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Chapter 11. Unexpected seeing
EPOV.
I have been home now for almost a week, and I can't stop loving it! It feels so good to be home around my family and my old friends. We keep that conversation subject out of the way, and just enjoying for now. I have decided to go back to Seattle and pick up some other stuff, I just brought clothes and bathroom items. I've been planning to visit Bella once more before I move home for full time for quite a while.
I feel sad about not beeing able to see Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie. I won't be able to see them for hopefully a long time. I say hopefully because I hope to be staying here in fors for a while. I will se Alice now and then, she comes here quite often to visit mom and dad. She feels bad about having to be busy with her boutique. I have fixed so I'm transferred from Starbucks in Seattle to Starbucks here in Port Angeles. Just an hours drive away from our house.
"Well," I said with a smile as I walked into the kitchen. "I'll say hello to my very beautiful mother." I gestured towards her dress. Why was she wearing it?
"Oh thank you honey." She smiled back.
"Why are you so dressed up? Are you and dad going out tonight?"
"Yes," She said and looked down. "We are having dinner at the restaurant.. uhm.. La Bella." Oh, that's why she looked so uncomfortable.
"Oh.. Okey, have fun." I smiled a little. "It's okey, I just.. uhm, I'm a little overwhelmed. I'll be right back." I walked out of the kitchen and up to my room. I packed my backpack and sat down on the bed. I took a few deep breaths, and then I decided I needed a shower. I took of my clothes and jumped in. The lukewarm water was comforting and soothing.
I got dressed and did anything that would drag out on time. I sighed and headed down to the livingroom, dad was there.
"I know where you are going. Don't say it out loud, please. Have fun tonight. I'm going back to Seattle to pick up some things, and then I'm coming home tomorrow again. Okey?" He looked sadly at me and spoke up.
"I won't say a word. I'll see you tomorrow son." He nodded once. "Go and say good bye to your mother too. I love you, bye." He walked up to me and gave me a hug. Then I walked towards the kitchen and he up the stairs.
"I'm sorry Edward," My mother said as I approached her.
"It's okey, I'll see you tomorrow." I kissed her head and gave her a hug.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm heading back to Seattle for the night, to pick up some things I didn't bring a week ago. I love you mom, have a great night, don't care about me. I am overreacting, I'm working on it. Bye." She nodded once and said a quiet 'I love you' and then I didn't hear more.
I was off towards the door. I called another "Bye." And then I was walking towards my car. I don't know why I had such a hurry to get away. I'm happy, as happy as I can be in this state, here. I thre my backpack in the carseat next to me and put the key in the ignition and the engine roared to life, tt spun nice and quietly. I backed out of the parking spot annd drove towards the highway.
I was speed driving for a while before I got out of Forks and passed through Port Angeles. The rest of the drive was.. quiet. I was so used to talking to someone when I did this drive. If it wasn't my mother or father, it was Alice. If it wasn't Alice, it was Jasper or Emmett, and if not the guys.. It was Bella.
It was dark when I arrived in Seattle. You could see the signs and all the lights that lit up the city. It was nice, but quiet. I drove straight to our apartment. I parked on our usual parking spot and got out of the car. I grabbed my bag and locked the car, then I walked off to the elevator.
I pressed the botton that said '2' and went up. When the doors opened a couple stood infront of me, their heads were close and she was giggling and he chuckled quietly, she gave him a quick peck before they looked up as I walked pass them. I couldn't stand to look at them, it was hurful. My heart ached for my Bella, but she couldn't come heal the pain.
I was very tempted to grab that guy's shirt and tell him that, "You have a great girl, and a great life, take care of it! One regular day, could turn into a nightmare before you even get the chanse to grasp it! Don't you dare to take it for granted!" I didn't bother to do it, I didn't want to stand and look at that couple that think that nothing will ever happen to them and their love..
I walked to our apartment and locked it up, and I was hoping I wasn't going to have to open this apartment anymore. I was wrong, apparently. I walked in and got the things I had to, then I walked straight to our bed and lyed down, hoping I would fall asleep the minute I closed my eyes. I was yet again wrong. I was awake for maybe ten minutes more, then I finally fell asleep.
When I woke up the next morning, I did as all of the other mornings, I smiled and rolled over to the right side. Nothing. No beautiful, brown hair, chocolate brown eyed women layed smiling beside me. Nothing. I waved my hands in the air on the right side of the bed. I waved my hands in thin, empty air.
I sighed deeply and got up. I didn't want to experience anymore lonelyness. I went to the fridge an cheked for something to eat. Nothing. There's a lot of nothing today. Oh, now I remember, I emptied the fridge a week ago. I decided to he to the grocery store. I knew I had a big struggle infront of me. I have to cross the trasition point where Bella... got run over.
Speaking of wich, I never met the driver. He wasn't a runner, though. I don't know if Charlie and Renee did. I'll ask them when I get the chanse to.. I decided to not to think of it, so I walked to the hall and put on my shoes and jacket. I walked down the street to the trasition point.. I lingered at the same spot for several minutes. I probably stood there for half an hour. I couldn't do it. So I kept walking down our street and walked so I was several meters away from that point.
I looked to the right and then to the left so there wasn't any cars coming. I took a step out on the street and ran over. I didn't want to stay at that street anymore. When I was on the other side of the street I walked as fast as I could in to the grocery store. I bought a pack of sandwiches and some sallad, tomatos, ham, some cheese and some milk.
I know that I'm going to have to throw away the whole sanwich pakage, or I could just bring it home to mom and dad again. Yeah, I'll do that. I went home again, I took the same way. I skipped the trasition point and ran over the street, of course I looked for cars before I crossed, and then I half ran up our street again. When I got to the elevator I could relax. I sighed and pressed the '2' botton and went up. I walked, a bit faster then I would have normally, to our apartment again.
I went in, made my sandwich, ate it, took a shower, got dressed and packed some stuff. I decided to leave tonight, I wanted to visit Bella one more time. I took another sandwich and headed out. I skipped the trasition point, again, and headed towards the mall. I don't know why I decided to go there, but I just did.
I went to the cafe me and Bella would always go to when we were here. It's a nice little place with floweres here and there, and they have a little fontain in the middle of the place. It's beautiful and unique.
I ordered the usual, coffee and a brownie. Bella hate the taste of coffee, she always told me that I would get anymore kisses when I drank coffee. If she would have been here now, she would have said; "You ain't getting any kisses tonight, mister." And then she would kiss me anyway. I love her.
I looked around as I ate, and then I spotted a well recognized strawberry blonde hair in the back. Tanya.
There it is! :) I hope you liked it. I'm so sorry, this chapter got really short, but I am so so tired, I couldn't write more then this, my fantasy isn't the best at nights. I'm too tired. x) But, I'll make it up for you! I'll give you a little insight info. For the people who are wondering if I am going to kill Bella, no I won't. That would ruin the whole story. Keep on reading and then you'll know what will happen with Bella. :) This story is going to contain at least 20-30 chapters.
I'll write the twelfth chapter tomorrow. Review please, I would really appriciate encouragement. Bye.
