kiss.

"And who might this little lady be?" She said smiling at Olivia.

"This is Olivia. Olivia can you say hi?"

Olivia laid her head on Tara's shoulder and waved.

"Oh Tara...she's beautiful. How old is she?"

"She'll be one in March." Tara said with a smile.

"She's a big girl!" Kathryn said ticketing Olivia.

"Speaking of big kids, where's Michael?"

"He's on a boys trip with his dad for winter break." She said shrugging her shoulders. "You know because taking a 16 year old clubbing is okay." Kathryn said rolling her eyes.

"I see." Tara said with a sympathetic look on her face.

Olivia started to whine.

"Well somebody's getting tired." Tara said finding Olivia's pacifier.

She saw Jax walking over with all of their suitcases on a cart.

"Just in time!" Tara said pointing to Olivia. "She's tired."

"Well let's get going!" Kathryn said "you should put those coats on now! You California folks aren't used to this cold! She said laughing.

Quickly putting on their coats, they walked to the exit of the airport. As soon as the swinging door opened Tara saw the snow.

"Oh babe! Olivia is gonna love this!"

"I don't think I've ever seen this much know!" Jax said sounding like a little kid.

"Oh, sweetheart, this is nothing!" Kathryn said laughing.

After loading up Kathryn's car, the ride to her house was pretty short. Tara and Kathryn mostly just caught up with each other and talked about all of their memories telling Jax stories of when they were younger.

"Welcome home!" Kathryn said as she pulled into her driveway.

Unbuckling Olivia Tara got out and walked inside. "Wow Katy, this house looks exactly the same!"

"Not a big fan of change." Katy said shrugging her shoulders.

"I can tell!" Tara said laughing. "Jax can you get my pump out of the diapers bag? My boobs are killing me!"

"Of course babe. I'll be right back." He said before turning and walking to the car.

"So, Tara. How long has this been going on?"

"Almost 3 years." Tara said blushing.

"He's a cute kid."

"Yeah, I know." She said smiling "I love him Katy, and I love watching him be the daddy I never had. He's so good with Olivia and he's so helpful to me."

"I see that baby. As long as he treats you and this princess right, I'm team Jax." Kathryn said hugging Tara.

"I love you T."

"I love you too Katy."

Jax had been listening to their conversation and he felt comfort knowing that Tara trusted him and believed in him. He really loved her.

"Sorry it took so long babe. There's so many cords!"

"Haha, yeah. Thank you."

"No problem." He said with a smirk.

"Follow me, I'll show you where our room is." Tara said walking up the stairs.

Walking into Kathryn's spare bedroom Tara flicked on the light. "Gah, this used to be my room." Tara said.

"I can tell!" He said pointing at the Outsider posters and laughing.

"Hey Tara? I thought you said spy our cousin had a kid."

"She does, her and Michael's dad are divorced, so Michael is with his dad for winter break." Tara explained.

"Ohh."

"I'm gonna go pump, can you handle her?"

"Yes Tara, go free your boobs." He said smacking her ass.

They both laughed and Tara went into the bathroom to change and pump.

When she came out Jax was sitting on the bed singing Olivia "The Itsy Bitsy Spider"

She smiled and went to sit next to them on the bed.

"Feel better? Jax asked

"Tons!" She said rubbing her breasts. "I'm gonna go say goodnight to Kathryn, give Olivia a bottle pleaseee." She said kissing him.

Walking down stairs Tara saw Kathryn sitting at the kitchen table. "Hey Katy, we've had a long day, I'm gonna go to bed."

"Okay sweetheart, I get off at 5 tomorrow. So you guys will have the house to your selfs." she said smiling "I love you goodnight!" She added.

"Love you too Katy." Tara said shaking her head and laughing.

Crawling into bed next to Jax and Olivia Tara said "maybe tomorrow we can take Olivia to the Aquarium. My cousin doesn't get off until 5, maybe we can cook her dinner."

"Sounds Good babe!" Jax said.

"Great."

"Goodnight. I love you."

"I love you too Jax." Tara said "welcome to Colorado" she said snuggling up to him and kissing his chin.

(A/N; Okay, I know it kinda jumped to 10 months, but I had no idea how to go through every month. But I AM going to be doing flashbacks. Like when Olivia learned to talk, walk, ect. Please review and tell me what you guys think!)