I got up and took a shower while I waited for Ben to show up. I was getting dressed when I heard the front door open. He came into the bedroom. I walked up to him and put my hand on his face.

"Did you really think I was just going to let you walk away? We both made mistakes."

"Yeah but what I did and what you did are two completely different things Allie."

"I don't care. I'm not going anywhere. I love you Ben. That's all that matters. We can get through anything as long as we don't give up."

"I love you too. I should never have said all that stuff to you. I'm so sorry."

I didn't say anything to him. I just put my arms around him and kissed him. He put his arms around me and deepened the kiss. I slid my hands down his sides to the waist of his jeans and pulled his shirt up. He smiled against my lips and broke the kiss long enough to get the shirt over his head. I rubbed my hands up and down his chest. He grabbed the bottom of my shirt and slid it over my head then wrapped his arms around me waist and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around him and kissed him again. He moved from my lips to my neck and down my chest. I leaned back to give him better access. He unsnapped my bra and threw it on the floor. He smiled and looked over at it.

"It looks better on the floor."

Then he started to kiss me again and carried me over to the bed and laid me down. He kissed from the waist of my jeans all the way up to my breast. He flicked one nipple with his tongue and continued his way up to my ear.

"You are so beautiful."

I just laughed as he started to make his way back down to my chest. When he got to my nipples he slowly licked around the nipple then he sucked it into his mouth and nibbled on it. Not until he managed to get a moan out of me did he move down, licking and kissing down my stomach. He paused when he got to the button my jeans. He looked up at me and I just smiled. He took that as a go ahead and started to unbutton them. He slid them slowly down my thighs and calves and then threw them on the floor. I pulled him back up and kissed him as I unbuttoned his pants and slid them off of him and threw them on the floor with mine. He got on top of me putting all his weight on his hands and looked down at me.

"Are you sure you want to do this?'

"I've never been so sure about anything in my life."

"That's all I needed to hear. Don't worry I will take it slow. Just let me know if I hurt you ok?"

"I'm not worried."

He positioned himself at my entrance and slowly thrust forward. When he was all the way in he stopped.

"You ok?"

"Yeah I'm ok."

He slowly started thrusting in and out. The first few thrust hurt but not as much as I thought. After it started to feel good I ran my nails down his back and he slowly picked up the pace. I started to feel myself building up and I wrapped my legs around him.

"Bloody fucking hell! Yes just like that Ben."

"What like that. You like that baby."

"Yeah just like that. Fuck!"

"Yeah cum for me Honey."

"Faster baby. Yeah just like that. BLOODY FUCKING HELL!"

"Yeah scream for my baby. Yeah that's what I like to hear."

"OH I'M CUMMING BABY! DON'T STOP!"

"OH FUCK BABY I'M CUMMING TOO!"

He rolled over breathing heavy. He propped himself up on one elbow and kissed me.

"I love you."

"I love yo too."

"I didn't hurt you did I?"

"No you didn't hurt me. It didn't even hurt as much as I thought it would."

"Good. You know sex brings out your British side. I have never heard you say bloody fucking hell before."

"Well get used to it. We are going to be doing that as much as we can."

"Oh no I've created a monster."

"Yes you did."

"Well it's a good thing I'm up to the challenge then huh."

"Yeah it is."

We had sex again and fell asleep in each others arms. When I woke up Ben was watching me sleep. I smiled at him and rolled out of bed. We took a shower and headed to Adam's. It was the full moon and he wanted to discuss what would happen when I was made a pack member.