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For Addison it felt like the time wasn`t moving. It was 2 weeks after she had left the hospital and was on strikt bedrest. She already read almost everything she has in her bookshelf and was bored to h**.

"Hey honey" Derek greeted Addison as he went into the house late after work. His shift ended at 6 now it was 9.

"Hey. Where have you been? I thought your shift ended at 6" she asked a little scared he would become absent again.

"I know, I`m sorry Adds. I was in surgery and there where complications. In the end I lost the patient" he explained.

"Ohh I`m sorry. How are you?" she asked looking worried. Like herself Derek often gets attached with his patients.

"I`m okay. How are you and those three?" he asked while he sat down next to her and started stroking little circles over her bumb.

"We are great. Sam or Gracie was very activ today. Thank god, that means I probably be able to sleep tonight" she told him. Baby A is very activ the whole time. More than Baby B and C together and sometimes Addison can`t go to sleep because of it.

"That`s good. I have tomorrow off. Wanna do something?" he asked looking straight into her eyes smiling.

"Well there isn`t much I can do Derek. I`m on bedrest" she told him roling her eyes.

"I know. But I thought we could drive out somewhere and do a picnic or something. Would that be possible?" he asked. He didn`t want to force her into something. And he had no idea what was okay for Addison to do and what not.

"Would I have to walk a lot?" she asked him.

"No. I organize everything and the few meters we need to walk, I can carrie you" he told her seriously.

"You won`t carrie me. I can go a few meters. Don`t worrie" she replied laughing and happy about their relationship. They were happier than they were in years.

"We`ll see" he answerd.
"I talked to Nancy today. She wants to come for a visit again. After the babies are born. And your parents and other sisters as well" she told him.

"Ohh I think we`ll go crazy" he answerd screwing his nose by the thought of his whole family coming.

"I thought we could invite them for christmas. I`m sure they`ll be born until then. And your mom would like it" Addison suggested. She was happy to see the Shepherds again.

"Are you sure about that? Christmas dinner is lots of work. We won`t have time to prepare it with those three" he replied.

"Well it`s not that your family isn`t big enough. They could cook or we could go out for dinner" she said thinking about their best option.

"You know what, I`m going to call my mom later and we`ll see then. And maybe not all my sisters can make it on christmas. I`m sure Lauren is at her parents in laws house again. That would mean 6 people less. And if Kathleen or Amy can`t make it there`ll be at least 5 other people who wouldn`t be here" he thought about it.

"Yeah. I think you should call mom. So where are we going tomorrow?" she asked changing the subject.

"I won`t tell you. It`s going to be a surprise" he smiled in the sweetest possible way and gave her a long kiss so she would stop asking. He began tensing up and started to kiss her harder.

"You know this won`t work" she said after a while. She knew he needed sex but she was too hugh! There was no way this was going to work.
"I`m sorry Derek" she said. She needed sex too, but there definitely was no way this could work and she wasn`t allowed to have sex anyway.

"I know and it`s not your fault. You are the most beautiful woman and you`re carring my babies. Three at the very same time. You shouldn`t be sorry" he told her hoping she would stop being sorry for something that was clearly not her fault.

"Okay. But this doesn`t mean we can`t touch a little more. And if you want me to, I could do some very naughty things." she answerd with a shimmer in her eyes.

"Ohh, you're a very bad girl!" he told her but continued.

To be continued…

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