Dauntless Struggle

by XxLissaxX

Tris and Tobias are engaged. A few weeks after Tris learns she is pregnant which gives her mix feelings that cannot be sorted until she knows what Tobias's are, she tells Tobias and they both think its would be wonderful to have a mini them running around. But later on in the pregnancy Tobias changes his feelings towards this unborn baby and on Tris.

11. Chapter 10

This is mostly a filler chapter because I have writers block, I don't want to skip over two months between chapters, and I didn't wanna have to take a whole day of trying to think something out when you deserved an update today.

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One month later

Tobias POV

I watch her sleeping form with a large amount of curiosity. I have done this during her initiation, when I first let her into my old apartment. But she has changed in the almost three years since than and that change has its negatives and positives.

Her hair flows onto her pillow and her face looks like it would maybe when she was twelve. You wouldn't be able to guess she was pregnant or engaged if you only saw her sleeping face right now. Her lips are parted slightly and she inhales and exhales every minute, making her body rise then fall.

She is only wearing one of my worn out black T-shirts. I have to say it looks better on her then it ever did on me. I look down at the very noticeable bump across her stomach and sigh loudly.

I want the baby almost as much as I love Tris, but am I really ready to take care of a little girl? A little girl who would look up at me for advice and cry in the middle of the night for me. The answer is no.

I don't even know how to change a dirty diaper or get a baby to stop crying. I don't even know if she will like me or not. I am not even sure if I can touch the baby, I don't like it but I have Marcus's genes in me.

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I hold her blonde hair out of her face as she pukes out her insides. After five minutes the puking stops and she flushes it down the toilet. "Ugh." She mumbles as she collapses against me.

"Do you need any medicine?" I question, she has rejected the help of pills for a month know but I still ask her every day when this happens.

"No." She says, the same as every day. "I want this baby out, Tobias." She says with a noticeable pleading in her voice. I sigh and rub circles on her stomach hoping to sooth her.

"Me too." I whisper into her ear.

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Ugh sorry only 400 words but I don't want to skip till the birth on this chapter and also didn't want to drag things along in this chapter!

expect this:

Tris going into labour next chapter!

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