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"What do you want?" Naruto repeated, as he was shoved against a tree and felt Sasuke undo his jacket. "We can't do it here. It's too risky."
"Shut up." Sasuke replied, and began sucking on his neck.
Naruto's eyes widened, as the scene of him doing the same to Sakura came up in his head. And her words…. gentle...husband…
"No!" He pushed him off, hard, to Sasuke's astonishment. "No!"
"What the fuck are you doing, dobe?"
Naruto felt himself breathing hard, and glared at him. "Those lips...you just did the same to Sakura, didn't you?" He snapped, feeling frustration.
Sasuke looked confused, as he got closer to him. "Yeah? So what? You've sucked my dick knowing it's been in her vagina. Why the fuck do you care now, baka?"
"Stop." Naruto shook his head, holding his hands up to make sure there was distance between the two. "Not this weekend. Just don't. I don't want to risk anything."
"What? So you can tell your fucking faggot friends everything about us and still worry about being caught? You didn't seem so worried about being called gay when you were frenching that gray-haired bastard." Sasuke growled, the anger swelling up in him again.
Naruto glared at him. "It was a stupid game and you know it. You've been doing the same all night and so has everyone else."
"I don't give a fuck about everyone else." Sasuke grabbed his arm, pulling the blonde close to him.
"And me? You care about me?" Naruto asked, looking up at him, the serious question startling the other. "You care about me, huh?"
"What are you talking about?" Sasuke was confused, the look in the blonde's eyes was too serious. "I care about others touching what's mine. You know that."
Naruto pushed on. "That's all? You just see me as your possession?" He didn't know that he was expecting to hear, but he knew wanted to hear more words of… of love, that gentleness, that possibility of a future that Sakura talked about. He never really thought of their future fully, but thinking he can carry on this kind of relationship forever….
"I can't do it." He almost whispered, and Sasuke lifted a brow, confused.
"What?" He was annoyed- the blonde was acting weird and he didn't understand him. "Sex? Fine. I won't fuck you right now, but later tonight, when everyone's passed out, expect me to pull you somewhere." He turned, starting to walk away.
"No..Sasuke.." Naruto said after him, wanting to tell him then and there everything.
Sasuke glared at him. "That's what you're good for, dobe. Don't make me angrier." He was tired of this night, and Naruto was being very hard to understand. "Wait 5 minutes before coming out."
Those words once again cut through Naruto, as he stopped what he was saying. "What I'm good for, huh?" He thought, shaking his head. "Okay." He muttered, and Sasuke nodded, walking back himself.
When he was out of sight, Naruto slumped down against the tree, feeling a bad pain in his chest. This was too much for him...this night...those words.. the future.. or no future.
"Shit." He knew he always had to face this outcome, but he wasn't ready for it. It was all hitting him too fast. He grabbed his chest, feeling so much pain...so much coldness. "I'm so cold…" He muttered, and didn't know what to do except grab his phone. He called Gaara, his hands shaking as he held his phone.
Of course, the redhead picked up in less then three rings. "Naruto? What's wrong?" Gaara immediately asked, knowing there must have been something wrong for him to call this late.
Naruto laughed, trying to play off his pain. "I just...it's cold here Gaara." He tried to laugh again, as Gaara listened. "I didn't think it'd be this cold. I don't think I brought the right jackets. Haha… I was never good at that stuff anyways- packing and everything. I didn't know it'd be this cold. I didn't…"
"Naruto." Gaara's voice was firm, and he sounded almost angry but tried to be gentle. "Don't lie."
"No, Gaara. I'm not…" Naruto's head jerked as he heard noises beside him.
"It's cold tonight, eh?" From the shadows stepped, of course, Kabuto. He had a look of danger and lust in his eyes, sending unpleasant shivers down Naruto's spine. "I heard everything by the way. Why don't we… talk?" His voice was full of malice, and Naruto knew this was not going to end well.
He quickly got up, shoving his phone in his pocket. "Hello? Naruto? Naruto?!" Gaara yelled, knowing he heard other voices but couldn't make out who it was. "Fuck!" He hung up, and dialed Kankurou's number.
"What do you want?" Naruto stepped back away from him. He knew this guy was danger. He knew he had to get away.
"I can expose you guys, you know? It would be so easy." Kabuto gave laugh, one filled with menace. "But I won't. As long as I get a taste of what the Uchiha gets."
"No. Stop. Don't do this." Naruto's voice was shaking, but he could tell he was obviously nervous and scared. The flashbacks were coming back of his Uncle, and he felt his blood turn completely cold. "Don't. Get away."
"Ne, Naruto." The way he said his name was disgusting. "Let's not make this more complicated than it already it." He walked more towards him, and in a swift movement, pushed the blonde against the tree, covering his mouth immediately. "Let's have some fun, eh? It would be good for the both of us."
"Mmmphh, no!" Naruto managed to yell out, before Kabuto shoved something in his mouth and held his head up fast, forcing him to swallow as it dropped down his throat.
Naruto was scared.. he didn't know what that was, but it couldn't have been good. "It'll just help you stop struggling. It'll make it easier...and more pleasurable." Kabuto took off his glasses, putting them calmly in his pocket as Naruto suddenly dropped on his knees to the ground.
"Geh!" He tried coughing it out, but it was too late. He could feel the effects immediately- dizziness, nausea, and immobility. He felt light-headed, and his vision was getting weaker. "No. Let me go!" He tried to yell but his voice came out as mere whispers.
"Shh…" Kabuto started undressing him, unbuckling his pants and taking his jacket off. Naruto tried fighting back, but his arms felt numb and weak. He was so, so scared.
"No…" He kept trying to yell, but his voice was not doing good for him at all. He closed his eyes as Kabuto took off his pants. "Fuck…" He thought, hoping someone, anyone would save him… especially...especially… "Sasuke…" He whispered out.
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"Sasuke came back alone?" Kankurou muttered as they saw him walk back not long after they went out. "Where's Naruto?"
"He might be waiting a couple minutes to not make suspicious?" Sai replied, but had a feeling something might be wrong inside. "Let's go down and check."
As they headed down, they ran into Sasuke who sat back on the couches, downing a shot and another beer. Sakura, fully drunk, sat on his lap, giggling and about to kiss him.
Sai went up to him, almost glaring. "Where is he?" He said harshly, ignoring the drunk pink-haired girl.
"Leave him alone, and get lost." Sasuke glared back, warning him.
"Bastard." Sai muttered, and walked away fast. Sasuke sighed, knowing if he went after him, he'd cause a scene. "These fuckers." He thought, as Sakura wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Sasuke...let's get a room." She murmured, and since he was horny and angry, he nodded, as she led him to an empty room on the first floor which thankfully was empty due to most of the party happening on the second and third floors.
Ring Ring
"Gaara?" Kankurou immediately answered, confused as to why he was calling him.
"Aniki. Naruto. There's something wrong." Gaara said, sounding almost panicked. "There was someone unfamiliar with him just now, and he wouldn't reply on the phone."
"Got it. Me and Sai are heading there now. It might be…" Kankurou looked at Sai, who nodded as they understood. "Kabuto."
"I'm heading up there." Gaara said, and Kankurou knew he was already driving there, full speed. With the lack of traffic, he'd probably make it there earlier than they did going up. And he knew he could do nothing to stop it.
"Got it." Kankurou replied, and hung up.
"Gaara says-"
"I got it." Sai nodded, knowing what probably happened. They ran out, going the direction they saw the two going towards.
Naruto's condition was getting worst as each second passed, as he felt his vision get even more blurry. Kabuto didn't even bother tying his hands, knowing he'd barely be able to move them. With the amount of alcohol the blonde drank, and the drug, he probably would knock out even soon too. Which would make things easier for him, of course.
Kabuto smirked, as he finished taking off his pants and boxers. He licked his lips, seeing the view in front of him. He didn't bother taking off his shirt, not wanting to waste time.
"Now… I can't guarantee being gentle." Kabuto leaned down, licking Naruto's cheek and moving down to his neck. "But I'll try."
Naruto was shaking, feeling the cold on his skin and the fear under it. "No…" He choked out. "No…" he started remembering his Uncle, who tied him up when he raped him, making him immobile. And how he touched him all over… leaving him...dirtied…
Kabuto's hands reached up his shirt, then down towards his penis, rubbing it gently. Naruto was too scared to even think about having an erection. "Hm, holding back?" Kabuto murmured. "Well, it'll make it less fun for you." He shrugged, moving his fingers towards his hole. "Darn. I forgot to bring my lube. But don't worry. I'll stretch you up very good with my fingers." He licked two of his fingers, and brought them down.
"Don't tense up so much, sexy." Kabuto whispered in his ears, the heat from his mouth hitting Naruto's neck with much coldness instead. He was about to slip a finger in, but suddenly was jerked away and sent far with a hard punch right on his jaw.
"You fucker!" Sai, the man who sent the hard punch, yelled. He grabbed Kabuto by his shirt, ready to beat the shit out of him. He kneed him hard in the stomach, and punched him again in the face.
"Sai- Naruto!" Kankurou yelled, as he tried to help the blonde put his pants back on. His hands shook as he helped him, seeing him not moving at all. "Naruto? Are you okay? Can you talk?"
"No…" Naruto could barely see or decipher what was happening around him. He felt fear from anything that touched him, and pushed Kankurou away with his legs. "Don't touch me! No!" He tried to yell again.
He struggled as Kankurou tried to help him dress up. "Naruto." Sai leaned down, worried as well. "Naruto. Snap out of it. It's me- Sai."
"No!" Naruto refused to look at anyone, and struggled, frustrated that his body wasn't moving to his demands.
Sai sighed, and dropped down, carrying Naruto in his arms towards the cabin. He looked back to see if Kabuto was still on the floor, but saw he managed to escape. He was worrying more about Naruto at this point though.
Naruto struggled, but could barely move so it wasn't too hard to keep him in place. He felt terrible. He shouldn't have let him go out like that. He shouldn't have…
"That fucking Uchiha." He muttered, as Kankurou looked him, pissed off as well.
They arrived inside; fortunately, there was no one out in the first floor as most were upstairs, or in the private rooms. "No...stop...let me go!" Naruto muttered, feeling some of his voice come back.
"Water." Sai said, and Kankurou nodded, heading towards the kitchen to grab some. Sai had a feeling he knew what Kabuto used, and knew Naruto needed to drink as much water as possible, and hopefully throw up later to get the alcohol out of him too.
After drinking more water, Naruto felt himself calm down, and his body was able to move a little more. He tried to breathe slowly, and looked around him, trying to absorb who was there and what just happened.
"Sai...Kankurou-san…." He muttered, feeling a soreness in his body he could not rid of. "Kabuto gave me something...this drug...he forced it down my throat."
Sai nodded. "I know. It should wear off soon. If you feel like throwing up, let us know. But you seem to be getting better now. Keep drinking water."
Naruto nodded, doing exactly that.
Meanwhile, Sasuke was inside a room not too far from them. Sakura was sucking him off, but his thoughts were all about the blonde, as he felt anger in thinking of what he was doing right now… probably with Sai and Kankurou, those bastards.
"Put it in...Sasuke…" Sakura muttered, wanting him now. "Now…" As he spread her legs.
Sasuke nodded, reaching in his pants pockets for a condom. He failed to find one, muttering, "Shit…" He grabbed his boxers, putting them on and deciding there should be one lying around somewhere. "Be right back." He looked around the room, and found none in there. He stepped out, planning to go to another private room and asking someone in there.
As he stepped out, he saw it. The blonde, laying there, his jacket not on, and dirt all over him from lying on the floor, and looking pale and sick.
"What the fuck?" He almost yelled, walking up to them. "What the fuck happened?!"
Naruto's head jerked up, as he heard that familiar voice. He saw Sasuke there, in nothing but his boxers. He almost wanted to blush, but heard another familiar voice.
"Sasuke?" Sakura stepped out as she quickly put on his long shirt. "Come on. Can you not find one?" She stood beside him, and looked towards what he was looking at, confused.
Naruto's heart froze then and there, and he had to force himself to remember to breathe. The pain was too much...it reached a peak. While he had to...suffer like this, this bastard was…
"Anyone mind explaining?" Sasuke growled, but was met with another hard fist into his face, sending him back on his ass.
This time, the one delivering the punch was Kankurou. "That's for Naruto." He held up his fist, glaring at him. "You bastard." He might not have known the full story, but seeing this pitiful scene was enough to make his blood boil.
Sai was glad he did that, because he was about to as well.
"You fucking-"
"Sasuke? What's going on?" Sakura exclaimed, feeling confused and helping him get up.
Naruto could barely watch this anymore, getting up and feeling fatigue, falling over back onto the couch again.
"Oi! Don't push yourself!" Sai yelled, helping him.
"I want to go home. I don't want to be here. I want to go-"
The doors suddenly flew open, as Gaara stepped in, his eyes immediately moving towards the blonde.
Naruto was shocked. He didn't expect him to be here, but at the same time, he did. "Gaara." He felt like crying as he saw his best friend.
Gaara immediately went towards him, and Naruto felt him wrap his arms around him.
"Home. I want to go home, Gaara." Naruto muttered into his chest. Gaara nodded, and helped him get up.
"Not so fast. What the fuck happened?" Sasuke yelled, and was met with the coldest glare he's gotten from Gaara.
Gaara saw his bleeding lip, and looked towards Sai, who pointed at Kankurou. Gaara nodded, muttering, "Thanks, Nii-san. I'm going home now. Don't let that-" He pointed towards Sasuke. "Go anywhere near us." He growled.
Kankurou nodded, understanding. He opened the door for them, as they stepped out and Gaara helped Naruto into his car.
"Wait just a fucking minute." Sasuke was about to go after them, but Sai and Kankurou stepped in front of the door, glaring at him.
"Sakura. Please leave us for a second to talk." Sai smiled at her, but it was a deadly smile enough to make her nod and walk away.
"Get out of my fucking way. Naruto's mine! I'll deal with him."
"You." Sai glared at him, wondering if he should punch him too. "You dragged him out there, you fucked him, and you left him like that, didn't you?" He growled, his anger reaching a peak.
Sasuke glared back. "We didn't. I didn't touch him."
"Whatever the fuck you did or didn't do…" Sai grabbed his shirt. "You are not to go near him again. Naruto has been through too much shit, and you made him relive his worst nightmares. I'm sick of your bullshit. Just stop playing with him."
"He's mine to play with." Sasuke growled. "Don't tell me what the fuck I should or should not do to him."
Kankurou sighed, seeing him being stubborn as usual. "Sasuke. Naruto was almost raped." He said straight out.
Sasuke's eyes widened, as he felt his blood boil and his fists clenched. "Who the fuck do it? Who!?" He yelled, punching the wall next to him.
"Maybe you didn't directly cause it, but you led him out there, you left him probably feeling in pain, and for that, I can't forgive you. You need to leave him alone." Kankurou added, trying to stay calm as he saw him crack the wall almost.
"Shut the fuck up. Who was it?" His eyes turned red, as he felt his fist bleeding from punching the wall. "Who?!"
"Kabuto." Sai responded. "Regardless, you do no good for him. So unless you're serious," Sai glared at him. "Get lost." Using the words the Uchiha always said towards him.
As Naruto and Gaara were well on their way home, Sai told Kankurou he was going to leave as well. Kankurou nodded, asking to come along on the drive. They were both over this weekend, even if it was early.
The two went upstairs to grab their stuff, as Sasuke stood there, still shocked by their words. "Raped? Kabuto? Naruto?" The words kept repeating in his head, and he felt a pang in his heart. "My...my fault…?"
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Naruto sat quietly in the car, as Gaara drove them down the mountains in high speed.
"How are you feeling?" Gaara asked. "If you need to throw up, let me know."
"Y-yeah." Naruto stammered. He was still feeling the effects of the drug, but his body was starting to feel a lot more normal, thank god. "Thanks for picking me up. So fast too."
"Might have broken a couple speed limits, but it's fine." He glanced towards Naruto. "Kabuto...I'll kill him."
"No. Gaara." Naruto put a hand on his arm. "No. Don't bother with him."
"Are you not going to report him?" Gaara snapped harshly. "That bastard deserves some punishment. Why won't you report him?"
Naruto looked down, not wanting to say his reason. "Naruto." Gaara repeated. "It's the Uchiha, isn't it?"
He didn't want to say, but nodded slightly. "Kabuto...if I report him, he's bound to tell the full story about me and Sasuke, which will spread around and we'll be discovered. I don't...I don't want to cause that for him."
"Fuck him!" Gaara almost yelled, surprising the blonde. "Enough is enough! You don't have to suffer more!"
"Gaara…" Naruto suddenly felt sick, and yelled, "Stop the car!" He exclaimed, as Gaara quickly swerved to the shoulder and Naruto stumbled out.
He bent over to the ground, and felt himself throw up all the alcohol out of his system that he drank that night. "Geh!" He coughed, feeling his eyes water.
Gaara was by his side, pulling out a towel from his trunk and helping Naruto make sure not to get any on his clothes.
Naruto kept his bent position for a bit, making sure he got everything out and there was nothing left. "No rush. Get it all out." Gaara muttered as Naruto nodded.
They saw headlights flashing towards them, and turned around as a car stopped behind them. Out stepped Sai and Kankurou.
"Hey! Is he okay?" Sai asked as they ran towards them.
"He's fine. Just throwing up." Gaara replied.
Naruto panted hard, feeling tired from having everything out of him but feeling much better as well. He grabbed the towel, wiping his mouth as Gaara also gave him water to rinse his mouth.
"Thanks." Naruto mumbled out as he spit the water out. He looked towards Sai and Kankurou. "What are you guys doing here? Why didn't you stay at the party?"
"Psh. You think we'd stay after all that? Nah. We were over it." Kankurou teased, waving his hand.
"You guys didn't have to leave for me." Naruto muttered, feeling bad. "You already did enough."
"Stop. It's fine. We care more about you." Sai quickly replied, and looked towards Gaara as he said it. Gaara was staring back, once again feeling strange under his gaze. "Gaara…. how are you?"
Gaara just nodded. "I don't think Naruto will need a hospital. I'll take him to my apartment, and from there I'll take care of him until tomorrow." Gaara said.
"I'll come along too." Sai said. "Since it's late and I'll drop off Kankurou too."
"There's no need to. I can take Kankurou-" Gaara replied, only to get interrupted.
"It's fine. I'm tired and would rather stay over." Sai smiled, obviously not taking any other answer. Gaara didn't know what else to say, but just nodded.
They proceeded to their original cars, and started driving off.
Naruto, tired from throwing up, drifted off during the drive. When they arrived to Gaara's, he felt much better but just very fatigued, and trudged inside towards Gaara's couch, laying back.
"Is your sister home?" Naruto muttered, not wanting to be a bother.
"It's fine. She's a heavy sleeper." Gaara replied.
Sai and Kankurou came soon after, and they sat in the living room as Gaara made Naruto some tea for his stomach.
As they sat down, Kankurou said with a harsh voice, "We'll find Kabuto and make sure he goes to jail."
Naruto stayed quiet for a second, looking down as Gaara did the same.
"Wait a minute." Sai brought up. "You are not thinking of letting him get away huh? For Sasuke?" He knew immediately when Naruto didn't answer that was exactly what the blonde was thinking. "Are you stupid?!" He almost yelled.
Gaara glared at him, wanting him to calm down. Sai tried, but was still pissed. "Naruto! Kabuto tried to rape you! He deserves something!"
Kankurou added, "I agree. He can't get away that easy."
Gaara held up a hand, hushing them. "It's Naruto's decision. Although I disagree with it, he'll do what he decides."
"I can't believe you'd do that for that bastard. After everything…." Sai grumbled, pissed off.
"I'm done." Naruto immediately said, his voice firm. "I… I can't take it anymore either. I thought I could but I'm also done."
Everyone's eyes widened as they stared at him, surprised by what he said.
"What do you mean...done?" Kankurou asked, a bit confused.
"Done with Sasuke?" Sai also was confused at the sudden proclamation.
Naruto nodded. "As I was...experiencing that, he was….with Sakura..they were.." Naruto's head dropped in his hands. "How could I face him the same way after tonight? We have no future...no possibility. I can't do this anymore." He felt like crying, but felt dried up at the same time. "I can't." He repeated.
"Naruto. Are you sure?" Gaara confirmed, seeing the pain in his best friend's eyes. "It won't be easy."
Chuckling, Naruto agreed. "Oh I know. But… I just can't do this anymore." He sighed. "Thanks guys, for everything. I've caused you so much trouble. Sasuke and my relationship has made you all get into situations that would have never happened if we weren't like this. I'm sorry." He apologized, bowing his head.
"Hey. That's fine." Sai shook his head. "Don't apologize. It's that bastard's fault most of the time anyways."
"Yeah. We did what we wanted. Nothing was forced." Kankurou smiled, patting his back.
Naruto stared at Gaara, who stared back for a while. "You...you really want this?" Gaara repeated, wanting to make sure.
The blonde once again gave him that sad smile he hated. "I need to do this."
Gaara stared at him a bit longer, and just nodded. "You should sleep." He got up. "Let's go." Naruto nodded, getting up as well.
Sai couldn't help it. He got up, instinctively, saying, "Together? You two?" He couldn't help but feel jealousy… how was he supposed to let the guy he was interested in sleep together in a bed with another? Plus with this situation, they would definitely do more than just sleep.
But when he got a glare from Gaara, he sighed. "Alright. Good night. I'll take the couch." He muttered, a look of hurt on his face that Gaara caught.
"Good night guys." Kankurou said, as he handed a blanket towards Sai.
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That night, Gaara was rubbing Naruto's back as the blonde slept peacefully, obviously knocked out from the long night he had. He sighed, and stepped outside to grab some water.
"Can he really do it?" A voice suddenly startled him, coming from the couch where Sai was unable to sleep yet. "Do you think he can?"
Gaara sighed, shaking his head. "I don't know. Sasuke will make it hard."
"That's for sure." Sai chuckled. "So you and Naruto...just slept?" He asked, curious.
Gaara stared at him- thought it was dark, he felt like he could still feel the red head's green eyes on him clearly.
"He was really tired." He finally replied. "I didn't thank you, by the way, for protecting Naruto. He told me that you punched Kabuto and stopped him from going further. You care a lot for him. I appreciate it."
Sai sighed, sitting up, feeling the frustration getting to him.
"I don't want to be these two, beating around the bush- so I'll tell you straight out. I hate it." He said, glaring at him. Gaara was a bit confused, not replying. "I hate that you act like Naruto is yours, I hate that you are thanking me for protecting him. I get that you're best friends, and Naruto told me his story so I understand. But I still hate it. I want to sympathize, but I can't. Just thinking that he's the most important person to you makes it feel like…" He sighed again. "Like there's no room for anyone else. And I hate it." He repeated, his exasperated tone showing.
Gaara was surprised at this… confession? He didn't know what it was, but was definitely confused. "Naruto is my...best friend." He tried to reply, wondering if this was the right type of reply. "Don't hate it. It's just always been like that. I've always been protective of him."
Sai got up, walking towards him suddenly. He was close to him, as Gaara didn't move. Closer now, black eyes met green.
"I protected Naruto because he's a friend. But another reason? The thought of the look on your face if anything more happened to him… that was more painful. I wanted to protect you. Do you get it, Gaara?" Sai said in a low tone, staring deeply at him. "Do you really get it?"
Gaara, uncharacteristically, stuttered. "I-I don't." He was surprised at this firm side of this guy… the usual flirtatious guy being so serious.
"I want you to belong to me too." Sai murmured, and his head reached down, as his lips closed with Gaara's.
Gaara's eyes widened, not expecting that, but didn't push away. Their tongues locked, as Sai wrapped his arm around the redhead's waist, bringing him even closer.
Gaara didn't know why he didn't back off, but he just couldn't. The electricity in their kiss was too addicting...too...good.
They finally parted for air, and Sai let him go slowly. "Until you get it fully, I'll take it slow." Sai walked back towards his couch. "But don't think I'm that patient….I'm actually quite impatient." Gaara could tell he was smirking even though it was dark.
Feeling flustered, a feeling he was unfamiliar with, Gaara walked back to his room, getting into bed. For the first time, he felt his heart beating faster than usual, his face flushed, and his feelings confused. Sai was….strange. He didn't know if he liked him. But he sure as hell knew he was a good kisser. He also knew…
"I don't...hate him?" He muttered quietly, and sighed, slumping down and wrapping an arm around his best friend to calm himself down, and try to sleep.
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Hope you enjoyed! Was tense but exciting I hope:) ~Aya