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Chapter 11: Enough
No words could explain how much pain I am feeling right now. The man that I love, the man that has forgotten about me is here in front of me suddenly demanding to have our son. There's only one person who could have told him about Youichi, and for sure she has altered the details about me that made Natsume this mad, his mother Hyuuga Kaoru.
I didn't move from my spot. I just stared at him, I could feel my tears rolling down my face.
" Are you just going to stare at me?! How dare you take away my son from me?" He shouted at me.
I stood up, I really don't know what got in to me, but I slapped him on his right cheek. I've had enough. I know it's not his fault that he got amnesia, but I'm still so hurt and angry. Angry and hurt because here he is, right in front of me, talking to me but he doesn't even know the truth.
" Enough! I don't want to hear anything from you! You don't know who I am! How could you believe whoever told you that I took away our son from you? Whoever it is that told you about Youichi or anything that I have done, she's wrong. I would never take away our son from you. I thought at least your heart would remember how much I love you and how doing something that could hurt you intentionally was impossible for me to do." I told him my hand still on his cheek, trying to stay strong and keep myself together.
He remained quiet, my sobs became louder.
"I am confuse, I don't know who you are but something is pulling me towards you. My mother told me that you cheated and only; she told me that you kept the baby because you don't want to have any connections with me anymore. She said that I had the accident because I was going after you to beg for you to come back. "he explained his anger somehow degraded.
I was right, she told him a lie. This just made me cry even more, I was now leaning on him. We didn't move for a while and just stood there while I cried.
This has to stop.
"Come with me."
I took his hand and he followed me. We ended up at my car.
" From now on I will show you who I am. I would help you remember me. I would prove to you that everything she has said was a lie." I told him
"okay" was his reply as he opened the passenger door and went inside the car.
The drive was silent. I took him to the café where we first met.
We went inside and I ordered a blueberry cheesecake.
"Why did you bring me here?" he asked with furrowed eyebrows.
" Don't you feel anything?" I inquired looking at his facial expression
Before he could answer the waitress arrived bringing the blueberry cheesecake.
"Eat it." I ordered him
He ate without saying a word. After eating half of the cake he stopped eating.
"I don't like it. It's not the taste that I'm looking for in a blueberry cheesecake." He commented and asked for a glass of water.
"What is the point of doing this?" he asked.
I didn't answer his question, instead I stood up and paid the cake at the counter, I can feel that he's looking at me.
"Let's go" I said as I started walking toward the exit and back to my car.
"Where are we going now?" He asked, frustration evident on his voice.
"At my place." I said keeping my eyes at the road
"Why?" He asked
"There are still some blueberry cheesecake in our fridge I want you to taste it."
" Stop the car. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't see the point. We're wasting time. Just tell me okay? Are you my girlfriend? Wife? Mistress? Fuck buddy? What? Just tell me! I am really confused! Just don't beat around the bush!" He shouted angrily. I was shocked that I almost lost my concentration in driving.
" Please just calm down, If this doesn't work, you could go believe whatever she said" I tried calming him down.
He did keep quiet and waited for us to arrive at my place. Upon arrival to my house I told him to wait at the car. Youichi is at home and while things are not yet finalized I don't want Youichi involved.
Thankfully mom was taking a nap at her room and only Youichi and his nanny are in the living room. I greeted both of them and sprinted towards the fridge and got a slice of the blueberry cheesecake I baked 2 days ago. I went back to the car and gave it to Natsume.
He looked at me questioning.
"Just please eat it" I pleaded
He took a bite. He was quiet. His eyes became wide.
"This blueberry cheesecake taste like love"
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