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"Maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much."-Paramore -Never Let This Go

"Edward, please!!! This is all I want"

"So you want to be a monster bella?" his tone questioned my sanity

"Would you please stop saying that Edward, you may think you are a monster but the fact that I am still alive is proof that you are not. To be honest Edward, you have the most beautiful soul I have ever seen. If you were a monster we would not be standing here having this conversation because I would not be here!" I sighed and took is face in both of my hands "this, you, is what I want forever Edward." He put his hands over mine and sighed.

We waited a minute just staring at the stars. He looked like he was deep in thought. I looked over to all the couples and at the parents taking their kids home since it was dark. Edward also didn't want to take away my ability to have kids, but none of that matters to me. I glanced over at him and back only to see that he looked torn. When he finally spoke it startled me and I jumped but he didn't act like he noticed, although I know he did.

"Bella, you are the most important thing to me now and the most important ever and…you win." He smiled at me. I just stood there looking at him in shock.

"But can you do me one favor before I change you?"

"Yes."

"Wait till graduation." He pleaded. Hummm…well I guess I could do that. Wait, did he say he would change me?

"Did you say you would change me?!"

"Well yes, unless you would feel safer with Carlisle doing it…" he said but I could see in his eyes he was hoping I would want him to.

"Don't be stupid edward! Of course I would rather you change me!!!"I screamed and go a few curious looks from those walking by. We probably should go somewhere more private but as long as we were quite, it was fine.

"Thank you so much Bella, I promise I won't hurt you." He promise and pulled me into his lap. When he said that I instantly thought back to our first date in the meadow when he said that. Then he had sounded like he was trying to convince himself instead of me, but now he was just trying to convince me.

"I trust you edward."

"Thank you. So, will you at least graduate first?" he asked

"Yea, I guess I can do that." I joked and he smiled and laughed. "You must be exhausted." He said. Now that he mentioned it, I felt like I was about to fall asleep right there in his arms. We started to get up and I almost fell but Edward caught me just before my face smacked into the pavement.

"Ahhh bella" he chuckled.

"Hey, it's not my fault I'm so clumsy." I said and pouted by sticking out my bottom lip. He leaned down and lightly brushed his lips to mine.

"I'm sorry love; I shouldn't have laughed at you while you are in this exhausted state." He whispered and was immediately forgiven. I gave up on my struggle to walk.

"Edward, I don't think I can walk the rest of the way, will you carry me?"

"Of course" he replied and scooped me up in his arms. I must have fallen asleep because when I finally woke up, we were in a gigantic hotel room. I groaned over that fact that this room must have cost a fortune.

"What's wrong love?"

"Why did you get this huge room?" I asked him. It had a huge bed room, with a beautiful white bed. Then you could see the living room from the bed room and it had gorgeous golden couches.

From the room you could get onto the huge balcony and look over the whole city.

"Because it has many features I think you will like, but we can talk about that later…" he grinned slyly and rolled us over so he was on top and began kissing me fiercely. Geez, what happened to all of our boundaries? Oh well…

He broke the kiss so I could breath and started at me lovingly. "What happened to your strictly drawn out boundaries??"

"Well, I want you to make the best out of your human months left." That was all I needed to hear so I pulled him back to me in another passionate kiss.

This time his tongue lightly traced my bottom lip and I opened my mouth to give him full access. He gladly met my request. I pulled away and motioned for him to rollover so I could be on top.

"Don't move" I whispered to him and began kissing his neck. He seemed to enjoy this so I used my tongue to start tracing circles just below the hollow under his ear. I half expected him to push me away but he just pulled me tighter.

"Hey, I said no moving, that means keep your hands to yourself!" I demanded. He looked at me like I was insane for making him do such a thing but he listened.

I began massaging his shoulders, which I didn't think would do much good, but he groaned and begged me to continue.

Then I journeyed to his lips and silently urged him to part them and he did. We continued kissing but then my stomach growled.

"Breakfast time for the human!" he said pulling me off the bed and laughing when I groaned.