Yo! It's been WAY too long. Why haven't I been writing more? Simple. I have no computer and my aunt thinks I get "Addicted" to it, so yeah. Anyway, here you go.

Previously on A Deathly game:

Allen had somehow been transported to a white room where he was forced by the one and only Neah to play a song that brung back memories of pain while lavi wallowed in self-hate and prayed Allen would come back. His prayers was answered when Allen appeared on the ground in front of him, a broken mess. They fell asleep in each others arms and when morning came, Lenalee, Kanda and Allen set off to pick up Tyki from the airport. of course music was involved and Kanda hated Tyki at first sight.

(Allen POV)

I stepped in between Kanda and Tyki and smiled nervously. "So, I'll ride with Tyki back to the school and you two can ride together." I said. Kanda was reluctant to go but Lenalee saw the tension and dragged him away. I turned to Tyki and took one of his bags from him as he put my guitar in my money filled guitar case and held it for me. There were no words exchanged between us as we found his car and put out things in the back and got in the car. As we exited the airport, he started a conversation about...um...popsicles.

"So, the way popsicles melt and they slowly drip from the stick is pretty unusual if not for it being an easily manipulated subject. You see, people talk about popsicles but mean a totally different thing. Less innocent and way more lewd, you know?" He finished. I stared at him in shock. I could not believe he had just said that. I ignored him completely after that and took out my cell to see that N was calling me. Since it said N and there was a picture of him in what he was wearing at the mall yesterday, it made me stop to think when he had obtained my phone to be able to do this.

I picked it up but before I could say anything he started to ask me questions.

"Hello, Allen. Where do you happen to be? I tried calling you earlier but you didn't answer. Why didn't you? Sorry to be asking all these questions but could you answer them?" I looked at my phone for a moment. Okaaaaay. "Well, I am with my friend and we are driving to his place so I can help him unpack his things. I must not have heard my phone earlier because Lenalee and I were singing at the airport, waiting for my friend. Sorry for not answering." I said to him.

" It's cool. We still on for our date after school tomorrow?" He asked. I glanced at Tyki and saw him watching me intently as we stopped at a red light. " Yeah. Let me call you later, K?" I asked. "Sure. Bye, Allen." he said sadly. I sighed as we started to drive again. "Bye." I hung up the phone and put it in my pocket. I heard Tyki cough and I looked at him. He glanced at me and then back at the road. "Who was that on the phone?" He asked. "It was just a friend." I answered, hoping he'd buy it. My hope ran through a dry well. "A friend you go on dates with?" With that he sent me a small glare and I rolled my eyes. " He bought me that white guitar and some cloths so I said that I wanted to repay him and he said he'd like to go on a date with me." I said.

I saw Tyki tense. "So, just because he bought you something you agreed to go on a date with him? Even though I have bought you things for years now and I'm positive you won't go on a date with me, someone you've known for years, you decide to go on a date with a complete stranger!?" Tyki's voice rose from a whisper to a yell as he stepped on the break, already in front of the school, and put it in park. luckily, I protected my head with my arms or I would have been hurt. I didn't even realize when we had gotten here.

I looked at Tyki with annoyance and a little guilt seeing as what he said was a little wrong on my part. But my mouth just had to start flapping. "Maybe I just don't like you like that. Besides, you're old. You sleep with practically everyone you see! You might have aids and didn't tell me! Don't yell at me because you can't get over me rejecting you!" I yelled at him. I grabbed my guitar out the back seat and got out the car, slamming it behind me. Tyki got out the car too, with a slam. "Don't walk away from me when I'm talking to you!" He yelled at me as he ran over to me and stopped me from walking away.

"Oh, like I have to listen to you! I don't want to be seen with a jetball. You'll ruin my reputation." I said with a snort. His eyes flamed with hate. Yes, hate me so that I won't feel bad for hurting you. "At least I don't sleep with strangers! He bought you all that stuff, maybe that was payment for giving him pleasure." He said. I gasped. "Are you calling me a prostitute?" I asked in an angry tone. He smirked. "That's what you are isn't it?" He asked. I put my guitar case by the car and got in his face. "At least I don't trick kids into sleeping with me, you pedophile." I said.

"You came onto me!"He yelled. I took that to my advantage. "And you didn't have enough sense to tell me I was too young? That it was against the law. It was a childish crush that you used to get what you wanted. And you ask why I pick a stranger over you. You're a PE-DO-PHI-LE!" I said, saying pedophile loud and enunciating it with an high pitched voice.

We both became silent. You threw the first punch, then all hell broke loose.

I punched him in the jaw and he elbowed me in the gut. I swiped his leg from under him but he pulled me down with him. He got on top of me and started to punch me in the face. I grabbed his arm and kicked his leg up so that I could reposition myself on top of him and punch the living daylights out of him. When I saw he was having a hard time breathing from a jab I had earlier delivered to his chest, possibly breaking a rib, I stood up and started to stomp his face. I was going to continue my ministrations, but strong, large arms pulled me from him.

I looked up and saw that Cross had pulled me off of him and that a number of students that I hadn't met yet due to the lateness of my arrival and the tendency for me to not be at the dorms, standing around, watching the terrifying fight. Amongst the crowd, I saw Lavi, Lenalee and Kanda. I looked down at Tyki and took in what I had done to him. I'm now positive a rib had to be broken, as well as his bleeding nose. One of his eyes was already swelling up, I had busted his eardrum, his hair was a mess, his shirt ripped and I could see various bruises caused by yours truly. His ankle was swollen and it was either broken or twisted.

At this moment, I felt like I had committed the worst murder in history, only I hadn't killed anyone.

Though that would have been good, right? To be rid of him, that is.

I looked around, my heart speeding up. That voice...it...it belonged to me. But it couldn't have. I would never think that.

But you did, didn't you? Just accept your fate Allen. I am the you , you shall become.

But-but I can't- I would never-

At least...you think you wouldn't. Goodbye for now.

Before I could reply,I heard a moan full of what could only be described as undistinguished pain. I jumped out of Cross arms and knelt beside Tyki, gently taking his hand in mine. "Tyki? Are you alright? I'm sorry. Truly, I am. Can you hear me?" I said in a voice that surprised even me. I couldn't remember the last time I had been this worried about turned his head towards me and I could see him try to smile but failed because of the pain. "It's alright. You d-don't have...t-to be sad, Shounen. I still l-love...yo-you." Tyki said and coughed before he passed out.

I stood as the paramedics that had been called, put him on a stretcher and carried him away in the ambulance. Even after what I had done to him...he still loved me. I just didn't get it.

Why did anyone love me?

I'll only kill them in the end...

I shook my head to rid myself of the depressing thoughts and walked over to where Kanda, Lenalee and Lavi were watching everything that happened. I picked up my guitar and Tyki's fallen keys as well. "What were you two arguing about?" Lenalee asked. I sighed. "Some stupid shit, but the fight didn't start until he called me a prostitute and I replied saying he was a pedophile. He actually threw the first punch but you saw who finished it." I said.

"Who was that?" Lavi asked. I had forgotten he wasn't there with us to pick up Tyki. Before I could answer, Kanda did. "It was the Moyashi's friend. He came down here to...I don't know but he's staying here for some reason." He said. I continued with what he didn't know. "His name is Tyki Mikk. He is my best friend and I've known him for years. He is studying psychology but he is also getting a teachers degree so if he helps teach this school year here, he'll get his degree and will move on to teaching and finishing up his psychology classes and get that degree also." I finished explaining and followed them to my and Lavi's dorms.

I felt a sharp pain circulate around my head, but continued walking. When we walked into the dorm, I went and sat on my bed. I felt something warm and wet sliding down the side of my face. I felt it and brung my hand back to see that the tips of my fingers were covered in blood. I heard Lenalee gasp. She ran over to me and yelled orders to Lavi and Kanda. I didn't really know what she was saying but it had to be serious. Everything started spinning and before I could even comprehend what was happening, my head hit the bed and everything went black.

*Flashback*

"Allen. Allen, wake up. We have to go, right now." I heard Mana whisper to me. I opened my eyes and saw Mana completely dressed, shoes and coat and all. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "Mana? What's going on? Where's Uncle Neah?" I asked with a yawn as Mana started to dress me. "He's at the place we're going already." He said. I heard something break and looked at Mana. "What's that noise, Mana?" I asked.

I didn't notice back then, seeing as I was young and had just woken up, Mana had tensed and fear was clearly evident in his eyes. He had handed me a bag that was full of my things and led me to my bedroom window. He opened it and lifted me up and out of the window and sat me on the ground. "I need you to run to the park, and when you get there, there should be a big white light. I need you to run through that light and Neah will be there." He said.

I looked at him in confusion. "You're not coming, Mana?" I asked him. "No, I need to stay here, When Neah asks why I'm not with you, tell him that "the clown came early" alright?" He asked. I nodded and he gave me a hug through the window and kissed my temple. I then heard a louder sound, like someone hit the wall with a bat and a creepy laugh. "Now go, Allen! Don't look back! Run!" Mana said and left from the window. I followed Mana's orders and ran but fell a little short when I heard Mana's scream.

I made the mistake of turning and around and seeing the face of a distorted clown, blood covering his face and walking towards me. I ran faster than I had ever ran before. When I got to the park, I didn't think twice about running into the light.I saw Neah and he looked at me with a worried glance. "Where's Mana?" He asked. "He said that "The clown came early". What was that thing, Neah? It was scary." Neah looked at me, shocked. "You looked at its face?" He asked. I nodded my head but before he could say anything, I heard the laugh again. We faced the light I had came through and saw an arm coming through it. It was black and spiky, and ugly and the sleeve that hung off of it looked like it was apart of a clowns suit. I heard Neah cuss lightly under his breath.

A door opened beside us and Neah handed me the bag he was holding and pushed me towards the door. "Go through that door and wait in the room for time, don't look back." I listened and I promise I wanted to look back when I heard the clown laugh and skin slap against skin. When I made it into the room, the light had disappeared. I put down the bags and sat in the corner. Waiting. I eventually fell asleep.

I had been awakened by a bright light and looked up to see Neah, wounded with blood stains all over his cloths. "Neah." I yelled. He had grabbed me and sat me on his lap, rocking me back and forth. I felt warm water hit my head and knew that he was crying. "Neah, what's wrong?" I ask. He held me tighter. "Mana's going to be away for a while, Allen." He said. "Where is he? When is he coming home?" I asked. "He'll be home soon. He's staying with some people right now. Let's go to sleep, okay?" He asked. I nodded my head.

I stood and Mana helped me change into my night clothes. I in turn, helped him dress his wounds and clean him up. When we were finished, we layed down and went to sleep. Neither of us had that much of a good rest.

That happened when I was five.

Mana didn't return until I was eight.

When he returned, Neah changed. It seemed like everything he did was forced. The hugs, smiles. The "I Love You"'s. Mana had also changed. It seemed as though he avoided Neah and when he was near him, he'd make up and excuse to leave. Mana had found out the truth that night. What Neah did when he would leave without telling us. Our family was never the same.

*Flashback Ends*

I opened my eyes and saw Lenalee, Lavi, and Kanda staring at me. I sat up and winced. Lenalee sat beside me and caressed my head which I notice is bandaged. "What happened?" I asked. "You had a slit in your head that you must have gotten when you were fighting. You also have a bruise forming our cheek. Other than that, you're cool." Lavi said. I nodded and then looked up and saw them looking at me. "What is it?" I asked. Kanda was the one who asked the questions this time.

"Where did you go at the mall? How did you do that thing when you disappeared? What happened when you were gone?" He asked.

I couldn't trust them. Not yet.

"I...I don't know." I said.

A/N: Well, I have finally started to my chaps longer! Praise meh! *hinthint*

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