Okay so Im sorry for not updating its just things happened. At the beginning of the me and my mom had this big fight. She found out about my cutting problem that I had a few years ago and that resurfaced a couple months ago. She also found out about my two suicide attempts. :/ It wasn't good. She took my laptop, phone, ipod, everything away and I think she is more worried about me now then I am. Things just haven't be good. I'm not even suppose to be on the computer right now but she is sleeping so I am sneaking on to tell you all this. We are starting the new year fresh but I don't think that is going to get me out of counseling just yet... Any way don't worry 'bout me. I'm starting to do better with the help of my one and only best friend. God I love her. :)
Since 2013 is going to me a 'fresh start' that means I get my stuff back. (yesh! music! thought I would die! can anyone else just not live with out music? cuz i can not!) I will be posting more and I even plan on getting my drawings of Star, Kioko and Sam up on my deviantart! yay...
Oh! and to that guest that said that I am a failure, thanks but I kinda already know this. BUT! But I am not a faggot, emo(even thought I dress in black like everyday and my hair...lets just skip that..), ugly, suicidal-any more!-, lame, or anything else you say. I think I am but that completely different. SPEAKING OF DIFFERENT! Thats what I am. I am different! So, in the words of Gajeel whom might be my favorite, fuck ya! :)
Thats about it. Sorry for not updating. I promise I will. And don't worry about me. Please, I got enough people already...sadly.
C-yah!