hey guys here´s the next chapter :p this message wont be long since Maria wants to read the next part on our story that I wrote. Hope you like it :P

Chapter 11: Accident

Danny´s POV:

Tom had told me that his 16 year old little sister had been crying since she found out that Dougie had a girlfriend that was pregnant. She was devastated. We were all used to get marriage proposals in our fan mail and Dougie was the one who got the most. The news about Maria must´ve had broken all those girl´s hearts.

Dougie was hard to persuade into go through with the tour plan since he found out that he´d be gone when Maria´s due date arrived, but we made a deal. He would go home a week before Maria was due to give birth and then come back a few weeks later if everything went as it should.

So when Maria was 6 months along, we left for the tour. The two of them just stood there holding each other tight while Maria was crying, she wasn´t going to see him the next 3 months. I couldn´t see Celia anywhere. She had promised me that she would be here to say goodbye. I looked around again and again to see if she was there when I looked. I noticed that also Gio was crying. She was holding Isabella who I heard starting to cry as soon as her daddy was out of sight. I sighed as I knew that we needed to board the plane, I still hadn´t seen Celia anywhere. We walked on the plane and found our seats quickly. The flight to Australia was really long and boring and just looking at Dougie made me feel bad. He obviously missed Maria a lot already.

Maria´s POV:

It was Friday and two days since Dougie had gone away. I was sitting on the couch just relaxing after I´d gotten home from work. It was getting harder and harder to work in the kindergarten when I started to get more and more tired. I was looking through the mail and a package caught my attention. It was from Dougie. I smiled as I opened it. Inside was a DVD. Not like a movie. I put it in the DVD player and pressed PLAY.
Dougie sat down at a chair and looked into the camera. "Hey baby. Today is the second day of our tour and we have a lot of practice today." I saw Danny in the background; he was making fun of Dougie. "Danny, stop doing that," Dougie turned his back to the camera to look at Danny, who pretended to look scared. "UHH," he joked and walked away, out of Dougie´s hotel room. "Sorry about that," Dougie said and turned to the camera again. "Anyway, how´s it going with you two at home? I really don´t like that I´m not there for you." Tom walked into the room then and had an apologetic expression on his face. "Sorry to interrupt, but Fletch wants to talk to us." Dougie was looking at him before quickly turning back to the camera. "I´ve got to go, baby, see ya later. Love you," he added before turning off the camera.

I sighed as the screen went black. I really missed hearing his voice. "What was that?" Gio asked as she walked out from the kitchen. "Just something that Dougie send," I answered as I looked up at her. "Okay," she said and walked away as Isabella started crying. Gio was staying here since Dougie was very paranoid and wouldn´t let me be alone all the time while he was gone. It was almost the same for Tom. He didn´t want to leave his wife and his daughter alone in that big house, so when Gio offered that she could stay with me, both of them was happy. I´d never seen Dougie like that. He usually wouldn´t have minded me being alone in the house when he was on tour.

As the first month had gone by, I was starting to miss Dougie more and more. He had been sending these videos with a message or just to tell me that he loved me. The funny thing about them, though, was that in everyone one of them Danny was in the background, making fun of Dougie. I was sitting on the couch and had just watched the newest one of them that had just arrived today. Danny had been making fun of Dougie as usual but this time Dougie just ignored him. I walked into the kitchen to grab a glass of water as my throat seemed really dry. I noticed a little note on the table then. It was from Gio.

Good morning,

Bella and I are went into town to shop a little
since she´ll growing out of her clothes soon enough…
anyway we´ll be home around 1.

I had been wondering where they were this morning but as soon as I´d seen that the mail was here with a package from Dougie, I forgot. As I had filled the glass with water I just stood there in my own thoughts. I was a little space out so I was shocked when suddenly Buddy sneaked up behind me and barked. I was startled and the glass that I was holding fell out of my hand and down on the floor. There was water everywhere though it seemed that there were too much for just one glass of water. I suddenly realized what was happening then. The doctor had told me this could happen. A shock big enough could cause premature labour. I started crying and slid down with my back leaned against the cupboard in tears. I started to feel a slight pain in my stomach and that confirmed my fears. The pain that felt like a cramp was over as fast as it had appeared. I didn´t know what to do. I was in too much of a shock that I didn´t think clearly enough to call an ambulance. The pain in my belly appeared again and it was gone just as quick again. As the hours went by, I had moved into the bedroom where I lied and cried into my already soaking wet pillow. The door opened then and Gio´s voice called out, telling me that she and Bella were home. I didn´t answer, thinking that I might´ve started to scream in pain if I opened my mouth. The pain in my belly had gotten worse by the hour and I had started to count how far apart they were and how long they were just like the doctor had told me to do when the time that I should go into labour would arrive. I just never imagine it to be this early. I was only 7 months along by now. Gio must´ve heard my cry because she ran into the bedroom and had a worried look on her face. "Are you okay?" she asked stupidly. I didn´t answer with words, I was still in fear of screaming if I did. I just shook my head and cried on. Another shock of pain hit me, the most painful of all by now. I couldn´t hold my scream back this time. I had my arms tight around my stomach as if that would help. Gio was by my side and held my hand which I held tightly. It must´ve hurt but I couldn´t really think of anything else than the pain in my belly right now. As soon as the contraction had disappeared she got up and walked out of the room. I didn´t really bother to question myself where she´d gone, I just tried to catch my breath before the next contraction would hit. Gio was back just two minutes later just in time for the next contraction to set in.

Apparently she had called 999 because I was picked up by an ambulance just around half an hour later. The drive there was shaky and I had my eyes closed most of the time. I kept having contractions and they got more and more close to each other. At the hospital I was wheeled into a room where the doctors could confirm that I was indeed in labour and that it was too late to stop it since I was already 7 cm. dilated. So I was going to give birth by 7 months. I started to panic then. The baby, my baby, would probably never make it. Gio had asked me if she should call Dougie for me but I just couldn´t make myself say yes. I was too afraid of his reaction. The next few hours all I could think about was Dougie. He would really be disappointed in me.
As the doctor came in after what seemed like an eternity of labour, she told me that I was ready to give birth now. They wheeled me onto the maternity ward and got everything ready before they told me to start pushing.
The pain was unbelievable but the baby was born not long after. He was so small and wasn´t screaming when he was born so they put him in a respirator and rolled him away from me. I panicked again and started crying.

Two hours later I was told that I could go see my baby boy and I was glad. I stood in front of the machine and saw my son for the very first time. He looked so adorable. I noticed when he opened his tiny eyelids and looked up at me, that he had Dougie´s blue eyes. Though I knew that would probably change. The little amount of hair on top of my little boy´s head was dark. I put my hands through the holes in the side of the machine and caressed his tiny hands. His tiny fingers wrapped around my index finger and he closed his eyes. With my other hand I started caressing his head. I kept looking at him and saw that his breathing slowed and I thought that he was just asleep. I sighed as I looked at the peaceful baby in front of me. Why should he have to have a start like this? The doctors had told me that there was a defect to his lungs.
"Do you have a name for him?" a nurse came over to me and asked me. She had a journal with her that she was ready to write in. At first I was blank but suddenly I remembered the name that Dougie had told me he´d like for a boy. "Noah Poynter," I answered and she nodded.

I looked at my baby boy and suddenly the machine started to make beeping noises. I was scared when they told me that I had to leave the room and a nurse wheeled me out. "How are you?" Gio asked as she walked up to me. "I´m scared. What if something happens to him?" I asked panicking again. I felt my world scatter to pieces as a doctor walked out and told me that my son hadn´t made it.