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Harry Potter is owned by J.K .Rowling and Warner Brothers as well as the publishing companies that made the book come to life, I am just borrowing these characters,I do not own them. No Copyright infringement intended. I do not make a profit off of this I am just a fan.

Authors Notes: Thanks to Everyone who is reading. I love you guys!! Anyways heres another chapter hope you like it!!

Had to do this Chapter actually in two Parts due to the fact it ended up being over 5,000 words.

I also know i might flames for this one because some people aren't going to like the ending to this Chapter. You want to flame me for this decision feel free to..


Forbidden Desires

Written by Alexaviera J Raven


Chapter Ten: The Hogwarts Express Part Two

September 1st 1998

Hogwarts Express

Draco caught her as she fell into his arms and he was careful as he held her a moment wiping the vomit off her face and he looked at her.

"You always seem to faint into my arms sweetheart"

He then kissed her forehead and wondered if they could work through this, He wanted to. He owled her, all unanswered sent back to him unopened. He didn't know how come Babette had been in his bed that night, It was an odd thing to happen considering as he thought on it later, Babette was suppose to be in the south of France with her sick Mother and had left that very morning. He had tried to tell Hermione that he never cheated on her, That it wasn't like that, He had been checked out at St Mongo's and found out he had been imperioused, He had the medical documentation to prove it. The Ministry had made a case for it,And were trying to find out who perpetrated the crime.

He tried to talk to Blaise at the Law firm but they had informed him that his Internship for the summer had ended and he was going back to school. So Draco had boarded the train at Kings cross station and waited with the rest of them, He had seen Blaise and Hermione enter a carriage and then he hadn't the guts to tell her in front of those three men in there,even when they had promised her they wouldn't physically hurt him. He had listened to them in the next compartment sitting there alone wishing he was with her. He closed his eyes a moment as he then carried her back to his compartment. He looked at her and remembered how she felt in his arms when she would sleep. He caressed her face as he kissed her lips gently. He sat down as she stirred and he just held her a moment.

"You alright?' He asked gently as he released her and she moved away from him and stared out of the window, " What happened?" She asked as they went into a tunnel and it grew dark in the carriage a moment. She turned to look at him and he was just sitting there the small glow from the tunnel lights shone on him and her breath caught. He looked miserably at her as he had seemed disheveled . She noticed his hand went to her belly and she closed her eyes. As she did he moved so he could hold her. She knew that if she gave in right now then she'd take him back. "I've missed you, I'm so sorry. I found out what happened if you'd care to listen." He told her as she for the moment was just silent.

Draco then told her. " The night that happened I was visiting my mum she, Well she gets lonely so I've been visiting her for weeks and with the baby coming" He began she looked at him a moment confused ."Go on" She replied listening to him as she turned to look at him now. Draco nodded as he then explained. " That night I had been packing up my things for the trip and the next thing I knew was in my mind you came to me and we made love, It was beautiful and amazing as always, I woke up alone and Blaise was yelling at me. Then I came back to the Mansion and you kicked me out, I went home and my mum tried to comfort me, she then asked me if it was worth the pain I feel to let things end this badly between us. No it isn't because I still dream of you, Still love you Hermione" He then looked at her. " Babette my mum's maid was found dead the next morning, She had been cursed,Imperious and so was I.. It was as if someone had came and they broke us up on purpose for some reason." He looked at her. "I have not been with anyone since that night, I remain faithful to you Hermione. I want us to work this out more than anything. There is nothing else I desire in this world more." He then was quiet as he pulled out two parchments and handed them to her.

Hermione read the parchments and looked at him. She was silent. "Believe me please don't marry Viktor,Marry me Hermione,give our boys a real home with their real parents who love each other, Give me one more chance and if I screw it up this time,I'll never bother you again I promise" He said tears rolling down his face. Hermione took a calming breath and looked at him. "I think we need time apart,That is we need to take this slowly Draco,I do still love you and I do want to be with you, But I need to be able to trust you again and it's going to take some time to build that trust back,I understand that you were a victim in this and I'm sorry but my heart and mind still need to have time to process this. If you are truly sincere and want to be with me, Don't rush it, Give us time to start again, To trust again." She told him as she looked at him. She knew she had to be honest with him as he nodded. " I can do that if it means that someday soon,we can be together the way we should be then I can do that" He promised as he then heard the compartment door open and Blaise stepped in flagged by Ron and Harry. Hermione actually smiled. " Hey guys" She said as she gave them a beseeching look. " Draco and I were just talking, Do come in" She replied as she then realized all six pairs of eyes were on Draco's hand on her belly and she blushed a moment. Draco smiled. "What? She is beautiful like this isn't she?" He asked as Hermione looked at him and she actually smiled a moment.

Blaise looked confused. " So are you?That is are you taking him back?" Hermione shook her head. " We are friends for now, The rest we need to work on,But yes I think maybe I will take him back in time if he keeps doing the right things." She replied as she then looked at Blaise and Harry and Ron. "Draco is my Babies Daddy and I want to work it out," She then explained and showed them the scrolls as they read them Blaise looked at his best friend and he shook his head then gave him a man hug."I'm sorry but you know I had to protect Mia, you did seem very out of it that day D" Hermione smiled as she then looked at Harry and Ron.

"So this good enough reason for you Ronald to stop being my friend?"

Ron had turned red with anger and he had sat glaring at Draco. When he heard his words from earlier flung back at him he stilled and gave her a surprised look. " Hermione" He began as he looked at her disappointed. Hermione looked at him sharply. " It's a simple yes or no Ron are you going to still be my friend or are you now so totally disgusted with me because I fell in love with someone you don't like? I mean honestly I love him Ron, it's not a game it's my heart and my children's lives here. If you can't accept it then that's your problem not mine" She began as she then started to cry. "Damn Hormones" She whispered.

Ron was silent then he replied. " Your my best friend,You always will be" He then looked at Draco. "You treat her right or I'll kill you and be happy about it" He then got up and left the compartment. Harry let out a sigh as he looked at Hermione who had turned her face away and was crying silently. Draco had wrapped his arm around her and tried to comfort her as best as he could. Blaise too seemed to understand and he nodded. "It's been difficult for them" Blaise told Harry . Harry walked over and he hugged her too. Draco stiffened a moment as Harry and he locked eyes. " What Ron says goes double for me, Good luck mate I hope this works out because she does love you" Hermione was quiet after a minute as she then looked at Harry. " I need to.. excuse me" She got up and she was walking fast to the Bathroom again and Draco shook his head. He got up to help her and thats when Blaise looked at Harry. "She's had a hard time deciding when she was going to tell both you and Ron about Draco, She still hasn't told Viktor about Draco being the twins Father. Mia is my sister, I wish nothing but the best for her always, She's all the family I have left and I know that in her heart she wants Draco, This summer other than this misunderstanding, He was so gentle with her, Not like the Slytherin Prince of old but really loving and caring. He is happy she's having his children really." Blaise told Harry.

" I will do whatever it takes to make sure my sister is happy even if she married an imbecile like Krum, But I would prefer she married Draco" He told him. Harry listened to him quietly as they then heard a scream. Draco had heard it too coming from the Bathroom and he rushed inside as he did he found Hermione knelt by a body and she was looking at Draco trembling. Draco pulled her away and called for someone to come and help. There on the floor was the body of a young man face down and a pool of blood all around him. Hermione was sobbing as she looked at the body and she vomited as she then curled up into a ball and she looked at Draco. "He's dead,Who is it?" She cried as Blaise and Harry broke through the crowd and they saw..

The wall was written in blood. "Your next Bitch" Then there was a mark that glowed green,it was the dark mark and Hermione was terrified as she looked at Draco. She was in his arms sobbing hard as he tried to comfort her, He rose lifting her in his arms to get her out of there. She screamed as they rolled the body over and there with a surprised look in his eyes was Ron, He was frozen in time staring , A large cut on his forehead and then there was a shout. "He's Alive lets get him to the Medical compartment now" Hermione then relaxed as she lay her head on Draco's chest closing her eyes. Ron was alive but badly hurt, Draco took her to calm her down and as he did she looked at him. "Draco" She said his name as he looked into her eyes, "Don't leave me again" She whispered as he shook his head and he held her. He closed his eyes. " I Need you" He told her as she then pulled back and looked at him. "Make me yours again?" She asked as he then was quiet a moment. " You've always been mine,Thats never changed,Your mine and I'm yours," He replied as she then lay her head on his chest. "Make Love with me Draco please" She asked .

Draco understood her need for comfort, He turned her so she looked at him. "Yes, Always but not here and now,Soon" He told her. She closed her eyes as she replied. "I need you now" She then looked at him. "I've needed you for so long,Don't make me wait anymore please" Draco felt his heart still as he looked at her. " You deserve more than a tumble in this compartment" He told her as she shook her head. "I don't care as long as it's us,Draco I want you, I need you now" She replied. He then took a calming breath.

He so wanted to succumb to her wishes but as he leaned in to kiss her he stopped. " You'll regret it if I do this right now, I want to,You have no idea how much I need and want you right now,It's difficult for me even to say this but I need to wait, You are emotionally upset and I'd be taking advantage of that so we wait, If you still want me... You have to decide who you want,Who you truly want if It's me or him, if It's him, I still want to be here for the babies, They are my children and I want to be a part of their lives regardless of your decision, I also want to be in your life, Look inside your heart and decide because this is the last time I'm going to put either of us through this, You want me I'm in it for the rest of my life, That includes marrying you and making more babies someday too."

Hermione took a breath and she started to calm down, as she did she whispered. "Thank You" She then sat up and looked at him seriously. " I do have to think I already know what I have to do Draco, but it's getting the courage to do it" She replied as she gave him a small smile. "I don't deserve you patience" She told him as she then wiped her eyes. Blaise and Harry had overheard the end of their conversation as they had paused when Hermione was asking him to make love to her and Harry now had more respect for Draco as did Blaise as he told her to decide, Draco didn't realize it but he would, that there was already a few obstacles standing in the way between him and Hermione.

One would be Hermione herself.

She watched him and decided that she had to do it.. It would break her heart but she had to, She make a decision and she looked at him quietly a moment as she then leaned in and kissed him. "I Love you Draco" She then saw him smile then. She stood up and she took his hand in hers. He was smiling as he thought he had won finally. He then knelt and kissed her belly and laid his head there a moment. As he did he closed his eyes. The others came in at that moment and she looked sadly down at Draco. "I Love you Hermione and our boy's" She let a tear fall as she placed the tip of her wand on his temple and muttered. "Obleviate" He was hit with a white beam and he fell on the floor. "Goodbye My Love" She whispered as she left the car and went back to the other car. The two followed her and were given her looks of confusion.