The interview aired, and I was met with a lot of press. Most of it was positive, but there was some negative. I paid no attention to it. A few weeks passed and we dropped one of the songs. It was a huge hit, which made me really happy. Not many people made the connection that I was James, but some did look at me a little differently.

By the time we dropped the second song, we had needed to preform somewhere. So I took a few days from work- A Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, and flew out to the states. I met the guys In New York where we preformed at the Today Show, on Friday morning, we were then whisked off to a few late night shows, where we did interview and preformed. By Saturday night we were tired, but on the way to the UK. We landed midday Sunday, we hung out with Evie and Madison, and I ended up taking Monday off. We sang on some shows here, did a few interviews, and then went back to our daily lives.

My work was highly unhappy that I took time off, and at this point, they were looking to fire me. It wasn't what I needed right now, but I had to see it as a sign, that we were almost ready to tour. Logan was halfway through his last semester, Kendall was done playing,as the season was over and Carlos was done filming and in between work. We were ready to tour.

Gustavo got word and began to plan and plot the tour. It would be planned so that the others could get back to work when the tour was over.

It took a few weeks but the day finally came for us to leave for tour. It was insanely hard for me to do, but I left Evie behind with Madison and a security team member, I wanted them to be safe while I was gone. Evie cried a little bit, but knew she would get to see us soon at a local show. Leaving Madison was hard, because I knew that the next time I saw her, I wanted to propose to her.

The flight to the US was long, but I knew the one back to the UK would feel even longer. Once we got to LA, we rehearsed for a few days, which was honestly not enough, and we headed out on tour. No matter how difficult it was with a time difference, I called Madison and Evie Daily. When it came to the Seattle date of the tour, I wandered off and bought a ring for Madison. She had seen it in a window of a pawn shop and had fallen in love with it. By Miracle it was still there.

By the time it was mid tour, I knew something was off with Madison. She didn't talk on the phone as much, and Evie was much quieter too. I knew something was wrong. So when it came to the final few dates, we had a mini tour in the UK right after the US tour, I got more and more antsy to go home.

The fans had been great, the album was doing well, and we were all having an awesome time, but I wanted to be home, I knew something wasn't right. When we got to New York, I got a tattoo, I couldn't help myself, I needed more. So I got a few little things on my right forearm. There was a sparrow, a semi colon, and a couple of little stars and Diamonds, as well as a tiny set of Handcuffs. I knew that I eventually wanted to do my ribcage and my back, but I didn't know what I wanted yet.

The flight back to the UK was long, but the guys tried to keep my busy and not thinking about the minutes until I saw Madison. When we landed, it was hard to contain my excitement. Once we were through customs, I was in the car and bouncing in my seat. Kelly had sent a car for Evie and Madison, and they'd be meeting us in London. We were all meeting at a hotel since it was later in the evening.

When I got up to the room I and Madison, and Evie would share, I was bouncing with excitement to see them. Opening the door, I saw Evie sitting on the bed. She smiled and ran up to me, tackling me in a hug. In the two months I was gone, she was about two inches taller, nearly at my shoulder. Madison wasn't there, or so I thought. Evie giggled and said, " go check the bathroom."

On the mirror there was a note, it read, "Welcome home Daddy to be!" My jaw dropped, I turned around and saw Madison siting on the toliet.

"I'm gonna be a dad?" I asked with excitement. She nodded with a smile, "I'm gonna be a dad, we're gonna be parents, Oh my god. Oh my god, Oh my god." I said with excitement.

She giggled at me. "Your sister is really nice. You know what she said to me, 'have you gained weight. It looks like you have.' At first I was kinda pissed, and then I realized she was right, and then I thought about the last time I had my period, and then put it together, I took a pregnancy test and it said I was."

"remind me to tell Evie, that, that wasn't very nice."

"I'm pretty sure she knows because right after she said it I cried for 10 minutes. Poor thing was freaking out trying to comfort me."

I laughed and hugged her. "Does anyone else know?"

"Just the security detail and Evie. I wanted to wait until I saw you."

"Ahhh. I'm so excited. I think we're ready for this. We raised Evie, she wasn't a baby, but she was young."

"Go call your mom, I know you're dying to. And then yes you can go tell the world- start with the guys though."

I dialed my mom's phone and gave her the exciting news. She was beyond thrilled to be a Grandma. Once I was off the phone, I sent a group text to the guys telling them to meet me in my room.

It took a few minutes to gather everyone, but once they were there I said, "So guys, I have some cool news for you…..I'm going to be a father!" I said with a big grin. The guys cheered and congratulated me.

Once the news had been shared through our friends and family, Madison and I took a cute picture where I stood behind her with my hands on her tummy. I captioned it, " There's a tiny human in there. I'm so excited to meet you in a few months! Madison will make an amazing mom, and I cant wait to have this journey with you."

The internet blew up with congratulations. Evie was excited to be an Auntie, and I was excited, because I knew that tomorrow night, I was going to propose to Madison.