Here is the next chapter I think its kinda a filler but whatever its something!
Charlie looked up at me and weakly said "Bella ... Darling .. Never give up... Just remember that I will always love you. ,,,,, Im always here in your heart" He squeezed my hand one last time and the heart monitor flatlined.
Chapter 11 Renees decision. BPOV
Its been 3 days since Charlies death. Renee had flown up for the funeral today with has been amazing, he hasnt left my side even when I cried for hours over charlie. I made His favorite meal before remembering that he wasnt going to come hoem form work.
Alice bought me the black dress Im wearing right now, I like it, its very conservative and me. Ill have to thank her later.
Its saturday, and I haven't been to school since tuesday! It would just be to hard. Ive had so much to think about and so many tears have streamed my face.
"Bella?" Renee's voice pulled me out of my thoughts.
"yeah mom?" I replied my voice weak.
"Bella I want you to come back to Pheonix with Phil and I"
She wanted what? No I couldnt do it! I could never leave Edward. I will never leave him. My voice grew stronger with each word I spoke. "No I want to stay here, I have to."
"Bella, honey, you have to to understand... " She was cut off by Edward, Carlisle and Esme entering the room.
Carlisle spoje first. "Renee, Bella." He adressed us. "Im sorry to have eavsedropped but, If Bella would like to finish school in Forks she is more then welcome to staty with us"
Renee thought about it for a moment then turned to me "Is that what you really want Bella? To live with the Cullens?" It was hard to ignore the pain in her face but I wasn't a good lier, and it was undeniable, Thats exactly what I wanted,what I needed. "Yes"
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2 days later Charlies House was sold, Bella was living with the Cullens and Renee was back in pheonix.
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Im back in school and its a monday. The one day of the week I hate, on top of that everyones giving me simpathetic glances and giving condolences. I dont know how much more I could take. Thankfully Edward had changed our scheduals so that we had all our classes together and could consol me through the day.
I would go home to the Cullens guest master bedroom or my bedroom as it was now called, and cry. (Esme had put the room together for me and I couldnt believe how much work she had put into it) The only people who could stop my tears were Jasper and Edward.
But everything was starting to look better. Even from my eyes. Alice kept telling me that everyone couldn't wait till I was part of the family even though Edward didnt want to turn me.
I guess somethings just have to be worked at.