Soo there is a slight time diffrence here and if you don't figure it out lemme know. I also notice the sections get a little out of place so I'll try to fix it

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"I'm serious Callie, I have only worked her for a month and a half, I can't come back to Seattle for a whole month" Addison was sitting in her couch, with her legs folded beneath her.

"You are still coming out a week before my birthday, why don't you stay a whole month, it's not really like you have choice" Callie muttered in the phone, as she was sitting and watching the Seattle rain.

"I was going to come out those dates despite you birthday, at least to meet that new man of yours, you saying it is someone I already know?" Two weeks ago Callie had called her, extremely happy and telling her that she had met the man of her dreams and she was going to meet him when she came to Seattle, even though she was happy that Callie had meet someone made her wish for someone even stronger and it was not helping her forget about Derek and especially not about what had happened between them during Christmas.

"You have no choice you're staying a month Addison"

"What are you not telling me?"

"Opps, I should not had said that, we took in a case of conjoined twins like 3 hours ago and Dr. Webber was just about to call you when he got rushed in to surgery, Oh I'm sorry Addison my pager just went of have to go, bye see you in a few days" Addison dropped her phone in her lap, she had promised Callie that she was going to come back to her birthday and Callie only mentioned her birthday in passage and Addison hadn't paid too much attention about it but had later realized that Callie's birthday was the day after Lily's birthday. Even if she told Callie she was there for her, she really was going to be in Seattle to be with Derek that day. She pulled her blanket closer to her body, she had decided to stay in the brownstone, after unpacking and going through all of hers and Derek's stuff she had conquered three more panic attacks. The last time she had been on the verge of calling Derek but something stopped her. Addison felt the phone vibrated against her thigh, she took a deep breath and answered it.

In two days its Lily's birthday or death day perhaps it should be but calling it birthday sounds so much better in her ears, Addison fiddled with her bags when she waits for Callie to open her door.

"Hi Addison" Callie pulled Addison in for a hug while leading her into her apartment, taking one of Addison three bags. After Addison had left Callie had felt incredibly lonely, George didn't want to talk to her at all and his friends just kept sending dirty looks at her all the time. She didn't had someone specially to talk to before either but she misses it even more now when Addison left.

"You want some wine?"

"Please yes" The both woman sat down at Callie's kitchen table, Callie handed her a glass of red.

"So, when do I get to meet that man of yours?" Addison took a sip of her wine and smirked at her

"Tomorrow at the hospital, cause we are having a girl's night out on my birthday"

"Is it okay if I get really drunk?" Callie laughed slightly at her

"Only if you join me to dance on the tables"

"Sure" They clinked their glasses together and smiled, Addison had missed Callie and all her worries about being in Seattle had vanished almost immediately. They sat for hours and talked, Callie told Addison about how everything had happened with George and what was going on with Meredith and Derek, accordingly to the gossip mill Derek spent less time at caza ála Interns and Meredith spent more time with her friends. Addison told her about the Intern giving her attitude at Mt Sinai and how she had missed to boss over people like that. Since both where working tomorrow they got to bed around 2 AM both slightly more tipsy and giggly then they should be.

When Addison woke up, she had a slight headache and feeling a bit nauseated, but the sheet she was using smelled like Callie and it was in some form comforting. She pulled on a big sweatshirt, not sure if it was her or Derek's from med. School, and walked out to the kitchen where Callie was sitting with coffee. Callie pushed a glass of water and aspirin towards Addison. Addison looked around Callie's apartment

"This sure beats Archfield" She took the aspirin and drank the whole glass of water before grabbing a cup of coffee

"Yeah, It does, I was lucky that I could move in so quickly but I guess my money helped a bit" Callie shrugged with a smirk on her lips towards Addison, who laughed at her.

"Well, its really nice one and it was smart of you to buy one with like 5 extra bedrooms as well" Her apartment was huge and Addison guessed that Callie and her mystery man had probably discussed moving in plans and that he had something to say about things when she bought it even if it's not was going to happened soon.

"I'm in love with it and it's only 10 minutes away from the hospital, Oh I forgot to tell you, unfortunately I'm on call tonight so you have to be here alone tonight " Callie's lips crocked downwards a bit, like to say she was sorry, but Addison smiled at her and shrugged her shoulders. She hopefully could spend the evening with Derek or perhaps Mark.

"It's fine, I can entertain myself or I find someone to hang out with" Callie nodded at her, then looked at the clock that was hanging in her enormous kitchen.

"We need to go now, your meeting with the chief starts in 15 minutes, I forgot to tell you"

"You had mind blowing sex that distracted you from telling me this?" Addison looked frazzled before throwing herself into Callie's bathroom, they where going to be so late.

Despite being fashionably late, Addison looked as put together as she always did, except her hair was hanging in naturals curl because she didn't had too much time this morning. After meeting with Richard, that wasn't that mad at her for being late and meeting her patients and coming up with a treatment plan, also like Callie said she concluded that she was going to be in Seattle for at least a month. The twin boys where 2 weeks from delivering and they was going to separate them after delivering them, then she wanted to watch them for at least 2 weeks by herself and their probably was going to be complications so she probably was going to stay longer. As she walked towards the cafeteria, earning glances from nurses and hearing whispers about he being back on her way there, she wondered if she could stay with Callie for a month or if she was going to stay there for awhile and then move to a hotel. Right inside of the entrance Burke and Cristina was sitting and making out, which was a little weird since they rarely showed public display of affection, as Addison picked up her lunch and started looking for Callie, she saw Callie sitting next to Burke. A big smile spread along Addison's lips, as she realised which person Callie had been talking about.

"So this is him" Addison said as she sat down beside them, still smiling.

"This is him" Callie thread her fingers through Burke's

"I'm happy for you but how?" When she had left Seattle Burke was happily together with Cristina and although she knew that Callie and George broke up, she didn't expect her to get together with Burke.

"How much have Richard told you about my tremor?" Burke said calm to her, with a confident smile on his lips.

"He mentioned it, and that you and Cristina had performing surgeries together while you still had them" Addison took a piece of her crappy salad, watching Burke closely

"We where together awhile after that but in total silence, after awhile I ended it, mostly because I was trying to make her something she wasn't" Addison nodded slowly but watching Callie's reaction, Callie seemed pretty calm though.

"Always a gentleman" Addison laughed slightly and kept eating her salad, while Callie and Burke kept discussing something she wasn't fully paying attention too partly because she had a medical journal in front of her too. In the corner of her eye she saw Callie tense up as an attending walked up to Burke and started talking to him.

"Addison" When Addison looked up she was meet by a pair of blue eyes and a warm smile, her eyes met his making her smile too.

"Derek" Derek kept looking at her, not letting her eyes wander of somewhere else, and smiling at her. She had almost forgotten how his smile and his eyes made her. Derek had expected her to come some of these days, but he thought that she was going to let him know, not that he minded, Addison brighten up his day which had seemed to be the day from hell.

"You want to finish your crappy salad in my office?" Derek stretched out his arms towards her, she grabbed it and then picked up her journals and food.

"That was weird, what happened to barley civil divorced couple?" Burke said, clearly confused about Addison and Derek's behaviour, Callie was confused too until she remembered what Addison had told her on Christmas eve, maybe they became friends again then. Burke and Callie wasn't the only people that where confused, the Interns had been watching Burke, Callie and Addison. George and Cristina because they weren't really over their exes not they wanted to admit that, Meredith and Izzie had been watching Addison because Bailey had told them that the surgeon working on the conjoined twins had requested Izzie and was to report in the NICU after lunch. Meredith hadn't really began watching until Derek had arrived, she had at first thought that Addison was just ignoring him which made her surprisingly happy but then Derek and Addison had left together smiling at each other. They where all very confused.

Addison sat down in the chair in front of Derek's desk, his office was much larger then the one she used to have, while he was leaning against his desk. Derek had missed her when she was in New York and thinking that she could been having more panic attacks made him sleepless, he knew he was being a bit distant towards Meredith but some days he just couldn't help it. Normally he was the boyfriend he used to be but most days it mostly felt like an act he was putting up but some days he was happy with her and it was not an act. Even if he was happy with Meredith some days he knew he could be even happier, he hated to admit that these thoughts had plagued his mind since he realised Meredith didn't have the quality that made him fall in love with her anymore.

"I didn't know if you where gonna come?" The sun fell on her hair making the colour of it vibrate.

"I told you I was gonna come, did you know Callie's birthday is the day after?" His face looked more worn then it had done when they where in New York.

"It's good you're here, I need you here too" Derek placed his hand over hers and smiled towards her

"You didn't seem to need me so much last year" Addison muttered under her breath, the smile on Derek lips dropped

"I know Addie and I'm sorry I'm really are" He softly squeezed her hands, he was really sorry for the way he treated her in Seattle but like she couldn't take back that she slept with Mark he couldn't make it undone either. Addison looked up at him hurt evident in her eyes.

"I'm sorry too" She smiled carefully at him and tightened her grip around his hands

"So exactly are we doing tomorrow?"

"Callie's on call tonight and will be staying at the hospital so you could come over in the morning and I'm not really sure what we are doing, we usually just stay in bed but you just being here helps " Addison smiled at him, they had both took the day of on Lily's birthday even in Seattle they had done that, and had actually had a day when the problems of their marriage wasn't invading every minute and they had just comforted the other, so here comment had really been off hand.

"Meredith is on call as well, so I'm staying at the trailer if you rather want to come there or not" Derek chuckled as he saw the glare Addison gave him when he mentioned the trailer. Addison kept eating her salad and they talked about usual stuff and Addison told him about what was going on in New York and how their friends where, the only things they kept out was Meredith and Mark. After Addison had eaten and was on her way out, Derek kept looking at her like he wanted to ask something but he didn't.

"Five, four after I called you but I prevented them from being real panic attacks" A small smile grew on her lips and Derek smiled as well, but still felt weird about it. Now he wasn't the only one that could prevent them but when he visualized how she looked he immediately felt guilty for being so selfish instead of being happy she could manage by herself.

"That's great Addie" He smiled wide at her then she left the room, Derek feeling like everything stopped.

Addison was standing at the NICU nurses station and waiting for her intern, Dr Stevens, she had talked to Stevens before going to New York and had wanted if the girl still was willing, to be her mentor, after Denny she could really use one because according to Sydney, who was way to easy to get secrets out of when she was drunk, Izzie doubted if she really wanted to be a surgeon and Izzie had always showed a talent with small babies. She saw Izzie walking towards her, she smiled towards her.

"Dr Stevens, thought you wanted to work with me on this case" Izzie looked slightly nervous at Addison, but when she saw the smile on the attending's face it lessened and nodded towards her.

"I - I was gonna call you but then you started work at Mt Sinai" Izzie had in reality considered many times to call Addison she wasn't sure what she wanted to accomplish though when she was in New York

"If you really want to, I could easily get you to New York the intern I'm working with now is an idiot and she hates me because I and her former mentor switched hospital" Addison handed Izzie the chart and started walking towards the twin's mother room.

"I'm pretty sure I want to work with this although I'm not sure if it needs to be surgical" Izzie whispered out that last part, like she was worried someone might hear her.

"Stevens" Addison stopped and turned around looking at Izzie "I'm gonna stay in Seattle for at least a month probably more, I expect you to work with me all this time when I have assignments for you and then when I'm going back to New York you can decide if you want to go with me or not. If you decide to go with me but not be a surgeon but still work with my area I'm still the best teacher you can get, we clear?"

"Crystal, Dr Montgomery" Addison smiled at her and kept walking towards their patient's room with Izzie trailing her, Izzie trying hard not to smile like an idiot.

The kitchen is Callie was really huge and it was not like Callie used it so much even if she was an awesome cook. Addison searched through her fridge to find something useful to eat, finally finding some leftover pasta that she heated in the microwave; she also grabbed a glass of wine. Addison tapped her nails against the counter while waiting for the pasta to get warm. After talking to her patient today Izzie had said that she was seriously going to consider Addison offer to get her a spot at Mt Sinai. Working with Addison was reason enough but Izzie also felt that it could be good to get out of Seattle, apparently Addison wasn't the only who this city was the greatest. The noise from the microwave startled her, she switched the television on and sat down with her food and wine in the couch. Her thoughts immediately drifted to tomorrow, that day was going to be rough but she also felt that it was getting easier then it had been last year. Picture of a little red head girl with sparkling blue eyes flooded her mind, she and Derek should been preparing a birthday cake for their daughter instead of mourning what they never had with her. It had been three years, this day three years ago they had went to sleep Derek's arms wrapped around her belly, they both feeling how she kicked, Addison remember joking that their daughter didn't want her mother to sleep at all. As hot tears burn her cheeks, Addison wraps her own arms, instead of a strong pair of male arms, around her waist. She never wanted this, all she wanted was to be happy with Derek and their daughter.

Derek was tossing and turning in his bed in the trailer, Meredith had suggested that they should do something tomorrow he just said no and then explained that it was Lily's birthday then and he was either going to spend it with Addison or by himself. Pictures of him and Addison came to his mind, when they where happy and some with a little girl running around their legs. Addison had looked happy today, he wondered how she was right now, with Torres at the hospital. Derek got out of his bed and put a shirt on and then walked out to his car. It took about 20 minutes to Torres and soon Burkes apartment, and if he ignored some speed limits it just took 15 minutes. He drove out from the trailer and out on the highway. 17 minutes later Derek was standing and knocking on Torres door, he and Burke had helped Torres move in so he know it was huge but when 5 minutes later when no one had opened the door he tried the handle to discover it was open.

"Hello? Addie?" He yelled out after closing the door after him, he thought he heard sobbing from the living room. When he entered the room he saw Addison on the couch her arms wrapped around her crying, he kneeled in front of her

"Addie" He gently whispered to her, she looked startled at him tears still running down her cheeks. Derek wrapped his arms around her and pulled her up so she was standing. He didn't let go of her and felt some relief when he noticed that she hadn't switched her perfume.

"Why are you here ?" As Derek pulled her closer to him, her arms had found their way around his waist as well

"I didn't want to be alone tonight and I guess you didn't either" Addison shock her head in his shoulder and pulled him closer, if it was possible. Being held in his arms comforted her while holding her in his arms comforted him, so he being here was for the both of them. Derek felt a few tears going down his cheeks and landing in Addison hair.

"Let's go to bed" Addison murmured in his shoulder, and started to let go of him but not letting go of his hand. Inside of Addison's bedroom, Derek started to take of Addison clothes leaving her clad only in her bra and panties, Addison pulled Derek's shirt over his head and pulled down his pants. Derek wrapped his arms around Addison before laying them both down on the bed. His back facing the wall, Derek laid one of his legs over Addison and with his arms wrapped around her he pulled her closer to his chest.

"I got you" He whispered in her ear before they both started to drift of to sleep and for the first time in Seattle Addison really trusted Derek.