Hello my lovely readers! I'm so sorry for not updating sooner I've been swamped with school :/ on that note…ON WITH THE STORY!

I slowly started to come back into reality when I realized that the cold hands have left my face but are still combing through my hair. I groaned as I tried to open my eyes but the pounding in my head was protesting.

"Oh my god Nikki! Baby come back , come on open your eyes for me baby girl please!" I heard someone whisper in my ear as the cried softly. The voice sounded familiar and I felt my heart warm at the sound of it and struggled harder to open my eyes. Finally I felt my eyes flutter open. when my eyes finally adjusted to the new surroundings I realized that Paul was the one that was crying. I lifted my shaking hand and lightly wiped away the tears that are still fluttering down his face. He gently leaned into my hand as I smiled softly at Paul.

"I'm fine.," I whispered softly to him knowing that the others could hear me. I started to sit up and Paul and Jasper quickly helped me get up. I smiled kindly at them both and turned toward the Cullen family. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Edward grimace and pull Bella closer to him. I nodded his way to let him now that I knew that he knew. I stepped forward slightly and took a deep breath.

" If we must be fighting this war together then you need to know my whole story, and trust me; it isn't a pretty one." I heard the Barbie snort and raised one of my eyebrows at her.

" Oh please! I got raped and turned into a vampire cause they thought I was dead. your past cant that bad as mine." she stated in a snobby tone while rolling her eyes. I glared at her and took a menacing step towards her. I heard Edward, Sam and Paul start to growl. I looked at Edward in surprise. Why did he growl? I just shook my head and started to explain my dreadful past.

"It started when I was six. I was excited to tell me dad bout my new friend, Chelsea. I ran all the way home and quickly took off my shoes. I hear the television on and knew he was watching it. I decided to surprise him so I snuck up to him and jumped in his lap. I didn't realized that he was mad but I continued on with my story of Chelsea. After I finished he grabbed my face in his hands and had this smirk on his face… It is etched into my brain. It'll be something I will never forget. The abuse didn't get that bad. usually just a slap, Until I got my first boyfriend in 8th grade, when I got home and told him about Adam, he flipped. That night was the first of many nights that consists of rape and the burns on my back. Each time I did something wrong or he was just mad, he either burned a word into my back or cut one. the most painful one was the largest. It says 'WORTHLESS' in capital letters. A few weeks ago I came home late from an anniversary dinner with my two year boyfriend at the time, Scotty. My 'father' was waiting for me out on the porch. That night changed my life forever. That night he tied me and my mother up and forced us to watch him rape and murder my two younger brothers, Nicolas and Nathanian. After he was finished with them, next came my mother. He raped her as he was looking me in the eyes. he just kept repeating 'this is your fault. You brought this on them.' After he said that he sliced my mothers throat open. He untied me and I started to scream. He was cutting my face; marring me with these scars. Our neighbor, who just came back from being in the Marines, heard my screams and came rushing over with his gun. my knocked my door down and saw my father slowly killing me. He shot him point blank in the heart. His lifeless body landing on top of me. Now tell me Rosalie; was that worse than yours? Or are you still conceded? Tell me." I asked. I had tears streaming down my face. That was the first time I have told anyone about what he has done to me from when I was a kid. I felt Paul wrap his arms tighter around me as I slowly broke down. Finally realizing that he will no longer get me, rape me anymore. I am free.

CLIFFY! hahahaha trust me my sweets this story aint over yet. ill update as soon as I can!

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