I walked towards the sound of guns. As I got closer I could hear moans as well. Well not sexual moans. "Ha head shot take that mother fucker" said a teen boy. I then looked and it was a Resident Evil boss with minions. I just watched my game in my hands. I could only see the back of his red head. He had a black and white long sleeve shirt. There was no smoke. So obviously he wasn't a smoker yet. He grabbed for some chips on his left side and I watched the life go down from the boss.

After thirty minutes he smiled and danced I noticed he had no damage. His emerald eyes looked to me and he swiveled his head making his body turn to face me. Then he freaked out I was a girl in their room.

On the other side was Mello pouring over his books while listening with his head phones. I took a glance. He was reading a history book. It looked to be about the nineteen hundreds. I watched as his pale hand took the chocolate. I heard the chocolate crack and started sitting down and started writing more. By this time I finished, I had made a very lovely love song with the almost starlight twinkling melody.

Matt had already finished the game with a perfect one hundred percent. I then saw Mello looking stressed. I then picked up the Ipod he was listening to. It was a recording of a math lesson. I removed the head phones. He freaked out and I held on his shoulder. He stilled his ice blue eyes looking into my sea blue ones.

I felt I could fall forever into his loneliness and feeling like he was not good enough. Not good enough to be cared for. "you are not super human" I whispered. Before he could bite me or something I grabbed a chocolate bar. "You are trying to do too much to your body" I gave him the chocolate bar. I felt like that moment I saw Mello the beautiful, sad, sick, lonely soul of Mihael Keehl. "can't you see you are going to hurt yourself if you keep that up" I said. He sat down and nodded. I could feel a stare.

I turned around and it was Matt looking astonished. "How did you?"

"It was next to him" Matt shook his head.

"Not that. How did you get him to stop?"

"I only told him the truth. He is going going to hurt himself" I said shrugging.

"you also touched him and got him to look at you" I shrugged.

"so I did" I replied not letting Matt know what I saw but also wondering what Mello saw. I wouldn't ask not yet not now. There was also a sneaking suspicion that I was falling harder for him now that we stared eye to eye.

"why?"

"why what?" I replied trying to get him to ask the right question.

"Why did you touch his shoulder?"

"I needed to ground him from his swirling emotions"

"you sound like you know him so well" I said nothing but the thought of 'I know him better than I should' was replying in my mind. Mello finished his chocolate bar. "thanks" he replied

"your welcome" I said like I did stuff like that all the time. I didn't though. Well, not the look into your eyes part. Mello was no dumb ass and asked me if I wanted to go outside. I nodded figuring it was code. It turned out he meant it but it was to start the first lesson. He had me fight him as if he was going to hurt me. I kicked at him, tried to punch him, but as I tripped and he came over me, I froze my heart racing. "you might do fine against a guy who's zero experience at fighting but for someone like me, you need to find what strategy to use"

"like what can I do?" I asked my heart racing as I watched.

"you need to use your environment to pin me since I'm light weight but you are even lighter" He said. I was trembling but barley noticeable. He then helped me off my back. "however you also need to control your blows you are trying too many things" I nodded. "you need to focus on one style you are mixing too much into your fight" He then said this will take longer than your math for now lets get your mind focused. " I nodded and he took me back inside. Rodger told me it was time for dinner.