Without thinking to much I decided to see if Jacob was okay, I looked at Micheal and Chilli I guess they could tell that I was going to make sure Jacob was fine. I hurried outside which consisted of more trees, I knew that when I needed to relax I'd go a walk in the La push forests. I followed a stright trail from the school to the almost centre of the forest there shirtless and looking stressed was Jacob his long body crouched over and looking almost pain like.
Me: Jacob....
I walked closer to were he stood, slowly reaching out to him.
Me: Jacob, are you okay? ( I placed my hand onto his back, his whole body jerked away from me but again I realised the scorching heat that radiated of him once more) Your really warm, are you feeling alright we could take to the doctor
Jacob stood up looking angry and pissed off, I stepped back alittle.
Jacob: Just go!
Me: I really sorry about all this Its all my fault, if I hadn't off.....
Jacob: Please just leave me alone! ( His eyes look scary, not to mention how his body was shaking an it had nothing to do with how cold it was outside)
Me: No I'm not leaving here until I make sure your okay
Jacob: I'm fine now get the Hell out of here!
Me: Why?
Jacob: Why not, you honestly think I'm interested in someone like you.....
That when the air was knocked out of me my lungs at stopped working and I could feel the rain and the tears building up.
Me: The Jacob Black I know would never get on this way
Jacob: You don't know the real Jacob Black, well maybe you do now ( he smirked) Why are you still standing here?
Me: Please.....don't this....
Jacob: What!!, you mean nothing me you never have.
Jacob walk closer to me looking strangled and angry
Jacob: Leave now I never wanna see you again
Before I walked away in pain almost I looked into his dark eyes he didn't look so scary anymore but souless not Jacob the sunny personailty was gone. I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest and my body was moving but my soul was not. Something was not right he had shocked me and even made fun of me but still I felt like there was more to his reaction . I kept walking that's until I reached the school and my now tear stained face look around at the empty parking lot, everyone was away and I stepped into my car and drove back to my house.
Caleb was out and Dad to my suprise was also, I ran upstairs ran my shower taking of the my soaked clothes and got into the shower not caring if the water was cold or not. The water hit my face first I then closed my eyes has the semi-cold water heated up a little, all I could do was think about the anger in his voice and how a scared i should have been but deep down I knew Jacob would never cause my physical pain but I had know that he would hurt me in another way and that when the tears started again. Maybe this was a dream a really bad one or another joke on my life, I dried myself out on a fresh pair of Pjs and jumped into bed I wasn't hungry or going to do my homework right now I needed to breathe and my only way of doing that was falling into a deep sleep and hopefully waking up to find the nightmare had ended.