Why Us Ch.11
(Carlisle's POV)
I was almost to Canada when I heard the kids.
"Dad stop" they screamed but I kept running.
I saw a flash and then I was on the ground with Edward on top of me.
I try to struggle out of his grasp but Emmett helps him.
"What do you need did you come out here to make me feel worse" I snap trying to fight my way out.
Emmett accidentally lets go and I run out of Edwards grasp away from them again.
This went on for a few minutes until finally rose and Alice ran into the mix.
I could take two but not four.
I was in the middle of trying to get out of Emmett.
"Just let me go! I hurt her and I cant believe I did!" I scream as I try to take Edward down since I got Emmett.
Alice joins the mix and I try to be gentler but I still wanted her off.
"ENOUGH OK, DAD WE WERE SENT OUT HERE OT GET YOU BECAUSE BELLA'S DREAM YOU KILLED US IN HER DREAM AND MOMS SENT US OUT HERE TO GET YOU BECAUSE BELLA NEEDS YOU" Rose screams and grabs me by my shoulders.
"she shouldn't I hurt her." I say as I look down at the ground.
"She wants you dad" They all say at me.
"No she doesn't your trying to make me guilty" I growl thinking about Bella's face after I spanked her.
I was a monster, I spanked my poor baby and only months ago she got that daily for fun for charlie.
'dad I've seen it if you don't come home she will refuse to eat, drink, and move. She already is having a panic attack that I saw in my vision" Alice says as she hugs me.
"Please dad we cant stand hearing about this so we don't want to see it" They say.
" Dad please I can't stand seeing my love, my life, my mate like that, seeing it in the vision was bad but I don't want to see it actually happen when its probably going to be ten times worse" Edward pleads.
As to plead there case roses phone went off.
"Jasper what is it?" she asks as she places it on speaker.
"Bella she wont..." jasper started but was cut off when Bella starts screaming.
"DADDY! DADDY NO!" she screams and I hear this awful tearing and banging noise.
I start to run towards the house.
(Bella's POV)
(normal=Bella CAPS=Bella's mind
I wake up with a start from another bad dream except this time it was charlie killing carlisle.
Wait why did I call him Carlisle its daddy.
HES NOT DADDY HE SPANKED YOU BELLA HE ABUSED YOU! My mind screams at me.
NO HES GOING TO HURT YOU WHEN THEY BRNG HIM BACK!
No he wont hes daddy he wont hurt me or anyone for Christ sake hes a doctor
. NO HES GOING TO HURT YOU.
Daddy, daddy no!
I see a figure and it looks like a ghost.
It looks exactly like charlie.
It comes near me and I get up off the bed and run into the tightest corner I can.
I start to scream as he comes towards me.
"DADDY! DADDY! NO !" I scream and start to kick and thrash.
I dont know what I was doing but I couldn't stop it.
I started to scream and kick and jasper and mom.
"Bella stop" I hear a familiar voice and I black out. My daddy where is he?
(Carlisle's POV)
when I got home Bella was fighting jasper and esme.
'Bella stop" I say as I go to go to her.
Her eyes roll back and she slumps into the corner.
Her body was scratched, bruised and bloody.
Her clothes were torn off, so that was that awful tearing sound.
"Get me a blanket" I say as I crouch next to her and check her pulse and heart rate.
Esme comes back in with a blanket and a scared expression.
"is she OK?" she chokes out.
" I don't know love its going to be OK though, I'll make sure of it." I say as I wrap Bella in the blanket and pick her up.
I set her down on her bed and jasper gives me my bag.
" thank you son" I say as I get out some supplies.
I quickly clean up Bella and Esme comes in and takes Bella to bath and get her dressed before laying her down.
"Alice h..." I start but Alice cuts me off.
" Two hours' she says and I hear a crying coming from Kristi's room.
I walk down the hallway and open Kristi's door.
I turn on her lamp and peer into her dimly lite room.
I don't see her but I can tell the crying is coming from the closet.
I go over and open the door.
Kristi screams and covers her face in protection.
" Kristi its OK I'm not going to hurt you baby" I say softly.
"You hurt Bella" she cry's.
" shh honey I wasn't hurting her for pleasure OK sweetie, your sissy broke the number one rule int his house No swearing" I say.
"but you hit her though mommy said we would be grounded or a spanking" she says.
" yes baby I gave sissy a spanking that was all. I would have comforted her if she let me but she was pulled into a flashback sweetie. Sissy is having flashbacks so we have to be very careful with her that includes you" I say softly.
Kristi nods and starts to yawn.
"Come on baby girl lets get you into bed" I say as I get up and pick her up with me.
I set her down on her bed and tuck her in.
I go to leave when her hand laces around mine.
I sit down on the chair next to her bed and hold her hand.
She finally falls asleep.
I kiss her forehead and gently walk out of the room.
"DAD" Alice screams.
"Alice what is it?" I ask panicked as I run to her.
"Bella is..." She starts but is cut off when Bella screams.
(Bella's POV)
I woke up with a scream.
I was breathing heavy and my eyes were darting around the room to make sure nothing was there.
It was pitch dark.
The light flashed on and daddy stood in the doorway.
"Bella baby its OK, your OK its just daddy I'm not going to hurt you" he says softly.
"DADDY" I wail and throw my arms out.
He rushes over and hugs me to himself.
I gasp for breath as he rubs my back.
" Shh sweetie you need to relax."He says as he puts his head on the top of my forehead.
I breath in his scent and relax a little.
" that's it baby girl" he says softly as he kisses me.
"Daddy" I say as I curl up closer to him.
"I'm sorry" I say.
" shh angel it should be me apologizing" He whispers.
" I shouldn't have done that when you just got out of an abusive home a few months ago where he did that for fun everyday please forgive me baby girl" he says and his voice cracking with the venom tears that would never fall.
" I forgive you daddy but please don't do it again its giving me to many memories, dreams and I keep seeing him" I say quietly.
" Of course baby but what happened with you that made you panic." he says.
" my mind was telling me you were going to hurt me and I saw charlie" I say trembling from the memory.
Daddy brings me a little closer to his body.
"I'm sorry" he says.
"Please daddy lets just stop apologizing let just please forget about it" I say as I lay my head on his chest.
"Of course angel go back to bed I'll stay with you" He says and I nod my head.
Before I fall asleep I look at the alarm clock.
Which reads 2:45 A.M in big red letters.
I look at the date July 4th.
eight years ago charlie started abusing me.
That's my last thought before if all asleep on my daddy's chest.