A/N: …It's been a while. I'M SORRY but I love you all. A lot. I may or may not have cried when I saw how many people have followed this story. So ENJOY! Dxo
'We can't be mates' Kurt thought, internally freaking out but still sticking his tongue into Blaine's mouth. Looking into Blaine's eyes, Kurt could see the love and lust that were present and it was making Kurt's head spin. He could feel the electricity going through him, he could feel the rush of affection and dare he say it love for Blaine, but most of all he could feel something deep inside. Something that was near his heart. It was as this feeling. This feeling, that made Kurt want to fall into Blaine's arms and just let Blaine hold him. And even through all of Kurt's trust issues, especially with Blaine, he just felt like it was the right thing to do. In fact, it was almost as if his body was begging him to fall into Blaine's arms and that he would be content to lay there forever. But this wasn't Kurt. Kurt wasn't a guy who would just willingly fall into a guy's arms and let him sweep him off his feet. When Kurt had dreamed about being in a relationship, he'd always wanted to be in a relationship that was equal. No "girl" in the relationship, and Kurt was sure if he let this thing with Blaine move any faster then that is what he would quickly become.
"Okay that's enough" Kurt spluttered, pulling away from Blaine quite viciously and in the process, almost pushing Blaine out of his chair. Blaine looked confused but then a devilish grin bloomed over his face.
"You felt it didn't you?" Blaine said, almost vibrating from the amount of excitement running through him.
"I don't know what I felt" Kurt lied hesitantly, but Blaine sensed the hesitance.
"You can't lie to me Kurt. I can practically read your mind through your emotions, and you can to mine, so we know when we're lying. The perks of being mates" Blaine smirked.
Kurt calmed for second to see if Blaine was telling the truth. He was about to dig down to search for Blaine's emotions, when he realised they were incredibly potent and were separate from Kurt's, so they were easy for Kurt to recognise. And this irked Kurt. It meant that once again, Blaine had been right about this mating thing and what went along with it. And Kurt hated anyone other than him being right in a situation like this. As well, Blaine's overly smug emotions were being pushed around his brain and were as distracting as a wailing toddler in a cinema.
"Fine. We're mates. That doesn't mean I want to be immediate mates, Blaine" Kurt hissed back.
Blaine frowned at this and Kurt felt a mix of anger and rejection through their newly formed bond. But new emotions were beginning to form, of pity, despair and loathing, and Kurt realised these emotions were his own. The pity and despair were directed at Blaine but the loathing was directed at himself. His own emotions were going against him and supporting the werewolf. Brilliant. Fucking fantastic.
"Actually Kurt" Blaine snapped back, Kurt surprised at the fire in Blaine's eyes, "That's exactly what it means and that's what is going to happen, so get off your fucking high horse you whore and recognise your mate"
Kurt's eyes grew wide, and he jumped up from the table, grabbing his things as he went and strode past a shell-shocked Blaine. He marched past the other tables, who had all taken an interest in Kurt and Blaine since they'd walked in together and were now muttering about the pair, and threw the door open, almost knocking down the lovesick couple making their way into the restaurant. He heard Blaine shout something at their waitress and then he heard his steps trying to catch up with Kurt.
"Kurt please stop it was my wolf I couldn't control it when you rejected me and it just needed you too submit please" Blaine begged as he quickly caught up to Kurt, but Kurt refused to even look at Blaine. Blaine sighed and grabbed Kurt's arm to pull him to a stop, pulling him around to face Blaine and felt several stabs of pain and self-loathing in his heart to see tears falling down Kurt's cheeks.
"Kurt I'm so sorry, I didn't mean any of it I just-" Blaine started.
"Do you know that's what he called me?" Kurt whispered. Blaine's eyebrows knitted together in confusion for a second before he understood and he paled.
"Oh" is all he could manage.
"Yeh" Kurt whispered " "Oh". Do you want to know all the graphic details of why he called me his whore? I told you the highly edited version before, but if you want I could tell you all the gory details Blaine and why don't I tell you them Blaine and then I can be your whore?" Kurt ended, sobbing and screaming at Blaine, who's face was a mixture of fury towards Karofsky and anger towards himself. Kurt pulled himself out of Blaine's grasp and walked the rest of the way to the car with Blaine trailing behind him. Blaine pulled open Kurt's door but Kurt slammed it shut before Blaine could close it for him. Blaine winced. This was not how this evening was supposed to go.
They pulled into the Dalton lot and were stopping the car by the steps when Kurt opened the door, slammed it shut and ran into the building before Blaine had fully stopped the car. Blaine watched Kurt fly into the building and that hit home for Blaine. Because Kurt was running away from Blaine. The one person in the world that Kurt is never supposed to be afraid to be with and Blaine went and fucked that up in one 47 minute date. Harry's going to fuck me up so bad after this, Blaine thought, hitting the steering wheel in rage.
Walking into the dorm building, Blaine saw Harry standing there with a face like thunder, waiting for him. He grimaced but went to take his punishment like a wolf.
"You really went and messed it up, didn't you?" Harry asked, his voice in a deadly whisper, his eyes in slits, not bothering to let Blaine answer back. "All you had to do was wait until you were both prepared for the emotions mates bring each other but no you just couldn't wait could you?! Do you know that I can feel Kurt's emotions right now and he is distraught, although you probably know that too and that, you dickhead, is because of you" Harry shouted, his voice growing louder throughout his speech, reaching screeching volume when he finished, making Blaine growl at the insubordination of a lower ranked wolf talking to him this way but simultaneously knowing that he had to take this.
"I can't even stand to look at you" Harry murmured "Go…GO BLAINE" he shrieked.
Blaine turned away and walked up the stairs, his emotions all turning against him and begging/forcing him to go apologize to Kurt. He didn't even realise he was outside Kurt's room until he was knocking on the door. There was some shuffling on the inside of the room, until the door was flung open and Jeff appeared his face flushed in anger. He stepped out of the room, closing the door swiftly behind him.
"Whatever the fuck you did, it was horrid and I want to hurt you for it but I think that would hurt Kurt more, since the smell on him clearly means you kissed and he's emotionally mated to you, so go in there and fix it Blaine and so help me if you don't I will call your mother" Jeff threatened, Blaine's eyes growing wide at that last comment.
"You're brilliant" a voice said behind them. Jeff and Blaine turned to see Nick staring at Jeff in awe.
"Thanks" Jeff said blushing, but then his face turned to a frown when he saw a guy behind Nick, holding onto Nick's arm.
"Who's this?" Blaine asked, momentarily distracted and grateful for the distraction as he didn't know what he was going to say to Kurt to apologize.
"This is Spencer" Nick grinned, the guy on his arm giggling and falling into Nick's side. Blaine glanced at Jeff to see his normally cheery friends face turn into one despair.
"We've got some work to do on science project and we're going to try some…experiments" Nick said slyly, winking at Blaine and Jeff whilst Spencer fell onto Nick again and blushed playfully.
Jeff's face quickly turned from one of despair to one of heartbroken. It was common knowledge that Jeff was in love with Nick but Nick had appeared for all intents and purposes straight. But this was the ultimate kick in the stomach for Jeff. It wasn't that Nick wasn't gay: it's that he didn't want Jeff.
"Blaine go talk to Kurt" Jeff murmured hoarsely, walking off in the direction of the choir rooms, while Blaine looked on furiously at how much of a douchebag Nick could be. And then he thought about his own problems and realised that he shouldn't be judging Nick in light of his current set of circumstances. Nick walked off to his dorm, with a flirty Spencer attached to his side.
"Now or Never" Blaine thought, his hand on the doorknob.