A/N: Hey, you guys! Here's another chapter for you! Hope you'll like it!

Ally POV

I was dreaming. This isn't real. It can't be. Damn it. What am I gonna do? This curse is starting to happen. Shit. The lesson was finally over. I rose and got out of the classroom. Then I started walking towards my locker. I opened it and changed my books for the next lesson. I need to tell Austin about it. I hope it will be ok. Suddenly I felt two strong arms wrapping around my waist. Then he whispered in my ear:"Hi, beautiful." I leaned myself to him. "Hi." I whispered. I felt him smiling against my skin when he kissed my neck. I wanted him to continue but then I remembered we were in the middle of the hallway. So I turned in his arms and looked into his hazel eyes. My heart skipped a beat. I'm becoming a person I don't recognize. And the weirdest part is that I don't care!

He leaned in and kissed me oh-so-softly on my lips. I arched myself at him, returning the kiss. We broke apart. He looked at me sincerely. I looked down. I can't tell him. I don't wanna ruin this. "I'll meet you at lunch." He whispered in my ear. I nodded and gave him a tight smile. He let go of me and walked away giving me a wink. I felt my insides becoming warm. I wanted to hug myself. Stupid.

The day was finally over. At lunch Austin told me he would come by my house to study. I said it was ok. I waited for him because he was my ride. When he spotted me he gave me his dazzling smile. "Hello." He said smiling. He took my hand and intertwined our fingers. He pulled me towards his car and opened the passenger side for me. I thanked him and we drove off. The ride was quiet. But it wasn't awkward. When we reached my house we got out and I walked first and unlocked the door. I got into the house and walked straight inside. I was on me way to the kitchen when I felt Austin pulling my hand. "Hi. Wow. Slow down!" He said. I winched a little because my wrists were still blue and it hurt. Austin glanced down and looked at my wrists. I tried to pull them away but he was stronger. He looked at me shocked.

"Ally?" He asked in a complete shock. I closed my eyes. Damn it. "What is this?!" His voice was loud. He was mad. Shit. "Ally, what happened?" He asked. I bit my lip and looked at the floor. "Ally." He whispered and pulled me to him. He hugged me close. I felt tears beginning to form in my eyes. Fuck. Austin looked at me and his face soften. "Hi, hi, hi, don't cry!" He whispered while wiping away my tears. I leaned my head towards his hand. "I had another dream." I whispered so quietly that I wasn't sure if he heard me at all. But he did. I forgot he has powers. Ha.

At first, his face were confused. But then his eyes grew big in realization. "What? No." His voice was full with pain. "I caused this. It's my fault." He let go of me while saying this and walked away from me like I was a bomb. "Austin, don't-" " Its my fault. It's my fault." He kept saying ignoring me completely. "I knew we shouldn't do this. I caused this. I made you feel pain." His voice shook and I saw that he was crying. His precious face were now in his hands and he crashed down on the floor. I felt the tears in my eyes too. I rushed to him and put my hands on his wrists. I tried to move his hands away from his face but he wouldn't let me. Damn it. So I leaned my face to his hands. "Austin. Stop it. We knew this will happen. It's not new. It's ok." I said trying to calm him down. But instead it did just the opposite, because the next thing I knew was that he got up quickly and pulled himself away from me. "Ok?! Ok?! Ally, this is seriously, completely and without a doubt not Ok!" He yelled. His voice was so full with pain. What was I suppose to do?! I looked at him and he looked at me.

He broke our eye contact and looked down. "I'm no good for you." He whispered. I shook my head. No. No. Not again. Don't leave me. The tears were blocking my vision. I felt like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. He can't do that. No. No. I was breathless. "Austin. Don't. " I said, my voice shaking. He looked at me and I saw that his heart broke. "All I do is make you cry." He said while fisting his hair. I tried to move towards him but he just took a step back. I bit my lip hard. "Austin, I know you don't wanna hurt me and you don't want me to suffer. But if you'll do this.. If you'll walk away, if you'll leave me, that would be the most painful thing you'd ever do to me. I love you! Ok?! I. Love. You. And you just can't walk away from me! You can't leave me! Because if you do. You'll break me and I would never be complete again." I breathed heavily and watched him this entire time. He looked at me. His gaze is reaching to the depth of my soul. I could literally see the battle he was having with himself. He yelped in frustration and launched himself at me. He kissed me hard, crushing me into the wall. I yelped but returned his kiss immediately. His hands were on my waists and his mouth was consuming mine. I moved my hands to his hair and grasped it. Like he did to himself a few moments ago. He growled into my mouth. We pulled back for air. We breathed heavily as we shared the same air and looked deep into each other's eyes. "I love you Ally Dawnson. So fucking much." He whispered. I melted right there. I pulled him to me.

So that's how love feels like. The indescribable feeling and emotion. You're willing to give up every damn thing for this person. Even if he doesn't love you back. Because love is for idiots. It's so irrational. I don't know how I felt into its trap, but I know that I'm trapped in it for life.

Love. The most painful , frustrating , truthful , meaningful , desirable and lethal thing in the world.

Love can tear us apart and we'd still want it. It can break us, torture us and blind us but still... It's something we can never live with out.

It can destroy and build worlds.

It can give life and take it.

It can consume you and starve you.

But you'll never get enough.

What is love?

This feeling inside our heart that just wouldn't leave even if we beg it to.

It controls us. Our actions. Our emotions. We're like a potty in its hands.

One day we can want it and wish it to get stronger but the other we just want to run away. But how can you run from love?

And when you finally think you've escaped you realize that it was there but you were too blind to see it. Because it wanted you to be blind.

So is love good or bad?

Should we want it? Or should we run away?

How do you know who is the one?

They all say that you know you find the one when reality is better than you're dreams. But maybe it's not true?

Because maybe what we see isn't real... Maybe we're too blind to see the truth so we think this reality is good but it really isn't.

When you dream about someone at night they all say you think about him in your subconscious. That he has a special place inside your heart.

But those dreams only make everything worst. You get mixed with reality and dreams until it all starts to look like a huge illusion.

So what is love? What is it want from us? Should we let it in? Or just lock our heart away.

Right now, standing here with Austin next to me, it's all clear. He owns my heart and I don't care. He can have it. I have his as well. I'm willing to do anything, everything for him. My heart is beating so fast. Just looking at him makes me wanna cry.

He raised his face to look at me. "I'm sorry I yelled at you." He said quietly. I giggled and smiled. "It's ok." I whispered back. "I like it when you giggle." He said smirking. Then he picked me up and started walking up stairs towards my room. I screamed and laughed at the same time. "Austin! Put. Me. Down!"" I started punching his back but he just kept giggling. He opened my door and turned and locked it. Then he threw me on the bed, but not to hard. I giggled and he crawled on top of me smirking like a devil. I shook my head at him. He smiled widely and then kissed me. Hard. I moaned into his mouth. He made his way between my legs and grabbed my thighs. I growled into his mouth. I licked his lower lip and he opened his mouth for me. Our tongues started battling. My hands made their way under his T-shirt, feeling his abs. A low groan came out from his throat and I smirked. I took off his shirt and stared at his chest. I felt myself getting wet just by looking at him. Ahh! The things he does to me! He smirked at my face and started to kiss my neck. I bit my lip and his hands made their way under my shirt, pulling it off. He was about to take off my bra when we heard a voice from down stairs:" Ally! Are you home?" Fuck. It was my dad. "It's my dad." I looked panicky at Austin. Austin's eyes widen in realization but instead of being freaked out he just smirked down at me. Fucking smirked!

I groaned in frustration and put my shirt back on. "Yeah, dad I'll be there in a sec!" I shouted. "Put on your shirt." I told Austin quickly. He just laid on my pillows looking sexy as ever. "Why? I thought you liked me better like this.." He said acting all innocent. I narrowed my eyes at him but couldn't help but laugh eventually. "I do. My dad wouldn't if he found you. Now, get dressed." I said and opened my door. And I turned again:"Ohh and Stay. Here." I said in all seriousness. He tilted his head to one side and said:"Woof." I narrowed my eyes at him again but when I closed the door I smiled a little.

I walked downstairs and I saw my dad sitting on the couch watching TV. "Hey, dad." I said smiling. "Why are you home so early?" I asked sitting next to him. "They let us early today." He said his eyes still on the TV. I felt a vibrate in my pocket. I took out my iPhone and saw a message from Austin. 'Y wouldn't u let ur dad meet me?' It said. I rolled my eyes. 'Cuz he would kill u' I texted back. 'That wouldn't happen. I happened to have a great effect on people. Specially the kind who like to isolate from the world' I know he is teasing me. I frowned at the screen when suddenly I heart a noise coming from the stairs. No. No. No no no no no.

Austin made his way towards me and my dad. What the hell is he doing?!

My dad looked towards Austin and gave me a confused look. "Ally, you didn't say you had company." I was speechless. Literally speechless. I saw that Austin was amused by that. "Hello Mr. Dawson, I'm Ally's friend, Austin." I saw what he did there. He wasn't sure whether or not I want my dad to know about our relationship. But still... I'm gonna kill him.

Hahaha.. I'm laughing so hard. I've had so much fun writing this chapter! I actually cried and laughed! Any way, I hope you guys enjoyed! Please review!

Wish you the best!

Emily :D